aloft

Finally touchdown and my baby girl was all smiles. So this time I decided not to rush and crash at the aloft to reflect on being blessed. Why, because I was not promised the sunlight today and an opportunity to hear music sung by local artist Gordon A. As I sip the moonlight with my eyes, enjoying life as time rolls bye. So yes, I am truly blessed to be alive!

I know tomorrow has its own test but if I can encourage someone today then I've done my best. Why, because I value the beauty in my life; which is my will to encourage, love and survive.

I will always account for every moment I hurt and swore to never care or love again. A foolish thought to have behind "life lessons".

I remember feeling let down because I thought if you aim for perfection everything would turn out all "right". Silly me to fail at knowing there is no such person or thing near perfection in this life.

I remember feeling down about my dreams of writing in a place  and delivering life's stories millions of miles away. But how on earth would these words reach the audience who prayed for comfort, deliverance, direction and gain back their self confidence. Silly of me not to notice when I was in the darkest places here on earth is when God revealed to me my worth. Along with the angels and demons with whom we fight here on earth. Is what inspired me with a paper and pen is when God spoke to my heart to complete one mission.

So how did the aloft come about. Well if I had never sacrificed in my life for the little people ages 1 to 99, believed failure was not in my DNA and embarked on fearful journeys I would have never known how inspiration in one trip would bring to life a simple dream to write. The stories of our lives.

HUMANITY

Matthew 26:34
"Truly I tell you," Jesus answered, "this very night, before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times."

What I have learned to appreciate about this life is to understand it has a more meaningful purpose and plan. So whatever this life will bring my way I stand by the vows I prayed to God to possess of the strength of a warrior, the nature of a predator, and always seek the wisdom of a master.

Warren Buffet quoted “there is one thing that keeps me awake at night” referencing TECHNOLOGY but you must purchase his book to read. And if I had a chance to ask one question it would be; is it because we did not plan enough from working in a system of the past to keep up with the progression of land, dynamics and demands to accommodate Human existence?

Angel L does not encourage people to “RANT and act out with RAGE”.  Angel L is an advocate to using the full capacity if not all of your creative thinking whether you’re engaging in or out of SOCIETY.

What I have also learned is any and everybody can show one or more face in all of HUMANITY regardless of what is or not extreme. Just be careful of whom you have silently made or obtained as an enemy not excluding friends, associates and family.

Any person could spiral out of control, history reflects it all. So I’ll leave this passage on a positive note “people do not fear what you can’t see, do not stand down from what you believe, do not feel your life is worthless and with all due respect for some people stop allowing wreck less decisions to ruin your only chance of happiness.

I spoke to a sweet young person today, but in the conversation I could sense her deepest thoughts were miles away. And the reason why I could sense something was on her mind is because her small talk was not genuine. So I advise this lady you can either do two things with me; one is to think twice about the games you intend play. And second; please instruct your mentor who is misguiding you to understand the games people play never change its only a new face without names. 

I remember a time of feeling without a dime. And how people tend to walk by or not answer the line. Employers continued to expect your best with compliments and nothing else. Friends tend to clutter your space with "you should of ask" but the reality is what day and time would they not have changed their mind. Its sad to say some people will extend help upon you compromising yourself. And although things have slightly changed I matured from the disappointment and shame. Why, because I am worth more than a circumstance that will eventually past; not last.

I received a text from a gentleman from the past. But what he failed to realize is this I'm no longer that woman with tons of patience. I'm a woman of diligence.  

I approached and spoke to a co-worker today, and if she could manage the look on her face that was out of play. And I'll help you with the reason why some people feel power is not enough to control people into doing things of IGNORANCE.

Humanity has taught me to work harder not judge the way people act or don’t forgive, just write how we live, with me included.