BACK IN THE DAY

Back in the day black people paid to vote. And in 2015 all races of folks are required to show Id's without misdeameanors and felonies. And if pulled over by the police authorities people have the nerve to say "I don't have my Drivers License or ID on me".

What happened to the intimacy of women and men being able to have small talk and long weekends?

What happened to young men opening and closing doors. What happen to grown men pulling out a ladies chair. In a world were young girls and women are called bitches and taking beatings like a man. And we all know the story in India women that are not respected but subdued to this man's thrust of whom she may or forced to LOVE. So the question is what if God would have never created women for this boy or man to mate. Then there would be no chance of reproduction for generations in this entire life. See how ungreatful we act but plead to God for forgiveness. 

Domestic Violence is an act of insecurity and fear of what is hidden beneath. Females if you lack self confidence in yourself allow your kids to have a fair chance at life to live. Until you are strong enough to find a real purpose in fighting for "your life and kids"

What happened to baller and ballets sending over a drink before walking away with a smile and wink?

What happened to Pajama sleepovers with the girls. What happened to campfires and boys night. Something is not right when men are creeping into lit rooms at night. And young men are dressed up with high heels and finger nails prancing around like little girls. And young women switching rolls demonstrating in bed a man's summoned DUTIES. No pun intended but are we continuing to update our children about the new world we live in.

What happened to men or boys crying on the shoulders of their confident “favorite GIRL or WOMAN” who understands a boy or man needs instead of “CONVENIENCE” of what is between temptations "knees". And yes a young girl can relate to this young boys energy.

What happened to bringing the date home to meet the family instead of smashing and texting before going out to eat.

What happened when healthcare, government, legal, corporate and court systems responded in a timely fashion in order to direct or assist people with hardships and crucial situations.   

SO HOW DOES SYSTEMS AND BACK IN THE DAY FIT AROUND THIS PASSAGE: With every emotion there is a cause and effect. And with every system created it was meant to test our inner strength.    

What happened to young people hanging out; throwing block parties and park cookouts?

What happened to the good days when a baby momma and daddy came to one agreement. Which was supporting their kids in little league, award assemblies or a school play? And dared anyone to interfere with their relationship.

What happened to respecting our elders no matter what kind of mood  trials drove us into?

What happened to saving pennies in wine jugs so when hard times came the family had enough to purchase some cornbread and pinto beans?

What happened to the red light, OLD SCHOOL “R & B” I HOPE THAT WE CAN BE TOGETHER SOON, RAP, COUNTRY Love Songs, JAZZ and the down home BLUES?

What happened to making a late night call and both of you waking up with a SMILE?

Young girls and older women some of you may already know; that you can’t change a man who will allow certain women to partake in “roles and positions” of what they will accept of being ordered around or hen pecked is what we love to label it.

Which brings me into the next session of how we have managed to lose our focus on the way, from BACK IN THE DAY.

                       BATTLES

The object of communication is for two parties to agree on a mutual understanding of one another’s boundaries, wants and basic needs. So when a woman or man, young boy or young girl decide to make a choice and lay down with someone of preference. The choice will be made in a moment of PASSION until a twist of fate turns into “RAPID RAGE”. All because of people  who chose to tell the truth or a lie in order to CONQUEOR what was on their minds so how do we find ourselves BLAMING everyone else without first beginning to QUESTION ourselves?

And I know some of you are trying to figure out what this passage is ALL about; so little understanding is what we have yet to figure out.

I spoke to a woman today who shared a co-workers testimony of how two 37 year old women wanted to retaliate with a third women of youth in age. Over a man “who obliged their request”and the twist to this is the kids because of “child endangerment” due to a “SMASH”.   

I spoke with a "fine azz aged wine" well to do mature man who shared a conversation referencing "I was married 20 years and my ex was awarded half of my PENSION". I replied have you moved on with your life? The man’s key word was I “CAN’T” commit but I am dating a younger woman. Immediately I said in order for you to find contentment in your life it has to begin by removing the word “CAN’T”. And figuring out how to tell this young lady the truth. About what you need and what she may never be able to catch up with and PRODUCE. Because 
every woman or man has met the most BEAUTIFUL woman or man in their own eyes and head. 

I’m not saying people in love don’t get hurt. What I’m saying is STOP ALLOWING YOURSELF TO BE THE VICTIM. Because men and women, boys and girls do lie or speak the truth. It's on you, me and them in accepting the next move.  

We’ve all been BROKEN in this life and overtime situations will challenge us, if not change our mind. With age and the purpose is to figure out “HOW TO GET INTO A PLACE Of Confidence in MATURITY”.

HUMANITY can understand you don’t necessarily have to wear the same titles, serve in the mega church and display college degrees to figure out what life, people and systems. Are set in place. To mold and navigate you into something OLD or NEW.  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Insanity "You Don't Have to Cry No More"

If we only knew what the future would bring. And in those unpredicted moments of despair, hurt, stress, laughter and loneliness who would be our night & shining armor, angel, queen or person whom we would seek refuge in or a plead for “forgiveness”.    

Some people cry, some people lock-up their minds, some people hardened their hearts and some people just lose their way. So remember this in every season of personal, internship and business relationships, marriage and courtships, friendships and acquaintances, hardships and family relationships there are destined to be test and passed down judgment. And we as human beings should realize there is reasoning to why we all have an individual PAST full of choices and mistakes to bring us into a FUTURE of what we determine will be full of LIFE or HEARTACHE.  

If we could predict the moment of consequences, life and death then how would we change things and what would we do knowing that life and death is predestined for me and all of you.

If money could change the world we live in then why are PEOPLE still struggling, with money they struggle to find genuine people, when lack they struggle to hold one another’s back, with a desire to build they sabotage one another’s dream by “false accusations and doing  immature things”.

If religion is destined to be GLOBAL WARFARE then why do we still take or interrupt others from having their SPACE in PRAYER. Or maybe RELIGION is the answer to what people contemplate to or not to do.

What if every young boy could save a young girl; simply by saying and promising her the world. But the problem is this young boy or girl has to realize in order to keep those kind of promises you have to first appreciate real life EXPERIENCES, disappointments and heartache. So continue to be a child while you can instead consecrating and saying “I’m a grown ass WOMAN or MAN”. The world hears enough of that already from Grown people who have some life experience but insist to live in the PAST like small kids.

What if we could control time not limited to DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME. But in every moment we utilize or waste what would we accomplish and appreciate.

What if every woman and man could be fixed by human hands would we wire them to accommodate what we are feeling? And once we have matured in that emotional space do we throw them away. And the reasoning is its “HAPPENING every day in how we treat one another and then justify in leading people on in our forever CHANGING LIVES”

What trials will a BLENDED relationship deal with where young and old women and men add to new and old relationships of dealt or unresolved issues with innocent CHILDREN. And of course someone will say” I don’t do drama in my life”. But the reality is you can help who you get involved with. But many will take it on as a CHALLENGE to make it out of a PROJECT. So be mindful of whom you are willing to JOURNEY with.  

How does HUMANITY get themselves right? What if HUMANITY was not always trying to accomplish things by robbing and destroying other people’s dreams through their CORNAL WAYS. Are maybe Humanity revolves around the thought of being sane; is really living in INSANITY.

Cents

To understand how money makes dollars and cents we have to open our minds to read what we invest or whom we invest our HARVEST in. Then thoroughly monitor the banking systems we select to mature or depreciate our interest in it.

I watched a news lady REPORT today and  how she said  “once money is gone, it’s gone away” and you should make a list everyday of what you spend because we all know that money does not grow on trees as often as it is taxed and increased on everything. Most of us have read an and understand the difference between H & R Block and CPA’s, 1099’s and w-2’s, lock boxes filled with jewels- diamonds, ruby's, estate tax, living wills and heirships, probate court, council and the judge, gift tax and itemized statements that gives some of us the tax blues, investment firms, seminars and conventions to learn; how to make our money stretch with long term investments. But have we not learned that the money we spend has not been recycled or invested in “what we stamped on the printed paper of dead presidents. In God we Trust but only when it is convenient in commodities not liabilities and concrete covering money, cayman islands decor business addresses and Aliases that includes people we recycle and use for everday labor use.  

And no I'm not implementing people are guilty of these acts. But what I am saying is it only affects people who are in TRIANGLE format. And for the few of us who have not embraced the finer things in life don't be afraid it does not make you unqualified to comprehend what is authentic and genuine in this life. Because the person who thinks he or she has all the riches in the world really lacks the POWER in knowing knowledge is real WEALTH and having MONEY is the access to people and things who seek to possess more not less of finding their inner TREASURES of human things.

The advertisement aired “you must have a salary of $50K to attend” which limits the average working class of people who are trying to figure out what is not meant to measure out. Trying to keep up with the increasing economy and soon that small group 1% of wealth in the world  will see even if you thought you had all the Power over Money it still would never make enough Dollars into Sense. And the reasoning being is we still FAIL to VALUE how to be content and LIVE. ber these 3 facts:

3 Facts to Process

1.      Not everyone is mature with everything, maturity is complex and only happens in people who seek CHANGE not limited to DOLLARS and CENTS.

2.      Not everyone is appreciative of your hard work and commitment. So choose your interest with proper research and background checks.

3.      The pyramid a 3 point DIMENSION designed with the intent of relating to something mathematically or what is intended for the eyes to see. And its relevance has 3 levels of defense BEGINNING with the bottom, middle and the top of who will maintain that leveled SPOT.

Humanity is destined to demonstrate work through performance to accommodate delegated duties structured and written to meet the profit of all business around the world, globally. And no matter what that business interest is at stake “high or low” if we choose not to manage and think in our own space at a consistent pace the real VALUE of money has shown us what is at STAKE; our FAITH.  

Things get real; once people, paper and checks no longer balance.  And the question that the world seems to still get unanswered is; how do we begin to fix what remains of BROKEN and BROKENNESS.

 

PICK LIST

What if God allowed believers and non- believers to randomly choose from a PICK LIST of what they wanted to do and whom they wanted to do it too or with. Then would People appreciate the real reason why we as a People face everyday ADVERSITY in this life. So instead we remove or implement God where we can simply to justify our ACTIONS.

The question who is Angel L and what is Humanism?  Angel L made a decision to follow a command and write a PICK LIST of ingredients to SURVIVE the chained thoughts in Humanities unraveling MINDS where Humanism is our everyday LIFE of how we manage or give up on life.

The word Contingency has a different effect on the white and blue collar workers on different levels in any environment. But what we choose not to accept is how it affects people with morals and commitment in proceeding in the growth and production of products and services to execute an authentic “brand in business”.

People seem to lose their values and respect when they can’t control what will be “rationed or protected”

I’m accustomed to different cultures, places and things. But I’m never closed minded to being taught what people necessarily want or need. Or why a place has history and how it relates or will benefit me. But in today’s Patterned Society everyone knows “Instant Gratification and Delegation” of what we would like to seek from someone else. Simply to figure out how time and money will not allow us to keep up with; the Mass Reduction of how people of all ages will die and the Reproduction of what many will need to survive LIFE.

When two people decide to love one another in this life it does not change their natural born genes. And somehow we will create a revolution on how one another should change. But what does not happen is we forget HOW TO LIVE beyond our own JUDGEMENT.   

I am not perfect. I have been a victim of my own choices and some mistakes. I a fighter against another who seeks to inflict struggling and unnecessary pain, I am a survivor beyond a world of test and stress, I had to figure out how to pass a required or standardize test, I am a friend who has been pushed to many limits for other selfish acts. I am a caregiver who has loved many and some did not love me back. I am worker who has studied consumers request and business sectors and projections. I monitor human movements and study cultural manners verses differences, I am wise to what I wish to learn and only weak to what I fear of understanding.

The calendar days of the week will never change its particular date and time and neither shall the seasons cease to come of “winter, spring, summer and fall” so Tax free weekend, Holidays, Birthdays and Anniversaries will never change from their original DATE.  

Any parent can birth a child. Anybody can spend a window of time. But a person who sacrifices their own life for that child to survive and enjoy their innocence of life has a special kind of love from deep depths inside.

People fall in and out of love every day, people sacrifice for one another for different reasons in this life. People have babies every day and some people take that child’s laughter for granted every day simply to replace their own selfish satisfaction or endured pain. And we’re quick to watch around the world how boys and girls disappear before our eyes because it’s the way they survive. Until the reality hits home and were the one who is left childless and alone.

Have you ever felt compelled to save or help someone else? Have you ever felt the desire to prove something to someone else? Have you ever felt the need to sacrifice yourself because you thought it would help?

We all know that young people of all colors are smart, witty, intelligent and some are bred from childhood to have street sense if not a collective combination of book sense and common sense. Which brings me to this;

In this day and time young girls are giving birth around the world. And not all of them are seeking the government for long term assistance. In this day and time young men are on their grind and not all of them are trying to see "red lights and sirens scream" just because they seem to look suspect and patted down with one question "where the drugs at". In actuality there are young men of different nationalities on the front line trying to figure out how to live while there is a system in place to see them die if man continues to be intimidated of his or her RISE.

And yes there are some young adults and old people that play mind games. And all people will attempt to challenge your knowledge with what they have been taught are learned from a book
but the reality is you have to decide on what you choose to understand instead of waiting on some else's COMMAND.

 It’s ok. Because in HUMANISM we all will learn from our “choices and mistakes” and  often people don’t really know what they need until they understand how to appreciate what they have not limited to CHILDREN, HUSBANDS, GIRLFRIENDS, BOYFRIENDS, BOSSES, STRANGERS, FRIENDS, TITLES or STATUS.

So why are we still not FREE? Simple, we choose and implement changes so that we may always justify why we can’t live in PEACE in a beautiful LIFE.

 

Divine Intervention

Romans: "For when we're yet without strength".

Change could happen at any moment, to anyone, at any point in our lives and there several stories and reasons why were DESTINED to CHANGE over and over again during Time. And the focus point is we're not limited to CULTURES, families, children, associates, strangers or friends.Now allow us to begin with where our stories started so that we may write how each one will END.

In the beginning there was the heaven and earth, Adam and Eve created to be the father and mother of the next generation to lead but demonstrated disobedience for all human beings. Who were destined to be a mother, father, sister, brother, aunt and uncle then individually the opposites would attract a mate to vow in unity through holy matrimony. And to celebrate these two they had to agree before the gospel and consecrate then replenish the earth with new born babies then multiply the family bloodline. And I wonder if this is the reason why we celebrate "FAMILY REUIONS" every year as a reminder of who we are and how far we have come.

One day the seasons would change some people say it's "DIVINE Intervention" but eventually those family leaves would wither away but the root that grew those branches together would deeply remain in one PLACE.

One day People that make up our lives would struggle or surrender with Time. Children will wonder to find their own understanding and place in this life and for many Disobedience would lash out their instructions to more suffering. And some of their Peers will have the right direction if their Attitude was not in the Wrong direction of saying "I'll continue in doing what I want too".

One day a diagnoises called Hypertention would surface in the body from ages 0 to 99 and it was not only intended for those held against their will in capivity who was rationed what was left to eat. Why, because Hypertension was already implemented in body with time hiding genetically waiting for the mind to overload with "I control what People live with" buried down in our dark concious. Is what we refer to as"Stress". And no human being or creature was desinged without it. So one the body rejected the weight impacted and people and creatures of all ages reacted in parculiar ways until the diagnoises was Borderline if not Infected mentally with Hypertension, Weight gain and Anxiety. Because we were not built to last, but only to endure Time while we can. And once we allow our immortal thoughts to take residence in our consumed thinking change will occur and breakdown what we need internally. The reality is be careful of how you use your body to treat one another or yourself unnaturally.

One day the world would suffer internally but the writing will make people think if I only had more MONEY it would change some personal things. But the reality is it's the Dangerous thoughts in our Heads that create flaws in Time that disturb Peace in Life.

One day Single people or Married would declare I'm "Lonely if not Desperate" to satisfy this burning feeling inside. But the writing was on the wall if we were not Self Prioritized we could detect what we seek to find of Joy, Peace or Contentment if not ending up the Victim buried  6 " ft deep due to another person's act of Insanity. Read in Romans "for when we're yet without strength" is where we can find direction if not answers to our concerns.

One day Laughter would carry an alterned tone due to the situations occuring in the world or in the privacy of what we don't want others to see of our Glass homes of twisted reality. But somewhere a family is dealing with their generational curses so they don't loose one another or time that is not on our side.

One day People will admit were not really that different because all of our Happiness or Situations is part of life's Design to remind us of who really controls Time...

Love, Famine, Heartache & Pain on anyday could be any given persons Divine Intervention.


    

Men Questions

Today I would like to address a few CONCERNS requested by young  boys and men.

Question 1: Why do women feel the intense need to be MARRIED?

Question: Why is a man a bad person when an establishment does not work out. And there are some women who entertain the area men are talking about.

Question 2: Why are women so EMOTIONAL? Once they know what they have signed up  for?

Question 3: Do women really think having babies is the answer to making a man stay or say “Plan the wedding Date”?

Question 4: Why should a man feel GUILTY about stepping out, when my WIFE or GIRL is not pleasing me or no longer appreciating me?

Question 5: What’s wrong when a male sends pics of his PRIVATE stick, married or unmarried and still I will defend “I love my wife and kids?

Question 6: Why do women stay in a RELATIONSHIP and loose HOPE for a Marriage that has yet to happen for 2-10 years?

Question 7: Why can’t a man be committed to his kids but not devoted to the MARRIAGE?

Question 8: Why is a woman not my PROPERTY? Once I make her my main choice and throw away the HIT list that allowed me OPTIONS?  

Question 9: What is classified as DISRESPECT if a woman advertises all of her natural assets in any ENVIRONMENT for attention?

Question 10: If a woman wants to be RESPECTED why does she use foul language and sleep around with any boy or man who promises to stick around?

Question 11: What’s wrong with shacking without a commitment?

Question 12: Why are women so honest about their PAST sexual relationships?

Question 13: Why can’t a man love more than one woman at a time for different reasons?

Question 14: Why do women choose not to BELIEVE some men can have it both ways. Until their READY to actually say “I’m GAY”.  

Question 15: Do women really think they can find a FATHER figure in relationships.  

Question 16: Why can’t a man that’s in a relationship continue to see or still visit an OLD FRIEND. Without being accompanied by the woman in whom he is in a RELATIONSHIP with?

Question: Why do men date younger women? Some people think it's a preference for better sex, some think it's a preference to avoid older women and their baggage. Some people think it's a preference to feel vibrant.

Question 18: Not every man is embellishing into casual sex or out side entertainment. But if a man is not intimate OVER a period of TIME keep in mind there are only a few things he could be going through; erectile dysfunction, physical infirmity, depression or something new and that’s on you to Figure out what is not WORKING OUT.   

But what forever reasons a Man chooses to make his final choices. Someone has to REMAIN or LET GO of what has no ROOM to grow.

Angel L

Today I shared real Life Stories from our experiences with a sheet of paper and pen.  

Today I did something that someone told me I did not have the courage to do.

Today I shed some insight on what people have been followers of most of their lives.

Today I challenged a mindset from average minded thinking of what is reiterated through someone else; with not thoroughly investigating the information for themselves.

Today I separated cluttered thoughts into solidary thinking; today I healed a wound that experienced a rape, incest, domestic violence, abandonment, co-dependency, human trafficking, slavery, divorcees, financial illiteracy, suicides and generations of chains breaking away in their life.

Today someone is confident to know they fully comprehend that Attachment to “TITLES” goes only far as people will accept of “wisdom and knowledge” to grow beyond poverty thinking. Relationships will endure “hardships”, and marriages survive based on two-party communication and commitment, leadership, preachers and servants are appointed for Gods assignments not PEOPLE”S handwritten commandments.  Today I encouraged victory over tragedy if people will allow themselves to escape Pharaoh’s strong hold; of bondage and fear of what they lack in wisdom and choose to know .

Today a child has re-connected with his or her self-confidence because he or she did not allow life’s circumstances to DESTROY what was rooted in them; passed down through generations “FAITH, FIGHT and The WILL TO SURVIVE”

Today enemies have been redirected to the chapters of REVELATION, friends may or not abandoned ship just remember what “JOB” did, families will fuss and fight then seek the journey of Abraham and Lot, workers will seek the story behind “fishers of men” but their truth will be hid if they seek it in WOMAN or MAN .

Today freedom is not limited to the United States and race. The word Freedom is now a mission to conquer GLOBALLY.   

Whether we chose to believe in scientology, exorcism, supernatural beings, religion or super HUMAN beings we all were born with a specific purpose, talents and mortal not immortal cloned genes. To embellish one another in life  not justify re-occurring events in this new day from past centuries of what has not change in humanities attitude, beliefs and ways; The Good Samaritan reappeared in 13 years once 911 had the world in tears, The Prostitute currently “Women and Men of the night and day with one mission to get paid through pornography are simply feed their sexual fantasies”, The Adulterer currently is the danger you attract just to be in a relationship , The 187 once was Cain and Abel,  The Thieves who hung in misery simply ask forgiveness and mercy; currently misdemeanor and felonies, The Parent who plays favorites currently Rebekah the mother who misled her husband in order to manipulate one gift and deny the chosen kid,  The pleas to be delivered from Financial debt currently a plead for insanity for killing the entire family, The Tax collectors who came to collect on a debt but the mother had no money to pay so instead the collectors threaten to take her kids is currently the IRS, Physical attributes, butt injections and attitudes was once The Strength of Solomon who thought he could resist “the power of manipulation” of another persons intention, Direction as the Children who were lost in the wilderness currently the entire nation that has grown out of LOVE into weariness in every direction, Sodom and Gomorrah sealed their faith with "lust and a kiss" currently a law passed for same sex marriages and I'm not judging your preference I'm just writing the acts, Leaders who took on the challenge of building Noah's Ark manage to save 8, but obviously the new world has changed in to "conspiracies and assassinations" of leaders who aim to make a difference. Which bring forth unwanted change.

The book reads of a servant name Nehemiah who prayed over a plan prior to kneeling down in front of his masters hand. And in return the king declared a clear path for Nehemiah's journey to go and rebuild his city and in our new prayer request we seek if not "change, healing & deliverance" to win the lottery, overflow our closets with fancy clothes, fancy cars, adjust the natural beauty we were born with in exchange for implants, sex change and fake butts to bleaching the surrounding of their anus, expensive homes that range above our financial status. If not leaving someone empty and grief stricken without children and marriage. And until a situation affects our individual lives some unfortunate elder, grown up and child will have to struggle if not die.
  
And no I'm not perfect in anyway but to write what is written I had to live and learn from my choices and mistakes. Then humble myself in order to change my foolish acts and boxed thinking. And just in case any human being finds fault in what is written in the stories of The Days of Our Lives remember everyone plays a "Free Will" role in how LIFE's story will be TOLD.

So much of life to talk about  
On Kindle: "The Burdens of Heavy a Heart"

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911

Fifteen years ago today we still remember the “mourning” of  9/11. 

As the dawn breaks through our window pane families immediately arise with the anticipation of starting a new day, children wrestle to wing themselves from their warm beds, as fathers tuck their heads underneath the covers to steal another wink of sleep before starting their day in providing for the family, mom proceeds towards the kitchen to prepare a breakfast feast, to ensure her crew has the energy, to defeat whatever obstacle they should meet. But who could have seen the calamity coming in the air that would silence the world with a desperate glare.  As fire fighters attempt to catch human life  flying from the twin buildings of fire. Many miles away brave pilots attempt to stir for a clear landing. Passengers are preparing for their final calls to warn their  families "I want be home" and in that moment other passengers did risk their lives; in one mission for all to survive against the bitter faces of death that ceased one opportunity to rob PEACE, FREEDOM and UNITY.

In Memory of “All The Lives We Lost”

The Perfect Season

Life has a funny way of showering on our dreams of imagining how our love life should be. And once you've been heartbroken it looks as if the rain will never end. Just because of a person who no longer love or desired you the same way, no longer appreciates you, or maybe they did tell you the truth; about it will no longer work out between me and you. Eventually the seasons will bring about change, with new love interest or new found interest about yourself. But unfortunately the process of overcoming emotions of hurt feels like a HOT MESS.

The winters are cold and beautiful, the holiday parties are filled with cheer surrounded with close friends and family. But there is someone special missing in your life or either that particular person moved onto another chapter in his or her life.

The spring is full of colorful scenes a serge of elated energy fills the air but without someone by your side, you can't fully embrace the beauty in seasons that change before your eyes.

The summer is blazing hot and everybody's looking for a cool spot. And for some unknown reason people tend to lose their entire minds in the summertime. Could it be "they're happy to be outside, from being closed up in winter the time". But keep in mind love is in full bloom this time of year, couples either remain together or see it as a season for "temporary" change. So enjoy yourself, protect your heart, compliment your pallet with some new taste and stimulate the way you think with new thoughts; plan a trip to paradise, go for a bike ride, take a journey on the dark to skinny dip, jet skies in other countries, road trips in tucked away places, summer musicals to see what is in season this year. And if you're not sure of what you really need how can you be confident of what "you want" from season to season where people change in different ways everyday. So know when it's time to let go of what is or now seasonal.

Finally fall has arrived and you either feel glad, sad or happy inside. Due to the changes in seasons that groom and give us purpose in life. So never feel like you're the only fool who fell for love just think about it like this; what did I make of a first PRIORITY in my life or whom have I made an OBLIGATION only too feel JUSTIFIED. And avoiding the truth of second guessing "LOVE that was originally blueprinted inside all of us". So when a person has no desire to return the same feeling back to you it's not an error, or mistake, it's simply time to let go, and move on your way.

I've come to full circle with the fact that people are the extension of how they think and act. Their children will mimic what they see in their parents life, their failures or success is based on personal choices and determination, their will to survive depends on what is alive or dead inside, their relationships will survive or die depending on who they deal with, the people they choose to follow either feed into their co-dependency or dependency, their TRUTH is often found and most accepted when it is presented in the form of a lie, their hidden issues are a choice to suppress or finally take action to deal with, their families either strengthen or damage them. And lastly the bitterness they hide is always JUSTIFIED. So my reality is; some people will "be ok" "some people will figure their lives out" "some people are ok with living a life of doubt.

Power and The Money

There is a unique difference between the two; where one grants you ACCESS the other CONTROLS you.

People often separate themselves into different categories such as “IMMA BOSS, ENTREPRENUER, HUSTLER, HUMANITARIAN, and VISIONARY OR PLANNER” it just depends on the position you stand in BETWEEN Power or Money that is or not in your hands. And no status, titles, religion and race is NOT AN EXCEPTION. Because people would prefer to believe because you look a certain way and carry the masses name it has to be the “RIGHT and WAY”.  

What is money without the power? Now that’s a question you have to answer yourself.  Now what does a man profit to gain the world and lose his soul? Now this will be the challenge you will resist or struggle to unfold in exchange to self- absorb POWER and MONEY the two things people will pray, die, rob and cheat for.   

There is a positive side in every gesture and situation we attempt to accomplish in this life. The only problem is people are always trying to out think the purpose of real POWER/MONEY by inflicting drama on other people’s life. And if I could have of chosen a better life for myself I would have only been “A Fallen Angel”. And I’ll explain why; because of all the important information I would have missed out on in my life through struggles, heartache, disappointment and pain which only prepared me for the real ending” of interferences implemented in places to sustain “what some people collaborate of chained ways in thinking”.

And when life has you overwhelmed, in doubt or feeling stressed use this module to make you laugh; our lives are divided into numerous portions depending on how much baggage, weight or pressure you can carry of the following roles; parenting takes a portion of your life, friends entertain your life, spouses or relationships are suppose to add too your life, jobs weigh on your life and care giving is a reminder to share compassion so once you have scattered yourself in multiple places and there is a string of life their within yourself raise your hand and understand how you have accomplished to do THE BEST YOU CAN.

 

Why Do Fools Fall In Love

Love is not a game it's full of characters role playing through fulfillment of; expectations, happiness, joy and pain. But when someone breaks your heart and tears down that trust no comfort in the world can rapidly heal what you feel. It will simply take time, room and your initiative to relax and reflect "on who, and not what love did not do".

I could aim for the million bestselling novels. Write a million love stories stand in a forum before a million people filled with their own expectations and illusions of what LOVE really is. But if we could process individually the real texture and meaning of LOVE is not just a bunch of promises, people searching to find their happiness in someone else, high expectations of what we want until we get it, paperback books and fantasies with wish list made off of emotions, hopes and false dreams.

LOVE is an intoxicating energy you cannot feel with a touch. But yet we yearn for it which makes it real to any and all of us.
Love is the act of what the mind, body and soul desires of people to do in return. And until you have experienced a spiritual connection deep inside yourself there will always be a chance of dealing with life's circumstances, expectations, happiness, joy and pain individually or with someone else. Eventually you will meet the right person who desires to embark on an unknown journey with you in this life and experience what is in his or her body, soul and mind. Something we yearn to release but struggle to hold; is allowing loves intention to take full control.