Happy New Years Eve

To all around the world wishing you well

The year 2015 brought Humanity "change" and whether it was good or bad look at it like this either " you attempted, you changed, or chose to allow things to remain the same" but for whatever reasons Life challenges brought you through this year understand your purpose for still being here.

Tomorrow in 2016 it is destined to bring new challenges, triumphs and choices that will require Human change. So be ready for anything.

In observance of all our love ones we continue to mourn for over the years. This should be a sign to Humanity to cherish one another while we are still here with humble cheer.

So what is my New Year’s Resolution: to not make promises to God I can't keep but in all seasons to be more grateful and faithful, wiser in understanding, love and seek my own inner peace.

For if tomorrow is promised to us in the mist of the greed, hate and turmoil we live in today may God humble all nations to pray.

So if Love is the fall of Human behavior in this life. Then maybe without one another that are at fault to blame; of why we choose to disconnect with Religion, Love and Change.

Finally, to our youth something must cease in your attitudes so that you may grow a generation of Kings and Queens to restore our lost ancestors & elders dreams. Is why they fought in life so that in death we would raise a new generation is this lost age!

Incest

To all the young girls & boys around the world listen closely to the story that is not a tale.

One day you will see how Life will be your greatest mentor and the reason why is there will be a few struggles you will face in this life. And no matter how mommy or daddy, grandparents or siblings try to protect you please understand life comes with minimum directions and many learned lessons.

So you are wondering why me. The answer is; only life knows how your true story will be told. And in abusive or sexual situations the adult stranger, family member or friend will say ''I love you with cuddles and gifts" in a sympathetic way.  But in that moment you may not identify with what is happening between your legs. Just know this when someone touches you or ask you to do things to their bodies it’s not ok if mommy & daddy, grandma or grandpa, uncle & aunt are not around to watch how you're playing around.

One day a young child innocently played with a familiar face until the game changed and this person was no longer the same. So this person with whom this child trusted betrayed their friendship now this child feels alone and brokenhearted because no one is listening. So what does this child soon to be grownup do when the stranger is really a parent, family member or friend that in some situations are invited guest due to your self-choices.

A child was walking home from school as a stranger approached and seemed "lost" and within a second this child was gone.

A stranger is not always someone you have never met. A stranger has a different approach when both mommy and daddy are not around to ensure your smile is not turned upside down.

A piece of candy is great but you could a cavity, a ride home from mom or dads friends is OK but not unless your parents directly told you "yes". And if anyone hurts you in a bad way and say's "its ok" immediately ask your parents, auntie or uncles if this kind of touch is OK.

It takes one second to communicate through texting. It takes people years to walk away from unhealthy relationships. It takes 5 minutes to find a date on social media.  It takes a one-time conversation to share our personal information. It takes 8 to 12 hours in a day to commute back and forth from work. So why not listen to what our children have to say even if it takes 1 moment to hear about their day!

Finding Hope

How is it some people fall in love with their eyes and not with their hearts? Why is it some people who are married silently fall apart? Then desperately seek attention outside of their marriage.

Why do people say "I love you" over the weekend or before you spread your legs. How can a person say "you make me treat you a certain way" then have sex with you mentally with no regrets. And if your heart is not stationed between your legs you will identify an "excuse" that maintains the strong hold on you.

When are people really over an inconclusive "friendship or past relationship" if all they do is repeat the issues they have yet to deal with. And if we really knew one another the way we think we do. Then why do we continue to choose the same avenues?

I was asked by a reader who read my blog “how do I know people will find hope by reading this blog"? I simply said hope is something a person must seek individually. The reader proceeded to say in the world we live in people are desperate to hold onto what they have regardless if it’s a sense of temporary contentment. Immediately I responded with this statement "individuality does not mean collectively". So in order for any human being who seeks hope they will either become content with whom or what they are in. Are they may choose an alternate plan to finding their own hope which may seem like "insanity" which is no different from the hope, you seek to understand in humanities boys & girls, women and men.

Familiarize

What is The Truth?

What is it about the TRUTH that Humanism seeks to find and where does real TRUTH, LIE?  

Is the truth written in biblical wordings?

Is the truth in what someone believes, SPIRITUALLY?

Is the truth hidden in another person’s heart and thoughts?

Is the truth a myth of old folk tales?

Is the truth something we can identify with the naked eye?

Is the truth in what we choose to do?

Is the truth in what another person say it is?

Is the truth really a lie or what we assume, judge and criticize?

Is the truth in a group of organized people supporting ideas, situations or concepts?

What makes someone else's reality another person’s TRUTH? So why is it we 
wear our heart in our chest, and not in our hands where people can damage it.

A young man asks if the bible is misleading people from the truth. And of course I ask what bible is it that you’re referencing too. The young man answered “then why do minorities claim “Christianity”.  Is when I answered maybe it holds the truth in which they seek but if you look around the world each and every culture finds their own TRUTH in multiple ways. So this young man said that was my OPINION. And the truth is that we all have the FREEWILL to possess an OPINION. But the QUESTION still remains what is the TRUTH and if we ever found it what would we do?  

A working class man ask for a few dollars to spend and I immediately reminded him I have responsibilities and those little ones require money, is when this man proceeded to say someone else’s children’s are not your responsibility. I agreed, to some degree. But what he became aggressive with is when I said “stop being financially supportive to your wife and kids”. The man replied well the TRUTH is it’s your choice to assist those kids. I agree, but today I made this my TRUTH of what is a responsibility when it comes to what I can afford to do. And the real truth is this is no longer a conversation between me and you. This is a distraction to fault me for the real truth in the situation you are bonded too. 

I can remember a time when I had tons of people in and out of my life. I can remember a moment of feeling relief to not have people and their emotions causing me grief. But it took me to accept my TRUTH and what I needed to grow up and do which was dealing with the LAWS OF PHYSICS in this LIFE where people and I must change with TIME.

So the “TRUTH” could show up at any moment in time. Are could the truth be simple enough to understand where we as people struggle with acceptance of it?

Year End Business

The end of another year is approaching soon and companies are either in a giving or scrooge mood. Workers are either employed and content where others may feel a tid bit intense. Why, because of the fiscal year lines, closing year end books, lay offs, next year strategic plans and dealing with the IRS.

So what significance does this mean to the world?
Well it would behoove to understand what products & services "electric transportation" infrastructure and demographic developments" "prison systems & investors" remain are what will be of new demand. Because Technology has changed the world into thinking global plans.

I woke up early this morning with a question mark in my head "what if" I did not comprehend the "market value" of rent with upgrades and property-IRS-179 deductions and land, funeral cost/plots, auto insurance quoted by credit and vin. Wait one minute I'm going somewhere with this. We can no longer candidly expect writing on a paper to jump into our heads are neither can we expect business transactions to not later pose "threats". Even when your obligations have been met to oblige the "contractual agreement". Again it would behoove you to read and understand how business and loopholes are connected.

It does not matter if you're financially savvy or thoughtless about what is taking progression in this place. Maybe the time has come to adjust your egos and attitude to take inventory on what you have invested or value. Why, because a wealthy man once said to me "it's only money, Angel L" the problem is no matter if you're loaded are rich, money conscious are struggling it's the act of Human greed that will force people into doing immortal things. Just to manipulate the true value "currency".

For the love of Money Humanism will sale their soul through manipulation of what another person "should or may not know".

This Christmas

This year working in a new career was enlightening for me. And I’ll share with you many reasons why; people are either cheerful or dead inside around Christmas time. I noticed how people delegate with no shame, I noticed how people act by showing disrespect, I noticed how unemployment is a major setback, I noticed how the superior class “clash” by making the workers feel unappreciated. So I found a way to lighten the air by decorating the building with cheer and organizing the dining for our Christmas feast. So that the masses included all cultural and economic classes in one space. Then maybe this year we could all see how one act of compassion "changes" the dynamics of everything.   

Some people say “it does not feel like Christmas time this year”. So this Christmas let our hearts be filled with joy and cheer. So therefore we’re more grateful to be alive this year to hear the Christmas Carroll’s sung under the moon light as we admire the fire blazing bright and the stars shining in the sky. As someone stands underneath the Mistletoe with sparkling eyes next to the Christmas lights. While upstairs tucked away are children wiggling to fall asleep as momma and daddy creep to finish up the trimmings underneath the Christmas tree. Watching nearby is grandpa and grandma sipping eggnog. And all is well this Christmas night because of the one who made the ultimate sacrifice; so that we may see and feel this moment in time. Is when I began to write 

Dear Santa:

I have a “special request” for someone else to receive many “special blessings”;

This Christmas I pray we value one another more and not by the length and width of wrapped gifts.

This Christmas I pray the LONELY will be blessed with years to come of COMMITTED COMPANIONSHIP.

This Christmas I pray someone will share a special kiss under the Mistletoe and not time in windows.   

This Christmas I pray New Year’s Eve rings in the next year with PEACE, in all of HUMANITY.

This Christmas I pray New Year’s Resolutions will not be made off of EMOTIONS.  

This Christmas I pray that every table and chair is filled with FAMILY and CHEER.  

This Christmas I pray for those who “mourn” for the loss of a love one to focus on the happiness they once brought, and not only missing the physical touch.    

This Christmas I pray that men and women, boys and girls make peace, INTERNALLY.

This Christmas I pray that WAR and PEACE connects in UNITY. But just in case men and women decide to proceed in writing their own FAITH then will the ANGELS continue to watch over our elders, small and overgrown babies.

This Christmas I pray our soldiers all over the world serving on the battle field are allowed to find comfort in rest. And in their dreams they will feel a touch of intimacy, a vibration of laughter with family, an emotion of joy and cheer. Why, because FAITH is the substance of what you can’t see; until you allow your minds to believe in what your heart “needs” to hold onto which is a sense of “desired reality” which begins in your dreams if you can “believe”.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

 

HAPPY HANNUKAH!

HAPPY KWANZA!

aloft

Finally touchdown and my baby girl was all smiles. So this time I decided not to rush and crash at the aloft to reflect on being blessed. Why, because I was not promised the sunlight today and an opportunity to hear music sung by local artist Gordon A. As I sip the moonlight with my eyes, enjoying life as time rolls bye. So yes, I am truly blessed to be alive!

I know tomorrow has its own test but if I can encourage someone today then I've done my best. Why, because I value the beauty in my life; which is my will to encourage, love and survive.

I will always account for every moment I hurt and swore to never care or love again. A foolish thought to have behind "life lessons".

I remember feeling let down because I thought if you aim for perfection everything would turn out all "right". Silly me to fail at knowing there is no such person or thing near perfection in this life.

I remember feeling down about my dreams of writing in a place  and delivering life's stories millions of miles away. But how on earth would these words reach the audience who prayed for comfort, deliverance, direction and gain back their self confidence. Silly of me not to notice when I was in the darkest places here on earth is when God revealed to me my worth. Along with the angels and demons with whom we fight here on earth. Is what inspired me with a paper and pen is when God spoke to my heart to complete one mission.

So how did the aloft come about. Well if I had never sacrificed in my life for the little people ages 1 to 99, believed failure was not in my DNA and embarked on fearful journeys I would have never known how inspiration in one trip would bring to life a simple dream to write. The stories of our lives.

HUMANITY

Matthew 26:34
"Truly I tell you," Jesus answered, "this very night, before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times."

What I have learned to appreciate about this life is to understand it has a more meaningful purpose and plan. So whatever this life will bring my way I stand by the vows I prayed to God to possess of the strength of a warrior, the nature of a predator, and always seek the wisdom of a master.

Warren Buffet quoted “there is one thing that keeps me awake at night” referencing TECHNOLOGY but you must purchase his book to read. And if I had a chance to ask one question it would be; is it because we did not plan enough from working in a system of the past to keep up with the progression of land, dynamics and demands to accommodate Human existence?

Angel L does not encourage people to “RANT and act out with RAGE”.  Angel L is an advocate to using the full capacity if not all of your creative thinking whether you’re engaging in or out of SOCIETY.

What I have also learned is any and everybody can show one or more face in all of HUMANITY regardless of what is or not extreme. Just be careful of whom you have silently made or obtained as an enemy not excluding friends, associates and family.

Any person could spiral out of control, history reflects it all. So I’ll leave this passage on a positive note “people do not fear what you can’t see, do not stand down from what you believe, do not feel your life is worthless and with all due respect for some people stop allowing wreck less decisions to ruin your only chance of happiness.

I spoke to a sweet young person today, but in the conversation I could sense her deepest thoughts were miles away. And the reason why I could sense something was on her mind is because her small talk was not genuine. So I advise this lady you can either do two things with me; one is to think twice about the games you intend play. And second; please instruct your mentor who is misguiding you to understand the games people play never change its only a new face without names. 

I remember a time of feeling without a dime. And how people tend to walk by or not answer the line. Employers continued to expect your best with compliments and nothing else. Friends tend to clutter your space with "you should of ask" but the reality is what day and time would they not have changed their mind. Its sad to say some people will extend help upon you compromising yourself. And although things have slightly changed I matured from the disappointment and shame. Why, because I am worth more than a circumstance that will eventually past; not last.

I received a text from a gentleman from the past. But what he failed to realize is this I'm no longer that woman with tons of patience. I'm a woman of diligence.  

I approached and spoke to a co-worker today, and if she could manage the look on her face that was out of play. And I'll help you with the reason why some people feel power is not enough to control people into doing things of IGNORANCE.

Humanity has taught me to work harder not judge the way people act or don’t forgive, just write how we live, with me included.  

APPLES & ORANGES

Angel L is the narrator of short stories based on life’s overall “events and actions”. And i know someone will say "get over it" well many of us have progressed and moved on from our past. But its the mindset in Humanity that resurfaces. Therefore I’m not judging the wrong doings of our past history. I’m only writing the last of this generations LEGACY, moral, values and beliefs.

The answers we seek in our deliverance are not hidden in pages of a book. Or neither in someone else’s thoughts where we pray, search and look. Sometimes you have to remove yourself from what you think the answer is. To clearly get an understanding to what the problem really is; HUMANITIES distress of accepting what we can’t see is “FEAR”.  Why, because people would rather live a lie than to face their own truth. Or acknowledge their own truth and remain to live a lie. Which is SLOWLY opening up the gates of HELL and HUMANITY is falling by the way side.  

Today San Bernardino has suffered a tragedy where 20 people if not carried away alive, may live the remainder of their lives traumatized. All because of 2 or more gun men who decided to go a rampage only to make the front page. What a waste to live a life only to die.

Tomorrow the KKK is planning a rally. Hopefully they come in peace. But that’s not the disturbing part which is people who are against MUSLIMS proactively support the attention of what may one day be the REVOLUTION in this place. So how can we find PEACE here on this EARTH in which we have managed to destroy ourselves with HATE, GUNS, ACTIONS AND WORDS?  

Centuries later in Chicago at least 5 children were found distraught in an environment of more than 2 adults who demonstrated acts of physical violence. The CPS was established for their best interests. Until people became obsessed with receiving monthly checks and workers found rest by clearing off their overloaded desk. Century’s later men and women still consecrate to making babies. But what state of mind is a parent in to re-enter into that child’s womb that has not maturely grown.  Century’s later men and women, or both in sex have organized domestic living relationships. And in other countries there culture is to have more than one wife or children with their kids. Century’s later drugs are a household remedy but I wonder in the biblical days did the government legalize weed, watch pornography- oh I’m sorry these were human beings without access to internet and TV’s.   

Centuries later human beings are the victims of mules and human trafficking, racism, poverty and disease, children are sold for crack while adults are running around mad about “dysfunctional relationships, or I’m trying to stack my bread while over 80% of people globally struggle with healthcare or paying car notes, rents if not the extortionist to control their family owned business. While in Leadership and Power there is a plot to down play ballots and black ball the next candidate with genuine potential who is now a real threat. 

Centuries later your homestead should be yours after 10/15/or 30 years. Except HUMAN GREED and the Feds turned up interest and rates to justify stimulating the economy. But what about the pay increase to  keep up with what is consistently rising of new developments. Presented as  a module and plan but not all will benefit from it.

Centuries ago men fought with swords, kangaroo courts and pallets of manmade law judged Humanities faith. And there is evidence to why this new system angers people in a new day and time. Simply by control through passwords and limits to monitor each and every movement. 

Refugees are fleeing to safety from war, famine and poverty. But if they only knew terror and war is taken place throughtout the land and know one really has an escape plan.

I spoke with a couple in their early 20’s today that came to the conclusion of forming a relationship with previous kids.  And here is where “genetics and physiological patterns” reflect “differences” in the mannerism of those kids. Patience must play a significant roll but first we must learn the purpose in having it.

The prison system was designed in history to maintain a sense of fear in SOCIETY through a “6”8 confinement of ones reality while boxed in a cage. And for those who were found guilty of false or real crimes they must be able to afford legal representation. Until we adjust to life in society, prison will only keep you locked up mentally.

Why can’t the young and old PROTEST their beliefs in silence? Instead of acts of RANDOM VIOLENCE demonstrated in SOCITETY where innocent people are made CASUALITIES.

Why can’t OUR SYSTEM of GOVERNMENT manage care for MENTAL ILLNESS? How can we plan beyond the SANDWHICH GENERATION? How do we manage beyond RENT and EQUAL HOUSING? And how much do we pay for the STATE to care for our EDLERS and YOUTH once we decide they are consuming our unmanaged TIME? How can the FDA approve meds that people will die for if their WAGES, SSC and WELFARE never balance out to meet the BASIC requirements?

Why is the IRS allowed to go back 10 years on people that file every year? But the TEA PARTY managed to get a reprimand, slap on the hands.

Centuries ago food was farm grown not mutated and stored for years to come. Bread was 5cent if not made out of yeast and baked, jam preserves aged in a jar and clothes were cleaned white on wash boards.  

People can candidly speak in open-conversations about the life of reality shows, internet relationships, pics of penis and women's inflated butt cheeks, who’s getting paid for sleeping around with the next NFL and NBA PLAYER or CELEBRITY chick, dam has anyone check the kids homework? But when the sirens ring in the air, silence and smoke is everywhere many will struggle with what to let go and who to leave with whom.  Religious beliefs has existed throughout history and people have always found chaos in what another believes and eventually HUMANITY will open up HELL here on earth due to our REDUNDENCY in DEMSONTRATING self- purpose ACTS IN Humanity.

Good news is not every employee working 8 to 5 releases 40 pounds of AIR while walking towards their cars. Some people are just happy to get a check, some are blessed to make a difference, some are consumed with power because they have lost control at home and some people feel the need to see what the world really needs.

Good news is “Mark Zuckerberg and Priscilla Chan plan to give away 99 percent of their Facebook stock, worth $45 billion”, now that's a PHILANTHROPIST. I'm not sure what's invested but for that charity 1 billion will accommodate someone's needs if not pocketed by GREED.

TO YOUNG to DIE, TO OLD to LIVE: HUMANISM exist in ‘Foreign and Domestic of positive and negative” morals, values and beliefs “B.C. and A.D” in all of history. Where people rationalize, challenge, contest or accept resolutions to finding peace and unity. But how is it the young die and the old live until death is what they find of REST.

 

 

Soul of A Woman

I am the soul of a woman who once did not know the Power in which she possessed. I am the soul of a woman who feeled unappreciated when she gave her God given best. I am the soul of a woman who has experienced her share of bruises. And know they were not the impact of a man’s fist. I am the soul of woman who has been abandoned by a prejudice system of laws created through the power of men and woman, but here is where I still stand at attention. I am the soul of a woman who understands where daddy and a man should lay his hands. I am the soul of a woman who yearns for a gentle kiss, longing to be caressed and made love to with flowing conversations. I am the soul of woman who wears many hats to completing missions.

 I am the soul of many women who paved the pathway of my present identity. I am the soul of a woman who is familiar with wealth and poverty. I am the soul of a woman who can’t reach the climax of her biblical and religious beliefs with no ties to cults or extremist activity. I am the soul of a woman who fiends for knowledge. I am the soul of a woman who values her life and kid, but not afraid to allow things to bend until we are forced to use our mental strength. I am the soul of a woman who has nothing to lose but everything to gain. I am the soul of a woman who has learned from experience in repetition. I am the soul of a woman who has not been broken but strengthened. I am the soul of a woman with a vision beyond, reach. I am the soul of a woman who will not allow TIME to cheat me.     

One day as a girl I figured out what those changes in me were about. So therefore being misled was no longer an option in my heart and head. And eventually when I grew into the woman God called me to be. I immediately released what I cared people thought about me.

  

Life teaches us many things if we would allow our minds to grow and our bodies to heal, experience people and work towards individual "progress" not worldly perfection

BFF

The following message is not intended for every viewer’s conscious. So to avoid a monotone voice in your head I will present it with accuracy. And no pun intended to make you question the people you know or will meet.

We've all heard the old cliché “it will never happen to me” just consider in every move either you or your children will make it could simply be the reality of another person’s choice, mistake or act of a jealous rage. On any given day but please proceed to enjoy life freely and most importantly cautiously. No matter if you are young or old just simply be careful, engage in being sociable but also manage control of what you do and who is around you. Be submissive to your conscious which is only wisdom that will attempt to guide you through. In an unfamiliar space where the BFF you once knew has suddenly turned face against you.

People search all over the world to find a compatible friend, mate or associate to occupy their window of time with but once the chemistry of these relationships no longer mix, guess what is a possibility of coincidence that will happen next where someone ends up having to prove their loyalty and commitment. And it's ok to silently chuckle because the show "MISSING" or "THE First 48" is not on everyone's pick list of reality shows. But it's all over society and in the news with an important message to understand of who, how and why relationships fall apart and people once found "go missing" without a trace. Only to later find out they were the victims of foul play.
 

I'm not implementing the people in your life or not safe. What society has proven is that situations in life prompt people to change. Now proceed in having good day.