Trios

I observed a man as he spoke to a crowd of listeners. And what this man said is nothing new from humanity’s past. It was how the “crowd reacted” to what they are reluctant to change, but accepting to whomever can explain the “ties” between religion, man and money.

Religion is not a human being. Religion is not an immortal thing. Religion is not tangible. Religion is what people choose. And money is access to what people create to do. So if we were to thoroughly take accountability and respond to the choices in our lives; what can we honestly say has been an unselfish sacrifice to “have or have not” are what did we choose to sacrifice for the “improvement” of change in a  system “created” on humanity’s preservation of life.

This man spoke about how religious people tithe in their community churches then how their money is immediately invested in; neutral color of hands. But this is not where the problem began. It’s only where the situation takes a turn. To justify what we say is “understanding” of how the “systems” designed for humanity work, so how is “religion” the ultimate threat, and not in the direction of our chosen leaders, in whom we trust to financially educate us and invest our money within our own neighborhoods. And let’s not limit it to the church. Today allow all mankind to do their mathematics in homework.

We could hold a world forum with “the master’s, masses, middle class and the underdevelopment classes” and it would not change the way people feel towards “religion, people’s progress and money”. So when a person speaks on gentrification everyone knows the real history of what man took of what did not belong to his works, begged for equality and borrowed to survive in interest and taxed times. So in order for there to be a generation of mankind it has to revolve around leaders who will always think ahead to leave a following of people behind. Or those followers would eventually; read and catch up with the times.

The message is relevant because of the choices we are making in this moment that will effect what decisions have already been implemented into our tomorrow. So is religion and money really the problem in humanity, and how so if both are a choice and not an option. Of what man has managed to create of historical problems? 

Planning Love

When a plan is being implemented, you will know if you’re a part of it. No assumption on your part required. So ladies and gentlemen, hold your partner down and every now and then "check in" to ensure you're both in one another's plan, not promises.

The plan today is to understand what you’re a part of and what is it you have initiated, just in case you’re not caught riding on an emotional roller coaster. And by no means does this passage say “a man can’t change”. The reality is a man loves to hunt for what is pleasurable in catering to his inner emotional and physical needs. So what is it with the question from all over the world “why do men cheat, and the answer again is “all men don’t cheat” some actually tell you the truth in what they say or not do. So the question should be; why do women and girls continue to seek the answers they would like to hear, and not be prepared to accept the truth. In what has not been “clearly re-iterated” and in most situations “demonstrated” loud and clear. Of what this boy or man has of requirements to satisfy what it is he wants or needs, at any time in his life.

Who does not desire to be loved, protected, respected and physically satisfied? And yet we find ourselves fighting one another over desires we can’t control within ourselves. It’s so funny how some people continuously search drastically for love. But yet they swear there is no one willing to honestly share one love. And I’m not referencing sharing your mate, so be very cautious of that, for one day you will regret it.  And yes, I am referring to waiting to exhale for that next longing touch and kiss, which never erases the burdens and lies in being heart broken.

No, who really wants to be alone even a pimp really knows the lost in losing his property, yes be will break rules for that one woman he will make and respect as his wife, who will not be sold for a price. Again, here it is unless his heart gives into change of what his mind has changed. So little girl or woman who swears I can make his change with what is between my thighs and in my heart. Think again a man is also capable of being in love not lust with more than one woman. But you will never know until his heart aches and his mind breaks. So before you assume you’re not worthy are good enough for someone else. Pull yourself together from another plan and create one you can feel alive in.

I’m destined to see; who has been praying and making plans to grow with me; whole heartedly in my enriched plan of family. See how we need one another to survive and multiply. With all the turmoil that resolves in the world today. How is it we can’t find one love to share in a plan that could take us any and everywhere?  

Obesity

This is a condition world-wide and it does not discriminate on the next patient it will make. Obesity can occur in any household, age, and race. And if a dietary plan has not been implemented or overweight managed, obesity will cause long term health conditions. Obesity has many forms in which it occurs; a few being genetics, poor diet or overindulging due to depression. And know no one is attempting to discourage you to not enjoy food. What your body is saying to you is “evaluate what you eat in moderation” “manage your weight” so that you may have a longer and healthier life, with or without insulin.

It’s ok that we have busy lives. But when your body yields to warning signs, it just makes sense to research why a decrease in energy is occurring more than half of the time. And although supplements may give you increasing energy it will not internally heal the entire body.

Obama healthcare is in effect and although some people have negative views and would love to see it removed. But if you were never sure of how you were going to afford healthcare this would be the proper time to remove all fears. And utilize what you are able to sacrifice today, for tomorrow is destined to create new laws with change.  

I overheard a child say “would you still love me” if I lost this weight. The adult turned to say “I love you” not for how you look. But we must try together, to get you feeling better.

I watch myself and how people work off their emotions in different ways. But there is a problem with being overweight in every age.

What will you, your children and family do today, in working towards a healthier lifestyle change to being a happier you?

Based on real life recoveries..

Domino Effect

 To all my young and adult parents around the world we have a story to tell. And before we begin this passage, we need to establish a mutual understanding. Of why certain people are required to get involved and being “noisy” is not exempt from being a choice when there are "small children" involved. Why, because what some people in society have become accustomed to; is in my house it's ran by my rules. Therefore acceptance of whatever is happening behind closed doors carries a "big risk" in caring for the best interest of these kids.  

It's happening in every household rich and poor around the globe. Children are being neglected and going unprotected. But listen carefully to what is a reality in this; some people are creating a solid environment with what they have. And that does not mean they don't love their kids. Some people have open door policies, so there children are becoming an "access" to prey. Where people and their emotions run high in a space where there is a ratio of adults involved; the understanding gets really small, because dealing with people that refuse taking on accountability, will only destroy a relationship behind “kids”. And some partners and parents are afraid to lose that "dysfunctional cycle" in this relationship. And this is where the children pay a price, for having arrogance in their lives. 

A young engineer applied his logic to a theory I had. It referenced balance. And if people are made up of "good & bad" maybe there balance does not exist in humanism. I immediately commended his logic. But the truth is in order for humanism to exist; we have no choice but to find a balance.  

Therefore people will continue in choosing similar path in not understanding what human actions make up "good or bad". See how people pay a price for being "careless and disrespectful" to one another in this life. And we argue, fuss and fight about our vicious test in this life. 

Master Chief

 With each stroke of my pen I give glory from the "introduction to the end, of every conclusion". I have mastered a sick sense of discipline in every thought in meditation. I open my eyes to see into what my audience is demonstrating. In every hidden experience I have managed to reveal what has been our entire life of experiences. Some defeated, won and some Humanism has yet to overcome. And for every mountain I face I have learned; until you can step over a small ant hill without fear. You are not yet prepared to climb any mountain. So whatever your faith is in; there are inevitable challenges and those test are a requirement that only you can “dissolve or unnecessarily struggle with. 

It is hard to think that you might have to depend on yourself, until someone helps. It’s even more hurtful to feel as if no one in the world cares. But the answers are always closer than you think. And suicide is not an option where there is no need to fear in what has not happened. So relax your hands and motion them to the air, meditate and be patient. Because whatever has you in at the lowest place of disparity. Is that moment when you should look into the mirror and see who is really the master and who is the chief in charge of your final destiny. 

To earn the reputation of a master chief you must be confident of your ability, to lead. You must be prepared to educate and most importantly be submissive to change. You must have a listening ear and process all types of information from every perspective. And most importantly you must know when to stand down, and how to maintain a balance to handle a real challenge.   

In business you will learn what a life filled purpose is all about. You will either accept a position, or challenge the acquisition. See most people assume I'm only referring to economics and education in life. But the real life "experience and enrichment" comes with; what you have manage to master in grooming.

-Angel L signing off.

Eye's Wide Open

Managing survival is our current revelation. And yes, I do understand in clarity of how all people are not affected by the same observation. In rare if not similar situations. So what I mean is it’s about how humanity has been groomed to oblige and pardon with; what they have been given permission to possess and deal with.

Categorize three generations of economic thinking, education and worldwide experience. And you can almost factor out in which group of people will figure it out. Let’s begin with our babies and youth, middle age and elders, broken down into three categories.   

We are taught to take in information in our baby years, and execute direction in our youth. We are to be proactive in what has been implemented into our thinking space. Then transmitted to demonstrate behavior of what has been taught to us over age. We are expected to reach a level of maturity in our thinking adult age and settle down to be cared for in our elder years. And the reasoning to this is how do we not comprehend clarity that man is made of genetics broken down into society, and operates under the commands of each other then unto broken systems?  

The people were separated by spiritual and cultural, and genetic differences in time. And over the years some integrated those same spiritual beliefs, economics, culture and race. While some pardoned themselves away in regions, countries and lands bound to react with compassion, anger, aggression and passiveness.

"Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall". It's always been biblical. 

Yes, America is still one of the greatest countries on earth. In the midst of the internal issues and problems we manage to deal with. Within ourselves and man governed systems. No different from any other country around the entire world. We just all assume that building walls of boundaries within our own space, justifies our judgment through what we take pride in of our own; morals, values and beliefs.

    A young girl becomes pregnant with a child, regardless of who did it

 aAnd what is involved. The system immediately kicks in economic relief, to this recipient with rich or poor family connections. The end result is a child is birthing another child, the real life focus of attention.

       The system has caught up with you in a moving or high traffic jam. But your story is “I did not” are have the “proper knowledge”. So keep in mind that the smallest crimes could result in a "conviction, felony or misdemeanor if not a plea deal". In blue collard crimes where most people lack in preserving time, to lay into a confined system of seeking investors bottom line.  

The investor, developer or owners are behind the scene. And you will pay for their remodeled or  envisioned dreams. It will behoove Us all to research "credit worthiness & Fico scores". Before embarking on new and old territories.   

        

       The consumers invest to receive the wow factor in "quality goods and service" and since money has no face and name, who really distinguishes which consumers acquire or live with what is an investment or learned lesson, social security numbers and credit scores?  We can all learn from one another, and if you removed money from the circulation of all men and made them equal. It would clearly make one statement "how all people in generations" possess similar characteristics in genetics, and stitched from the same thinking patterns. 

      

       Who determines how people in any environment adapt. Do people gradually adapt to money or poverty easily, are do people have such fair opportunities that are  granted equally. To avoid obtaining "poverty over access and royalty". But of course not, then the world would accept a clear purpose, of how we are not equal, but separated individually, due to our own "purpose or non-purpose reasoning. 

         

       The tax man has been man's biggest fear for centuries. Also mentioned in biblical times where people where destroyed for debts unpaid. Bamished into slavery over money. So in the new world we live in the Tax Collector is more discrete. In what is taken from a workers salary. And there are strict requirements to get a return back, on what has already been earned. From the allocation of your paychecks to inflation, insurance and governed taxes. And if this worker decides to enjoy the fruits of labor; immediately he or she becomes the product of poverty. But what if this worker has established a revenue in a tiered tax bracket. A formula does exist "multiplied by a percent" of what the Tax Collector decides to collect or grants permission, to whom can afford the Tax Collectors debt.

       We have all heard income tax is the "po mans dream", but who is poor, where everyone is struggling to economically keep up. Because it has already been labored for, so for another year a worker will take less of a paycheck just to have one day a year; to feel awarded for what was already earned. So get some rest, pay what you can, save your coins for a rainy day. Place more value in where you place your treasures in. Because the Tax Collector has wonderings eyes wherever you input your vital information and what you swear is the truth about your lives.

       I am not poor, middle class or neither rich, I am the choice made. Born into a categorized module of circumstances and reported to the bureau of statistics. I am not singled out just because of my race. But I am to be respected; for what has been implemented into my head of relationships, associations, accountability. Choices about credit, demographics, socialism, equity & inclusion. To think first to knowing how I react to life experiences. I am not an extremist through religious ties. but I do believe we will all answer for our faults, disobedience & lies. I believe that all of humanity has a facet of reasoning, in what is valued and prioritized in this life. I believe people can be prejudice in their own class, race, systems & relationships. I believe if any life has been taken, someone has the answer to why in their own reasoning. I do believe people should and have inherited the right to vote who will clearly see the problem and identify what will progress once All "people" express;  distress. Because of the stigmatism placed on rich or poor. Of those who are destined to "wear down over time" if not to deal with "intervention" in one another's place. On any "given day". I believe money is not the root of all evil, just people who have good and bad intentions with the money.  I believe we all would like to believe in peace & unity for a human race of innocent children, vulnerability in families, stronger relationships, honorable leaders and credible appointed negotiators. I belief if a human being is murdered for his actions, race, beliefs or any questionable act towards his own mankind or child. Hindering a preservation of growth in life, will also be judged for the infirmities he or she attempts to justify & hide.

Again, every personal belief; stems from Life & experience. You are accountable for what life teaches you. Once we All judge each other. About how life grew or bent; one another.

KKeep those eyes; open wide.

I Am What You Feel Inside

I have the deepest endeavors of infinity that lives inside of Humanity. And if allowed time, peace and rest we can live to make a difference.

I cross my heart hope to die;

I am the life that beats inside. I am love that burns with desire and empathy. I am sometimes shared and compromised with feelings people hide. I have been the recipient of a killer’s pain. I have pleasured lust and betrayed of trust. I have nurtured life. I have lost a child and died inside. I have searched for answers my entire life, from the inside. I have been hopeless in famine and wars. I have been scorned. 

I have felt compassion for the poor. I have desired to retire. I have surrendered to neglect in all sizes. I have been transplanted in critical circumstances. I have been sold under man’s torture and submissive control.  I have wept for years to death. I am a rhythm that beats in every movement, throughout the History of Humanity. 

I Am What You Feel Inside. I will not always align with the mind. I am your lifeline that will never hide any emotion that grows inside. I am your heart until death demands we depart. And for my non believers it will be "ok", eventually time will change your minds. 

Thank you all for supporting me in reading my blogged rough drafts. And always remember this; God has handled all observed issues, prays and doubted situations.  

-Angel L

“Life’s Formation”

Humanity is one formation of humans streaming in motion. And their attitudes that progress stems from emotional distress or chemical balance.

Identifying a “child’s” behavioral progression or watching “adults transform in dimensions” not limited to any culture, age or demographics in society. Just monitor how humanity adapts to accountability and responsibilities, love, fear and rage with enduring age, around the world globally. And to think for generations man attempted to "dismantle the mind" to "reassemble in time" who would later continue to choose ", which is good or bad". In a non-man made creation. Simply to satisfy and justify his or her desire to control, human life.  

Eventually people grew into their own society and minds of well- being. Therefore dealing with their truths combined as one but in different forms.  Because time was never to be bargained with; it just allowed humanity to reside in it. Where men and women of all ages cherished, idolized or became bitter in their own lives.

Humanity was created in the image of beauty. Not the clay to all men of master’s hands. Humanity was created to replenish the earth, not for man’s self- preserved and idol minded purpose. Eventually in time men of all nations were destined to endure the harvest of good or bad seeds planted behind "open" and "closed" doors. 

Humanity was created in the formation of an occupation in every family to ensure there would be ages of legacies. Depending on what you will breed to lead of your preservation of seeds.  

This Blog was created to share all cultures and religious stories around the world. Through human existence and how we move with time in motion. And of humanity will always figure out what will influence their purpose to live with or without a story that remains on a shelf. 

This blog was written with observation not bias discrimination towards any religious belief, sexual gender or cultural gender. But there is “Balm in Gilead” and what must respect it.

Things To Remember

Humanity often needs a reminder, to do list, reality check or a wake call. Regardless if we pay attention, ignore it or appreciate the time we have to initiate a difference.  Some people are social butterflies, some people are intimidated unless there is drama in their lives, and some people prefer to closet mind themselves, where other people just love life itself.

The universe belongs to all mankind. We simply have found so many ways to neglect it by not appreciating one another in it. A thief does not lose sleep at night. But a true friend, stranger, love or acquaintance can respect or will sincerely understand your struggles or sacrifice to exist in this life. So therefore not everyone has your best interest, before they take from you what was already going to be portioned of you. 

So today whoever you choose to be enlighten yourself to all these possibilities Because the moment you question who you are, is the moment you lose yourself into what other people are.

Spend more quality time to evaluate and learn whom and where we place our trust, values, loyalty and issues in.  Regardless of what the environment is.

Spend casual time with a friend or acquaintance that seems to not be non-bios. When listening to you share your dreams and aspirations. Then process whether or not their vibe is original or not.  

Spend more time understanding “how, why, who and when” in our filtering cycles with different people. Will be willing to give you their all, but we will never know; until we change the arms that we continue to “run” back and forth too.  So stop limiting yourself to sleeping, entertaining and engaging with people who are convenient to deal with the obvious, your resistance to change of your broken ways.  

Spend more time consuming your vision to embark on new adventures, although laboring for corporate and investors is great, but  plant your feet in the direction to  "Always Be Closing". Don't limit your ability to walk into a different opportunity. Unfortunately this may not work out for everybody.

Spend more time to identify with yourself about the difference between Quickies, Love, and Ecstasy. And either of these does exist, in places and with people who will take whatever you feel vulnerable in giving. So be more patient in learning how to control what feels “one minute Hot and another minute COLD”.  

Spend more time identifying why and whose “Status” is not meant to be kept up with. It’s often gained, but “not always” respected.

Spend less time thinking are wondering why people finally get engaged or been married. It’s not rare people figure it out. People keep trying to figure it out, or why some people just settle down; with whom they can convince in accepting them.

Remember daydreams will take you miles way. But you’re living in a reality.

Remember in obtaining your wants. Is always easier than sacrificing for what you will need.

There are different classes of people that make up the “divided’ masses. There are people looking for something even when they have someone, there are lonely hearts seeking love despite bearing children to love, there is selfishness and jealousy that brews in a world of people who are consistently, seeking

A Man's Worth

A work of art we desire to shape and mold. A structure with untouched boundaries left to be nurtured if not released. A contrasted face filled with features of timeless definition. A body postured beyond what people identify, of his unique detail in every area we miss with the naked eye.

This man does not come with a manual. This man does seek direction, but you must be prepared to follow if not lead which in some relationships bare great “grief”.

This man has buried if not lost fantasies, he is like a written melody that has been written about, talked about and labeled how he would contribute to life. But his interested eyes struggle to identify with “why and who” his desires request where all men of color; move in motion to serve more than one purpose. 

This man will never be perfected here on earth not even for his own purpose. This man also shields covered wounds from birth. This man must be prepared to be mature in his identifying his wants, and willing to sacrifice for his needs in order to grasp his individual purpose.

The man is a master at his own game, until he meets his challenge of an opposite mate. This man has an ego of many faces that requires to be stroked. This man is made of melodies that you must listen closely to hear; in order to stay or leave, when his direction does not sound clear with a purpose.

This man God made desires to be reminded he is often loved, honored and respected in any if not all predicaments and situations. This man was built to stand the storms of life, but often he will need some prayer, advice, encouragement and direction by whom is meant to stand by his stand. Which means you must be equally yoked and respected in order to stay afloat.

Not every woman or girl is going to be treated like the main woman in this man’s life. Remember how this man does not lack in comprehending, he seeks to be understood. So be prepared to deal with the good or bad where some men are not always prepared to accept but reject what they want in place of what they really need.

Also read "Merry-Go-Round"

A Woman & 2 Men

I can remember the first time I fell in 

lust as a young girl. I’m still embracing the second time as a woman of how we both fell in love. And although these emotions where years apart. There will always be that one person who sincerely loves or loved your heart. After another person tears it apart.

I remember our first kiss on the dock. Then I later recalled my second flight, dinner and candle lights. With no sex involved.

I remember the first time we had sex. Then I later daydreamed about the man who laid next to me, as I slept to awake the next morning, where he was watching over me.   

I still remember yearning for your patience and tender touch. But then I remembered the other day who was actually calling my name, yearning for me to make another landing.

I can remember us talking about what you wanted not what we needed. Then one day someone shared with me their entire family.

I can remember you always were too busy to answer my calls unless you were anxiously, needing me to hold. Then one day out of the blue; another man taught me how and what he needed to hold onto.

Although this man shared with me the issues of his heart, he still managed to seek his wants. So God re-directed a plan that was out of my hands.  

I doubt that God would make a mistake in our lives. I think people have to travel down roads until they figure who, where and why. So I can live with the moment you never had time to believe and pray with me. Because one day a believer was wondering from a storm and grabbed my hand, to share with us what either one prayed to have, a beautiful beginning with no ending.