Endorphin

People interpret one another through emotions and physical ways. But without the proper interaction of communication, and realm of understanding these same people who are destined to internally change, will find out how “endorphin” alleviates stimulation in our brains. The reality to why people emotionally and physically react to all things, in this life. So therefore it’s important we deal with the emotional and physical changes in ourselves. In order to accept and change what we feel “emotionally” and “physically” in dealing with everything else. Why, because what we as a people assume of our academics and street intelligence will eventually collide with the ramifications of change that is gradually occurring in real people’s life.

I knew a mother who loved all of her children, but not the same. Because of life’s journey that would bring on heartache, laughter and pain. Why, because these children were not destined to be the same; emotionally and physically only genetically. So once they grew up in age everything changed, drastically. So therefore this mother questioned if not prayed before re-examining the choices she had once made. In order for her to figure out that a man or mate should add, or could subtract from her “change” one day, simply due to choices that are “inevitable”, but they must be made.  

One day a boy looked to his mother for all the answers to why children and love is so important in a girl or woman's life. Some mothers had good responses while some did not know how to reiterate an answer. Then one day this boy thought he was prepared to be a man & created children and married a wife which groomed him rapidly into a man overnight. Learning and struggling with unanswered questions for the remainder of his life. Therefore if any female is faced with how can a male at any stage of his life, become a slave to Kush, love more than one woman at a time, or refuse to grow out of a little boys mind. Remember it was a woman who could not provide answers to this child at birth, and some man who walked away from responsibility and dismissed taking on accountability to continue in replenishing the earth with other woman nurturers looking for a foundation. So the results ended in how both parents managed to not answer this boy’s concerns; why is having children and love so important to her. 

I can now relate to why; people must feel important, respected and acknowledged in life because humanity seeks to feel a level of comfort if not validation in their own skin.  and when a person becomes insecure, fearful or uncomfortable because of the lack of being acknowledge, respected and validated.  It causes a behavioral change in their patterns.  

I have experienced a place of loneliness with people standing around, but never desperate enough to give up on me. Whether it was death or in situations where people placed clarity on what they were only willing to offer and invest to settle with me, therefore I expected to lose many.  

I spoke with a person of interest. Who said I’ve kept relationships for over 20 years. So why was our friendship not relationship so different, because this person in whom I trusted with my friendship did not reveal their “horny” physical interest. So one day our friendship was tested, due to a lack of communicating “expectations”. I immediately placed a call to see; what did I miss and is it something we can fix. The person said we’re good and my schedule is wide-open. And what I learned is after all these years of emotionally working through myself to deal with the loss of fluctuating associates, people and friends in my life. How one day was inevitable for a break in our lives. Because we never communicated in the right way, are respected one another for making a personal change. 

I understand now why so many people attempt suicide. And not I’m speaking in light of who has taken his or her own life. I’m reflecting on the “emotional and physical” decisions people make in this life.  

Recently I took a flight and without placing restrictions and limitations on my everyday arrivals and departures through life. I was destined to make a change for this flight “emotionally and physically” in order to deal with the road blocks set ahead in life, so once this stewardess accomplished accommodating a passenger in seating due to their physical weight. I had to immediately adjust emotionally in my weary space of departures and arrivals in my day. In order to accommodate a servant’s way of making this passenger sit comfortably, from their original space, a few inches away from people who did not physically accept “change” in space. Is when I immediately whispered to this person and said “these two sits were empty for one reason”, the passenger smiled and immediately I fell asleep. But not before I ask God to forgive me; for I would also be tested as a faithful servant. Then later on in the flight the same stewardess would pass me bye, in the same row I did not hear “would you like something to drink” as I close my eyes and drifted back to sleep, finding peace.    

We live in a society where people are accustomed to stir in many directions. That will challenge one another emotionally and physically, resulting in human change. That does not always take place in a cordial, natural or peaceful way.   

I hear things can be better if people work at being better to them self’s; before attempting to change someone else. I’ve experienced generational triumphs and pain. And in order for us to experience a generation of peace; we must first deal with our internal enemy.

I know what it feels like to appreciate time management while attempting to survive in poverty for more enrichment in life. I can relate to power, wealth-and contentment; because a peace of mind is priceless. But a choice will be made, in what you’re willing to forfeit of things and people you can no longer internally process or change.

Do we not know how the wealthiest man is a servant to his or her own inheritance? Do we not identify with how we all must labor in this life and not only for profit? Do we all not identify with; if we continue to resist the Endorphin in our brains, we continue to lose track of managing our “time” in which we relinquish over time.   

 We live in candied society where people are accustomed to act out the extreme, if not process thinking. And we have witnessed humanity perform “Temper Tantrums” like the ones in babies. So what I mean is we are quick to judge before judging ourselves, we are to contagious to stress then wonder why is it mess. We are quick to lie and blame it on someone else. We quick to be angered then implement religion in our own devilish acts, so that we can honestly live with; we’re much better than the next person.

A blue print plan is something in our wiring not created by man. But yet some of us choose man over religion. Therefore we’re all destined to take paths, but for some of us we are going to be routed in opposite directions.

I have not always reached the height of perfection in my life. I have not always accommodated man's or woman's expectations. I have not always agreed with my family, but I will continue in loving them dearly. And I have figured out "myself', how people in time revolve in silence and act out loud. Life will not allow us the time to get people up to speed, about our life. Just be open when “sincere” people show up a chance in a lifetime.  

-Angel L signing off, once I decided to Jump!

Communicators

The word is effective in any type of relationship. But for some reason people would like to not utilize it. Only to get in return what is not put into a positive conversation.  Could there be a possibility people would have a better understanding are maybe some love to entertain the airiness of redundancy, in not communicating. And the reason I say that is look how we react, to what we don’t require to understand with simple communication.

We have witnessed the reality shows, where someone says "let's keep it real". And yes it brings to light what may be an addition to a written script, of how some people may really act. And this could be a sign of where there is a division in class. Simply because of how people communicate and show their natural ass with dialect in non-proper communication. 

We have viewed “brawls” in the public eye. And I’m not just talking about childish disagreements. I’m referring to adults “men, boys, girls and women” fuss, curse and fight, where some people are set on taking out another person’s life. See how our attitudes set the tone, where communication possibly would have resolved an oncoming storm.

We have witnessed adults argue with their small and adult children. And in some situations if that adult would have focused on being the parent and not that child’s best friend, the issue would have been resolved with a few lines of communication. 

We have witnessed all over the world; work place violence, family abuse, domestic violence, incest, police brutality, child sex slavery, human trafficking, riots in the streets, drug deals gone bad, road rage, jealousy between friends and rage gone bad, race wars and wars that make dollars but no sense. And yet the same people who with pride and anger say this is profound. But where did the barriers of communication break down?

We have witnessed how people come together in catastrophic times. We have witnessed how people get angered at the drop of a dime. We have witnessed how people will globally cross thin lines. We are guilty of bearing the burdens of unhealthy relationships to justify our time committed, and out of all the possible circumstances that could occur to any human being on any given day; how does humanity not find a way to communicate.     

The truth and reality is very hard for some people to accept. It will either “harden” their hearts or “challenge them to change themselves”. So in whatever relationship in this life you accept, just be prepared for “lack of, non-communication, and some verbal communication” so that you may determine your final destination.

Angel L signing off'; only means the next level were on. 

Trios

I observed a man as he spoke to a crowd of listeners. And what this man said is nothing new from humanity’s past. It was how the “crowd reacted” to what they are reluctant to change, but accepting to whomever can explain the “ties” between religion, man and money.

Religion is not a human being. Religion is not an immortal thing. Religion is not tangible. Religion is what people choose. And money is access to what people create to do. So if we were to thoroughly take accountability and respond to the choices in our lives; what can we honestly say has been an unselfish sacrifice to “have or have not” are what did we choose to sacrifice for the “improvement” of change in a  system “created” on humanity’s preservation of life.

This man spoke about how religious people tithe in their community churches then how their money is immediately invested in; neutral color of hands. But this is not where the problem began. It’s only where the situation takes a turn. To justify what we say is “understanding” of how the “systems” designed for humanity work, so how is “religion” the ultimate threat, and not in the direction of our chosen leaders, in whom we trust to financially educate us and invest our money within our own neighborhoods. And let’s not limit it to the church. Today allow all mankind to do their mathematics in homework.

We could hold a world forum with “the master’s, masses, middle class and the underdevelopment classes” and it would not change the way people feel towards “religion, people’s progress and money”. So when a person speaks on gentrification everyone knows the real history of what man took of what did not belong to his works, begged for equality and borrowed to survive in interest and taxed times. So in order for there to be a generation of mankind it has to revolve around leaders who will always think ahead to leave a following of people behind. Or those followers would eventually; read and catch up with the times.

The message is relevant because of the choices we are making in this moment that will effect what decisions have already been implemented into our tomorrow. So is religion and money really the problem in humanity, and how so if both are a choice and not an option. Of what man has managed to create of historical problems? 

Planning Love

When a plan is being implemented, you will know if you’re a part of it. No assumption on your part required. So ladies and gentlemen, hold your partner down and every now and then "check in" to ensure you're both in one another's plan, not promises.

The plan today is to understand what you’re a part of and what is it you have initiated, just in case you’re not caught riding on an emotional roller coaster. And by no means does this passage say “a man can’t change”. The reality is a man loves to hunt for what is pleasurable in catering to his inner emotional and physical needs. So what is it with the question from all over the world “why do men cheat, and the answer again is “all men don’t cheat” some actually tell you the truth in what they say or not do. So the question should be; why do women and girls continue to seek the answers they would like to hear, and not be prepared to accept the truth. In what has not been “clearly re-iterated” and in most situations “demonstrated” loud and clear. Of what this boy or man has of requirements to satisfy what it is he wants or needs, at any time in his life.

Who does not desire to be loved, protected, respected and physically satisfied? And yet we find ourselves fighting one another over desires we can’t control within ourselves. It’s so funny how some people continuously search drastically for love. But yet they swear there is no one willing to honestly share one love. And I’m not referencing sharing your mate, so be very cautious of that, for one day you will regret it.  And yes, I am referring to waiting to exhale for that next longing touch and kiss, which never erases the burdens and lies in being heart broken.

No, who really wants to be alone even a pimp really knows the lost in losing his property, yes be will break rules for that one woman he will make and respect as his wife, who will not be sold for a price. Again, here it is unless his heart gives into change of what his mind has changed. So little girl or woman who swears I can make his change with what is between my thighs and in my heart. Think again a man is also capable of being in love not lust with more than one woman. But you will never know until his heart aches and his mind breaks. So before you assume you’re not worthy are good enough for someone else. Pull yourself together from another plan and create one you can feel alive in.

I’m destined to see; who has been praying and making plans to grow with me; whole heartedly in my enriched plan of family. See how we need one another to survive and multiply. With all the turmoil that resolves in the world today. How is it we can’t find one love to share in a plan that could take us any and everywhere?  

Obesity

This is a condition world-wide and it does not discriminate on the next patient it will make. Obesity can occur in any household, age, and race. And if a dietary plan has not been implemented or overweight managed, obesity will cause long term health conditions. Obesity has many forms in which it occurs; a few being genetics, poor diet or overindulging due to depression. And know no one is attempting to discourage you to not enjoy food. What your body is saying to you is “evaluate what you eat in moderation” “manage your weight” so that you may have a longer and healthier life, with or without insulin.

It’s ok that we have busy lives. But when your body yields to warning signs, it just makes sense to research why a decrease in energy is occurring more than half of the time. And although supplements may give you increasing energy it will not internally heal the entire body.

Obama healthcare is in effect and although some people have negative views and would love to see it removed. But if you were never sure of how you were going to afford healthcare this would be the proper time to remove all fears. And utilize what you are able to sacrifice today, for tomorrow is destined to create new laws with change.  

I overheard a child say “would you still love me” if I lost this weight. The adult turned to say “I love you” not for how you look. But we must try together, to get you feeling better.

I watch myself and how people work off their emotions in different ways. But there is a problem with being overweight in every age.

What will you, your children and family do today, in working towards a healthier lifestyle change to being a happier you?

Based on real life recoveries..

Domino Effect

 To all my young and adult parents around the world we have a story to tell. And before we begin this passage, we need to establish a mutual understanding. Of why certain people are required to get involved and being “noisy” is not exempt from being a choice when there are "small children" involved. Why, because what some people in society have become accustomed to; is in my house it's ran by my rules. Therefore acceptance of whatever is happening behind closed doors carries a "big risk" in caring for the best interest of these kids.  

It's happening in every household rich and poor around the globe. Children are being neglected and going unprotected. But listen carefully to what is a reality in this; some people are creating a solid environment with what they have. And that does not mean they don't love their kids. Some people have open door policies, so there children are becoming an "access" to prey. Where people and their emotions run high in a space where there is a ratio of adults involved; the understanding gets really small, because dealing with people that refuse taking on accountability, will only destroy a relationship behind “kids”. And some partners and parents are afraid to lose that "dysfunctional cycle" in this relationship. And this is where the children pay a price, for having arrogance in their lives. 

A young engineer applied his logic to a theory I had. It referenced balance. And if people are made up of "good & bad" maybe there balance does not exist in humanism. I immediately commended his logic. But the truth is in order for humanism to exist; we have no choice but to find a balance.  

Therefore people will continue in choosing similar path in not understanding what human actions make up "good or bad". See how people pay a price for being "careless and disrespectful" to one another in this life. And we argue, fuss and fight about our vicious test in this life. 

Master Chief

 With each stroke of my pen I give glory from the "introduction to the end, of every conclusion". I have mastered a sick sense of discipline in every thought in meditation. I open my eyes to see into what my audience is demonstrating. In every hidden experience I have managed to reveal what has been our entire life of experiences. Some defeated, won and some Humanism has yet to overcome. And for every mountain I face I have learned; until you can step over a small ant hill without fear. You are not yet prepared to climb any mountain. So whatever your faith is in; there are inevitable challenges and those test are a requirement that only you can “dissolve or unnecessarily struggle with. 

It is hard to think that you might have to depend on yourself, until someone helps. It’s even more hurtful to feel as if no one in the world cares. But the answers are always closer than you think. And suicide is not an option where there is no need to fear in what has not happened. So relax your hands and motion them to the air, meditate and be patient. Because whatever has you in at the lowest place of disparity. Is that moment when you should look into the mirror and see who is really the master and who is the chief in charge of your final destiny. 

To earn the reputation of a master chief you must be confident of your ability, to lead. You must be prepared to educate and most importantly be submissive to change. You must have a listening ear and process all types of information from every perspective. And most importantly you must know when to stand down, and how to maintain a balance to handle a real challenge.   

In business you will learn what a life filled purpose is all about. You will either accept a position, or challenge the acquisition. See most people assume I'm only referring to economics and education in life. But the real life "experience and enrichment" comes with; what you have manage to master in grooming.

-Angel L signing off.

Eye's Wide Open

Managing survival is our current revelation. And yes, I do understand in clarity of how all people are not affected by the same observation. In rare if not similar situations. So what I mean is it’s about how humanity has been groomed to oblige and pardon with; what they have been given permission to possess and deal with.

Categorize three generations of economic thinking, education and worldwide experience. And you can almost factor out in which group of people will figure it out. Let’s begin with our babies and youth, middle age and elders, broken down into three categories.   

We are taught to take in information in our baby years, and execute direction in our youth. We are to be proactive in what has been implemented into our thinking space. Then transmitted to demonstrate behavior of what has been taught to us over age. We are expected to reach a level of maturity in our thinking adult age and settle down to be cared for in our elder years. And the reasoning to this is how do we not comprehend clarity that man is made of genetics broken down into society, and operates under the commands of each other then unto broken systems?  

The people were separated by spiritual and cultural, and genetic differences in time. And over the years some integrated those same spiritual beliefs, economics, culture and race. While some pardoned themselves away in regions, countries and lands bound to react with compassion, anger, aggression and passiveness.

"Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall". It's always been biblical. 

Yes, America is still one of the greatest countries on earth. In the midst of the internal issues and problems we manage to deal with. Within ourselves and man governed systems. No different from any other country around the entire world. We just all assume that building walls of boundaries within our own space, justifies our judgment through what we take pride in of our own; morals, values and beliefs.

    A young girl becomes pregnant with a child, regardless of who did it

 aAnd what is involved. The system immediately kicks in economic relief, to this recipient with rich or poor family connections. The end result is a child is birthing another child, the real life focus of attention.

       The system has caught up with you in a moving or high traffic jam. But your story is “I did not” are have the “proper knowledge”. So keep in mind that the smallest crimes could result in a "conviction, felony or misdemeanor if not a plea deal". In blue collard crimes where most people lack in preserving time, to lay into a confined system of seeking investors bottom line.  

The investor, developer or owners are behind the scene. And you will pay for their remodeled or  envisioned dreams. It will behoove Us all to research "credit worthiness & Fico scores". Before embarking on new and old territories.   

        

       The consumers invest to receive the wow factor in "quality goods and service" and since money has no face and name, who really distinguishes which consumers acquire or live with what is an investment or learned lesson, social security numbers and credit scores?  We can all learn from one another, and if you removed money from the circulation of all men and made them equal. It would clearly make one statement "how all people in generations" possess similar characteristics in genetics, and stitched from the same thinking patterns. 

      

       Who determines how people in any environment adapt. Do people gradually adapt to money or poverty easily, are do people have such fair opportunities that are  granted equally. To avoid obtaining "poverty over access and royalty". But of course not, then the world would accept a clear purpose, of how we are not equal, but separated individually, due to our own "purpose or non-purpose reasoning. 

         

       The tax man has been man's biggest fear for centuries. Also mentioned in biblical times where people where destroyed for debts unpaid. Bamished into slavery over money. So in the new world we live in the Tax Collector is more discrete. In what is taken from a workers salary. And there are strict requirements to get a return back, on what has already been earned. From the allocation of your paychecks to inflation, insurance and governed taxes. And if this worker decides to enjoy the fruits of labor; immediately he or she becomes the product of poverty. But what if this worker has established a revenue in a tiered tax bracket. A formula does exist "multiplied by a percent" of what the Tax Collector decides to collect or grants permission, to whom can afford the Tax Collectors debt.

       We have all heard income tax is the "po mans dream", but who is poor, where everyone is struggling to economically keep up. Because it has already been labored for, so for another year a worker will take less of a paycheck just to have one day a year; to feel awarded for what was already earned. So get some rest, pay what you can, save your coins for a rainy day. Place more value in where you place your treasures in. Because the Tax Collector has wonderings eyes wherever you input your vital information and what you swear is the truth about your lives.

       I am not poor, middle class or neither rich, I am the choice made. Born into a categorized module of circumstances and reported to the bureau of statistics. I am not singled out just because of my race. But I am to be respected; for what has been implemented into my head of relationships, associations, accountability. Choices about credit, demographics, socialism, equity & inclusion. To think first to knowing how I react to life experiences. I am not an extremist through religious ties. but I do believe we will all answer for our faults, disobedience & lies. I believe that all of humanity has a facet of reasoning, in what is valued and prioritized in this life. I believe people can be prejudice in their own class, race, systems & relationships. I believe if any life has been taken, someone has the answer to why in their own reasoning. I do believe people should and have inherited the right to vote who will clearly see the problem and identify what will progress once All "people" express;  distress. Because of the stigmatism placed on rich or poor. Of those who are destined to "wear down over time" if not to deal with "intervention" in one another's place. On any "given day". I believe money is not the root of all evil, just people who have good and bad intentions with the money.  I believe we all would like to believe in peace & unity for a human race of innocent children, vulnerability in families, stronger relationships, honorable leaders and credible appointed negotiators. I belief if a human being is murdered for his actions, race, beliefs or any questionable act towards his own mankind or child. Hindering a preservation of growth in life, will also be judged for the infirmities he or she attempts to justify & hide.

Again, every personal belief; stems from Life & experience. You are accountable for what life teaches you. Once we All judge each other. About how life grew or bent; one another.

KKeep those eyes; open wide.

I Am What You Feel Inside

I have the deepest endeavors of infinity that lives inside of Humanity. And if allowed time, peace and rest we can live to make a difference.

I cross my heart hope to die;

I am the life that beats inside. I am love that burns with desire and empathy. I am sometimes shared and compromised with feelings people hide. I have been the recipient of a killer’s pain. I have pleasured lust and betrayed of trust. I have nurtured life. I have lost a child and died inside. I have searched for answers my entire life, from the inside. I have been hopeless in famine and wars. I have been scorned. 

I have felt compassion for the poor. I have desired to retire. I have surrendered to neglect in all sizes. I have been transplanted in critical circumstances. I have been sold under man’s torture and submissive control.  I have wept for years to death. I am a rhythm that beats in every movement, throughout the History of Humanity. 

I Am What You Feel Inside. I will not always align with the mind. I am your lifeline that will never hide any emotion that grows inside. I am your heart until death demands we depart. And for my non believers it will be "ok", eventually time will change your minds. 

Thank you all for supporting me in reading my blogged rough drafts. And always remember this; God has handled all observed issues, prays and doubted situations.  

-Angel L

“Life’s Formation”

Humanity is one formation of humans streaming in motion. And their attitudes that progress stems from emotional distress or chemical balance.

Identifying a “child’s” behavioral progression or watching “adults transform in dimensions” not limited to any culture, age or demographics in society. Just monitor how humanity adapts to accountability and responsibilities, love, fear and rage with enduring age, around the world globally. And to think for generations man attempted to "dismantle the mind" to "reassemble in time" who would later continue to choose ", which is good or bad". In a non-man made creation. Simply to satisfy and justify his or her desire to control, human life.  

Eventually people grew into their own society and minds of well- being. Therefore dealing with their truths combined as one but in different forms.  Because time was never to be bargained with; it just allowed humanity to reside in it. Where men and women of all ages cherished, idolized or became bitter in their own lives.

Humanity was created in the image of beauty. Not the clay to all men of master’s hands. Humanity was created to replenish the earth, not for man’s self- preserved and idol minded purpose. Eventually in time men of all nations were destined to endure the harvest of good or bad seeds planted behind "open" and "closed" doors. 

Humanity was created in the formation of an occupation in every family to ensure there would be ages of legacies. Depending on what you will breed to lead of your preservation of seeds.  

This Blog was created to share all cultures and religious stories around the world. Through human existence and how we move with time in motion. And of humanity will always figure out what will influence their purpose to live with or without a story that remains on a shelf. 

This blog was written with observation not bias discrimination towards any religious belief, sexual gender or cultural gender. But there is “Balm in Gilead” and what must respect it.

Things To Remember

Humanity often needs a reminder, to do list, reality check or a wake call. Regardless if we pay attention, ignore it or appreciate the time we have to initiate a difference.  Some people are social butterflies, some people are intimidated unless there is drama in their lives, and some people prefer to closet mind themselves, where other people just love life itself.

The universe belongs to all mankind. We simply have found so many ways to neglect it by not appreciating one another in it. A thief does not lose sleep at night. But a true friend, stranger, love or acquaintance can respect or will sincerely understand your struggles or sacrifice to exist in this life. So therefore not everyone has your best interest, before they take from you what was already going to be portioned of you. 

So today whoever you choose to be enlighten yourself to all these possibilities Because the moment you question who you are, is the moment you lose yourself into what other people are.

Spend more quality time to evaluate and learn whom and where we place our trust, values, loyalty and issues in.  Regardless of what the environment is.

Spend casual time with a friend or acquaintance that seems to not be non-bios. When listening to you share your dreams and aspirations. Then process whether or not their vibe is original or not.  

Spend more time understanding “how, why, who and when” in our filtering cycles with different people. Will be willing to give you their all, but we will never know; until we change the arms that we continue to “run” back and forth too.  So stop limiting yourself to sleeping, entertaining and engaging with people who are convenient to deal with the obvious, your resistance to change of your broken ways.  

Spend more time consuming your vision to embark on new adventures, although laboring for corporate and investors is great, but  plant your feet in the direction to  "Always Be Closing". Don't limit your ability to walk into a different opportunity. Unfortunately this may not work out for everybody.

Spend more time to identify with yourself about the difference between Quickies, Love, and Ecstasy. And either of these does exist, in places and with people who will take whatever you feel vulnerable in giving. So be more patient in learning how to control what feels “one minute Hot and another minute COLD”.  

Spend more time identifying why and whose “Status” is not meant to be kept up with. It’s often gained, but “not always” respected.

Spend less time thinking are wondering why people finally get engaged or been married. It’s not rare people figure it out. People keep trying to figure it out, or why some people just settle down; with whom they can convince in accepting them.

Remember daydreams will take you miles way. But you’re living in a reality.

Remember in obtaining your wants. Is always easier than sacrificing for what you will need.

There are different classes of people that make up the “divided’ masses. There are people looking for something even when they have someone, there are lonely hearts seeking love despite bearing children to love, there is selfishness and jealousy that brews in a world of people who are consistently, seeking