War

Dear Friend

We both knew that one day the trials of this world would weight our faith.

One we did not know how we would need one another; until that day mother and daddy would no longer be around, and the reality in that one call we knew to make would no longer be available to take. So we turned to one another in despair to find some clarity in the clouds over our lives.

We did not get to choose what date we needed to grow-up before mom and daddy went away. Sometimes the true friend you will need the most; will show up at any given moment.

We always assumed we had more than enough time to dance around the people who would truly care about us in this life. And don’t ever fool yourself into believing; the people we start out with will always be around to stay with us until the end.

One day we will say good morning or goodbye, we will leave unsettled disagreements non-dealt with; because of our immature ways. But mom and daddy may no longer be around to pick up the pieces we continue to toss around.

One day we will bury our children, even before our mothers and fathers, one day we will WEEP for true love in a world of WEARY people who have no more love to give.

One day we will search and study for answers in reasoning we can no longer comprehend, one day time will show us what we invested in of how to find some peace in our choices.

To a friend or love one who stuck with me or left my side on this journey of life; when u did not have the strength to believe in us “I knew in my whole heart and plans” to tell that storm we together WILL “conquer”.  

Wolf

There was a man of color with one dime, who envied another man of color with two nickles?

There was a family who knew struggles, but not everyone in this family made different life choices.

There was a generation of have and have not, and both shared one common interest in what one had or had not; 

There were people who chose marriage, while other people chose a different direction in experiencing relationships. And the end both groups figured out; how important their values & morals eventually complimented if not affected; one another.  

The Information Sharing is not a mission of impossible, so why is communication kept, in confidentiality of who gets what?

REGULAR people wear scars whether their hidden on the inside or out. 

where;

TALENT is what makes us rich rich, and the mindset we use is what manages what we end up with. 

seeking; 

OFF or ON-LINE in our infinite hours of the day watching and buzzing about who doing what in this life; draws the BEE back into the HONEY HIVE a good life of what we say it is.

until we see the plan ahead of ; 

CARRYING extra Weight, is just not always conducive in real life.

      Recognize the real, Tell the truth, Off-set the ignorance, and Carry on as less weight as possible. 

Wish Good or BAD on whoever in this life. GOD wrote a even A BIGGER PLAN in the Book Of Life. Than man's for each other.
Angela L. 

Neighbor "Foreign & Domestic"

Foreign and Domestic we tried it for ages in attacks rewarded under a curse; for obedient acts. Biblically we remain in our own conclusions. 

Once we put prayer second, after first working through our own actions. The accountability came with being reprimanded for changes; we implemented.

I rose up this morning and spoke to God with a purpose, asking for a moment of silence to process how the words conformed turn into "conflict instead of channels of communication". And we all know that not all of our "faiths & human ways" stagger to align on one page. Regardless of how we engage or live of cohabitation across the page.

God knows we have not been honest to one another in this life, and using the name of God brews up spite. How uncomfortable in knowing our own reasoning of what we have created of more confusion throughout generations, that manages our focus to progress. Believe it or not even the strong at heart grow weary & weak "over-time". And not for one moment in all of my penmanship or acquaintances will I ever discredit "purpose" or direct people in areas that we all struggle in our own transgressions.

We still have moments left on that grandfather clock to digest how we search in one another “Y” the hurt still stems from "words & choices" we attempt to fix in the same places we remain to co-exist among “Foreign & Domestic” confusion.

Some day's we are filled with compassion & sunshine. And in 1 second we're filled with pure hell. So what happened in the (blemishes of our human ways)? Once we make the attempt for progression. Once we feel listening is no longer a requirement & to treat people clueless. And seek the trust of our tireless families and friends to fix in us what remains  of “Y” the struggle is sooo real today; of what it was on yesterday.

Sons

Dedicated to our sons; define who you are in the man you work to become.

I told  my son as a child respect yourself in the world. Of course his tiny eyes glared at me with curiosity. But as time progressed I watched over what my child mentally processed. Of how his mother lived; in his presence.

I knew one day those tiny feet would grow out of my control. I knew one day the baby talk would turn into real words. I knew one day he would seek out his own destiny; is when real life would be waiting.

Sons you will seek a companion in this life to call your own; you will search in one another for guidance and growth. You will make decisions based on your feelings. You will learn in life that the things you trust in to believe are attached to people; that will leave you questioning  "Y". You will learn every gift is not sent from heaven.  Sometimes the best gifts come through WISDOM. But not everyone you meet will hand you a key. To open up the doors of the places you seek of; growth.

Sons one day your life will change in a miraculous way; stay prepared and focus for the night will eventually turn  into good days. Seek your own truth in the paths some people may  mis-guide  you. Find peace in your choices not all mistakes are made. Be strong in knowing how to walk away. Seek for your own understanding; in places you struggle to  prosper and grow. Your destination is not based on other people's approval!

What is meant to be will happen at the right time. Once you work on yourself things & the right people will fall in line, every time.

Self Service

Working on being a better person, is even more rewarding than being a better friend & or associate.

I care about people who enter my life. But sometimes we have to allow  people  to walk away. This is my story.

I allowed this person into my space who needed somebody in his life this time. In order for him to say to me "you never really needed me, but sometimes people do need help" , I would always reply to him " you have got to recognize when you need more help for yourself, before giving it back to those same people who always need an easy way out". This person would regress with an attitude of resentment.

Confrontation is a word that is used to identify a human attitude projected in a negative way. I hear it often utilized in the work place. In situations that are often created by people with the intention of hiding behind their manipulative; mindset. And if you do not respond to their authority in a manner beneath their level of communication, then you are associated with responding back; in a confrontational way of what was not expected to be voiced of your logic & personal opinion.

A Relationship is no different. Either we respect one another or create a confrontation to exist; in validating what we struggle with of one another's area of growth in communication. So do yourself a Self service by continuing to teach one another the difference.

I

-“Adversity causes some men to break; others to break records”

I received this quote this morning from a dear friend. And what I shared with this person opened up their entire eyes to be more conscience in this life.

To defeat some hard days of adversity you have to observe; who is the master in this distraction that you allow to keep entertaining; of your attention.

People change every day, and none of us are the same towards one another on any given day. So how will you get through this life filled with adversity that is working through people; who spend more than half of their time trying to figure out what they have not got passed of it; in their own lives?

                                                                             Maximize your Mindset

Until we change how we treat one another, a little adversity will continue in reminding us of “Y” we live on the same page of  four-seasons in this life.

Y

In times of separation; progression towards maturity & communication can salvage this generation.

At the beginning & end of every event in this life; is an answer to all of our questions of "Y".

Thank you for watching how; we all fall, and rise in the dynamics of our real life moments. Internally we're all wired by design. Physically we we're built to perform. And mentally we  respond amongst our own Colorism. On the outside we see ourselves, but underneath our skin  that same Colorism; flows in everyone of our generations.

If you have not accepted your own truth in this life; look at the people you really love in their eyes. And for one moment remove "I" to see "Y".

VALUES/MORALS

People can grant you what you want but how many people have a desire to give to you what you need.

We heard of the word “SOUL TIES”, and the meaning in real life experience is this “I’ve allowed you into a physical space and mentally over time I still yearned that penetration and thrust in my heart Soul ties.

People have known to have sexual relationships for years, even while in a committed relationship or marriage, and they don’t place a real title on this; simply because a real title does not exist. But soul ties are real where people have chosen someone else, but can’t find a reason to let go of what they enter back and forward into.

When a couple decides to constitute their relationship does it mean for life we only belong to one another. And if so why do those soul ties still exist; once we both decided to surrender into this marriage?

When a single person gives into their own submission of pleasing the opposite in attraction; can we honestly believe there is no physical emotion that connects and causes that final; explosion. Because not everyone walks away with a relief of stemmed pressured released from in between their legs.

When lovers figure out they can please one another in a physical space, but mentally they can’t figure out how to make it work; then when do we admit it to ourselves?

So that we are not all confused about how “infidelity” starts. And companionship-does not always involve sex” but “loneliness” can exist in any marriage, single person or relationship. Where lust is a title we all wear even if we are strong enough to not perform, it lurks in every human heart.

Deep down inside we’re all trying to figure out what we need to compliment what some of us have in our spiritual, physical and mental connection .

If we could no longer penetrate one another; could we still yearn to touch one another?

If we were no longer submissive to one another; could we still see the value in each other?

If we’re always seeking those soul ties; are we really satisfied with whom we have chosen to sustain with in our lives?

If we have been together and not figured out; what our foundation stands on, is marriage a title we should continue to spend time in; fixing on ourselves   trying to figure out why the peace of mind and happiness still don’t exist?

Again we’re all not meant to be husbands or wives, we’re not all meant to be lovers for life. We’re not all meant to be without companionship; unless we figure out; not everyone is seeking in us one another for forever, When our feet’s and hearts continue to wonder.

  

COLORISM

“Don’t fear failure. Fear the absence of Progress.”

I met up with an old friend to celebrate; a birthday. And during that time we got some things off of our minds one regarding; why do people come in and of out of our lives is when this friend looked at me and said “live your life with an Intention”.

This friend broke down life experiences from a different view and in

So many ways; we forget about ourselves trying to fit into a space with everyone else. This friend had been married at an early age. Finding out later in life people will change their minds. Eventually that 2^nd chance came to start a new chapter in life again.

So many ways people who never resolve their “hurts” often they continue living it by hurting someone else.

So many ways we release and invite people back into ourselves. That resemble the things we are not prepared to release and change.

So many ways we avoid to communicate with one another in mending that “ant pile” that grew into mountains.   

So many ways we miss out on our joys and happiness to struggle in the things and people that remain broken; instead of choosing in us to fix. Of those things we continue to live with.

I also learned in the space we sat of our celebration; how we miss the opportunity to connect because of a state of mind we live in of our own Colorism of confusion. I shared a business idea with this friend of why I write the real stories of Life. And in it all I can see is the Colorism of beauty.  

This friend went on sharing her opinion; in those papers created over generations something was implemented into people of all colors; to live better, if not for people who were taught to work harder, for someone else. With that being said “you can only teach what you know, and allow people to learn if they see room in their life to grow”.

I also took away this; people will hurt one another with intention and demand human respect, for their own choices. People will function in a mindset of what they have been taught or live in.

There is a cycle of circumstances among us. The dynamics are working through us. Relationships are weak in of areas we refuse to improve in us, individually. Our visions are endless once we stop redundant conversations, of who has accomplished what we have a real commitment in. Our monies will either grow if not depreciate because of what we invest in; of our time and vision.   

Divorce rates have increased in every race; and if we study our past family relationships there is an abundance of compromise & secrets, and there is no perfect persons.  

Rewriting history requires our colored feet to move 2 steps forward, not another 400 years backwards. The truth sometimes is hard to digest; in areas we are forced to answer back to ourselves.

Queen Suga

I have taught the young woman invited into my life is this; always love yourself first; just in case a boy or man, tends to make you feel second.

Watching for the first time Queen Suga the 7^th episode, it brought to light real situations people do deal with. 

Such as:

Age is a factor in considering being in a 
life commitment sharing with that person what you have managed; to establish.

Cross gender relationships

The side piece who at the end became; the love he found in a second chance.

Friends crossing the line to see if what they knew as kids can turn into a passionate relationship.

Respecting one another for who we are, not what we expect out of one another.

A mother reminding her son; don’t give all of yourself and forget who you are.

Understanding your own values and beliefs.

How lies can cause people pain, including the entire family who already knew; but everyone has to learn what’s worth fighting for. If not when it’s time to let go.

Family struggles of hidden depressions, and being told the truth of who made the sacrifice; in order for the family to maintain.

Most importantly teaching our youth that sex is not love, but physical attractions do cause an action.

   

Study War No More

I often ask; is life like a movie as we set back and watch the good and bad to play out in it? So at the end of this episode, we can walk away with a multitude of messages.

I walked away with this "no matter what we strive for in this life, It’s only time that will allow us a second chance" to figure out our own purpose,  before we come back together, again.

Bus Stop

In the end any woman will ask "why did it have to happen, in response to any mans reasoning in "why are you leaving".

The future is full & bright, but why can't we stop packing around the past; in our old hurt bags?

Who cannot  recall a moment of feeling; Lost or even Abandoned. Even with people who are still around us standing. Watching us carry those old bags; filled with anger, hurt and even more frustration.

One day a good hearted Samaritan observed; how our overbearing bags were carrying us. As we struggled to get to our next destinations. Is when that good Samaritan said this man with all his strength & this woman who seeks his love continue to  struggle for carrying those old bags; of life's disappointments. And no matter who steps in to carry that load with either of them; the choice was always there for us to let go of being controlled. By that old baggage we deny of carrying around.

The point is this without that old luggage we carry around; what are the chances we could reach the next bus stop without that old weight; of holding ourselves back for is waiting ahead.