It's intriguing Humanity is educated in reciting Old History. In a New Generation of Historic debates over accountabilities. And one day ALL children of color will read for their own understandings; to discover of what we labored in of this generation.
Can we conclude "The North Star" was a direction told to the slaves to
find freedom; follow the North Star, and was there really freedom at the end of
the direction in which they were appointed; to freedom? The right answer lives in the memoirs of our current human
concerns; of what has been written and provided to us in historic literature,
if not movie lines of actors & actresses directed in of “this is a better environment, than where we had to flee
for our lives. In order to live as free black men, woman and children”.
We speak about police brutality; and the world screams in aggravation after "I can't breathe".
We tap on black on black crime and the world tip toes on egg shells. We are
well aware of the systemic profiling in racism; as our black people drive & walk home in their own neighborhoods. Until one day they are stopped and ask "what is your name, where are you going, and let me see your ID". And no every stop made is a reasonable justifiable cause. Although we do appreciate the public services in All neighborhoods; however a dress does not cover-up inequalities through intimidation is the real world world. As ALL children face a struggle in hardships with education & virtual schooling.
In a COVID-19 pandemic world. Which returns us ALL back to the pages of our past history. We continue in a struggle to accept the denial if not another generation of distress
“The Little Rock Nine
was a group of nine African American students enrolled in Little Rock Central
High School in 1957. Their enrollment was followed by the Little Rock Crisis,
in which the students were initially prevented from entering the racially segregated
school by Orval Faubus, the Governor of Arkansas”.
We acknowledge the educators who sacrifice; from 4 text books per class of 29 children. Has it really been over 70 years since outlawed. And how is it possible in this generation that still faces; Equity Gaps in Housing segregation, Income In Equity, Mental & Health services are just a few in inequalities of our next generation of these children that will face it. If we don't deal with the domino affect of Racism/Systematic Prejudices.
When I address who will lead our children; it applies to what we ourselves lack, choose not to educate & share, if not deny the Truth's of a conversation to speak on Equity in Education. That will determine their history moving forward of what we have accomplished in this generation.
In Memory & Honor of all our colored children to equal education.
If any custodial parents or grandparents including myself of a deceased father who was my only son; is guilty or judged for petty things. When it comes to investing time to instill encouragement & confidence in a child's; hair or physical appearance & knowledge. I will make a custodial judgment in the best interest and protection of this child or children. To be recorded in history for no child should feel insecure of themselves. Thanks to Ellen who exposed in a real world of what an extraordinary, beautiful 3yr old; was taught to learn in her skin of herself confidence.
Children are a masterpiece God created in a plan. And parents/grandparents if not the family who all support these children are the extension of who this child becomes; in their own skin and recognition of themselves, according to the exposure in these environments.
Development in mental stages, physical appearance and social skills is crucial in a child's youngest years; from the womb until these children mature into adulthood. Self confidence is a condition even adults struggle with in themselves; at latter years.
Accolades to the Social Workers who are knee deep in these trenches across the world. To save a few is many to these children; of a few who know they feel loved, but even low moral & lack in confidence as we have experienced in humanity is a challenge; now apply this to a small child. For we all have experienced life's adversity. But what about in the smallest of children & youth; who are overlooked if not acclimated to the environment where change could of occurred in moral; first.
On February 20th, residence of the Northern Hemisphere grew tireless of the winter; and stepped out at 12noon, and so did I. To raise our hands over the head & yell "Hoodie Hoo Day"! If you don't believe on PEOPLE.com, this is the source I was motivated on.
Now apply your Whoody Whoo to life, and FLOW with how this passage will GLOW; Where a few possess the money, others touch tone to manage the Power. Where a few execute a plan, others will Expose of it. And where you watch of a few chasing 1million, living in 1 mansion. Other's are investing in building millions on acreage.
I read the Good Trouble Phrase "If you see it, You got to Speak on it". And Until you are free to believe in it; the conversation will not be respected because of the representative is missing from speaking on
"Become a racial Equity Broker"
"Vote Always"
"Never to Young to make a difference"
"Speak truth to Power"
"Never Give up", a leader position to follow an average minded thinker.
The hour is here, as few sit in it, others are creating beats in it.
In Honor to All our soldiers, active or non. Work is what a soldiers gets done.
A glance into the mirror;
and I ask of this reflection "are you the confidence inside this natural
brown skin I wear. And if not is this brown skin; a blanket for me to love on
of who I am underneath it.
The reason for this
topic is that society has tarnished the definition of natural beauty. And the
race is to find in one’s self value in the skin they question. Not limited to being
a female or male we both wear the make-up to natural beauty. That starts in
appreciating the skin you already wear. And when life happens of disappointments, and when people bruise the skin we wear; remember to look into the mirror and
remind yourself to be appreciated it starts with the person in the mirror; first.
Once we honor ourselves
we can teach our children; as well. Whether female or male a self-check
evaluation is required to remind us confidence is our own worth. And it’s
not rare some people don’t value themselves; first.
In a moment of silence
there is Weakness even in the most confident person in the mirror, and when you
are faced with adversity in this life; look back into the mirror and allow yourself;
a second chance.
In a world of life breaking
events you will question your purpose and focus in the skin you are in; of
domestic violence those bruises leave a mental scar; until you allow your heart
time to heal. In that beautiful skin you owe a; second chance.
In a timeless place of a
child abused story; it will break a beautiful mind, and hurt a tender heart.
But the way to heal is to love on those wounds; first.
In relationships that
you feel on the moon if not you exist in them feeling lonely; start with
sincerely allowing the respect of a 2-way conversation to exist. As one speaks
the other person remains in silence.
While searching for the
author or speaker to address in a world of heated topics & debates we find
ourselves layered in this skin we wear. Seeking validation that ends up a bruise
in our egos and its inevitable people are going to do the utmost; because of
the broadcasted attention sought out through social media and news released of
extreme public information. So we find ourselves
exposed and uncomfortable in the natural skin we wear. As we stretch into a comfortable
place to physically fit into our own self-identify, abroad a diverse culture of
make-up and vanity trying to adjust; by finding the secret to ageless youth and
timeless beauty. As the music lyrics & explicit videos expose physical images
desired, by all. Now every young girl and boy is fantasizing to be acknowledged
abroad.
On a platform that we cannot deny of ourselves of what is advertised to
the world. Of exploited behaviors as we renovate our own identifies; in the presence
of the masses. While judgment is casted in ourselves and debated in skin we question of someone else; with an opinion and idea of whom beauty is. As we continue to
search for answers to timeless questions in mirrors around the world; to figure
out what is this confrontation about in me, as I search for confidence in the
skin I wear if not someone else. Or am I wearing the skin and looking for someone of confidence to
wear it.
“You may encounter
many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to
encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, and
how you can still come out of it”. Mayou Angelou
Most of the real news will not be broadcasted on mainstream from a directed pointed lens. Towards the diagonal views of locations in the real statistics. That don't always reflect the demographics of all cultures that make up the reasoning in why we are not all categorized; by the black life expectations. Whether it be healthcare, economics, famine, poverty if not STD's.
So I'll be brief on this special topic. Because every situation in the Black Community is not always covered with the images of Violence. That remains a systematic equation. If only half the formula is implemented to reference the entire problem.
When a young black man is killed by his own "day 1 brothers, or brother"; it is not always drugs. Although drugs are apart of the American culture. From production to demand, medical drug use and government taxed on legal amounts to allow in one's possession. Black people did not own the ships they were imported on. However ships and planes marginalized in meeting a profitable demand. And throughout the oppressions of the Black History; blacks were manuevered on these ships. So how is their life expectancy lesser than any other race? Based off their past oppressions of their poverty that was an extension of barriers created to deny the black equal wealth; in which history continues to address through prophesy of what has been for generations an impact of inability to economically prosper the black communities based off the condition of their existance; advertised in statistics a forseen generation of the blacks to be the first in; extinction.
Once the black man is removed from the makeup of his family; the foundation is disturbed to prosper & grow on his own village. So these black woman and children are now exposed to the systems that were structured in place for all races in the event of disparity circumstances. These are laws established for All people a supplemental allocation to fill all human needs for survival basics.
The statistics has determined the black communities basic needs are at a higher demand; of the same basics in needs to meet a volume challened with poverty for ALL races who face a poverty situation. And the question was it ever establised equivally to be allocated in equality from the beginnings of mankind starting with; a generation of human slavery?
A plan for structured healthcare verses medicaid coverage. Differentiates in services rendered and facilitated equipment provided in the recipient's circumstances. It is healthcare that determines our life expectancy. And money will determine a privilege vs. underprivileged in the human diagnosis by accessibility. The statistics do not make up for All people suffering due to this unexpected Covid-19, human beings need to survive in uncertain times.
When the CDC and Human resources detect the climb in sexually transmitted diseases. Why is the black community starting in Oak Cliff the main focus of statistics, around the homicides & violence. And stationed on cornered blocks if not empty fields is whites, blacks and brown people of all ages; that lay if not stand homeless in this pandemic. It is not a laughing matter, very concerning we address a culture without addressing a humanitarian solution. As Dr. Fauci referenced on the global media in the event Covid-19, may continue to be around for an uncertain period of time. At least until we vaccinate the majority of society. With the upcoming second/third stems. There will appear to be a limitation in outbreaks for ALL races in humanity. And so we surface back to the Herpes and addressing the lower developed communities, of also a dormant disease. And outbreaks could occur over time. Now explain how a culture of all races live in cohabitation. But not presented in The Black Statistics.
If we don't educate ourselves & at least not be frightened to raise a hand. To inquire why is immunity so crucial of a topic to limit the existence on the African Americans by Statistics. If not tied to a cycle of systemic violence in American History. Of what no one accepts equal accountability to figure out a solution for why is it a minority; that is projected to struggles. If there was never implemented an equal minded approach to establishing an equitable system to All people of colors.
We may fight one another like all people disagree, but we also can come together in unity. Where black people in unity have been counted out for generations. As a people we can never win; in our arguments & statistics regarding each other. And who will genocide first. Once we accept in this process that is going to happen; communication & knowledge is the key to keeping All mankind at arms peace. For accountability has come full circle in All humanity.
A generation of minimum equatorial
knowledge in what is advancing in energy, gas and water, a generation in need
of advancement in knowledge; of mixtures of portfolio in assets, limited job
skills in technology, healthcare and science, and juggled incomes with the
desire to depend on the next check if not the support of parents; as the parents are
growing older into retirement. What is it about the greed that cuts the interest
rates to the lowest on mortgages? Then advertise to a consumer the motivation
to continue to buy in a competitive market; of builders & investors around
land and uprising developments. Not in education or job training placements. But bridges,
commercial properties, high risers and malls in infrastructure. In reality the
statistics revealed a calculation averaging between the mid salary is around 40k if
not below; the medium is around 60k if not in between 45K, and above if not
below $150K, a year
The word title is Ruthless; they call it leverage. And in business it’s a authoritative movement in judgment call. A fisher always identifies with this; another fisherman.
When you are imprisoned time is on your hands & other resources benefit in your time. And the problem is once you are released the whole world has changed in knowledge. And money is what everyone is trying to gain in of leverage of politics. If you thought I was only referencing to prison. See how our vision is obscure. Until it is figured out what it is we are now buying into.
The mother of all evil is; greed and more debt, it is used systemically and leveraged. And it’s going to happen in this Generation; of accruing dates delegating adequate answers. If not promissory payments that tie into a broader attention of what is it we are capable of handling.
I remember the day my son figured out credit. I nearly fell off the chair, one day he called me and yelled “mom guess what! I yelled back, son what is it? He was obsessed with figuring out what this was really about. I chuckled and listened then softly replied “that’s good news my only child, now stay focused & prepared. As you read the tiny fine print. Then be reasonable to listen to every word, spoken. Because you are the ambassador now of your destiny. In achieving your financial stability. I proceeded to say “only buy into, what you can afford of a risky module. In the event those assets return baggage; and the attention of people who are only interested in how much they can help you carry. Most bags are not are not filled with cash. Because of the investors itch for new clients. If not on lookers who are watching. My son laughed and said “bye mom”. I said son mother don’t sleep, beware of who is chasing if not represented as a Gangster insured by the FDIC. I love you son, and one day your children will be exposed to this real world. And knowledge is Power. So once you are floating in the sea of beginners “I got this, you will survive the tic tac scenario. The bait used for the sharks that are waiting.
The Chinese say “WE look to invest in new inventions, so that even our grandchildren have money”. And the infrastructure with product and demand China will always sustain an authorize investor of their own inventions of product and the need to meet demand. Why, research in how they invest in their own to meet the product need of a demand through knowledgeable intelligence of maintaining Power of their own resources.
Meaning: "It takes two to tango. A version or another of this saying pops up in almost all cultures. Some jobs are for one person, others need two. The saying is still in use, but not as much as it used to be a generation or two ago".
After the massive rolling grid blackout. The media and State of Texas recommended to not drink from the water faucets.
In the event water is temporarily shut down in your area. Ensure you possess clean water. And a stash of bottle water.
Trucks are stuck throughout Texas highways. So be prepared for distribution of food delays in the grocery stores. And Gasoline is running low. Allow us to temporarily carpool. If not sit still.
Over years I invested in my family and a close friend who had a daughter who entered into college; upstate. A Sams card so we all had the opportunity to choose too stack up in bulks. So if one lacked, three had more. In this family including ALL children we gather in a meeting of the minds. There will be no dillusional conversations. Now Back to the story line.
The news advertised some relevant information; Ercot board members reside out of state. And if you are not of knowledge locals know all board members are hand elected in their own state of commission. For Ercot this same board chooses its own members. And on the same website of the board members names that have immediately been removed; because of death threats possibility due to customer disloyalty.
The concern for the public is how will Legislators; handle this by mandating the winterization of the Texas Grid. Where Ercot spoke and said they have no authority to enforce they are not mandated to force the other to obide. Then who is able to make a final call. Before the next STORM? Uhm...
Life gets real for "Everrrybody"; in a milli second. If you not on top; are in fear of eating on some real knowledge.
Soup line; in the hood its an inside joke. Because the community can relate to why the logistics of product and demand dont always exist; in certain areas of other areas with the same chains of establishments that do not lack in provision. The reasoning to why lines are wrapped around the corner for what is left for those communities to purchase.
The nights are looking brighter. Because of the path ways are being litten- Up with a warmer path. I here we have some elders whose water pipes are frozen.
In the event you use social media; to help inform others. Here is a chance to address an elder with some knowledge. Are a family or friend if not a neighbor; who is experiencing the same water problems.
But if your intentions are harmful; keep it moving. Life has in store for us All enough of some trials and triumphs.
Once the weather lightens up. And the situation is eleviated off of our plates; never think life served only to you some problems. And left off situations on someone else's plate.
We can never be too busy in our pride; to eliminate the process in where someone else will take and run with the baton. In, during & After every storm. So we ask one another in silence, to God or out loud; forgive me for acting like a clown. Some have figured out how we needed one another in this horrific storm..
There are many questions to be answered. Politics played and behavior still unaccounted for. From Covid-19. To human behaviors, hate crimes, racial profiling, domestic violence, Poverty and children being rerouted from house to house or CPS representatives that are enforcing the by laws. As Cards still remain on our on tables; its time to deal with real situations that remain outstanding.
The Good News is this was not intended to a game of Checkers or Chess. This is The Matrix. And the right people stand in position to get some real answers if not make a move. On what needs overdue addressing. In our Accountability of what we all keep dismissing.
The number of humans without power. As generation on the grids becomes available. However, further outages maybe a possibility. As 7 million are experiencing water lines are frozen. Do not attemp to "Tap" the gas. Or sit in cars located in confined garages. Call your gas company for assistance. Due to the dangers of Carbon Monoxide.
DCTA is offering free rides to Warming centers. Research before you call. Its possibly not long term surrounding the needs. Arlington has no plans to interrupt water usage. Keep an eye on your pipes. Dallas County will keep all updated.
A few generations are online but several grids were lost in power again. In Texas Ercot is the owner of the grid and monitor in the count of wind generation. However, if there is a plan to establish more relationships with other partners. To continue in supply of meeting a higher demand for energy. It could possibly be more cost affective in the end.
This could of been a castatrosphic domino event. If there us a conflicting strategy of formulation based upon sales for a higher demand of the supply for purchase of who is located in length of this Grid.
Our future decisions need to be corrected today! The grid operators are in control at this moment. And we are the race with options. Options that require us to pray, establish community unity and invest in plans that are more secure for our future to live.
This is a utility bill that is crucial to our survival and we the customers remain economically & contractually binded in accountability for paying intothis energy. Even when this storm is over. Global Climate control is our final test. To determine if we of humanity chooses change are choose not to listen; and continue with this bandaid that requires changing.
Survival kits:
Clothes; anyone was has coats, gloves and hats. Gather all and distribute as a desperate need. In apartment complexes are smaller children. Reach out to a neighbor. Yes, my gc are blessed. All if your children are good. For the children who are lacking; all it takes is for us to do it for these kids. With tact, change and a higher regard for respect.
If can borrow water ftom neighbors. Attempt to do so with empty jugs are bottles.
Local law enforcements are delivering blankets and other necessities.
State officials are patroling the roads to ensure they are open and salt crews are out.
FEMA is offeing assistance. Research the website. Or local office of emergency organizations in your areas.
Texas also Provides. Out of State adjusters to work in Texas towards work on home damage claims.
Texas State Board of Plumbing Examiners: Austin Local Main: 512.936.5200 and Toll Free 800.845.6584 for complaints to go the Enforcement Dept.
reasearch license plumbers And in the event if the plumber has not completed education. They are now allowed to assist.
A list of phone numbers of people who are dependent; its time to lift up out of our prideful feelings.
Children need to know all their family members, favored people are great. But survival will call for all familiar bodies and different idea minds to get back involved.
Food; seek food banks in local areas beyong your community. If you are able to resource dry foods and snacks for the elders and kids. The weather man us predicying on Friday to return to bright skies. But the womb lies wide open; at the surface and the bottom.
Emergency bags; medicines, clothes, shoes, socks and coats etc..
Is Ercot selling energy to other grids are they only really redirecting energy? They responded on the news its not a matter of exporting but importing the energy. We can temporarily dismantle a need and debate to wether this is a black out; as we were sleep choices were made in a balance that did not generate energy are money. And from today moving forward Global Climate control and preparation of condervation of energy * water will be a highly discussed topic.
The bottom line is this is happening today; and no one was really in knowledge prepared. Of the brightest minds and most together people with a plan for a long term. Behind thin walls and fragile bolted doors. In a short time of water, food and electricity we have figured out why; sone energy works and other areas of waiting for Ercot to answer. The State Power Grid.
Not one story writes history. It's the real life stories; that makeup our history.
The false reality is that what was not seen r made up. never really happened. Assume everything that has happened in life; was a code the entire time. where it is estimated of time calculated in real life. Where our struggles in life existed prior to mankind's prediction of every move that would be made; over the history of mankind. Two types of titles exist leaders & followers, protectors and oppressors. From every beginning & ending of life. So what is it about education that is inevitable r feared in mankind. Incest in generations of humanity that is being passed down. To next of all generations? In this skin we wear of every race of our human self's.
For generations it's the division that drive the argument over accountability & one's self truth; then for generations what is humanity struggling with. Of what is chosen of to deny in what remains unchanged in the human naked eyes.
To judge each other is not to judge one's self in accountability. Where we debate to show ourselves remorse. However, continue to shout out on platforms and society. We are the human race that exist in this life. We are the products of birth in all nations of people. In which our mothers and father's accross nations of mankind; cohabitated to breed life through birth. In a life we exposed our own angered aggression of what is inherited of our own human choices. Life did not promise permanent residency here on earth. Life did not promise people do not change. although Mankind was given options to prosper with each other on earth. Even in this moment humanity remains divided.
How has humanity gotten off course? And directed our own races of children to adults towards this argument over poverty & wealth of a mindset. When knowledge is the key to breaking the barrier; mankind insist to not share of knowledge. Which has exposed generations of lies & unremovable truth. Of why and who "could of, But chose not to teach many the differences". Not All human struggles are necessary to pass down to the next of generations. Why should the children carry on their small shoulder's at the date of their birthrights. To live in another generation justifying so much destruction, chaos, incest, lies and death; in a life of what in reality remains broken in all humanity?
The day we fear one another as the threat. Is the day we struggle to " feel more empathy & forgiveness". Where on this platform to who appears to communicate; in any form of respect..Of what is it we debate. Regarding ourselves in this human skin we stretch in. And our laws will expose its inadequate flaws. even in it's own judicial systems that. judge humanity in it's own existence. And no justice is not always fair. Or neither are the injustices reasonable once we kill each other. In genociding our own races of people.
Yes, my son was robbed of his life by a black man. In this life of "Sin, verses the prayers of Grace and Mercy". In the physical his children will bare a repeat of generations in past history. The absence of their birthright "dad, friend, a father". In an environment of arranged onlookers and associations. Establishing their own contradicting opinions, debated views. as in every community it's diluted and mentally sheltered of what is educated of truth verses false influences. To later in life find the balance in "one's self". That is destined to lead us all down an alternate path. Because of the personal experiences to bridge the gap of our individual understandings. And about what happens in real life. Remember being are not equally yoked; it's the real people that cohabitate in all of human history. Unfortunately this living human being, crossed paths with time over history. In an area that lacked years of physical leadership in support of the environment, interaction of police engagements in a community needing observation for growth. And appearances at schools educating how to reach "progression in growth". Where climate control, socialization and boundaries of economics & colorism affect the dynamics of youth in anytype of environment. This absence & diligence in security; to educate what is gang awareness. That has progressed in every environment. Of every race and age. And where economics is invested for infrastructure still no education are humanitarian relief in 2020. However, amongst neighborhoods you can establish a sense of awareness in areas of organizations of community watchers. Occupied with real families of every racial decent. There is the working class established. And public servicers of community services. Also, is a culture classified in diversity of human accomplishments & human disparities. Why, to not resolve the issue, results into situations. Results in lack of communication, economics. Knowledge forms unity. If not shifts the balance in people. No matter the increments of money are social statuses. Specifically where there is a recorded history on record of repeated violence, insufficient equality to access economics. Why, is access & knowledge detrimental. Why, is understanding the checks & balances in politics crucial. The burden of proof is Jails, domestication of anytypes, can result violence. And intentional acts of noninvolvement does not grow, but hardens the structure in communities & divide families. However, providing the accessible tools to educate one's self if not the community. Is the mental wealth that is even bartered from our own growth. So, no one questions the WHY. instead let's debate with each other. Because where there is a question of moral & confusion. The mental compass passes down to generations of it's own bondage. As violence continues to increase across our "structured" bordered lines. We remain titled "black people", in this country expected to not react to anytype of human violence even towards "ourselves", as other people react with perceptions & disrespect in force all over the world. On this Land of Free America, humanity all around the world watches the "Sin". And judges the mentality towards each other. And if any one challenges another person about the internal insanity we cohabitate in. First, research the controversial rhetorical history; created in mankind of how we debate, one Humanity. And two forms of human survival exist; either we surrender in submission to each other. Are fight each other. All over the world.
I have been asked to express "How angry am I". Before I answered the question I considered the "Sin in the world", then how I would respectfully respond, "with not a no r yes, this time". If you r given 1 opportunity in this life. Be truthful to one's self, regarding the world's truth. The biblical history of Adam & Eve. The history of Humanity. Is every behavioral act in life we contributed to as a people. And for decades on these same steps of where my only son's blood was shed; he grew up in this same neighborhood of families. And if we the people say "it takes a village", then who is harvesting the fruits we bare? So, I considered who perished of our own people. So we may feel mentally free in our talking on our freedoms. Our father's who serviced war's. Our mother's who kept the home on a solid foundations. Our grandparents who refuse to debate; our hidden internal history. Our uncle's and aunt's who lived through the story, to tell the real story. So intellectually we would speak on the ownership. That each and every person should own in this life; of their personal experiences.
In a new Generation of right now; children in all races of mankind is perishing. I considered every black & brown child & resident at home that early Wednesday morning "MLK day". The faces in that environment of community. faces that waivered. Why, and who is next to share what are we talking to each other; about. But definitive on who is leaving of a human legacy. I stood to tell the masses with no reservation of who my only son was. And about our real agape love, life struggles & human scars. Our history of facts in human stories. My son perished on Jan 15th, as a leader. He was raised surrounded in love. And to believe nothing is impossible where you apply yourself, regardless of life's hardhips. And regarding love; son's & daughters don't be naive. It's neither penitrated, vibrated are negotiated no matter the human title. He competed in chess, on record Young Arts Institute in Education, UNT Hampton Rd. This young black man, driven and raised to be self motivated. So intellectually he did not hesitate to speak his mind and showed "Accountability, across the lines". Slow to judge with silence, but fed many hungry for human compassion. "The Burden of Proof" is just our lives simplied by the relationships he respectfully protected in private. This extroverted young black man was an highly known acquaintance over his life span. In many community's he contributed his zest of compassion. Did this human being have faults, yes he was aware of his own. We live in a world of "Sin", not perfection. However, he was noted to speak outloud in observance as he ministered; until that morning of his last breath. In the same places of society we watch each other. This son was taught to stay true to himself. Answer only to God, but "fear no man" in life. We teach our children to blend in the environment you are in, but it's life that will educate these same youth to adults. This is now your real world. In these streets people and things change in the blink of an eye. Life repeats itself in any environment. Now we know, about our own skin. And what it takes to feed a village of people. And why "wisdom is not limited to an entourage or associations, plaques and paper". In a life of every society we keep silencing by attempting plots to kill the truth. To stall growth is a freewill in ourselves. So who is raising our children? As we debate "Sin". Young black men are perishing, mother's of all races and ages also need mental support, a sense of security and provisional direction. And time is still needed to grasp. More understanding in how history continues repeating itself. As we curse one another over our own human ways. In the blink of an eye we devalue each other, about our own "human struggles, often we created. My son had a saying " people got issues with themselves, because we all don't get it at the same time". I would reply, "our human scars is not each other's burden to carry". In a world of strangers watching to judge "us all". Over generations to many continue this fight over who has, should of are not. And in this generation so many young. This attitude in shrewd behaviors. And yes, it's debated of who is the makeup in every race. But the focus is on who is the minority. When we are losing father's, mother's, elders and children. Behind struggles that is a part of all human history. However, we can educate what is inherited of our own struggles in life. Not encourage deceit, jealousy and spite. masking why nobody cared about if you lived are survive. No family members jury are judge can cure "abandonment and a history of lies". So what's ahead for the next generation; mankind's greatest nemesis; his r her own internal fears.
In every case of race, culture and social injustices. The Facts are presented. Evidence exhibited. And verdicts rendered. However as black men and woman there is a perception that has shadowed our people for generations. But unaddressed is the oppression that continues in stalking us.
The reality is juries don't speak. Snitches is a name created to align a delegate to sustain mental fear in place. In humanity of the people in societies. Who is talking to each other; about each other's own tyranny. As the jury of 12 pay closer attention in silence. The 6 still carry caskets. For if we speak on each other at any level in this life. We next must also speak on ourselves. Until a verdict is rendered, then the statistics reflect the crime is repeated history. But what is unraveling is this of people in every race of mankind, has contributed in an act of human violence. Even in violation of a woman's rights "1919, 1920", were in the millennium and debating human rights, human worth & pay checks. As abortion because of rape is progressing in every age.
We, us and them who are left behind. In a society of those who are not fearful of being the bias onlookers, the grieving of all mother's, father's and families; need US to stay alive, ready & focused. In order to share the real stories. And write the final ending in how it all really occurred.
History is our greatest teacher of this beast. We created every movement in it. Because we are crucified for being free in our Freedom of Speech. Blinded by internal social racism. And not every criminal case is a review for exoneration. But not every metal vest has a justifiable reasoning of shooting in fairness over impartiality. Are neither can politics avoid the resolution for funding for "mental health".
The rap industry has crossed over colored generations. The lyrics remain in high demand. However, there is debate of what is Blasphemy & discriminatory. In theories of humanity who listens; and emulates the uncensored performances in society. Again, any race of mankind has a freewill to appropriate the record sales. But yet we are still systematically separated by color when violence occurs. victims are confronted about the allegations. And the truth is in who remains distressed. The narcissist. If not being racist.
If we do not restructure our own homes. Educate our own people & children. if not show each other "there's no loyalty in a world of obstacles, human darkness & disloyalty". There is this unsettling air in compassion where bullying is an action, no truth in a liars tongue. Where we are offended in the roles we're elected by each other. Disrespected in communities seeking protection from each other, manipulated by our protectors of each other. To be oppressed in our own societies. Then be disregarded in our own human skin. And chastised over who taught the morals, values & religious beliefs. One day there will be no resolution to save humanity from itself.
We were not born perfect people. Just born into a perfect 🌎 amongst people. Where sin awaited our final birth. Is when the shift of cohabitations started in mankind. That rose up of a rebellious history of many nations, of faces. The biblical history in mankind.
What is death; I am aware and conscious of "sin". At times we reference the society, and encourage the "sin". In every trenches. Of every culture it's in our birthright to live out the history in mankind. However, it's the mental barriers we judge of "acquaintances" with each other. It's our fears of facing what we are capable of in being human. Which confines our minds from finding "internal peace, outside of each other's mental confusion".
On 1 hand we defend ourselves. On the other seek validation from each other. We argue in heated debates with each other; about our inability to resolve conflict in peace. On massive platforms of what we have advertised of ourselves. However the expectations of support is diluted in human responses.
The burdens we passover in life. In the physical of being human. Whether we're judged "about the state of mind", unfairness to who is being manipulative in questioning our stages of grief. And who is watching the process of our own rehabilitations. Of what is the stem of this pain. If not our own internal awareness. Because it's inevitable of our own human weaknesses & strength; to deal silently with the struggles in ourselves. While living in a world of Sin? As we are guilty of judging each other. It's the case law of every act in mankind; that repeats history. When death is the final judgement on earth. Once knowing life is a "Freewill" for all in Humanity. To place more value in one's self.
Can we conclude "The North Star" was a direction told to the slaves to
find freedom; follow the North Star, and was there really freedom at the end of
the direction in which they were appointed; to freedom? The right answer lives in the memoirs of our current human
concerns; of what has been written and provided to us in historic literature,
if not movie lines of actors & actresses directed in of “this is a better environment, than where we had to flee
for our lives. In order to live as free black men, woman and children”.
