Monogamous

If you are serious about finding a person to share your life with. Be smart, listen closely to what is being said; in a millisecond to twirl your head. And then be even more patient in your options.

People play mind games; and even when they devour and conquer some men or woman will keep it moving. And that's ok for a person with higher than lower self-esteem..

My story, so once my son passed away. People assume they were as smart about me having a relationship. Than I was of more vested in wrapping my mind around this ignorance. I love me, first. Therefore I'm focused on my heart and his children. See how we lose with people in the living. Why, some people dont have a longterm plan. In reality the lord required I return his body back on this date and time in his life. My son had plans with his children. It did not mean after his demise those plans for them also died. Are neither was his mother broken to be a vulnerable weak person..

One thing you have the authority over in this life; is how you protect yourself and show accountability in every move that has to be made. In the process of life, everyone is preying are waiting to be next. Through this entire process because of his murder. I lost alot of respect for people that played themselves; on preying on what they thought was a weakness.

See when you take time with God, and work on those issues in yourself. You can identify with how much you can deal with. And what is not going to be settled for; no matter what angle the conversation is aiming for. Not every single person is suffering for another  woman or man. Maybe those people are the ones seeking for something or person they are missing for themselves.

Yes, we all need someone. But I will avoid unnecessary hell and discomfort just to settle. Where everyone has to live with their own decisions. Maybe its not that serious. To always spend time looking.

Married people face enough of their own problems, single people fight each other; to stay or separate from 1 another. And when people ask are you lonely. Your response should be how much time have or how long have you invested of working on yourself; before not saying you are prepared to being responsible for someone else.

Grown people make decisions, needy people wait for attention, lonely people make questionable decisions, horny people do whatever. But a person that respects their own self, struggles and change; not waiting around for anyone to warm their beds. When the time is right, that person is humbled by life. It will be that person who will fall in line at the right time; all things will come together. And you will not ponder and question if this person will show up, are if I have to wonder if they have our backs..

I taught my son; love yourself first, marriage is not just making babies, and being a man too other peoples issues. And rescuing them from abandonment of another person's obligations. Check your confidence level then evaluate if the love you feel in your heart will stand the test of time for another person; who may struggle with loving themselves, second

SPARTA

One Day I ask my son, Dominique to share with me his intake of this movie. He said these are real Warriors in real Battles. And neither are afraid to die, for the next man standing up beside of a Warrior, is the next Warrior prepared to fight if not die. To protect his own brother and the mission to save their own people. After, his demise. I still watch "300" with a new focus.  

What happened to warriors, the finest of courageous men and the woman that stood with honor with them. As they went to battle. This generation sold out the gun shops. Until the owners could not keep up with rising demands. As ammunition is flying of the shelves all over the world. That even a blind person has his or her own gun. Although he or she may not be able to see what’s coming; it is those paired set of ears that can hear the ricochet of bullets. As innocent children play outside if not seated inside of a car. Silence is broken. Then loud cries weep, as men, children and woman of all races of people run for their lives. Or hide behind fragile bolted nailed doors, broken blinds or no blinds at all. We see people march in neighborhoods as the property owners reveal their right to carry in their front yards. How, do we not see why Peace continues to be compromised. 

In other countries the smallest of children are trained to carry a gun, shoot and kill. In the US, children are trained to hunt. And hunters are trained to do what comes; naturally.

For myself, I will not act out in a negligent manner to violate another persons privacy in any capacity of space. Are neither will I catch or throw any daggers; however we are faced with a full situation. Around this 2^nd amendment right. And who has the guns demonstrating they are either preparing for other missions. If not carrying out their own personal intentions. Guns do not kill people, guns have no hands, they do not carry a tone to debate who the next owner will be. Or neither does a gun possess a human conscious. However, when a gun is in the possession of hands that are neglectful, because of the motive and intention used with it to threaten another person’s life. Bullets begin to ricochet. Leaving a state of fear, panic, chaos and fear.

One day, the 2^nd amendment was written, and the gun license to carry became an honor to wear as a shield of I can now legally protect myself. Within the reasonable scope of the law. And just by chance a mistake is made they also offer the legal gun holder insurance. As the shooting ranges are packed at full capacity. I myself attended and was totally amazed to watch of whose packing what. Legally with a strong focus. While others are playing in the streets roll up on em, as they all die deep. Did the 2^nd amendment include what is going to happen in the event the use of guns are not in line with 2^nd amendments right. Because humanity started a 3^rd world war zone, in our own country. That is rising with; no barriers held.  

If we are going to salvage time humanity; put down the gun's. So we can all feast, hunt, eat and breathe. Into a new generation.

Urgent Care

The body is a functioning group of organs; and when one part of this body breaks down. The entire body communicates to the brain; a failure to launch. Because of an organ is not functioning properly.

Old school remedies are a beneficial; as our older generation taught us. For a fever attempt a cold bath. But if that fever does not break within the pain on that child’s are adult’s face; use common sense and seek a medical doctor. That has more experience where this old school remedy may not be working, at this moment.

We have heard females say “I have not had a pap smear in years, and even a male will admit I don’t go to the doctor”. So the question is how long do you think, you will be living here on earth? And how are you in a position to decide whether that child are elder if to another person is in dire need of medical help, can finally get it. When there are young/old mothers that have allowed a child’s ears to not be plugged; and for that this child either has progressed are remain with a speech impairment. And ADHD is not limited to African American people. ADHD is a condition in all races of children that could occur and sometimes not properly diagnosed at birth. So further education is needed. To understand misinformation. And how ADHD could exist in any race of child born in this world. As the information & testing ensures there is a platform of education and support. Because children will one day mature into grown Adults.

Obesity and depression a toxic combination. And maybe it’s a hereditary. You have several options to choose in managing the condition. And this disease is not a statistic limited to black people. Stress inflates blood pressure of all races of people, diabetes occur in all ages, and suffering a loss in death causes inflammation in the entire human body. As cohabitation without protection while engaging in sexual discretion. Is not limited by statistics; only in the African American & Hispanic communities it's broadcasted. Maybe it’s finding Affordable Health Care that will cover this request to testing for STD’s such as HPV, Aids & Herpes has silently progressed 

The reality is millions of people across the globe are living in either conditions; of lack. Lack of knowledge, poverty are even wealth. But not granted equality to access of improved medical specialist. In the event the diagnosis requires more healthcare coverage.

Options are available; but accountability starts across the entire Board, with equal access, education & All in communication 

 

911

With the mandate of mask lifted and business capacity to be allowable at 100%; be mindful & reasonable about the  knowledge you have in facts on the Coronavirus.

The sunshine is on its way. With a few clatter of showers on next weekend. Enjoy each moment of time; with all you love in peace of mind. And embrace  contentment around joy. 

I know that its hard to think positive in a negative time. But search in yourself a favorite place where you can; breathe. Your happiness belongs to you and believe it are not; the right people still care and love you. And we all can relate how people disappoint us, if not one another in this life.

The best fighter thats comes out is when the fight; is personal. How so, well Life is not filled with emotions. So how can life hurt us. Situations unravel a tremendous thread out of us; who are fed up with rules and stipulations and the real truth other people. But never oversight how how discipline and focus can save our own  lives; in troubled times.

Tonight a mother took her own life; but the children she attempted to take of their life; are still fighting. We pray for the familly. All pull through. No matter the race and reasoning to why life happened to them; on this night?

In my blogs I share real truth experiences. And statements and general opinions. And the reality is no matter our race and status; we still fight the demons in our lives. 

If today you rose up with life; give yourself another chance to enjoy your children if not the freedom you have. And for the children sake when life is to much to bare; take a second to place a call. Some one without hesitation is waiting to come. 

We dont all have to leave this life together; there is always someone who will come without reservation. And that old drama we carried is not that revelant to people like me, you, us or them. More than often its our EGOS that leaves us burdened. 

911, what is your emergency? Today life has taken its toll, and I feel alone. I've suffered so much pain. And my children don't look happy from my eyes. I just cant understand why someone has broken my heart, the bills are overwhelming and this Pandemic is enough. Around all of the people who are around me. I still feel so lonely. 

Caller, dont give up. You have a purpose. If you had not a purpose you would not have found  the strength to make this call; out of your courage you were built to fight, and not give up.

I Corinthians 15:58

Justice

Eccl 7:12

Before we start; any parent or family who has suffered loss. Thoroughly communicate when obtaining council. Are if advised trust the process. In every experience it is going to be life changing. And the In the event you are not communicated with during this process. Don't give up just do the research and ask questions. Now lets proceed foward to why problems exist. And chaos grows in the eyes of the public watching the  behaviors behind the CJS.

On Jan, 15 2020, 8:10am My sons life, was taken. As the 911 calls, overwhelmed the line. I reviewed on social media it took 20minutes to arrive on the crime scene. As EMT did respond credit was given on their behalf; they worked on my son to save his life.

In today's society every movement is caught on recordings. Communities of viewers glare. The concern intensifies in the air..

We respect that not all crime affects all of us. However, watch in the event your time is next in which you are, are maybe your loved one's is affected. Human compassion goes a mile in an uncertain world. Below r above the border lines; of every country, border city and society. Even on social media platforms & main media news coverages of where and why crime is escalating in cases around the world.

Now lets be educated in why; society reacts  are not to crimes. The use of drugs, domestic violence & homicides. There is not always going to be real answer's. However, the date and time we become uncomfortable around each other is the date and time we will fight to safeguard our preservation of peace in this life.

The CJS, of an entity you would have to wrap your mind around how and who the system works for or against. Confinement is the state of which there is no room for growth are freedoms.

Over generations we have watched, lived and expanded in communities. Of residents occupied of family's, procreated of races of people. Not just limited to what is advertising of black & brown people. While the news media coverage is now focusing on accountability. Voted leadership is talking more of what can change. As bail bonds have not ceased. Rotation of freedoms expand in visibility.

It has been discussed in concern the present data systems used is dinosaurus.  Which means the information is not always up to date and accurate; prior to those bail release dates.

Life experience is opening our eyes;  to understand why justice is a process.. based on order and functionality. No matter what we know in our truths, lies are bias behaviors; human lives still matter. And the accountability falls back on leadership and community involvement. To save lives.

KING

 I know it looks as if the devil has defeated us in this battle. But im here to tell you; how God is in control of all our heartaches, pain and sorrows.

As Job mourned, those old friends and even his wife challenged Job to question his faith. And so is that old satan challenging us in this storm to give up; on God. 

Today the sun is coming out; and that storm we were once in is moving. Hiw, it has no choice but to end. And even if you don't believe in God. God believes in you. 

When my son was murdered, I heard he shed a tear drop; as that angel held his hand. I can rest in knowing my prayers to God were answered once our child ask God to mend his heart. Therefore I am not discouraged about mans betrayal & perceptions. 

What we can look forward to is God is Alpha & Almighty. Trials are part of the process. And in Omega we will see our loved ones. And until then we shall be protected, we shall not beg for bread. Because never have I or we seen God forsake the righteousness. So why, so much suffering. Without the suffering would we continue to trust God. Are seek man in all God is capable of changing?

Dec. 16, 2019. A drunk driver almost took my life. He told the officers he wanted to die. That same night I met my only child we hugged. And on Jan.14th, 2020 we talked thoughout that day and that night we ended it with "love you, I got your back". The next morning on Jan.15, 2020, his life was robbed. On this step of helping those he wanted to save if not share. 

In Memory of Dominique White

Set It Off

A story of 4 friends that chose not to be divided. And when times got hard. These 4 friends vowed to one another; till death do us part. 

In life people come and go. And what we learn about friendship is this; true friends argue and disagree. But at the end of the day that disagreement fades away. 

When we respect the value of one another; we can rest our weary minds in knowing this person in my life. Has good intentions about our friendship. 

Sometimes you can find a better friend in a shorter time; than the friends you have known for over a decade. And more than often you just know in your heart & soul; there are old friends straggling in your life you have outgrown; and need to let go.

No matter the age category there comes a time to accept; life changes you in areas you must grow without some people who bring you down. Man or woman. True friends are hard to find.

In memory of Dominique White. When times got hard, you never had to search for him. And once God was prepared for his return; This true friend picked up a call and the next moment; he flew away and earned his wings. 

Today a young girl about 22years of age "said out of the blue, I have a step sister not my full blood, however, I started doing better for myself. After 1 year of living with her. I brought me a car. And after that my sister started to treat me different". I said never feel bad about your blessings. People will never understand it. She ask why? I said God has a plan whether you believe it or not. And not everyone is moving forward with you. She said I would like to give you a hug. I said babygirl I can relate when people change; and it hurts because you want to do better; and they want you to remain the same.

If you are a person at the fork in the road; in knowing its time to release some people or a person in your life. Pray about it, release it, and then move forward.

God never takes away; what only God is capable of to replace. Of true friends in your life.

In Memory of our true friends. And no we don't have to believe in the same God. However, believing in something r someone is your freewill and personal choice. 

#28

Oakcliff, Texas

 If we don't find a logic in reasoning to fight; we all loose for nothing. And the legacy we leave  our children behind, is industrialized poverty & homicides below that institutionalized boarder line of interstate 30. And Oak Cliff is affiliated to the dots on the map, now that you know better. What is your next move? Where equality vs. equity, continues to build up around. As the strategy is before you to see how we are facing self destruction in ourselves.  

Criminal Justice Service

The challenges of Poverty is one challenge. But what crimes that cause another person's death. The system is clogged with poverty. However, taking a life is not equivalent to stealing milk, loaf of bread or any essential items. And the bail bonds being allowed in felony high profiled crimes are shown more courtesy; than a crime of imprisonment for food poverty. 

So how do we encourage non voters to vote, communities if you see it, say something. Are even respected for the marches in the streets for equal freedoms; of ourselves if not shed our own free blood for the oppressions of other people denied of same freedoms to breathe. If you calculate a repeat offenders felony bond is not equivalent to misdemeanors. The fact is the people know the stem of the problem exist, and to express that freedom of speech is demonstrated in marches. Allowing All voices to be heard. For the jail, prison are "I Can't Breathe, if not I can't eat victims if not hungry in America"? 

We are knowledgeable in the facts. That at end of that ink pen. Is the elected official and acknowledging council that is watching with anticipation the real reasoning in algorithms to why; this world could shut down on any day in genocides for homicides. Because of the stigmatization in this generation; oppression in confinement covers up the human greed and legal opportunities to stabilize inequality in systemic injustices. 

No, need to argue any further with debates; the history of man created the ingredients to one day serve us; so that we remain obscured if not economically distressed. To be prepared for the final results of distressed inequities. If not the final power's that struggle to govern a world of lost control; in its own people.

How can we trust ourselves in judgment; knowing the people around us are even more capable of heinous crimes of another person. And because of our undire love for them. Some people will even forfeit their own freedoms to be in jail; just to say I got your back or I been to jail, and just got released again. As the selected official stamps again another approval for release on the rooted  problematic issues.

How do you live with the truth; and fight to live for some one  else. Knowing inside if given  another opportunity; you would repeat the same heinous crimes. Again if not over again. 

Now answer why bonded out on murder charges or even violating a condition of the bond creating an eminent threat you either choose to do better or commit another crime. And bond out on the same conditions of that original bond of which a person if not persons; is bonded out on  murder. Are another heinous crime that caused this person mental & physical damages. And this time the bond was under 10% of the first 6 figure bonded amount. Of the crime in which one person takens another person life or is in the commission of another crime.

If we want to feel safe; change requires us to make the change. Until an individual wants to do better in themselves. Society will remain victims in jail of their own bodies. For fear is a factor in driving chaos and mass destruction.

This passage was relevant; because our CJS has too many immature excuses for creating the issues, that keep collecting fees to pay. Of not resolving a resiliency to drive the problems back into communities; and exposure into why there is so much crime without real accountability that starts with decisions based on the security of the people at the very top. Stamped and dated on every bail bonds. And if a reasonable response is asked it was due to a back log of data entry. Or the person's case is still pending. 

Where hope is loss; there is a bigger issue that is brewing in a world of challenges. And human mortality; is slowly fading with anger and disappointment. Even where good, decent and bad people exist. If there is no change in the decisive decision making; humanity will continue in more than repeat offenders in jails. We will all figure out the intention to "get the money, first", really put humanity last.

No justice, No peace. Dallas County if not the entire CJS has some accountability to its people who are suffering, if not leveraging a system for the commissions of revenue to remain existent with no real intent to resolve the people's systematic social injustices. Where money remains a barrier. 

Sense

One idealistic reality; is banking. On whom in society. Of All in humanity possess then uses; of common sense. But not many people, or limitations in race, gender are cultures, in any status of this world; in their own being utilizes it. 

The use of common sense is detrimental in an era of chaos and misrepresentations. And some of the greatest people are well aware they are in a compromising position; and time is of the essence. To change the structure in this world. Or else this generation is destined to genocide themselves.

One day we pondered with the problems in the world. And then had the audacity to ask; what is going on in this world of confusion. Where there is this denial. In what is the decision making. Of using common sense. 

We all have a story, and this is a general topic. For anyone to speak on it, deny it or accept of it. Where it does not matter if the college degrees  nailed on a wall, or status you hold in society. Are even an elected official to commission, are even people that are of any human decent; of any  associations to violence. Some will jump in to broadcast, it's because of the upbringing. Well in civilization news flash; Cohabitations & intentions will not disrespect of another person's choices. Why, humans. Will face life & survival. is knowing the element of reality & deception. in how every injustice holds our racial faith. On a ground level where our fragile feets in all mankind are stumbling.

We don't all use our common sense in every scenario or circumstances of Life. Why, pressure & desperate times. Where there is the use book sense, we lack street credibility of a makeup sense. Where we use this street sense; we lack the logic in the common sense. It's so rare as human beings we use all 3; collectively; at the same or any time in this life. To figure we got nothing but time to learn how to utilize Time. Where we are the real recipients in repeating our own tangled American History. if we accept the accountability in both of what is brewing & the hate to blame of on just Black History & American History. Over life history. Humans created All human history.

Signing In Black America

There is a difference in Black and White communications in America; and if we were to use reasoning in a world of blinded stigmatization of refusal to listen through the art of two-way channels in communicating. This stigma that separates the communicator and recipient is the decisive barrier in respecting the black language. And the communication style that is judged. Judged in  presentation of being misrepresented in the sign in of Black language.

The bottom line is we either find respect of one another's form of language. To accept our comprehension and deliverance is based on our filtered communications. From  the hopes of a White America and The Black History from generations it is this stigmatization embedded through both past and present history that continues to miscommunicate; the black expressions amongst a diverse class of people in all races of men that use; a style in their cultures of speaking universal  language.

I recall in college watching a film in Sociology class. In which still today I kept years of reference material. And I remember the educators in the film separated the black students from white students, these were innocent children. Then the educator educated these children in the presence of the entire class; of how white was better than black.