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A child ask "why didn't you have more kids"? I said child, I witnessed a female love someone else, before she took time to learn how to love herself. I watched a man search for companionship but struggled to express  love. The moral is this time  is precious. And love requires action.

For generations a world has watched our progression. On network television audiences are watching our engagements on platforms. Of the narrative "black relationships", although there is a world filled with  integrated cohabitations. As we know the history of our ancestors, and their screams from the plantations of in which our ancestors gave birth. The Black History mankind continues to writes of our past & present days. This history of our religion, love & struggles.  

One common denominator all mankind shares is the human emotions of "fear and companionship". The fear of not knowing what is ahead of us. We have watched the victory of triumph. In many moments of tragedy's & wars. We have managed over our own history to succeed even through adversity. Female's have given birth to many bloodlines of a male's son. To continue a legacy through this man's seed. We have endured the sting of death in our own King's and Queens of uneducated and educated history. We are watching the world change of youth that grow weary, the old are leaving with thia wisdom. As single parents either are searching. If not building a stronger family unit on foundations. As there exist every race of families divided. 

We should encourage each other. for every human struggle the black man or any race has bared in his or her life. as humans we also bare many struggles. if not create the struggles that burden every race in mankind.

One day we can longer deny destiny is really one journey in this life. And being human is complicated. Why, because we must first judge who we are. To respect each other. Why, it's inevitable we need each other's seek human companionship no matter the color of our skin.. And dealing with insecurities it's an internal issue within ourselves. Where no other human has the capability to heal another HUMAN BEING, into mental recovery. Adversity teaches humans to relate towards each other; but often adversity challenges us to stretch into  maturity within our own skin. and growth in every area of  any male are female time is required in order for a person to work on their individual selves. Which means we must face up to our own accountability and not forget to look in the mirror.

Love is a 4 letter ACTION word, loyalty takes time to invest in of oneself. And once trust is broken it's not easily earned; all over again. So finding a peace of mind in this place called life requires patience, forgiveness of one self. Until we figure out; who we are in ourselves. 

WORLD

In every city there is regulated driving limits. On every highway driven there is a stretch of mile markers. And around the world is a small town, rural land and large are small counties. 

In every string of history. There is appointed leadership; that will lead it's people of all races in it's own makeup of past & present history.

One moment humanity will admit r deny themselves of searching in timeless hours on everyday. To figure out in this space called life, what is this narrative humanity; struggles to fight in war's, but not before struggling within one's self. Of accepting accountability in their own human identity.. of taking the opportunity in "Freewill and Freedom". For cause there exist the affect; resulting in situations. And for every generation history continues to repeat itself. 

And in life there still remains pages of places where  there is the existence of cohabitation in humanity. In places of mass infrastructure, road & bridges, blue prints & architecture. Land developments & building permits. machinery & operator's. Farmers & agriculture. Economics & Education. And the state of Poverty vs. the state of access to empowering knowledge; identity is Wealth.

In humanity the structure of Government was created for humanity in all races of mankind. Is the Judicial Systems of 1 algorithm "checks & balances". For every human allocated a social security number r a passport there exist a birth certificate. From the time stamped date of every human birth by a female. There now exist in mankind "life and death is part of life's process on earth". In a history of roots in generations of chaotic data. Of humanities bloodlines in DNA.

The information we search to find on each other in humanity. is not the information we lack of finding of what was never hidden about our own human cohabitations. In our own human existence. 

If any child ask at any age, what is there identify. Reference history. For every birth is a paternal r maternal bloodlines of history rooted of birthrights in DNA.  If the child ask Who are my people? How did we cohabitate, and what is a legacy. if all I know is Poverty thinking. Eventually would be exposed of oppression that was really choices that was made for me as a child. If not being shown why struggles is part of survival. And Wealthy is really an act of knowing I have my own identity. I am this makeup in humanity of all races of people who possess the freewill. to be educated on the direction of "access is really the knowledge in what is taught if not lacked in teaching but learned from life experiences". As children are asking who denied me of  my birthrights. If I was once a child with no direction if not mislead in it. Today where do I start on my journey to get back my own birthright inheritance of bloodlines.

Resentment & lies in any race of mankind, will hinder growth and severance many generations in bloodlines. 

Defamation of Character

Knowledge lives; pass generations. And one word can change; a meaning or conversation.        

Case law reference to falsely misrepresent another person in society, through advertisement of Blasphemy. Demonstrating a malicious act by; human behavior. So what is case law read on when a person maliciously represents themselves; in society are on rants in social media post. Just to gain the attention from viewers. Causing more adversity on themselves. And emotional distress, mental, death and physical damages to someone else.

If again asked "who is" your greatest mentor in life? I will say "it's still, my personal life  experiences". And if I can accept the change in myself. Then every life circumstance is not alway's; a negative experience. That challenged me to maturely progress in a spiritual place of; Hope and Faith.

The world is this vast space of air and gravity. And being human in this skin of flesh, we express of our own human emotions towards each other & opinionated communications. Eventually over time it's our behaviors that expose the real US. It's inevitable; we're people. So if the laws is the portal and process used to justify the "judgement". Then why judge each other at all, of our inevitable human flaws.

Sometimes circumstances change our visions & human attitudes about how the law; weighs it's checks and balances in the courts. As we Cohabitate in society amongst each other. However, there is always an inherited financial & emotional burden. Stemming from the acts in our own human mannerism. 

In these last 2 years, I have become this advocate of grief; a process in dealing with anytype of castrophic event in a human beings life. not physcologically to be underminded as a state of insanity. Because of a homicide of my only child. We must learn how to cope & identify who we are internally. Even amongst people. During the state of being human in our own emotions. To deal with life during the process of grief. So when life's hardships occur. Its Awareness that will affect us in the human flesh. That does not mean we all share a common interest in human emotions of compassion. Are genuinely express human empathy towards each other. 

To accept or not; change is an option in ourselves. Which creates hostile environments of emotions; such as hate, entitlement, resentment, payback, rebellion & hurt. Maybe it's not logical but reasonable for the algorithm to exist. What else could prompt this internal hate that exist in all of humanity.  determining our life longevity. Because we are all human beings; with a brain & this fragile heart filled with emotions. In this skin of human flaws. However, our emotional compass and perspectives do not alway's align. Is when we of individuals scramble to justify to finding "a justifiable cause". For acting out in an unnatural human course". 

I am now an advocate of children; because of the laws in the Family court. If anyone can tell you the truth to how family abandonment, addictions, mental illness. And betrayals over generations of history and including death. Can leave hidden scars of  damages in any race of an adult or child. I am now understanding why mental poverty in my own black people divide us. But also in any state of being. There is this groomed state of mind. In which we can become acclimated in of an controlled environment; of expressing this emotion called entitlement. And who is denied and extended access. Based on a type of "codependancy, if not proven dependent". Knowing the "Why" in how we need each other to survive.  It's this word "Security". And what extreme measures is being used to gravitate becoming the next of "dependancy". Is when we lose our mind's mentally. By responding through the "behaviors". Over the possibility of access. Now watch who is submissive in being controlled. So we don't assume "we are entitled". To what is, are has not been educated of what the objective is we are "Depending on of each other". Reality is where there is a lack to communicate but cohabitate. Who can judge of being "misrepresentated or rightfully  represented", based on individual behaviors towards each other". Not excluding a type of rejection", but what is advertised in the public of eyes and protected in families awareness. So this narrative "oppression, indigenous,  defame", creates the debate over the "state of" the "existence". Of what is still to be proven of questionable human actions. However, the truth is humanity created this dialogue. Because where there is truth to be exposed in mankind. The "intent", is a place holder. To be investigated under a microscope.

If we are breathing in this life. Then choices were made. If we are the "entertainment", based on initiated conversations. stirred over generations. Choices were made. So what is the rebuttal? In our own races of all people, bloodlines, and the types of what is being educated. The reality is there is a possibility that heirships align in the bloodlines. but may have been denied access. Because of a crucial need to restore social and family relationships. over our own exposed behaviors.

But in knowing what has or not been discussed requires an ammicable agreement in conversations. Even in our social skills there is a greater need for maturity. If not the judgement remains in tact; and no age after 18 is exempt. of what is initiated through advertisement of each other if not oneself. We emulate from what is in an environment of our own cohabitations.

We are quick to judge; each other's faith. But proactive in what is independently a human practice. We choose the rights to represent ourselves, and supported by our personal morals, values and beliefs. But often we challenge our influctuated knowledge towards each other. In this world we created of a monstrosity; in cohabitations. 

If we watch, the publications. We are educated on what races still lack in their own personal human relationships. Educating fact DV occurs in all environments. In addition to "what is the stem" destroying generations of unity. But not in the types of cohabitations. So who is responsible for the accountability. If every individual act performed in  humanity, by any race of people. Creates a "narrative", to judge of each other.   

I have experienced being ambushed knowing those people who reflected signs of narcissistic personalities. A life lesson. If there was 1 type of people created on earth. We as a people would share; one type of identity. So we are amongst invited guest. Brought into a space; of human acceptance. Not because we are significantcally different by human design. Simply because we are of skin. And Underneath is our human dispositons. We must be careful of what is represented in the presence of each other. Before speculating about each other. As we assume other people are more educated about human diversity. We are the busy bodies in this world judging our own cohabitations.

There are many types of situations in this life. eventually we learn one truth. Of what is advertised r harbored about our own lives. And if the attention was not sought, this need for validation; would be circumstantial until proven different. From my personal life experience we have mastered a craftiness in mental manipulation "Gas lighting". Initiating the investing of human energy and non-valued time; to invest in of chaos & hostile environments. Then question and reference case law about humanity's own history of orchestrated; insanity. 

If there is an intention to change the world. The work is required in ourselves. It's optional to place a value on time. It's a choice to place more human value in ourselves.

In the end, we can point fingers in the wind, Surround ourselves in spaces and places with each other. If not choose to live free; mentally. The accountability will alway's belong to every individual breathing person on earth. But not every person will face their own accountability in their choices. 

This journey has been tedious and long. Sometimes the suffering is worth it All. Fortunately we are human being's needing to still figure out; what is it? We are dealing with. In our individual selves.

 

Ambush

Our prayers to those fallen officers. And the families mourning their loved ones. You will never be forgotten. Because of your human sacrifices. To protect & serve the people of those communities; you responded to a call of "distress", in a life we are distracted in trying to understand. 

There is this evil working through the human flesh. As we cohabitate as the human beings here on earth. The action to create confusion has to exist. For the implementation of an ambush; to result in success. 

It's the time for the cause of why an altercation has to exist. Where if you are not careful in methodically approaching a conversation, dealing with people in the human flesh. Are approaching a debated situation. Where exposed of hidden narcissistic behaviors play out. There will be no end to the wrath of what any human being is capable of; in demonstrating who they really are.

I met with a spiritual individual, who ask why is it people struggle in accepting their own accountability. I said being human is complicated. The individual then said this layer of skin covers the spirit we as humans were created in. 

I then said,  if we know as human beings this body is made up of flesh and bones then you have just answered your own question.  The problem is that we as humans attempt to re create each other, from the flesh we exist in through the powers of manipulative energy. However, ask of ourselves how is it possible to recreate a human in the flesh that covers humans of all spirits? Be careful with people. Most of all be prepared to mentally except people are already born into this life; in who they either grow up in. Of their own mindset and body. And yes, children is a gift in this life. But also they emulate and practice what is taught, trained are matured in this life of 1 humanity. There is the knowledge of mental illness, hardened hearts, rebellion & grief. Not 1 human being is exempt. From m expressing themselves; through human emotions. In any & every environment. 

Roe vs. Wade

Once we decide to make our individual choices in this life. Decide whether are not; how it affects another person if not your own life.

For generations there has been many behavioral acts in mankind. There has even existed the acts of submission if not non submission. There has been silence in many generations to never speak 🚫  on what is still forbidden in every race. 

Today the world continues to change; during a history repeated in another generation. Of choices decided for another choice made. And those choices will either affect if not change the acts of behaviors in all of mankind.

One conversation could change the narrative. If we could not debate the printed pages of history. But find a safe space in our lives to finally sit down with what we must be truthful in our own accountability of. To say; it starts right here, right now today. Because tomorrow is a already gearing to roll back the history from generations in mankind; we reference rhetorical searches in the frozen lines of case law. While some are joyous, others are speechless, as the rest fear their own state of being gearing towards the future. 

TRAPPED

Entrapment. The state of being. No matter the state of mind are physical being. If we can remember freewill; is a choice. However feeling emotionally powerless; is another state of mental oppression. We can deny truth to each other but not the truth we struggle with inside of ourselves. 

If we were to talk freely about reality; the art of confusion would still be implemented to exist. If we point our fingers at each other for accountability; our human fears would still grow intensely. If we were to expose each other; in our human emotions the feelings of denial would still create division between us. Because we know the truth exist in ourself. However accepting this truth comes with; consequences & examination of ourselves. So instead we judge one another & debate our own freewill exist in humanity. But we struggle in ourself to take ownership in accountability. Of what we could of changed to save ourselves in a world Knowing perfection is seen through the human eye, feeled by the human hand, walked on with the human feet. If not heard with the human ears. We in humanity would still find justication to debate what one human being has the potential to see, hear, feel and taste, the other has not the capability. 

If mankind is capable of even thinking he r she creates perfection in it's own human form of  existance. Then why is their division amongst male and female. That cohabitate to create another human life called babies. In a space of matter, mass and air. We are humanity that seek to survive amongst each other but find ourselves divided, by our own human attachments through emotions.

A Mediator is often sought by the people where there is no amicable human reconciliation. However, the "process" continues to divide nations of people and families over generations. So what happens when division in humanity is unreconciable. The truth causes conflict and denial causes devastation. And human emotions grow beyond mankind's ability to implement another era that has exposed the "process" is no longer managing; control. 

Prayer

 Prayer, is a freewill choice. And if you find yourself with less enthusiasm, sit back and watch as the people in the world write out the last of it's chapters. How so, who promised anyone soul in humanity; that anyone would outlive life. 

So, today for those who are in need of some hope, listen if not choose your own freewill. To see yourself in a life and the beauty in it. 

Heavenly father, we thank you for watching over each and every physical body in the presence and absence of time. Thank you lord for meditating on our coming and going. We thank you Lord for human sacrifices, we are assembled in different parts of the world. Where many are in agreement and humbled as one body in Christ. Are whatever religion it is a freewill in mankind. We gather in another hour of your divine grace & mercy. Knowing you are a gatekeeper of time in all the universe. How is it a man loses hope, but seeks the human man for comfort to struggle in finding faith in God. Thank you Lord for a life that included infirmities, a little pain and endless joy. Lord it’s just not enough hrs./minutes left in a perilous time, to let you know no one in mankind is exempt that of needing a way maker right now. Lord as we are squandering if not iving in the desperate hours of 2 Timothy. We thank you Lord for our trials/errors for many if not few will or have matured in faith the serenity to accept what we cannot change, the courage to change what we can, and the wisdom to know the differences; to not justify hate in fears over religion. Thank you for leaving us your comforting love in Matthew 5: of the beatitudes. For one day we shall wear a crown because of your personal sacrifice in John 14:3. Thank you lord for being The Alpha creator of the beginning in the Book of Life, written before we were formed in a female’s womb. And the Omega of mankind’s final chapter in all the earth. One day we would finally find rest on our individual journey's in 1 Corinthians 15:26, ²⁶ The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death.

Amen. 

Sri Lanka

To the families of Sri Lanka. To my fellow associate in the USA. For those who are unaware and watching far and near; Sri Lanka is an island country in South Asia. we are watching in knowledge of the crisis. There is a oil, money and food crises. 

As we embark on a shift in the universe. Let's show one nation to another how "humanitarian", "philanthropist", and Samaritan's can bring together many instead of division in humanity.

If the world is this space.  And human needs require the basic in resources, on the same  lands accross the world. Where generations of fathers and mothers worked. To build future legacy's. To feed the families with a sense of pride. Then how did humanity end up for the world to see across the globe; a crises of needing food, energy, gas, education and money. But most of all human compassion.

Mankind

One Human emotion; humans cannot deny is fear and pain. No matter what our titles, roles are financial status is. 

We fight wars, and more than often unsure what is it that angers us in our human emotions to take a life; over words and land, dominions, and product verses the  influctuation of demand. 

We cut-off our own bloodlines to end another's. We thirst for knowledge; by spiting each other to think to destroy the knowledge. By plotting against the preservation of another human body.

We gang stalk up in groups and pair up often using Blasphemy towards God while glorifying this Satan through religion,  one has its own freewill to practice, teach and live individually.

We say life is Changing, however life is the massive space. People change the way our behavior shows of who we become in of this life. 

The laws of Mankind; was created by man of checks and balances for the people. Then why is the children in one side, the judge a mediator in the middle of many titled entities of  1 governmentand. For the people of all races of cultures weighing in. Eventually the balance is no longer respected on printed paper. Why, life is just a massive space where  humanity is facing its own generations of choices and fears. 

Prophecy

One day,  a plan went into affect; for power, control and organization of who will lead if not follow in mankind. But first a nation of mankind had to be born through females called mother's and with the consecration of men called fathers,  over every generation to fulfill life's story. Some how the dialect got twisted. The natural design of law has been tampered with.. where the natural child birth called a nation of baby Momma's and baby Daddy's. That lead us into a generation of atrocious expectations. In our mental thinking.

For generations material things, wealth & morals, values and beliefs is passed down; through ever race, sex and gender; of every race & culture. But why do we not pass down through generations the existing of our physical bodies? Could it be in the matters of physics and law not of man's mortal ability to create another human being. But who is this of a higher existence; for generations of child birth foreve birth in this space we call life. The next of a generation of mankind. That would live on of earth to exceed the numbers of years before?

Why, is money so necessary; it's printed ink with historical names and numbers. 

Why, is money apart of every decision made by man; but has not been figured out how to make use of the money to cease mankind of wars,  poverty, plagues, domestic violence, depression and destruction here on earth. 

Why, is it more common we are witnessing aggression in human deaths. In every race, age and color of mankind. Why, is there rage, anger and manipulation driven to justify human behaviors where it's the accountability we debate in mankind. If not life is inevitable to just happen. But as people we are necessary to live out the story of life. 

One day after death, a loved one complained about everything in their life. Walking around justifying why, everything is unfair. Never paying attention to be more greatful is the only reason why they are coherent is because they are still alive; to breathe, smell, listen and talk. 

One day, death called another roll; in different parts of the world; in another household even in my own. This time it was a child and it does not matter what race, age are what could of,  may of happened. Death divided if not united the other children and family. Is when people grew angry over feeling overagressive behaviors in entitlement.

Why, is the brain the main organ that allow every man in every race of culture around the world to think? and the heart the main organ that keeps the entire body; living?

If we knew all that is possible,  but to choose to debate whether our lies can be hidden from the history of our generations in real truth. Then how can we secure peace in unity. and still question what is grace & mercy through God that people can debate to not exist. Where demonic acts are witnessed everyday, around the world. And debated what are why what happened can't be real. Then why is the body in every face of mankind even the animals & mamals in the deepest of seas & oceans live in the physical presence on earth; of what we All collectively experience of joy, suffering, healing, walking if not crawling amongst the living. 

We can deny ourselves, debate each other for more generations. Are accept the truth always existed in humanity. However, peace in mankind is a mental struggle; to accept the fears of what we deny in ourselves. 

Stalk

In any environment; it's the unknown element of suprise.

Think before you answer. Then what happens when you answer before you think?

Think about for every cause; exist the affect after an action. 

Think about why do people in mankind have eyes; to watch. Ears; to listen. Tongues; to taste. Mouths; to talk. Legs; to walk with. Hands to feel. Arms to stretch. And minds to think; individually. So know not all humans is the same. However; we are all human beings..

Think about anything could happen without a warning siren, sound are alert. And there is minimum time to seek protection, proof are coverage. 

Think about approaching the mail box; and suddenly the unexpected appears. Of an notification that requires your attention immediately. 

Think about a caller on the other end; with news that would change the entire state of mind you are in. 

Think about choices; that are made on behalf of the people. But not how all these choices work in favor of every human being; in humanity..