Suicidal

 If you are contemplating on a thought of suicide. Take a moment and breathe to reflect. Life is filled with many diverse challenges. No human being of any race are gender is eliminated from life experiences. So why, should it matter. If challenges of life is inevitable. People change towards each other; with empathy are hate in a millisecond. Love is not always for eternity and disappointments just to much to bare. Think about it like this; the reality is change is inevitable. And to deal emotionally within our human way's to process change takes patience within ourselves. 

Now considering anything and possibly any human is inevitable of adding joy or pain towards each other. We ourselves make personal decisions for each other including elders and children. Why,  not rewrite the narrative? To heal one's self in a positive mindset. This new chapter of our own lives. In a new moment of time. And whether we considered another human being is a person of woman, elder, man or child. Your story could possibily on this date & time; be theirs of a life trial. Our Life's stories are often the same. Is when humanity can no longer debate each other over; the burdens that are inevitable. To figure it out what changes our perspective in human emotions; we in ourselves battle.

So today, repeat " I grant myself "The Permission to a chance". Often, it's our human personal experiences. We all listen and watch then relate. About those heart aches. 

This change in our own personal lives is views. And perspective's in how we see and value more of finding peace of mind. To  comfort ourselves in this skin; we stretch to of in ourselves of finding; purpose, peace and loving one's self's whole heartedly.

Religion is freewill in mankind's personal choice. God is not of man. Neither is Satan presented in an human physical image. So therefore being in whatever you choose of your individual faiths are beliefs. it's a practice in our own personal lives. Children are innocent by birth. However, the  journey's we as human beings take in this life. Will expose our human struggles. And we are accountable for our own human behaviors through actions. As we search on different paths in this life; to find a place of peace in our own mind, healing in our own bodies and nurturing of our individual souls. 

The world was created. Mankind was birth in it.. and the power of Life and Death is in the tongue of what is spoken..

Anxiousness

 There are levels to control.

1. To possess the control of oneself.

2. The anxiety of feeling under control of another person.

And;

3. The influencers of misguided influence; to control a person or persons because of a situation. 

Think about the word Control. And how the  act itself; benefits if not affects us All around this entire world. Once we choose to accept; how we do not possess the word "ownership"over each other. Even as mother's and father's we are the gatekeepers of each other. Elders and children. Until  one day we are no longer in control of each other's personal direction & personal choices. Then why as human beings do we repeat in paying this price. To not control 100% of freewill in our own lives. In a world of human fears, distractions and emotions. This action word called "change", does not discriminate in any race, age or culture in faith. Are non faith. Freewill exist in the entire world of mankind. So who dictates freewill cost money or sacrifice of a freedom to life. Where in our human behaviors we have expressed; to each other passion, compassion, anger and anxiety. Anxiety this intense need to feel needed. If not an aggressive behavior towards each other to sustain control over each other's life. 

How is it possible a baby remains a small baby. in the mental capacity and physical appearance through developmental stages. Eventually this baby is destined to mature and develope. In all ages and races of men and women. 

In this space called life. We have claimed ownership of each other; with a pen on paper, demands and possessive behaviors. We have sold and purchased each other's freedoms and self identifies. So how is it evitable; all people think mentally and mature the same. Where it's evitable we debate about each other's own moral, values and beliefs; then cohabitate and start relationships, associations and families. It's proven to be inevitable we continue to judge each other. And in times of a life's catastrophes. We need each other in every race of mankind in this life. So can it be possible mankind can exist in 1 world. Of 1 type of people of one mindset? And not struggle with the absence of human diversity and emotions.

Passed down is the bloodlines in generations of mankind. It's the probability in every environment more than often it's the behaviors that remain the same. of what mankind acts out of in our human self's. However, everything or person is destined to feel and experience a personal type of human change. Without each other's human permission; because we were made of flesh and skin. No matter the color we wear.

If there is a possibility a child adapts in any environment of adults. That lack knowledge and destined to face life experiences within a world of each other. It's inevitable there will be a society of balance. We're in humanity we are destined to face life. In which we are fighting one another right now. If not dealing with ourselves in this skin of being human.

A father said to me, "sometimes nothing changes in our situations". I said, we don't all think alike. For me it was my life experience at a young age that changed me in my mental perspective. He glared as I said "people own their accountability to accept; what they choose to or not change in themselves. No human is capable to mentally pay a price. To rescue if not control another human beings; Freewill.

Children

One day when mom are dad, are not within arms length. Grandma and papa are not able to pick up that call on other end. And auntie or uncle are no where in sight. Cousins are too far away. Don't panic. Simply take a moment to breathe and refocus on where you are; in this life..

In this time of our generation. Life is this vapor we are grasping through to breathe. And calm down to listen for what we actually are witnessing. Just remember time is untraceable. In this space call life; we lose are find of our human self's in this skin we stretch to find of ourselves in. 

A child said, I know everybody's tired of each other. I said child remember this " there is no short cuts in life. And people are going to change no matter who they are". Just remember the skin you wear belongs to you. This little person who has the free will, to feel whatever you care to emotionally feel; in yourself. Now breathe and relax, enjoy this space in a time; no matter who are what happens. eventually everything if not someone will change something. In a life where promises are made repeatedly. But inevitable of being broken. Focus and watch; on how u feel in a positive not focusing on the negative about yourself. Because life has to happen for us all. As we search and emotionally are overwhelmed with this urge to feel the need to be needed; by each other.

Ann Frank

Books are on shelves in every corner of the world, in almost every household. Including private and public schools, institutions and law libraries. 

As a young girl, I recall being enlightened about Ann Frank's movie, then I proceeded to read her story of  this experience of human adversity. I also remember reading Hellen Keller. I recall a holocaust elder once visited the elementary school, I asked to touch the branding on this persons arm. I heard real people talk about their own  personal life journey. As a child of color, how could I even relate to knowing this type of tragedy of their stories through experiences. Until I was able to relate feeling this pain of my own history in life adversity. I feared for children would bare the burdens of our own history in mankind. And wars would spread in genocide. And why I watch with my own eyes, and understand their reasonings verses our reasoning to why books must remain if not being removed.  not just from shelves. From a different shelf in our generations of timing during rumors and actions in wars. This is our history in mankind that ties real events over history together. The history is still one's real life journey. However mentally in society we as human beings still share this state of mental confinement amongst ourselves in what is being removed of human history and folks talking to debate history. To deny one's right to read for ourselves. But instead listen to each other in why it can exist,  this may or of happened. Denies any the freewill right to educate and read for themselves. If our morals, values and beliefs were all the same in human history. Then our real human experiences in stories would not have made it in books, platforms and documentaries. Where real people through generations in bloodlines contribute to these pages of books. About our human adversity and victories in life. 

But what is printed on these blank pages that has Mankind gravitates in strong debating over what is being read to this  world of adults and children?  

If we talk about it in person, if we hear about it through people, if we have lived are living through it, are even if we can relate through bloodlines in the history of it. Does it ever change the real story of our lives? If there were no books on shelves Including the the most Powerful Book of All "The Holy Bible". What history of fiction or non fiction would mankind share of his or her own teachings to each other in this world?

Reality is humans is always looking, whether it be in a book are talking to each other. About what is or not been written, about Philosophical stories, their own human identity wrapped up in the History of mankind of many stories. We are the Authors of our own truths. We are the people who live over generations. In the generations we are living in right now. 

So who will share in clear clarity of context to the many nations in our generations about the real life history of our own life experiences; its inevitable we makeup humanity as contributors in writing our own life stories. 

Nostalgia

In a past state; ever find one's self overwhelmed in reminiscing about a Nostalgic thought?

And whose to say permission is needed. To lose one's self. In a sporadic moment of one's non selfish thoughts. Are maybe a physical state of yearning about a pastime event. It's this stimulating emotion that tingles and  for a desired touch. In place of sacredness mesmirized in a mindset of peace, tranquility & calmness. 

Internal Peace awaits in one's self. As we are the influencers over our own human bodies and human thoughts. We Allow ourselves the freedom to share power through energy over each other. We breathe independently. But grasp for air separately. We release of toxic and restrained energy on each other. We operate this body like a moving vehicle. We are mentally hungry; to be fed through each other's tongued pallets of conversation. We control the motion of our eye lids to open and rest. We possess the power to reflect on every crevice of one's self. We rise up to this heart beat of an alarm clock. We are of contrast in many colors of this skin we; cover up in. We posses these pair of hands to pamper and caress each other. We are filled with many but the same human emotion. This blood of one color red runs deep in our human bodies. 

So what in comparison seperates us in being human. Is it in those Nostalgic stares and thoughts; we share in common of one human desire. The 1 emotion between each other as female and male. A woman and man. Is to feel desired because we are the  natural curves and physics that makeup this beauty in humanity. 

Sex

Let's find this balance together in mankind of every race of gender and sex.  And what is the possibility we could agree collectively; about who created humanity. And why some females can give birth and others cannot, and no matter what a male chromosome is part of the reproduction process. As humanity debates the Bible to Find the Word to challenge the name of God. Our constitution rest in this same Bible. And if all people are not believers in humanity. Then how is God the argument in each other. When Satan can also exist in a human act of faith is when humanity challenges each other of a chosen belief in faith.

Pansexual, Omnisexual, Heterosexual. We in humanity will never all agree; collectly. Freewill is optional 

Where in humanity can man reference that man was the creator of another human being in the reproductive organs. Are even the entire body created by man him self. Then humanity challenges the same mankind in humanity for the physical acts of behaviors to each other of what is penetrated in the  human flesh of  our own human skin.

So why over the history of mankind can any human being honestly respond in any  human debate to why same sex exist in all races of humanity; stir back to unresolved argumentive conversations from one human to another for being human. 

This point was asked; then why do same sex people in relationships adopt children out of foster care.  The same concern should be then why do people in humanity of any state of cohabitation make a choice to engage in an act that would penetrate if not contribute in a state to procreate another human life. And choose to or engage in same sex cohabitation in any society. if not the physical act of human attractions. To reverse back into the same flesh of one's human self. Mentally & Physically no human is exempt.

In every generation children of any age will learn the truth, grow up into young and old adults; about their own humam existence in the skin they were born in from a females organs. Expect in any society of human beings in the world of debated reality. to agree or disagree. Will confuse humanity all mentally. If we in humanity do not accept it's what we practice, teach and  experiment in ourselves and with each other. This skin we are stretched  of ourselves. Then judged of each other; about ourselves.

The reality is our own truth, is it really about religion. God and Satan. Where in life we are humanity that's dealing to find our own self identity's in this skin; of being human. Seeking self are each other's ❤ love. 

Matrix

 When life feels more than half of the time unfair. Ask yourself am I " meaning one's self: programmed to my own pain. Of accepting disappointment that only occurs  in the creation of my own mind. Every time  my own feet step over each other. In my own personal space. 

By feeding on drama, creating this level of anxiety in my own life. I feel this urge for attention to be this victim. No matter if I'm alone or with someone else.  When do I reconcile within myself. Through self examination to ask; is it my mind or a some else. 

The reality is maybe it's a possibility it's in this skin call me; human confusion. Of my own denial of every opportunity I myself create of negative energy. If not manipulative behavior. To start a conversation that will navigate attention turned into a debate; with whomever human that will entertain me about my own mental condition, unchanged, changed if not selfish ways.  

Grief is an emotional mental process. 

Mental Illness is a mental state.

Selfishness is a human behavior.

Rebellion is an behavior. Of this emotional attitude, filled with emotions in one's self.

And anger is manageable in area's or situations you, us or them is accountable for of controlling our own emotions.

As reservoirs is rescindinding; around the world. Global Climate Control is reshifting the balance that humanity is leaning towards. 

PRIDE

In humanity we wear it in all races of mankind. And what's interesting about this Pride is this; pride will humble the greatest living in humanity in every way. Why, because we are the characters in this real story of Life. 

On any given day, second of time. Who we are is bound to be exposed. As we wear this skin made up of pigmentation. We are called people in the flesh and with bones. While in the living humanity is born through a birth canal. And through development we are stretched into our real self's.

In memory of Freedom..

Beauty & The BEAST

The saying is Love can conquer all things in humanity.  However, it is proven that human Fears has yet to conquer the fear of knowing death; is coming. And no one in humanity is exempt. 

So why not live life, as if tomorrow the sun will still rise and set. 

So why, not tell the truth. That's liar and lies will exist in every generation. 

So why not acknowledge the truth that systems control the access are denial for any person's that find themselves in a state of being. Of human confusion if not contentment are logic. But who is capable of  defining why a human expresses emotions in different stages of logic, contentment if not insanity? Where in this space called life; humanity remains to cohabitate in every way; of every human behavior.

So why not ask Why. If nothing is impossible and People change from minute to seconds over any time period. To question each other what is it that has humanity on repeat of human created history.  

Human Affairs

We can reference the title Forign Affairs; eventually all Affairs turn into human affairs globally. And to write in respect of time; around this entire world of many nations. There is this turbulence of conversations spilling over into intense verbal communications and texting. 

Where the Policy and Process has taken if not will take place of a toll in distress for all in humanity. Why, Human decisions vs. Human choices. 

We are the human beings that coexist in this entire world. It is the creation of rules and processes created by mankind. that has controlled over generations. If not changed the world we of humanity are seeking to find the structure in. Of algorithm in the checks and balances. Where control is forced into unscrambled talks of wars. War's that create a domino affect; human famine. That will dictate wealth. i

How does s Power influence Structure? And who is of humanity on any platform. In attendance and attention. Seeking answers of raw concerns & unavoidable tensions, around this entire world. As the state of existence is weight on dynamics. That affect every human life in this space call life.

Our body languages is universal. And our behaviors & conversation. Is destined to affect the entire world. 

Temperature

There is fire escalating in every corner around the world. There is  fear of droughts and famine; no one in mankind can control. There is doubt due to climate control. There is extreme anxiety in mediations around every; household table and behind close  doors. 

There is talks of the inevitable around economics. There is a scale unbalanced. Weighing in around losing hope for seeing restoration. Due to the escalated violence. The temperatures is rising around the world.

One day the sunshined. One day the rain  showers cooled us down. One day every  country of mankind harvested in his or her own yards, fields and land. One day every race of mankind bartered goods and services. Until one moment in time hesitated the algorithm of checks on balances in everything. That finally slowed down mankind. One day education rolled back generations during Covid-19. One day prosperity was not enough to cure the tsunami of poverty. One day communications shut down technology. Is when the grid rolled black outs around the world. One day the 911 calls were dropped and guns were accessible to every race and age in mankind, according to the Constitutional laws.

One day the concrete was covered with new developments and high rises of new infrastructure. Around those no longer able to afford shelter. As all races of children experience mental hardships; over the globe.

So we ask ourselves what is going on in the world we see changing; right now? But we never admit that Time finally caught up with mankind. For once to take accountability for the choices; we either did or not make to appreciate each other. Our freedoms and preservation of life. In the living; here on this beautiful earth.