Abandoned

This morning another life & lives were & will continue to be shattered. Why, someone is still dealing with; finding their self identity, through the internal hurt, deceit & abandonment.

The reality is hurt is hurt. And no human in this earth is exempt. And neither will live an attire life. Are leave this life without experiencing or exposure to; who, what, when, where in why. The hurt is a breakdown in Generations of Roots & Bloodlines.

Why, we as humans need to process. Without Rage flowing deep down is the Emotional Intelligence. Help in the Emotional support, Emotional breakdown. Emotional Healthcare Management. Advocating self care to each other. Through resources of Mental Awareness. As it's on the rise in every race of humanity. As these life occurrences continue to affect everything or person in humanity. With  breath of life here on earth.

The Struggles are Real in this life. Why,  no one wants to be left alone & abandonment. In an extension of being and feeling a state of denied. Even by a Parent or Through Parenting types in this life. Why, eventually genetically Children will grow up into Adults. And Adults one day do become Children in their minds, is fragility. That changes also in the physical body. Why, Because of Time. If we knew the secrets to sustain life more abundantly. The attempts to silence life. Did not bury the hurt. People carry in these fragile mind & hearts.

Time is of the Essence. When relationships of any type in this life are no longer successful; and the bridges are fragile. It's time to be honest & genuine in Our life conversations. Why, one real conversation can heal the broken in spirit and disconnected in the minds & hearts. Time is desperately needed to mend the broken in spirit. Of generations.

Rest, because the work is plenty. Why, because the work has yet to be completed; in ourselves.

1991-2020. LIFE 

JADED

 In this life it's going down. But never give up on yourself. In every race of mankind. We've traveled the same road. In figuring out what this LOVE is about. Again, in  every race of a face. In All we will or had the feeling of; being Jaded around the world.

Why, if the depths of LOVE, was taught out of A book. Are expressions poured out from the depths of our Souls. Some would read the Book of Love; triple times of every line. Of that Arthur's printed page. A few would inquire about what was said of the pages others took time to read. And many would wander around this entire world; passing by each other on these streets To reach out on Social media pages; just to set up a date. And time to get more acquainted. But almost for every Affair of these fragile hearts. No one is really prepared to accept the other's truth. Why, People outgrow each other in life; everyday if not in a Blink or Wink of the Eye. Why, because life carries many matters of the heart. When maturity & growth is the FEAR of possessing it. That is destined to set US of All in this life; back together or further farrr apart.

Baby girl's and Woman in age, love is something else. Why, because of the weight we bare alone. We also bare of this same weight. Carried of someone or other material things; involved. In or around others if not our own in seeking to finding validation, ones  own identity and a  love that will last forever. Baby boy's until you're responsible in understanding yourself. Place structural boundaries to safeguard yourself. That Allows those baby girl's or any types of Woman in this world. In all ages or races to continue to do a renovation in herself & themselves. Why, we're not Destined to be alone in this life. We  just need more time in ourselves; to understand patience requires time to grow. 

Son, chose one are non at All. Daughters same choice. In chosing one are non at All. Why, and how is this even possible. We're not All invested in long or short term ideas, times and dates. We just find out for ourselves; of what do we really possess. To be invested. Knowing overtime what we really both needed was to heal internally, grow, communicate and respect when to stay or walk away. And figure out what we're really prepared to do. In standing in the ring; together to fight through.

Thank you mom, I know you will End this real life story on the right melody with respect and love for the transformation. Is was God's Plan that carried US in All. In our footprints created in the earths sand. Why, Eventually We in humanity will learn from each other. Eventually, I finally figured the WHY out. And on that date & time life called my precious name in silence. For it was time needed. For me to learn for myself. What being human and growing into my own understanding was about. As a person of interest on my own experience. In this life journey. It Was really About '🪽'.  How I learned to find. And left behind. In this life was not a '? mark'. But a final statement in my last breath. 'I don't have no problem with you, are you'. But before I close my eyes  in this world. There is a struggle in life. Where accountability of ones own problems to figure out'. And even if I'm gone; in the physical temporarily. The Book Of Life will continue the story.

Support System

In every age. In this lifetime we in humanity. Will need someone to depend on. And where there is lack. Or sufficientcy of money. It's not as consoling; as the emotional support from each other. Is the physical attachment of needing human attention. Why, do we need to care and show each other. A human form of affection? The reality is no one person; has been obedient in this life. Therefore, who really has all of our life answers. With the fullest of knowledge. In our own human heads. To express. Of one to another genuine & honesty in providing life answers.

Son, the heart has to be pure. You did it better than US. How so, I also made some mistakes in my own life. Yes, we are all figuring out 'how to accept our own truths. If not rewrite or own wrongs in this life'. Thank you mom for loving my kids. I love you my only son. So you know for yourself. No one on this earth is the Gatekeeper over our own choices. Even when we judge of one to another. But your acknowledgement has matured you in growth; as it will for US who will accept of it. In All. So, never let anyone discourage you or make a fool of you. Because, we know the truth. In finding hope we know as a people; requires accountability. For the renovations of work is deeply needed in the roots. Of our individual selves.

We in humanity will need to decifer even between one to another; who is mentally & physically capable. To lead & who to follow. To ensure that our own livelihoods are secure & guarded in protection. No matter If we're one day together. Are tomorrow separated apart.

The Sandwich Generation. Is now the new generations of unequivocal; care takers, care givers, care providers & consistentcy in Protectors. Why, babysitting is a temporary assignment. And long term care will require of these villages; around shifts.

In this world of change; a lot of people are walking & talking. But not so much mutual respect of effective communications. Is being inherited.

Why, texting is not good. Where understanding is ignored & blurred. And If the bickering between one to another continues in going back & forth on earth; between each other of races in mankind of every color. 

In Humanity we've already figured it out. What was not All About the main priority in this life. Finding companionship. And peace of mind in ourselves. What is being revealed is who really is feeling entitled. Who is or not accountable. Who is or not dependable. Who is the person I want to see do certain things; when in reality it should be the person who feels no shame. The reality is something could & can still possibly; change in our individual circumstances. And change in ourselves. As we wait on the change in someone else.

Time is destined to keep it moving forward. As suffering & loss in this life. Is not exempting none of any in this world. Of both Good & Evil.

If I paid you to love me. How long will the loyalty last. If it never began. If I accepted all your flaws & faults. Will you one day accept you're not entitled to me or my personal life change. The changes you're not willing to even adjust in yourself. But prideful to expect of change in someone else.

So, Who really cares? Some really don't. Anyone or many of Us in All of the world should. As a few do. And the reality is there are in those of mankind. Who are stuck in there own mental state of conflict & organized confusion. How so? Someone owes me, are need to accept of me. In what I keep chosing of my own insanity.

Life is precious. And there is still Peace to be found in life. And if respect was a responsibility; everyone of US in All. Of humanity could accept our own accountability. In possession of it; belongs to me. The accountability.

Tell the children, they are not doing anything wrong; love is deeper than who and what we of US emotionally;  want vs. need from one to another. As we hug and release the elders. Let them know. We appreciate the generations of every history. Lived of in their own human mysteries of dealing with their own; right & wrongs. And if anyone or person left is it has been left. With the ill feeling in this fragile mind & heart. But is no longer here on earth; let it go! Why, it's History that is telling us. Humanity is Repeating in historic formation. We're the authors & the makeup we wear. In the presence of one to another. On this journey of life. As we attempt to figure out; each other.

We often struggle in how to find the purpose in ourselves.

Target

Targeted of in; a soft or hard state of awareness. The state of being, state of Affairs, state of grief, state singleness, state of trusting, physical appearance of the young or old, being of age. If not the mental state of under educated & educated in or about life experiences. Why? Vulnerability, Race, Generation & Gender is no longer the factor. Opportunity & Opportunist roam  

In every Society, Community, Online & even in Homesteads. Why? people are people watching each other. On the clock and include every process of transmission in records. Seeking opportunities. To do what? Whatever, time they utilize productively. If not exhaust of themselves, mentally. In Preying on a soft or hard managed Target. To be honest what is respected of security anymore in this entire world.

Kid zones created for children. In these places & spaces of boundaries & markers. In every event center, street & pavement stationed of signs. In locations of facilities, zones, placed in the world by government agencies. But if we were to detect our own control. In environment of surroundings in this world; time would appear we're moving in a fast , steady or slow flow. However, Listen & Look closer. To watch who is, keeping Boundaries or Preying on the wide open. So, as I sat in silence. In alignment of these moving footprints. I noticed one movement stuck in an obscure pattern. That violated some personal space. Let's be clear no verbal communication took place. Only this pattern of physical movement in seconds being made. As the view intensified in narrowed down space. Also, did the open room in specific space quickly became; quaint. Why, those bodies were eye contacted. And coordinating in movement. In Prison the space is built by design for capacity of  an pair or pairing of bodies. In the world the space is wide open; however in place is boundaries of land markers. Stay focused on the packaging. In the silence moving is a message.

The moral is this. One day life called; on another. With trials & adversity. Moving US All into a moment of calls for change. That caused the immediate exchange. As a caller & callers, acted in pursuit. On an exact time & date. With pursuing instructions to follow for further details. Alway's remain mentally viligiant not emotionally invested. Why, remember any of one in All. Is created by design. And in US of All. Existence natural predators, blended in human natures. Wired of it's own natures of laws. Including familiar or unfamiliarity; we assume it's relevant who knows who are chooses to not say or speak on what. Why, Security & Wisdom is an intimidating gift. Why, it's confidence of knowing the value built in place of one self. Why, material things is replaceable. The Book is Life is Written, disregarded but remains; revolutionary, for All. And non verbal and verbal communication is a set of patterns found throughout human traited behaviors. Why, or How so? Existence in mankind. The Makeup of this world filled in Cohabitation, Associations, Affiliations and everyday in another day. For over generations of human interactions.

Until Time & Mother natures tolerance in votality wears. Revealing what was always real underneath. In the State of  Human Affairs. In this entire 'core' of  every corner of The Entire World.

Examine Infrastructure, what is really built on top. For US in All. Then only Imagine Why, What and Will reveal what is built in US of All. In Time of this entire Surface & Crevice in the World.

Disrespect In Generations

Yes, it's going to happen. Entitlement will devour this planet. At a rapid pace. And yes, there will be in every race, gender and age. The 'Gnashing of Teeth', and pivotal outburst of RAGE.

Why, it's been brewing over generations. And for every secret hidden in one generation. It births back a new generation of life; here on earth. 

Some will claim it's Gang related and age was not a factor. Moving forward was and is Gang Stalking, Gang Politics, Gang of Families breeding the behavioral patterns. Gangs of Social Status, Gangs of Economical Status, Gangs of Secret Societies. Gang up of Nations forming Together. Gang of Institutions, Gang of manmade Systems, Gang of Trained Assassins. Gang of Community Watchers, Gang of Banking Systems, Gang of  a variety in types of Corruption, And it will repeat it's own history in every generation. 

We can claim the streets, without proof of any type of land deeds of ownership Titled Planet Earth. We can claim each other, until our levees in humans emotions. Are bruised & broken. If not bent. We can claim & represent in a box of descencitize emotions. Which will one day be disrespected on every human level. As We can choose what we think is a. Move to ride or die. But we can almost not out think Life & Time.

My dearest son. If I leave nothing of material things. The thief  has stalked to  steal. I sew a seed of Wisdom in your  mind, and a Love so deep. Even Time will tell eventually tell. The real Story of what really; happened.

Twitch

Some people in Society chant 'I get it from my momma'. But what about 'daddy'? No matter the odds, tricks, old, sold, new & folk tails; told. The truth is we're All traits. That track back to two sets of DNA.

Mother's & Father's have debated it, staged it, talked around and proudly shared. Watch the choices you make with whom. And of what you have grown to learn to repeat of behaviors. Passed down to do in another generation. Of Us in Those & Them.

Why, In this world of mysterious ways. The same Twitch exist. In every breath of existence.

THRUST

No, judgement is greater, than the SIN committed. By any in the living on earth.

Thrust into the Light. No sin can no longer be denied. Why, The SIN will not cease in this life. Because of it's Darkness in Appetite. 

So, why do we judge of what SIN is greater or lesser in one of another. 

Attempt to cast judgement on earth. And watch what Sinner will say; I did not sin by myself. In fact I committed a SIN with someone else.

I read a coin left on a headstone that read of The 10 Commandments. If anyone has read. You then have acknowledged what is written. The Ten Commandments was for All of sin. Of Race, Creed, Religion, Sex are human status was not exempted.

Here on earth, of many feet will shake and stumble if not Rumble upon rocks & stones. But who, shall cast the first stone? And deny themselves of carrying; of one thrown?

Beloved, Time is an element no one controls.

Street Talk

The reality of life is this. Any type of people can connect; in pillow talking or fact gathering of non concluded if not eluded information. For the state of mind. Is what predators prey on. Is the state and will to survive. If not exist in a state of; whatever has to be done.

A statement was shared one day on this journey. 'if your intention is to ride on the back of another, be polite to not drag your feet'. What, stemm from this statement? Repetition of a type of behavior in humanity.

However, in street talking all over this world. The stereotypes in reality is anyone can be a representative; misleading. Starting in conversations. Or cohersion to fit in. And fill in a conversation. With the intention to gain by gaslighting for some type of information. And you would think. In these streets. There is nothing said that has not been recorded, replayed, re raised, repeated, re-represented, reused & abused. 

Why, Life continues to teach Us in All; be Cautious of whom is invited guest. In our own hearts, conversations, minds & houses.

So, what happens when it's destined to setup the stage of the final act. For an outcome of reality? And no human being is exempt; time is of the essence; where there is the consumption in lack of human patience. And not one human in titles, rolls are relationships is the exempt. Why, humanity knows the streets talk back. How so, jealousy, spite, envy who knows. As everybody's if not some watch, stand & hover; while judging & listening to each other. Even if the statement is 'nobody saw & seen nothing'. The Profiling & Hovering rolls on; from generation to generation. Reference the history of life, Case & Statutory Law. 

Over, and Over again. Time teaches 1 Lesson. There is nothing new done, that happens under the Sun of The Son. That defeats; the date of Karma & The Book of Life's Judgement for US in All.

Never argue with a state of mental confusion. Why, with it in the confusion. We in All stay in orchestrated chaos. Until the song ends. To figure each other; out. Eventually sooner than later. Truth will deal with the Plan, of failed attempts. To destroy Life's Purpose.

'stop talking to All of them'. Why, eventually it will surface; in Time. what & who. They we're taking to each other about.

Profiling

Often in society; there is these types. In cases represented in the presence of Judgement is the Qualified  & Unqualified. In Racial Profiling, Hate Crimes of a Race. If not a society trending. In homesteads & communities  onlooking and emotionally acclimated to this internal Bullying. 

So, what is the cure. It's occuring All over the world. However, we in the world need one another to survive; through economics, education, law enforcement, Banking, Parenting, Daycares, Judicial Systems, infrastructure, hospital, Volunteering etc. The list continues. 

Why, over generations people have needed each other's personal sacrifices to just survive. So, what changed in the structure of the mindset. Of the human feelings towards one another in Respect.

As we sat out to dine, serve in justice, economically recycle, build in infrastructure, care givers, lend, teach, serve & and protect. Then lead in leadership amongst races of followers in every human title. 

The feet in humanity has stumbled on Rocks & Stones. Morals, Values & Beliefs. Is the fear of instruction. To believe and move on this Systematic thinking. In such a way, we've managed to teach each other in following of each other. Through channelling emotional feelings & acting; beyond being human is the immortal thing. Why, Control has always, and will remain the common denominator to manage of in this world. Why, race was made to believe. In controlling the narrative. Of the Overall objective. Would last. A lifetime However, life and time is controlled by life here on earth; for All in everybody of this world.

History, rewrites the repetition of itself. Based on human interactions and the levels of behavioral patterns.

Why, only humanity knows. The truth about the conversations & secrets. Secrets controlled by Lies. Eventually exposed of what is & has been done. In every Race in this entire World.

Stereotypes, the human interactions action behind the word. Of who is in humanity; controlling the Emotional Intelligence. If not struggling in themselves.

Yesterday, while traveling. In a movement during time. An official agency car road through a community of people of All races. Some walking together, working together, driving apart, but together on roads, and of many types of vehicles parked in driveways. Etc..

The moral is this moving vehicles have if not are assigned to an intentional objective. As the flow of a multitude in a residential infrastructure was moving of All races of mankind. If the investigated or ran through the systems. Created for the movement in the world of humanity. It would reference. Of what is recorded or recording. Of Spent hours invested in of an abundance of time, watching each other. Of each other flowing in one motion; movement..So, what is the focus on one. If movement is All over in constant & consistent motion. We must be aware for accountability in our own human; intelligence. And each other's emotional intentions. And Race often plays a factor. If not curiosity to test the Assumption if not the Theory..

Again, this is a beautiful season of Life. As we systematicaly move in mental & physical motion. Why, it's life not People that allows Time. As the Profiling, and Hovering, if not Complimenting. Is the watching of Judgment that lurks near or far in distances; in every creves & corner. In this entire world.

In races of humans moving. On any path of our own life destinations. To simply arrive & get things in order. Today if not promised of tomorrow. The time is still monitoring. Of what is being done with. The personal Time In our own lives.

 'stop talking, to all of them'. Why, time is here'. And will tell the Secrets in & of The Entire World.

Judgement Day

 It's on a calendar. We in humanity just are not called or emailed. If not texted or posted to confirm on social media chats. And platforms..

Why, We in humanity must answer back; to our Good & Bad Deeds sown in Blood. In the earth. Remember it was in those moments, we did not warn each other. 

Why, if we have treated one another all over this earth; in harmful acts. Of human disrespect. However, there is the prayers of righteousness. For if today will be generous; of time. To allow us that favor to get our minds, emotions & behaviors in; tact while there is still the sun in the sky. Before darkness comes.

Why, tomorrow is just another day. We, US in Those around Them. Of  whomever; is not promised even the next of a moment. Why, favor ain't fair. People change in a light switch millisecond. Dementia cases is rising. Although But Life is good; because life is this hold space for every body on earth. Even where we of these bodies in skin. Contribute in it. Of joy, heartache and unnecessary headaches & pain.

I miss you mom, hey, I love you even more. Than I showered you of protected love over the years. We learned, even when we disagreed. Why, effective communication grew us back together. My beloved son. You are the forever love in my heart. Why, GOD provided us Both in the Sunshine during morning, the mystery in the noon times. And the peace of mind. In our restful nights. #28.

If you anyone in US of All initiate the time to slow down today. To make things right. Why, Appreciate knowing the Truth in WHY.  Our time on earth was not deserved. Why, time has shown; you, us and them. The FAVOR was watching. Over, who and how. Even when mankind took Time for granted. As Time went without acknowledgement, respect, and under appreciated. So, who deserved what? 

However, Time surrendered unto All in Humanity; favor. Why, Because of Forgiveness, Grace & Mercy. But the greatest of these in All; is LOVE.

When we hurt one another on this earth, will the love remain; unchanged between us?

Zelle

The frame work was always in place. Just remember who & what is being; tracked, and collected of every verbal & non-verbal communication. Before the final transmission. From the original distributor until it reaches the emailed or numeric recipient; on the other end.

One day, we're going to get the WHY. But not All the details will complete the final transmission. Why, research the history. To trail the details. Behind every mystery that contains; a full blown story.

The Good news about History. It repeats itself. On of tracking the history of human need, want, or entitled emotion. Of leverage in thoughts. For the sacrifices of those individual who give more & more of one self's. Of Who was. When & Why. Did for What, Who & Were. Then Noise dive down is those recorded receipts. Of the real life Recipients & Receivers. Behind the real life of Givers & Takers.

Blasphemy.. ever wonder Why, it's not overlooked. Just justified to leverage the history of what really was transferred of recorded information.