Heartache

Often we say it's something else. Or maybe this time it's someone that left in US, a remotely feeling. The type of feelings that is bottled up; in our individual emotions. 

The reality is if we never met these or those. Or 'I got it handled'. If not that particular person in this lifetime. Or even if it was our own direct family or someone else's; of the invited. This Heartache is what challenges US in All. It's being human towards each other. We surrender in these; emotions of forgiveness because of love. Anger because of spite, abandonment, and hate. That will bend, mend or fold; of Humans in All.

I often mention my only son. By birth rights. Birth rights is the breaking news around the world. And so have other's mentioned in this Lifetime story; through subliminal messages. Or the authentication is real raw facts. Of their own personal testimonials. And Of course the world views are collective; and debated. If not deliberately deliberated through human judgement. However, it's the credibility in human patterns of history. That write the reality; of who played. And continues to reveal in mankind. The characters in our day to day; lives.

I often speak on children. Why, we are this human race that birth life. And this word that identify's whose a baby daddy or baby momma. Is the identity we in humanity; have labeled for our selves. Then carry the weight of the same judgement in our belly's, of mindsets and hearts. Of our own. Because of the Cohabitations of human creations. 

I often talk about systems. The systems did not create themselves. However, humanity fights about whose; losing & winning in the same system of countries & states. Created by the people for the people.

I touch on leaderships around the world. And how for every country. The unthinkable exist. From internally being divided. It's by it's own natures of desires, politics & religion. That spill into the world of disrespect in debated conversations. However, our human lives are not always aligned. Due to the consequences & conflict created by design. Here on earth. Because of our owners of families history. Dividend by categorized platforms & structured boarders in adversity. Amongst the foundations on which this earth; was allowed for All Mankind to birth life. Through generations. But somehow man decided for one to another. What is of your own way to live. 'this cannot exist, this has to be handled'. In our own  moral, values & beliefs; shall exist the  lives. Amongst political, spiritual & worldly weapons of warfare. In Humanity.

I touch on a world designed to assume every human of any culture will or not  marry, divorce, practice celebasy &  March for freedoms in expressions of; one's desired self. Is the inclusion included of many, in All of this entire world. And then comes the laws of the land. Offesting organized human confusion. Which means if we listen closer, watch & learn. Who are we? Is really who we birth. Of being the accepted. Of one to another in this entire world.

I touch on greed, murder, abuse, DV, SA, CA. The Family, Civil courts & Criminals Court are again created by design. Within it's own flaws. By man for mankind. But even the argument is a strategy. Knowing what mankind is capable of. In offenders or non-offenses, is Authority's. Managing repeated records & technology of history. And creed is nonexempt. 99% of the victims is repeated history. Based of acquitted; patterned behaviors. That's in human denial of it's faces. In who has lowered, or disregarded of those in them; to be pardoned. Of equals justices for another chance in hunan freedoms. Knowing the same human threats. Walk amongst the earth. As we encourage silence. Is don't speak on it. Our willingness to end the corruption & violence; never ends.  To tune in to Continue to watch, mock and put God first in every Commandment. But deny in ourselves. Of even the same Justified Judgement. In Justices to All still remains; to address of distress throughout the earth.

If we were to detect what's misrepresented in our human packaging. And really listen to what is being spoken on to each other. Of this ground being walked upon by All of every creed in every race of mankind. If we were to address immediately the dysfunction. If what fuels the frustration. In the dynamics if this life. Of all types is natural infrastructure. Of the inserting is our individual natural gifts; no one would hold a disclaimer. For they themselves were not exempt. From the gifts I'm this life. Life Handled it before our first; breathe.

My only son expressed the night before his life was abruptly taken in a sit second. I have lived my life over again; on a different day. With what they thought. Was limited in company of  company's. In humanity Cohabitation continues in living. Of cycles in life; is  months, days, hours, seconds in time. of every calendar year that I'm we see of seasons; appear. Of what We in humanity utilized of time. In our own lives to justify each other; is the judgement against one to another. I am young in age, but time has aged my mind. Of maturity stretching my mental thinking. I am still loved. How so, I have been respected, rejected, trusted & feared because of; my own knowledge as a Human being. I have carefully spoken & listened & watched with a compilation of levels in emotions. Even in types of evil mankind cover up on this earth; walked in the presence of each other. I have built foundations in relationships. Beyond my own skin color. I have mental notes of education, religion and a world revolutionary Systematic thinking. I have sit in confinement behind walks & doors To see who held the knowledge; shared with me. I have fed many the knowledge & length for them to break bread. Often at my own table. For some bit my hand. I have healed from a broken heart. I have grown to know why love; carries deceit. For forgiveness is priceless. Because I myself figured out the Why, life is this gift. And although they in US of All. Think death smites it; love. The truth is we're just human beings. In one universe of Time as Travelers. Figuring out that. Peace of Mind & Accountability; sits in a is state of. But many of US mask up. In diguese to live in distress is using The struggle is real. By know the

Why, Time was always happening. We just got caught UP. In what each other; was planning.

Hurricane

Mother nature; is in full control. Of which way the wind, water and earth moves. In every crevice of this world.

As those prepare to vacate to Mars. Even the solar planets dictate; wind, air, water and long if not short term shelter.

Project 2025. Is rambling the world of Voters. Why, what is it. We're seeing in humanity. Of who gains or loses; what. But this time there is will be no further argument to deny. Every form of a privilege or access. Will be; judged under each other's eyes.

People ask one to another. Look at the state of the entirety. Not the estate of the inheritance. But what about the estate of the world. It would behoove Us in All. To read a book, print or the writing on the WALLS. As talking so much; amongst each other. Stirs up to conflicting information. If not human confusion.

Reiterated of & in the Laws of The Law, Human & Nature. Is the ❓ 

Why, would a child's response. Be I can't read'. Awaiting a sigh, response are disregard. In the blink of an eye 'No worries child'. Just because you have a pair of human eyes. And just because your small in size. Or even if Our human minds in All humanity; needs maturity, and the time to expand. Sit still, Watch closer & Listen; to the plans.

Wealth said Poverty has to exist. Poverty said to Knowledge where are you hidden. Books read what was sold by being Told. Until life; revealed itself. By who has been telling on Life. Of the Life we've been born in; over generations.

The weatherman warned this only a projection. Of the weather. However, the prediction for course in the types of Storm, Tornado are Rain fall. Will be determined by the Power & Force of what Mother Nature reveals to US. 

The struggle is real. For every reason exist. And why; we can get prepared, continue in talking to each other, are inflate the cliche 'those types of things don't happen here'. As Time will determine what happens in the 12 seasons of this Life. And in All mankind due Project some type of change; to be the affect in the effect. Once it will occur.

Human Nature

Introduced in the beginning is the Family. One of the most Symbolic roots in history. Why, Symbolic? Rooted is the family that refers back to its own blood lines over history.

The Body of sold history is imbedded into the tools. Sold on a shelf. For All to research on multiple platforms. And included is social media. Until it's spoken on; of the pattern of family. Not narrowed to associations in cohabitations. But actual facts in the reality is; family is deeply rooted. In knowing it's own DNA.

The concluded moral is this; every family has discussed, debated, argued and reunited in reunions to figuring out. What? We are born into of our own. Overtime we mature into of our own individuality. But never misinterpret what family crosses over into; of another. 

what is authenticity. In these traits, is the originality of our own individual identities.no matter race, gender are age.

There is a multitude in Chapters that concluded in response of organized chaos. We've Lived  In the midst of fresh ideas & newness. Where Boldness exist is this world. Of sponsors, philanthropy, support of networking is the affiliations. That Exist of the  persuaded, eluded, sold, and encouraged. Through informal & formal handling. Even in each other's family. 

So, how do we know each other. Then react in Arrogance; thinking in our human thinking; we've or we have figured the reality out. To find ourselves so farr in mental thinking; while in humanity. We are physically crossing bridges that emotionally separate US in All back together or eminently apart .

What is my parenting style. Yes, my only son was sold out. How, Transformation in this human Skin. If whom We in All of humanity wear. Of our individuality & human identities. Of every human culture. Is written, read & found in the Beginning of Time. Was the Ultimate Love before the Ultimate Betrayal in Mankind.

And yes, If you research the human history of mankind. Dig up who & why, remains buried in the living. That hide  of skeletons. Every human has & wil endure. Of famine, heartache, joy, poverty, wealth, knowledge & human emotions. Why?  because who in this world as a human being. Has not or will endure; Emotions, Challenges and obstacles to elevate in change?

'on this night, it was spoken on. Why, every day was a lesson learned. And I know the Why, Who, When & Where. There will be no stone unturned. Because knowledge is LIFE vs. Allotted Time on earth.

Obstacles

Intoxicated; over sexuality, sexual desires, and sexual acts through some form of verbal if not physical contact.

Intoxicated; over money, is the obsession & idea of possessing the affiliations, artifacts, in the state of a disillusioned mindset. Idea of over assumptions in access. To escape in a made up, makeup, are into. An existing life or lifestyles. To live out the extraordinary; fantasies if not earned lifestyle.

Obsession this anticipated emotional anxiety; state. To control, To alway's know, To alway's possess, To alway's dictate, To always be attached. And will attract, attack, debate then delegate. In the gaslighting techniques. Shown in human forms, gangs and patterns of a mindset. Is any form in the physical & mental; human communications through acts of contact.

Sometimes human Views are emotional in expressions, candied if not jaded; because of the Emotional Distress. So, what is Emotional Intelligence in the Case laws vs. Human natures. In a world of identifying the human identity; of differences. There may be no short cuts in this life. Which appears life is not always Fair. And the reality is because of; The State of Affairs in the entire world. In All mankind will continue of a choices, behavioral patterns stemming from emotions and actions. 

And no one in humanity is exempt. In this world of boxes of checks & balances. As we judge of our own Human natures & desires. All through platforms. Of logic & non logic reasonings. Remains the 'Cohabitation'. In All of Human Temptations. 

RIP beloveds of once in this Life. What did remain in the living. Is how the testimonials of every Truth in experience exist. To question the; WHY, of Who, and When & then Where. Revealed of the Light in this World.

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Kindness

The expression of an human act. An Extension of many expressions in one or two-way in communications. And this action is selfless; of trusting it's courtesy and politeness is authentic. No matter who of in another's expressions in this SKIN; that may or not not genuinely reciprocate this gesture through an invitation. 

But be cautious & careful. In the real world of real Time. Be mindful of the company in your own spaces in this life. There is this darkness that is roaming; inside these human eyes & mind. Of sinister emotions. Is also the Gas Lighters, using a tactic called Gas Lighting. That's Awaiting to expose it All. And to protect this kindness of an emotion. From the darkness in this world. just be more prepared & cautious because  everything could change in the blink of an eye. In this world. Why, something has shifted in the spiritual world. Because something has shifted in the physical world amongst; mankind.

Tell the youth; time needs to nurture our minds, hearts and emotions. To align with the balance. What is the balance? The course in life we must in All endure. Why, change is inevitable in our personal lives.

'a soft voice said, I will depart from you only for a short time. No worries it will won't be long. In the spiritual world. However, I will not leave you alone. In this world'. How so, where I'll be. Only time will separate US temporarily. But  remember this in All of humanity. It has  been recorded, heard & watched closely. Of every movement throughout the earth. Even the famine, joy and pain.

What's behind these Secrets in Tongues.  and of these Walls, that Walks in this human SKIN. If we're not meant to live in peace but silenced? Then don't underestimate the Why, for every secret; a lie had to breath it's own life. Told over generations of these secrets. Then hidden in bosoms of mankind.

 

'Stop talking to All of them!'. 'Don't speak on it'. Why? because what's been done in the dark. Mother Mature & Time is destined to reveal into the Light. Of what's 'GOING IN, ON' of what's really BEEN Done, Did & continues in Happening. In this real life that walked of one Humanity in All is Mankind.

Love, Money, Hate, Jealousy, Abandoned & Spite. Envy Purpose, Change & Love, repeat.. 

TOWING

Impound; private, commercial or apartment complex. It would behoove you to know your city and county zones. Why,  ordinance and fees. Will determine the cost. Divided of Private & Police  towing reported by calls. In private properties such as apartments. Research the property management tenants visitor parking regulations. How ever, if this is an official warrant removal of a property. Obstruction, abandonment, theft or damaged recovery of property. On a public  street or private property. Including one's Commercial property. Define what is a violation of entry. And  access of the owners; posted signage in boundaries.

There is a penalty followed with fines. Marked territory written in small fine print. Unfortunately if mankind is not playing closer attention. Human errors or not exempt. Which causes in real time. A Life filled with inconveniences.

In every human oversight. Take it as a lesson learned; and a debt well paid in full. Why,  remember today is a sign. There are no short cuts are breaks in this life. Where tendered cash is desired. Including debit cards; is at the highest of demands. Wherever an ATM is corned and stationed. 

Life is just busy for everybody. And often we assume. Why does certain circumstances happen to certain people. Don't be fooled by shaded ' remarks'. I'm real time. Life happens for everybody in this world.

I remember those teaching moments, between  me & my on only son. We shared why Time will run it's natural course. And a why a rested mind; will keep you focused. But unfortunately time slips up even on our  human plans. Why, we're just human beings. Moving around in this the state of physical motion; in adrenaline.

Violence

The reality of being human is this. We're human beings; with internal personal issues to deal with in our individual selves. And If, fear sustains a race in humanity of people to address; there own. If the overall in All of violence. The reality is, no one wants to speak on the truth; especially involved is one's self. Why, is this violence occuring in every culture, race, age & gender. In every Society, is the violence. In every Community in this World. That's destined to be judged, debated, recorded by the scales of Laws. In every Judicial System and Written pages of past & current history. The Constitutional Rights & Case Law is human history. The violence in people; it's written & lived because of the Biblical Prophecy. Based on the act of  Humanity. That keeps Living in Cohabitation of each other. And there's no where to hide in segregated minds. When Violence has existed. Now this vapor in life. Writing timelines of it's own human history. So, who has any right to judge of another life?

In every state of a human mind. It will be a controversial argument over Mental Illness, Religion & Economics and Leaderships in All types. Over the awareness & advocating. 

We in humanity know why;  Drug addicts existe. And where the connect is related. Knowing the truth awaits though the same Humans that will sit & watch to judge; what drug is sold to whom & where. For there is this state of abusers around the entire world. The drug sellers & The drug Distributors & Suppliers. In every community, system is a flaw. In every and many in society's. Included is the social connections of strangers or relatives, of the societies in relationships or conversations. For generations watched & monitored on platforms. Neighbors support it's connectivity. As sales in advertising; to the world keeps the billboards displayed, revolving and educating what's rising.

In every state of a human mind; domestic violence has occured. In every culture in age, gender & race. In every generation is the Cohabitations, of every type of Associations. In every Society of every Community. Is the Criminal Justice Systems, Torts, Immigration, Civil & Family courts. That dictates who the real abusers & victims. And eventually who in society of the victimized. Will be allocated, relocated if not denied; a human right. Of access, long to short term; for time is needed in healing and consistentcy in care.

In the real world gun laws are Constitutional Rights. So is the sales, the distribution, the supplier, the consumers of the consumption. To bare the Constitutional Right to own and carry. But the Why, does not address All. Who do or not support the Right. To bare a gun at All. Children are without the knowledge. So who will protect the innocent in this world.

Around the world is infrastructure, water lines, food, gas, education & people's freedom's; for the people was written by the people.

So, human trafficking is on the rise. Prostitution is law in some states that is legalized. Self expressions is two-way communications on social media platforms or in person. But what happens in life. When humans became the victim of another humans; emotional behaviors. And 911 has so many open lines; to respond to every human emergency call.

'In a life of violence; those 911 calls cluttered the lines. For a Response time in 15 to 20 minutes. That Resulted in a community of life changing events'.

Wars, in every race. A man or woman. Child or Young adult. Has been legally or illegally drafted into a War. However, War is this state where All people are voluntarily or involuntarily; temporary guest, long-term if not sacrifices for real lives to sustain a form of boundaries and respect of our own human; worldly affairs.

So, what does not  happen; here. Really happens every where. Who did not see anything; of a society that watches everything. Who did not vote. Is really All whose vote was not enough to justify the want. Many had time to get the right from wrong. To balance the favor; for a world of  birth rights. Why, we in humanity made decisions, mistakes and choices. To learn there are many lessons. As progressing was to be learned. Before a movement never stopped. In the presence and part of our own human interactions, intelligence and studies in research. To do what we in All chose for one to another; in how we treat each other. As the gravesites are prospering. The story is; unfolding. 

Let these children grow up in a better world of knowing knowledge will not be silenced. For it was for Power in the  world. The violence has to now be silenced; with respect for the world.

Exodus 3:14. We in All humanity are not believers on 1 page in everything. However, based on Knowledge; many will follow to judge the Truth on 1 page.

Disagreement

A disagreement is occuring all over the world. And no judge, jury, street talking are neighbors watching can cure. The disagreements tweeted, spoken, and fueled with fire; internally of one's chosen desire.

Why, we have marched many streets around this world. Leaders and group's of All races and faces are advocating; on platforms. The family history is the makeup of All history. The same history we're attempting to rewrite of every wrong committed of our own human lives. As there continues to be seated of tables in courthouses, in tiny and large court rooms, jails and judicial systems. For justice has yet to be judged. 

Whose life matters; over another.

I read a post that says it's the same cultural acts. Which one this time in a world of Human Affairs.

If one questions the act of insanity if not the stem of human pain. Where all races of mankind exist in the state of Cohabitation. And the new living is now a state of survival; from the acts of immortality; amongst nations. Why, no one wants to speak on. What is the ACT in All humanity; repeated, repeated.

It's time to wake up; judgement is calling out. To the behavioral patterns in the entire world.

All I See Is Love

Let's be clear; where there is the attraction. In the eyes and mind of the beholder. Eventually sparks are bound to fly. Before diving in & out of places & spaces. That First require; patience, understanding, continuous work & quality time. Before we speak the words; I love you. From ones own mouth. Into the expectations of another's; fragile heart.

In real places. Of many faces around this world. Pleasure awaits; for a boy and girl. Woman & Men (repeat over again). And time will reveal in All. Of the participants that needed the maturity in the physical & mental. For once the feelings of guilt occurs. In these choices and decisions. That are not always a mistake. But in decision making follows. A sigh of relief if not emotional; heartache. Why, until boundaries are set in limitations is placed. Our understandings become more about; what's being given. or hoping to be received back; of an emotional feeling through an act.

In one moment that seems so real. How is it. One feels cheated if not both fulfilled. For the pleasure was an investment of; the physical and mental act. Based on our willingness and desires. In which we both engaged in knowing. or not if we were well prepared; to learn before releasing. Of what to keep sacred.  Or release of these emotions; that run deep in our mature or mastering of love languages.

There are many types of love languages. Where in falling in love; there is the least of many. That may never experience the ultimate level of satisfaction. Of What a few have reached to fullest in of; self expressions, two-way communication.  and the desire of respecting in each other's; passion.

Why, because of this word love. Requires many levels of unselfish emotional human acts. Of those emotions in this World. That range out and in control. In ways that is claimed of years in experience. And of understanding of ones anatomy. But what about understanding what is involved in surrendering? To avoid breaking down barriers. That exist of insecure or secured boundary's?

Some will fumble in words & actions to figure out; which of you is out or in control of yourself. As some will give up so much more. Some will drown due to anxiety in anticipating; an emotional response. As experience teaches to not overcompensate pleasurable acts. Without first establishing; how to sustain the Respect. In order to maintain a relationship with communication. 

Some will say age and maturity is factored. Or  maybe not. If the physical was the first; attraction. Then what is expected to occur; next? As some will display insecurity stemming from struggles to commit. Some have reasoned with; time outgrew what was once desired; of the attraction because of the lack in affection. Some will distinguish; when that fire dims. Let's replenish the passion that first started it in the both of US; to burn.

In the End. Man was not created for a life of lonliness. Categorized by design into groups and norms. Of titles labeled; Singles, Couple's, Mutual attractions are casual Hookups. Occuring all over the world. And The end result is this; it's in  human nature. A type of attraction has or will continue to exist.

Erratic Behavior

If we in humanity invested time. To thoroughly talk through our own; erratic behaviors. Some will deny what is seen before our human eyes. If not heard with our own pair of ears. Some will  accuse the other for the state of  their own mind. if not state of a condition they feel is normal. Some will communicate on purpose in a confused state. Some will justify by mirroring another. Some will distance themselves to avoid; interaction. Some will continue to further procreate; together. Some will turn their noises up to the sky. As the Erratic Behavior continues to breed in this life; overtime. 

In this life; we often ask questions. And in our responses & feedbacks. There is times the packaging, answers and messages are vague. Why, sometimes the responses are not always comfortable & clear. However, we continue to seek a reaction. In the next subliminal or direct question or statement. Towards one another. For some if not all answers are demanded, coherse. Or reiterated back. Before expressions of Erratic or Calm behaviors are exposed. In our forms of communication between each other. In this entire world.

The Point is our physical transformation cannot be denied. For every state of disposition, disability, stability, alertness or mental illness. If not straight out rebellion. A human reaction will respond. Of one to another seeking human attention. For attention Exist;  Even if the behavior is a trait 'Treated or not Treated. Normalcy is a state of mental & physical being.

The texter demonstrates an action by text messaging contact. 'I need your assistance, and by the way 'Thank you in advance'. The recipient responds in:return of completing a physical task. Next, the text messenger, replies. Thank you for all you do on the back end. In help.

Any business transaction requires trust. For a type in services; to be rendered.  But what happens when the trust is broken down. And the experience causes the affect. Because of the behavioral act. That ignored one opportunity; to  communicate; that never occurred. 

The courts expectations is a prompt response, of 'yes or no form'. Until you are prompted & asked another question; to respond. 

In society People interact on every platform & level of interactions. In a series of Eractic, Practical or Calmness in behavioral patterns. So, what or who is in  control. While in the state of these environments & of any society? During  the interactions between the two. In verbal & physical contact. If not a form of text or verbal communication?

Life, War, Relationships, Communication & Grief teaches. Life & Death is inevitable on earth. Confinement is not limited to isolation. In a world of transformations. Including attitudes, cultural state of being. It's the art of  language & context. That routes to this '❓mark '.  That Symbolizes a response is needed. But what happens in real life. When the response of people; reflects a another ❓. That we may never figure out. What is expected of a response. To the remark, request are statement. verbally or messaged. What was the intentional or non intentional interaction about? 

Until in All gets figured out. What does exist is the patterns & behaviors in ourselves. In order To better understand. Why, respect; is Knowledge of knowing who are we in humanity. Of this Package, Presentation and  finally Delivery. In who we are. In our own self Individuality & Identify.

Once the Why, is figured out. Regarding the pattern in life. And which parts defines each of our own personal journeys. Finding the Purpose; is for one self. To figure out.

If anyone questions another; about the insanity. Then one must question his or her ownership; in exposed or unexposed behavior. In a world no one is exempt; of behavioral management.

Family

Family, Big or Small. Of An only child. If not the oldest, middle to youngest of age. In them are All. 

'But these my kids, Yeah. But there is a paternal Dad or Father. Who is the DNA of traits. Rooted in them' that's family. And over Generations families celebrate. Whether it be at those yearly family reunions, Visitations, Sunday dinner's. Are maybe just the Holidays. Family, and Sometimes friends are often invited; to celebrate. And overtime there has been this shift in life. What, How and Why? Many Families of All. Are not celebrating as often; as more did celebrate. In the past years. Why, again the years have changed; from the past. Affecting those regular & planned life celebrations.

Life is filled with various surprises. And no matter the family type. Blended are by bloodlines. Family Gathering's brought people together. To catch up if not get reacquainted with their own or family.

The moral is anytime a matriarch is no longer the head. Are seated  with the family at tables. or standing in rooms. The seasons change and so does the attendance of people. Why, Because of life's plans. For the years ahead of US we did not see. To Remember Time is destined to change our plans & busy body schedules. How & Why? Whomever is the makeup in ourselves. Was once frozen in a frame overtime. If only those family portraits. We're now in real lifetime. Unfortunately life will change; and affect us in All. Especially in those once are remain if crowded rooms. That randomly are  filled during time. To foster that family love. As the Children are destined to grow up. From sleepovers, birthday parties, playdates and one sides. If not both sides of visitation with family. As the elders are finding a peace of mind. Friends & Associations either stay or move on in life.