Blind -Sided

Although it may seem as if some people will never change. Whether it because of our disagreements, partialness or our non-apologetic arrogance. Somehow the truth of our mannerism will always prevail in our human acts. Far beyond what we call “tainted” evidence in what we waste no time to justify with what had to happen in questionable circumstances. Or what is of non-evident to some of us who are not quick to pick up on other people’s act of vagueness which does exist in any and all human relationships through divisive acts of craftiness. Working our mental peace where the true source of our individual happiness lays.

I was recently told “persistence overcomes resistance”. So immediately I logically geared my thoughts into a clearer direction. Not vague in knowledge to see the real intentions in which this person attempted to guide me in. This person was unaware of my self-preservation in confidence that allured me away from the evil that “good and bad people” set the stage. To manipulate the choices in which you do possess of control in determining what is reality and not a disillusion of our own destiny. Because where it may seem there is influence and control of what you can or not see. Please believe that it is in knowing the difference of what causes the affect. That will keep our minds mentally capable to process unhuman acts. When caught up in another person’s persistence.

The truth will always prevail. But it will not always be something people are comfortable to accept, receive and or believe. But it will always show-up in our choices, speeches and arrogance ways. That many people are not prepared to change, if not adjust of their ways. So instead we continue to co-exist in our flawless ways of thinking. To rationalize with the idea of “why and how” we should change but find so many challenges to remain the same. In a beautiful world filled with passion to hold onto discretions regarding “whether or not “our steps have been ordered” by God. And what I mean is not all people believe in God, but many people do claim religion of what is their truth to justify how they will continue to live. Then blame the final outcome on what someone did or did not reveal to them. 

And on a lighter note here is where we are in Humanity still searching for what we want. And still not of acceptance of the one we truly need. So we continue this rapid rate of velocity. In whatever people find in their own fulfillment to believe meanwhile we as a people are really struggling to overcome a time where our actions never failed at being excelled. To whether we should question our order of misdirection through persistence, so we continue to seek answers but not answering the right questions. In places current events people hornist misinterpretations through direction. Because a person of interest

Who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words"

-Elbert Hubbard

Now apply this analogy to every breathing human being so that you can process some understanding in this human race. 

Angel L. wishes all races; peace if not one page of human understanding.

Hands Up

To all colors of people around the world "Please do not make one move" until you are directed to. And if we don't pay closer attention to the state of mind people are in. Things may get beyond a "peaceful protest in this land" according to our 1st amendment rights. And by no means is this a platform to make any type of threat where this is just a world-wide alert. Because some people do not possess any composure in how they process their passive aggressiveness.

In light of all the violence and wars around the world; your statements have been made, and heard out loud and clear. Of what intentions are stimulating human fear. And it does not matter the color of your skin for people to act out their differences with violence. And I'm not saying there is no fault. Because people in every environment play a major roll where the government, officials, leaders and the public know a threat could be any human act in every environment. So here we are again same situation different environment where a darker than colored skinned is "down on the ground" with a sound of rounds which has escalated all people to a different mental space. See what our past violence did for this future generation.

What I'm saying is we have talked about Peace and Separation for ages. And it has yet to change man’s frustration; and not every 👮 official and colored person in society hate people's race. But they do believe in unity by working together in finding peace. And you would be suprised to know how many are judged outside of their uniform. So maybe by now we are not planning for revenge. Because we don't know who is next to rise up from our burned bridges, hateful actions and lack of wanting understanding. Even in our personal relationships. This website is just a platform to clearly see our wrongs written in the Book of Life ,Revelations". And before we re-direct blame let's be clear about somethings; every life does matter regardless of the color of your skin. In any and all systems across the nations created by man. Where time required all accoutablity for our actions in the truth we use systems to cover up lies in what we can or not prove. And to all cultures across the globe; your cries or no longer hid in the dark shawdows.

God Bless All colors of man in every nation. Keep a level of eye to eye contact. Keep your hands "open" and in the "air" and comply with no conflict to avoid being another statistic. Be peaceful in your rights to the 1st and 2nd amendments implemented by our founding forefathers through out time. Because Divided we fall, but together we can stand. If we deal with our hate and inflicted confusion.

People Purge

For every experience in love there is a "process" of challenges tagged to it and who we fall in and out of love with. And so many people will never admit "I've been in and out of love" more than I've enjoyed it. But maybe we just need to figure out that love is never about "one's self". Love warns us of our enemies; disrespect, selfishness, refusal of our obligations, laziness to change with deceit, spiritual misguidance and emotional negligence and what about the "old cliché" of voicing "I have options". Love is seductive, natural and educating but not absoluteness. Love is an emotion that stimulates all conscious way of thinking. Love is positively controlling and reminds us in every minute of the day "of how you need me" is the reasoning to why we of all colors can't stop fantasizing about it in our lives, because love is all the functioning components of a thinking mind, moving body and yearning soul that repeatedly proves why we're so emotional. Love has a way of revealing our hidden things. And forcing out of us to share truth in what we had no reasoning to. Love has tamed all races of man for generations of all ages. And if we have not managed to somehow show so much of our asses by disrespecting the power of it, then some of us have found the respect in finding out the reasoning to understanding why being in "LOVE" is uncensored with no prejudice and limitations.  

Today our prayers go out to the Sterling and Philando Castilles family. In the midst of losing two more black men to a system that monitors black lives. But what's even more confusing is the mentality of who will be judged strategically if not temporarily placed on "administrative leave". In a country that people swear is non-prejudice. But for a black life this system covers up "lynchings" with background checks and warrants if not arrest. Because validating politics is referenced back to economics and environment. But this is what happens when the color of our skin; reveals the real emotions.       

One day love spoke to HUMANITY but we we're not listening when it shared "while you were wondering around in the dark looking for me "love". I was the light you were walking in and chose to not see". So what I've learned is how to relate in love from a more mature mental, spiritual and physical capacity. Why, because not every person in this human race "will" or is "looking" to reciprocate and receive a loving form of gratification

Just because a person is born with disabilities; it does not mean they can't "feel and see"

Just because I got love for you; it does not mean that I'm in love with you and willing to respect what you're willing to prove. 

Just because we love and or pleasure, hide who we really are. Or perform above high expectations in our "sexual" innuendo's inside and outside of marriages and relationships, if not one time experimental hits; it does not mean someone or many will not pay for this rebellion of ways and extra insanity. And no offense to the talk show host who did not share the reality where our children, love ones and people we idolize to mate are not exempt from detouring into opposite places because some of us are struggling in facing our choices that have been made without asking Gods direction before we proceeded in pleasuring our immature natures.  

Just because in God we Trust; it does not mean that is the truthful belief of all in humanity

Just because people share their opinions and strong views; it does not mean people will never "agree or disagree" moving forward towards any type of transitioning concerning change. That affects "all nations of human beings". Are maybe we as a people honestly believe and accept that people are the real product of any "open, private and closed" environment. And if so then who really is "right and wrong, free or controlled, of sound mind are unstable" in spaces we write many rules, consume and assume, breed and birth past and this present generation of men and women. And we must be honest about the past where our people we did not have "to lean on" what we presently have. 

Just because we love our children, spouses and family; it does not mean that unbroken cycles will not suddenly challenge our faith. Where patience turns into more heartache and to many disappointments will push someone to walk away if the family does not pray, collectively on one page. 

Just because we vowed "I do"; it does not mean one day time will test what we may have or will go through. To see if real love is what we promised and made a vow to do.

Just because a leader loves to lead; it does not mean love conquers everything. Where people see struggle comes with change. 

Just because some of us have thicker skin; it does not mean we can't still learn from one another a different way of seeing things. 

Just because of the love I have for you. To promise I will ride or die for you; it does not necessarily mean that life will not bring a change of mind. That will test that loyalty.        

Just because I love you; it does not mean I will not challenge you in those moments you are weak. Why, because the reality is one day I will not be around to pick you up where people will run your ass straight into the ground.  

  

Just because people believe they are the truth; it does not mean you follow what you perceive of what you have yet to find out of your own understanding.  

The word Purgatory as we understand is "an intermediate state after physical death". But what happens before we reach the end of it. Theologically speaking and you don't have to believe what is not seen in this life. You don't have to change until time forces you to pick one side. But you will gain some focus and insight if love is the direction that will bring us out of darkness into the light 

Sterile Environment

In any environment people are said to be "the extent of what they breathe". And just because people share their opinions and strong views it does not mean that people will never "agree or disagree" moving forward towards anytype of transitioning concerning change. That affects "all nations of living human beings". Are maybe we as a people honestly "believe" and "accept" that people are the real product of any "open, private and closed" environment. And if so then who really is "right and wrong, free and controlled, of a sound mind are unstable" in spaces were people write many rules, consume and assume, judge and persecute, breed and birth" the people that make up an environment. Past and present generation of men and women. 

Remember back in the day what was it about cultural diversity that brought out so much positive energy. What inspired people young and old to be more enthusiatic about  sharing their visions. What did we teach our children and families regarding the importance of morals, values and beliefs? And in hard times how do we make ends meet with nickles, pennies and dimes. We shared what we had in good times and bad. And what about those families who lived in better conditions but around cutural differences. There still exist some honest people who believe we still have to live in unity. And that is the reasoning to why we are racially intergrated in more than one way in this life.  So how is it we think our challenges and differences don't carry the same burdens. Because life will change all of us in every physical form and fashional way. To show us ourselves in every human way.

Remember how we use to set on the front stoop or steps  and watch our children play way down the street as we watched out for one another in peace. Do you recall a moment where people conciously said "excuse me" while holding the door open as you entered completely? And it did not matter whether you were young or old. People were just more aware a d in control. Do you remember having arguments and disagreements that turned out to be nothing more than “a handshake, fair fight if  not forgiveness” because people respected having their right to the preservaion of life. Do you remember being content with what you had. Because family was all you really needed. And just in case you were favored to have more financial freedom being alone felt all alone. And sometimes you will find people who are wired a ceratin way. They feel that material things draw more interest of people with honest feelings. One scenario of closed minded thinking. Why, because overtime you were taught to be accepted by a certain class " and sometimes you must 💋 a little ass", or maybe we just need validation. 

Remember responding to this question whether it was a prospective relationship in your personal life or a business opportunity. People always ask   “What are your future  plans or 2-5 goals”, and what have you implemented to get a final outcome. And this is where people see the signs but ignore them for “instant gratification”. I mean by now we all know that we are the “microwave generation”. 

  

I see people without a drivers license and over due child support payments because the system continues to tally up the time in which you will pay more to be unconfined. And next year if you are behind 6 months in taking care of those kids there will be rejection on the final date of your vehicle inspections. I see people who can pay taxes but neglect payments for more access. Until garnishment of wages and their freedom to serve for tax evasion. I see homes levied because of debt; so why do the creditors extend us more access. I see new retail stores, quality dining and high rise buildings in old neighborhoods where regular folks honestly pay what they make without a cost of living increase.

Remember how companies valued employees. And how the stock maket has all the right strategies for your money. But yet no one has a real plan where the FEDS are managing. With all due respect before there was a system to control and monitor the people. People managed what they had with minimum direction.

And before I close out. There is one more observation in working 8 hours a day.To figure out how to make a paycheck stretch over 40 hours a week. And if are paid a salary then what makes up the difference in what we still need. Because there is tremendous gap between the blue collard and white collard worker. Which is any human being of nature can manage to survive, it’s how many of  us are struggling to live that will cause each and every one of us burdens in this life.

So what will we do to sterilize our own lives. And better groom this aggressive generation to not limiting ourselves to the bottom lines?  

24

The first 24 hours in a day we should never assume that all people organize their plans around our individual objectives. But I will cover different areas that are non -objective. In what we either have of a plan of our own. If not how we reorganize our lives to deal with the unexpected in our lives. And for many people around the entire world it may just be their routine lifestyle where they are content in making personal sacrifices. To cater if not give some solid direction. To someone else who lacks personal motivation if not knowing they consistently give to selfish people who have made them feel a sense of "obligation". And no, I did not make this passage up; in a world of people who show us up.  

I do not believe in wasting time. And yes, it finally came with maturity over-time. And what made me more aware of the time we don't have; is how some people have not mentally progressed in complex situations, and systems continue in leveraging. And the truth of the matter is; it all depends on the people’s individual and intellectual perception of this. So what is this writer saying to all cultures in all nations?     

Time has no fault in its own movement; Time revolves around the world and space we live in; between work- family-vacations, relationships-choices-social media, church-change-challenges-depression, harvest-education, and much more required direction.    

Time has no return once it moves ahead; so therefore what you “should of, would of or could of” have did. Eventually is irrelevant in it.

Time does not consider; your choices and mistakes, repetition and procrastinations. Time is not your baby sitter that will sit around and wait. Until you feel you’re ready to mature up and face life.

Time is the book keeper of us all. Time knows when you will awake and when you will fall asleep at night.

Time knows; who, when, why and how people will attempt to cheat its final destiny. Time is not judgmental or racially prejudice it allows us all time to live.   

Time knew; who would mourn, laugh, pray, steal, cheat, reap and sew. Time aligned your partner to end up on your side. Time had a date for us all to fall deep in love. Time knew what you wanted just when you would need it. Time knew what you would deny. Time allowed us to make questionable choices and adjust to change in our life. Time will mature us all in our thinking over-time. Time preserved space for us to deal with ourselves. Time planned for you, me and everyone else.   

Time knew who would be a father and mother, not baby daddy and momma, sex partners. Time knew what responsibilities people would create. Time was ready once those levees would break. Time knew the truth that we would judge one another in what we all continue or not choose to do.

Time knew who you would turn out be in this life. Time knew who would not last on this ride. Time keeps a record of who will die and who is fighting to survive. 

Time knew the people who would come in and exit out of our lives. Time knew hard times were part of our entire test. So time was directed to have limitations to grant us all rest. Time would make you stronger in your will to survive because God is the creator of time. 

Time has a window for you and I to find our purpose in this life. Because God knew it would take some people a short time to get it right. While others would think they have a life time to play childish games in this life.

“I shared wisdom with a family member who I love with all my heart” but sometimes even family members waste brain matter to challenge your matured thoughts. This love one responded to a comment I made “everyone in this entire life gets their turn” immediately this love one sarcastically replied “when will yours come”? I silently said "lord help" some of us. And if we were as closer to GOD as we thought, we would be more humble before we speak. And if this love one had lived in my years of their young life maybe the demons that challenge this love one would not be hell to fight. 

“I shared biblical scripture with a married man-“and yes this was always a childhood friend, no ass involved”. But before I begin first be mindful of this; in whomever marriage or relationship you plan to interfere with please gather all the correct information. Before taking the credit that you have implemented some type of direction in what they have progressed in. Of knowing what they both need is God and encouragement in their established relationships because people can swear their done. But men and women, boys and girls see the signs. Where nobody is walking away from a life this couple has managed to sustain.

“It’s a challenge to address another person’s ill-mannered actions. And many people will accept and justify it comes in being set in their “aging ways”.  And what I mean is listening clearly to what I'm saying; we all work off of emotions and sometimes we tend to think we’re fixing other people’s issues and problems. By making people we care for crippled to their obligations. So allow your grown children to stretch and bend, leave a little space for our youth to grow-up in. Love your parents respectfully. And parents please refer to Colossians and Ephesians where it speaks directly to those parents "provoking their children to some form of rebellion", because people in the real world will not fail to test the both of you. Because of something they are not managing well to get through. And remember no money in this life can buy real people, peace, love and joy.

“I see bad boys everyday” some sit in church and yell "wan't God do it" in different cultures-in every corner of the world. Some are dressed in business suites, black robes, some have college if not penitentiary credibility, some hang on the street corners around the way, and some pride fully represent “this my hood clicks” but never hold a title for "land investments”. Some like using their hands on women and girls, in a violent way. And it's sad to process some women and girls think "this is the way he loves me". Some bad boys assume women like to be mistreated or tricked out for prostitution, dislocated from their families and children. And it's sad to see even in the Gay community; domestic abuse does exist. Now let's proceed to compliment the BAD BOY"S who are good providers and diligent; in caring for their children. They are humble, respectful and prayerful where the other bad boy entertains himself by feeding foolishness into a females bad habits, instead of bettering the both of them; by elevating her mind to be a better woman, mother or maybe even his wife because a male can identify with a certain type of "female characteristics", and who has not been taught how a young lady should act. Or even demand some common sense from a man with more than little respect.  So whatever choice female or male time allows you to make just make sure it benefits yourself in a respectable and positive way, ensure your children are protected, safe and will benefit; from your life choices of plans, that don't fall into the wrong hands.  

“I remember the day I had to let go & grow, it was in my 24 that I had to face who I allowed to dictate what they wanted from my life. So that left me with limited head space for the remaining of what I would even consider to make of smaller sacrifices for other people who still play games, with time that is not on their side: 

I rest 7 hours.  I work for 8 hours a day, and travel on the highway 1.5 hours on the run. I spend 1 hour a day dedicated to my Angel L writings, researching, socializing and digesting what in the world is happening. I plan my travels 1 hr. every week around what I prioritize 30 minutes a day  to pay on every month on the 1^st and 15^th. I figured out how much time I waste trying to "code crack" why some people including myself deal with repetition. By listening and watching in the same 15-30 minutes a day how we work in insanity. I have spent more than 2.5 hours a night to be a support system to the children in my life. I choose not to question those people who act out by creating more responsibilities. I'm known to volunteer2 hours to spread awareness for environmental cause. I silently meditate for 30 minutes every day to process who really has a real life plan in the circle of my family and friends; puffed up egos, pride and payback intentions. And no I don’t have all the answers. But I do have more than enough direction. I do attend church even when I'm out contributing to missionary work. I wrap up my day every night with praying to God "for forgiveness" of any wrong doing in my life because people will drive you straight out of your own mind. If you allow them the space to clutter it up with waste. In what we all have been blessed to live in of 24 hours in a day.

World Wide

Leadership was formed in all nations. And full circle could occur in any world affair. Where leaders or people agree to compromise, fulfill promises and sign off on terms which include; agreements and negotiations. And before we proceed with our judgment, philosophy and reactions; let's ensure we have our facts clear about the relationships we have established with full if not minimum understandings. So that the people have some clarity in how changes in any government forfeit leaderships and downsizes development. Leaving real people to deal with consequences in what has been our history; of coordinating peace in unity, bridging the gap of poverty and economic development in every corner of any country. For many generations we have seen great sufferings, we have seen some prosperity, we have seen leadership change. We have seen people enraged. We continue in mentoring our youth, with what we have been provided with of tools in our public schools. We have not managed to figure out; why have our leaders not changed, what our founding fathers once wrote a long time ago.

The world has heard some disturbing information that has alarmed all nations where our leaders are saying it to be "the biggest blow" since World War II. So therefore this is an opportune time to deal with the minuet issues that will keep our countries behind. In future debate of how and why the people should live their own lives. And for every word written in our Constitution and Countries Peace Treaties for the people rights; will be exercised in circumstances that arise in real life.

So much has changed in the world we live in today from; the 14th amendment our Women right's, The Thirteenth amendment abolishing slavery & the continuous progression of human trafficking, And in our 14th amendment it "guarantees that no state shall “deprive any person of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law.”. The Second Amendment pro's and con's on gun control, Adolf Hitler's Battles, Genocide & Wars, The 16th street Baptist Church Bombings. In Aug. 1955 a teenager Emmett Louise Till faced his brutal death, and in September of 1955 his murderers walked out alive. And where was the 8th amendment when this black child's life depended on it. The eight amendment talks about the War on Drugs; mean while it continues to cross borders from other countries into states and small cities. And 2016 an African male faces a felony for "possession, use, production, sale or transportation" if not 5 to 30 years of life in prison. The Great Depression did not set people's character back in the 1920's and 1930's, Henry Ford managed to pay his workers $5 more per day, regardless of stories made. And in 2016 workers finally see a change in minimum wage. The Domestic violence clause "This protection is for the people. The U. S. Supreme Court so held in Texas v. White (1868), saying it's the people who are guaranteed this protection." In the 20th and the 21st centuries, we have harmed ourselves greatly through massive chemical exposures, causing diseases and behavioral and educational deficits" and the truth has always existed, where real people manage to live through it, some with limitation or no choices. Why, because some people will act as if life will not happen in and around the entire world. Of all colors and nations of men, women, boys and girls, ad yes, I'm known to express in clarity. So that even a child can comprehend what they can or not read. Therefore they are not always deprived of some direction to the unanswered questions we debate over in this life.

Examples of "freedom to speak in a world filled with areas of complexity.

"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe " - Albert Einstein

"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever" -Mahatma Gandhi

"Our Founding Fathers" established directions for our change. But down the line of generations there was a division of thinking. Where some people fought for Peace, Unity, and Equal opportunity. Some people were for Bipartisan, Slavery and Genocide, no disrespect in light of those who remain to argue the truth of why over 100 million people lost their lives. Is why there are growing movements around the world that openly believe in Unity that one day all nations of men and women, boys and girls will allow Freedom to Ring. Beyond Hate, Corruption, Controversy and Aggressiveness thinking to stay in Misunderstandings.

So if people really want continue in adversity. Please answer this "if people really believe that God does not exist" then who on earth is causing all the hell and conflict, we have for ages and generations managed to deal with?

Straight-Sex-Gay Talk

Before we begin our Straight-Gay Talk let's be clear on one topic; when it comes to relating to our own children "young & old", family, spouses, strangers and friends. They will exercise the free will in making their own life choices. Therefore their choices will not always make sense in our reasoning. Timothy I is a good read. If you're ever in need of change.

Sometimes we would like to believe "it's just a phase" Eventually they will mature in their own space. Sometimes experimental moments in our lives transform us for the remainder of our lives. Sometimes people create a physode to not expose who they really are. Sometimes people work on vulnerability to test you're strength in sexuality, but weak in your prayer ability. So we can disagree until infinity. And in some countries gay rights, live short lives. And the truth of the matter is we all struggle through change if not transitioning, especially, when stress has max our mental limits. And it's more common to find people who find comfort in sex. And not judged in their actions.    

Today I will speak in light of our hardships, loss and different choices. And not every person's truth is found written in a book, located behind theories, numbered in a census check or voiced on the couch of a physiatrist. Because people either have their own facts of what is accepted where many people will reject it. If you dare to bring light to their differences so Straight Sex- Gay Talk is humanity in rare form. Of who we are and what made us transform.

I use to wonder what internally makes us sexually different. Is it the way our bodies adjust to change overtime. Is it the outside physical appearance that allures our watching eyes, maybe it’s what we advertise. It is because someone close let us down in our lives. It is stress that motives us to perform sexual acts. It is a burning desire, of our addiction to control one another through sex. Or could it be in our wiring?

I use to wonder how a man could make love to a woman. Then make the same love to a man, but not through all the same entrances but with the same emotional feelings. Or what could have been missing in this man's sexual appetite that mentally stirred him emotionally from left to right. And by no means did I say "every curious man or woman is gay" this is a new generations reality from the old testament of Genesis.

I see what men hear. I hear what women and men say. I've witnessed what people do. And the sad news is we're always negotiating on material things with a high "interest" in what we don't necessarily need or use. Upon the negotiation of our bodies to maintain those temporary man made things.

Women and men meet and greet. They exchange their views on different topics and how relationships should work; prior to dating, waiting or straight proceeding to having sex with or without safety and a commitment. So we’re not always prepared when life happens, with children because one day came faster than what we had expected or not planned leaving our children to mature faster in and around hardships that came with valuable lessons where we will be held accountable for what we “did or not say” to stir them in the right way.  So we can relate to this saying “one day my child layed upon my heart, but tomorrow came, and now they run through my thoughts". 

I see women hug, and grab one another’s derriere. I hear woman accommodate one another sexually because they understand one another emotionally. I once visualized a woman grabbing my thighs and looking intensely into my eyes. Until I looked back and all I could see was lust, low self-esteem and loneliness. We pay to fix on the outside what's broken on the inside, after people have played with our hearts & minds. We are aware when people make choices in attempting to cure their sexual appetites or deal with the issues in their lives. But there was something still missing from their lives; someone to appreciate what they could not penetrate.

I use to wonder when life grew overwhelming. And the pressure became too much to bare. I knew God would always be there. But sometimes we are guilty of moving ahead of Gods plan to write our own Revelations. And before we obeyed our flesh the mind was wrecked & flustered with frustration. Things started to mature in formation. Is when anxiety caused exasperation, and people changed their sexual preferences; children were more of a temptation. Same sex became a habit, television allured, sexual gratification. People no longer enjoyed one another the same, it became a sex game. The company we once invited in to our homes started to change, into sex parties. Women were more revealing. Men and boys were deranged and wide open. Comic books characters are the new voluptuous figurines for sale on a retail shelf. In a world of sex and test that has adjusted our wiring. And I will never insinuate people with a preference of living gay, deserve to be mistreated or harmed in anyway. Because we all make choices that are not others hate. In love and sex we also demonstrate.

One day someone screamed "rape". My baby will never be the same.  One day our children were sold into sex slavery, by someone we called neighborly. One day there was a world of sexual transmitted diseases, people only grew more aggressive. One day single people were no longer alone. They now share a common interest in a married couple’s home. One day sex changed the world of little boys and little girls. And the entire time Satan was on stand bye. Watching the weary grow weak as they walked away from God's grace, but there is still grace where God will wait. Until we return unto mercy.

I could be wrong but in having sex or practicing abstinence we do have a choice. And Gay is a lifestyle. Transgender is a transition. And what we don't identify with of our individual choices will only continue to drive us in opposite directions. And the sad news is; humanity is most likely to find sex as a solution. Before admitting to one another and God "we do have internal issues" that either hinder us or change who we are to simply, find love. 

Alpha & Omega

What is in a man’s soul that changes his way of thinking towards people in the world? What answers do we seek to find when a person demonstrates an act of crime? And why do we always find ourselves in prayer more often for someone else than we should first start in ourselves. For we should hope that in these days we can shed lesser of tears; in situations that occur out of the blue of what someone judges are is mentally going through. While were grooming ourselves before embarking and impressing one another in a LOST and FIND world. In which some of us embrace the fullest taste of life. While others faint in their lost and weary ways. And hopefully we have planned for what we need in case of a severe lost in an emergency that are known to take place because of the Sum of All our Fears. Or is it just an act of faith from what is challenging our faith. 

One day we embraced change from shame respected one another's color and choices by keeping our distances. One day we cohabited in peace without the strain of animosity and conditional thinking. We bred blended families and took pride and joy in what we accomplished. So what I'm saying is that if we choose to continue in being proactive in our judgmental ways. And the question are we really looking to find a resolution not in our constitution to have love and peace even if it's not in unity. 

There were pioneers who we have witnessed in movements of diversity, violence and peace. We ourselves have found it in our own diversity. And what still exists is a lack of human respect regardless of our differences. Who are we to judge in Psalms: 95 and Psalms: 96, for we ourselves have yet to approach the bench. In all of Angela L writings that are directed to any and all human form of life. And what I write is based on true occurrences that take place every day. Where fault is where we place a blame of what we can or refuse to change of our own works; to reciprocate more love, less retaliation, ignorance and hurt.  In life's space that has allowed us residence here on earth for a little while so that we may have one more chance to figure this out: 

In the Beginning is where it all began, with the creation of man. The Days of Our Lives is how we have chosen to live in it. And The Ending will be the roll call of all man under God's mercy. Over ages we were instructed through Biblical Word how to live an abundant life of morals, values and beliefs. Then one day man decided to take ownership of what he knew that was not his or her harvest, sold and traded flesh, and disrespected the 10 commandments. And if these laws were not the truth then why did man rise and fall at the end of roll call?

For someone it’s been a breakthrough to learn; they have always had what it took in themselves to live beyond something and someone else.

For someone they finally believe that courage was not just for the powerful and strong in character. But for those who feared what they could not see. That was destined to make people react in their own faith. Because of the test that would inspire their strength.

For someone love was not the challenge to find; it was being found by the right person who would accept and appreciate their mind, body and soul. And not challenge them to test in what was their weakness & strengths.

It took many people to do what other people would not fathom to do of establishing, organizing, presenting, executing or challenging hierarchy in a fight for their and our rights to a preservation of life. And yes, there is always someone who will take a life; because they know there wrong doings will bring truth to the light. It takes a few people with power and manipulation to challenge change in this world, a few people who are willing to follow behind the deceit just to maintain access to people and material things that non followers refuse to partake in of exchange for their equality. Where leaders will rise and fall with trained and unorganized armies in wars that continue to progress in ever burrow, community, ghetto, nation and behind new rising walls. But not all have the courage or intention of rescuing the weary and innocent who struggle to live daily on this battle field in the mist of what we can or not see behind what is, or who is taunting the real enemy. Sometimes there will be struggles and pain. There will be some heartache because of lack in understanding. There will be life and death. There will be healing and deliverance.  

Uncut Version

This Revelation passage may come across "uncut" in order to shed some light over "The Days of Our Lives. And with no intention did I deliberately make this monologue about you and I. We just manage to for-fill biblical prophecy overtime. Through prejudice pride in whom shall rise up and divide people with time. And maybe my writings will never accommodate all nations of men or woman. Why, because the flesh burns deep down inside. So our puffed up pride stands in a place of denial. Therefore who is worthy to judge what form or image in temptation will bring us closer to life's damnation. 

So let's not be confused in what is happening with this story. There was always a protocol of what God required of us even if it came from a man written book. In the New Testament we just managed to justify “I’m in a committed relationship, does not mean you’re exempt from doing sinful things”.  Or maybe I'm the exception to the rule because I am a child of God; but live life as the prodigal son. Or this is “whom I will profit in; does not mean God allowed it to be. And maybe it’s “Just the way we have choose to live; which does not mean you don’t get to not answer for something’s. Thank God for mercy and grace to pardon or fleshly ways. For one day humanity would seek in Exodus: 21: "an eye for eye, tooth for a tooth" before pleading for forgiveness.   

In the mist of Revelations heat some people do take a spiritual break. From the things other people continue to enjoy in the world, selfishly to cleanse their mind, body & soul. And what I mean is at any moment in this life we will be tried in the fire. So therefore allow us to be mindful where we refuse to admit our own actions. And I’ll be the first to say I once had an addiction in my life, lost the interest of some people because I could no longer fit underneath their pride which left me to figure out what I had to “live” without. And to cure "curiosity" this addiction did not involve alcohol, drug use, money or sex. It was something an average mind could not process. But God kept an eye on my best interest. So one day I would always be reminded never attempt to; hold onto "who" and "what" has outgrown you. Eventually in my submissive ways I'm humbled everyday allowing life to train me a certain way, and if you're not limited to change in a small space. Life is not complicated in its reasoning to why; we struggle with people to communicate our frustrations and accept learning what we contributed to in our life lessons.  
     

The term heat has a discrete meaning depending on what people would like to associate themselves with. When it comes down to acting out in their flesh. And often we will find ourselves in a dilemma with our puffed up pride trying to figure what sin is causing the drama in our lives. And if we're more careful in implementing the bible we could figure out God is not the problem but the solution we leave out. Regardless of the type of relationship we relax our souls in. So let’s begin the stories that end up in Revelation:

When it comes to education it’s not for everyone who denies the information. And I’m not just talking about high school or academic achievements. I’m openly referencing to making choices where we require the use of our common sense to outweigh; situations that maybe or not in our best interest where our puffed up pride reciprocates a “positive or negative” contribution.

We all know when it comes to making a financial contribution; not everyone is on board. So why are we quick to render down a resolution? And I’m speaking to marriages and relationships, business partners and families with kids, hell who manages our financial system. Because people need a thorough understanding in “why, what and whom” is the investment in. And how long will it take to see a return in it.  See what I have learned is that we all have a dream to sale. Just not everyone will be on board with a sail of their own.

We can re-track back in history when men and women met casually and mated if not dated with a mutual understanding, involving money. And in the world we live in today it’s sad to say “why love is just never enough” of where we have placed a financial interest. And we’ll pay for sex in every class of society; then blame one another for living in or among our own POVERTY thinking.

A young man asks do you find yourself when you fall in love with another person. I simply said to this young man “you have a lot more of life to learn”. So how is it you can find yourself in one person that seems to be always searching? And before a man or woman decides to choose a mate reference Solomon to understand why he had to learn in a life lesson. 

A woman in search of love kisses many frogs before finding her prince. A man experiments before he accepts God if not his own direction; and you can rest assure knowing they both face test. But don’t be caught up in every couple in a marriage or relationship. Why, because some people will sale an inch of their souls just to have somebody to hold. Some people will make families to feel they are a part of what they really need. So once you’ve been through the fire you can identify with; who has every intention to not change in themselves and keep you in DARKNESS.  

Watch how Pharoah is coming!

All the Days of Our Lives humanity has found ways to Cohabitate with the weak in spirit and the strong in wisdom. And yes, were guilty of judging who gets it. But do we really understand life's purpose in “who” we’re going to meet or be affected by. Or “when” this type of person or people will change our lives. So in knowing that wisdom has always been a part of life's dynamics. Where did we not see how the seeds planted over time would grow in a new generation of people that would fear of not having “wants”. In exchange for a chance to hold what we really need. That started in the beginning of Genesis and ending in Revelation.  

Anti-Christ

Before I begin this passage, I wish all generations of mankind; a practical and peaceful state of mind. Before we take a direction in which we will be summoned to initiate; a final call that must be made. Is where I must admit I’ve written the truth and shared my life preservations on major components in our life experiences, stemming from man’s interactions that make up life's fiction, folk tales and non-fiction. So therefore I not question any person's private beliefs. However I will question for more wisdom, but only in areas of clarity and direction in how, what and when it did or not happen. Prior to this creation of this new generation just to better process if sin would be the factor in reaching the maximum time allotted.

I overheard people questioning if the prospective winner of this presidential election wins in 2016.         Will this be a sign of the Anti- Christ coming? And before you think your answer is intellectually positive and sounds correctly sophisticated. Remember you’re talking to a “lost and found” generation in search of the TRUTH. Because of a few that grew weary and confused. And in continuing please speak; as if you we’re explaining to a small child, humble and meek so that all men and women of color can have a clearer understanding.   Of what has been hidden for ages and not revealed in a book. Of the truth untold but delivered and written in what man can or not do.     

On this journey we have traveled for thousands of years, in good and bad times; our bodies have felt the pain from hateful blows cast down through rocks and stones. For ages our freedom has been monitored by a chain of commands; created through systems, red tape, cages and deceit simply to bondage our sculptured thinking. Our rights were created to keep some peace and leveraged through our basic needs. And unfortunately our fragile feet shall continue to stumble on dry land; where men and woman once thirsted and slaved for their own independence in freedom. And now our children shall taste the truth of ages we once left behind. Where greed and racism did not die in our morals, values and beliefs that are presently being tried, if not challenged in what we want and need.  

As I sat glaring at the dawns early light; I feel as if I have already lived again in this day, twice. The situations or concerns have not changed. It’s only the names and people on different days. I see a child who is in need of everything, where love is free. I can see a family fighting to stay in unity but money cannot buy love and erase the tears from their eyes. Because the reality is "one person" can change the element in everything thing. I can see people a million miles away harvest for food, money and utilities. I've seen man take pride in raping a woman or child to later penetrate his own destiny. I can see the shepherd preaching among sheep attempting to keep them unity. I can see infirmities are making some people weak. I can feel happiness, anger and resentment in all of our mothers, fathers and children who are out playing double jeopardy in the streets. Over and over again I live, breathe and write in the same hours of the day of humanity and our real life stories.     

Matthew: 24 may you find Peace & understanding.