Surrender

It took a moment to prepare this proper dialogue. So that we can both see clarity in what a Woman needs a Man to understand of her Loyalty. And a Man needs a woman to acknowledge when he; surrenders. 

I need you to be strong in your faminine thinking to understand why you were not created to change a; man. I need you both to understand not every woman is mentally prepared to stand by your side. Or neither every man has been taught to lead, a woman. Therefore if we both should stay humble and prepared for which "one" of us if not "both" of us. Are mature in our own attitudes to endure a series of “LIFE’S” test. That will challenge the both us in the flesh.

I need the both of us to settle down in a quaint place so that neither one of us walks’ away so easily in our mental thinking space. Because being a woman does not mean we're all put together. Are willing to nurture & understand your concerns as a boy transitioning to this man.  So when you shut down in a space we swear as woman to understand. The line of communication remains open; on both ends.

Time brings “forever” or "temporarily" of situations together. And just because we cross paths on one journey in this life. It does not mean it's the end are beginning to our final destiny. Therefore allow our understandings to grow in "for every woman who is not always aware of “what it takes and how to give of not just herself ”.  And not every man is prepared to accept maturity takes time and patience in every single everybody. 

 “LIFE” is filled with test. And the bloodlines of our children either will keep us together. if mature us to reevaluate our own behaviors. The lesson to learn is from one another. What sacrifices have to be made. But with logic and  reasoning we both can build respect. To accept whethet we choose to stay, are walk away. 

A woman’s loyalty is tested when her man finds himself on that mental island alone. and if this woman does not communicate effectively & recognize what is missing in the relationship r even in herself. The effort and attention will diminish without a complete understanding.        

A man’s loyalty is tried when he has managed to rise up beyond his concerns. Or takes from another resource to fix what remains unappreciated and broken. It goes both ways "men & woman". And the reason for this statement is how we use the expression of love and action in  loyalty. Without accounting for who holds their own ownersip in accountability. Therefore women & men remember the “TEST”. In order to forgive each other. we must learn to first; forgive ourselves.  Not every man or woman is the same. Are is every relationship, perfect.


A changed man or woman is driven by their own internal vision of a new purpose..so we both either learn; how to live together. If not live a life apart searching.

FEMANIST/MALE Chauvinist

Hope for the Best, but Prepare for the Worst, then why not Hope for the Best, Prepare and Build on the Rest? The possibilities are endless for our men and women to synchronize all of our unanswered questions. Structure our children and downsize on our higher expectations.  


If we were limited to one title, would we still execute that 1 roll. In a room to grow? 

I’m not writing to a make point of either side.  Of what has shown up in men and woman over ages of time. I’ll leave that to our leaders, activist and panelist to discuss of how men and woman both place Judgement, make several choices if not repeated repetition to continue in another generation of staggering across that bridge of our FEMINIST & MALE CHAUVINIST oppositions.

Most of HUMANITY has a general idea of what we have contributed or not been taught over generations, and how some men and woman have been misguided in our vision because of lack in understandings.

If we could remove those egos & boundaries that separate us in ROLL, STATUS and CLASSIFICATIONS could we move forward in clarity with a new pair of eyes and a renewed state of mind?

If our people could break free and build Outside of walls that separate us in FIGURES AND ROLLS. Could we maximize what we still know of what has been re-routed to us in our real world? And once we accept in knowing TRUTH what will our men and woman once again choose to do?

Once we can’t continue to ignore that we are both EQUAL to endure A “CLOSE OF ONE TO OPEN ANOTHER DOOR” how do we approach another discussion of our men and woman in POSITION of who has or who seeks of what we need in one another for “strength AND UNITY”?

At the End of The Day we must think deeper into the rolls we claim; or how else can we expect to survive without the proper guidance, unselfish protection and broader knowledge of one another in this life?

LIFE & DEATH

Experience is going to reveal too you something Society has no intention to do. Reveal to me and you. The details in REAL truth we all do. 

Relationships mature us in so many ways. Society emulates us by who we wish to be, if not associated with. And Social Media details all of our flaws; where the world can judge us all. Family, friends, new & old acquaintances remind us of how far we come and more clearly who we are. So if we're so overwhelmed with the world of negativity, then why have we not figured out how to be FREE?
 

Who is the Devil, and why is God a worldly debate? When it is in the HUMAN action that we prove to one another every day how we are not accountable for a multitude of change. Remember it requires time and energy to form a source of negativity. And when we can't afford to take the time to communicate in person what is on our minds.  Who can we blame for the drama we both bring?

If time has not taught us all to appreciate one another. A Human Race will remind us of  the good and bad we initiate towards each other.

Our Deepest Sympathy




Dante Daniels-8years old

Kenneka Jenkins-19 years old


Sometimes we forget people after a little while. Especially if we inflict the pain or never had to feel the pain. That someone could have avoided for the blame. 
 

Daddy's Girl

Once a father appears at the front door to inspect his princess; choice of prince charming. He will make it a point to let this young man know, his daughter is his baby girl.  

I received several calls from some mentoring men in my life. They said the reason for the call is they had been mentoring some beautiful woman; whose hearts had hardened. Because of every man a woman meets; it does not mean the man is  going to meet the expectations that a woman's seek. Then they went onto share with me what real man should emulate and speak, and how an old dog struggles to change his or her, old dog ways.

I realized when mother's see their daughter’s pain; they only wanted to teach us how to love our self’s first, because people will confuse you with what real love is. Especially if they remain broken, and  never have experienced real love with a person who reciprocated it.  

We all know that not every daddy is going to be around to protect his little girl. Or either not ever  biological mother will be those arms to hold her at night, while young or old we all cry to understand the hurt we can't comprehend. Sometime's 

For; 

Settling for what looks good on the outside.

Settling in what we hear and not see through.

Settling for waiting on people to be a better person. 

Settling to think we can't move on because of the choices we make. 

Settling to stay instead of walking away. 

Not seeing the signs every time we took another chance; on repeated actions. 

Therefore,

If we decide to continue to seek outside of what we have built with one another; it is in our decisions to forgive, or continue in finding a reason to why we continue in settling. 

If we understand the reasoning in keeping this unity for our family and children; then for what reasons can we not get ourselves together, to work through the mystery of unclear confusion. 

If all we do is loose with another person; it is not the pain other people causes us. It's the pain we keep running; back and forward into.  

All people are not bad people. However we do all come with light or heavy baggage.  

Soul Searching

A storm coming. I will never love again. Love predicted this contradiction. Because of the pain that causes so much heart break and tension. Demonstrated in our cold hearted mannerism.  

Love is patient, Love is Kind. Love is not arrogant & compromising in this world of broken promises that we struggle to satisfy one another in. And if we could reach the pinnacles of love; would we be happy within ourselves of what we search for of happiness and security in someone else?

Love said time is what we have on our side right now. Not what we seek of THE WANT in our control, but what WE NEED of what we refuse ourselves; the PERMISSION to life’s second chances.  Now get out of your isolated feelings and create a new beginning. Where some people will be that bridge you burned, but strong enough for u again to cross.

TOUCHE

Ladies & Gents just because we release it; does not mean we can’t lock and reload it.  I apologize upfront for my cynical thinking. But experience lead me here of; what we may have, should know or have not been taught growing up.

They say some woman think too much. They say some "Ole" girls don’t think enough. They say some females don’t give a damn. They say some people never had their ears whispered in; of what to do once you grow up into a woman or man.

Watch how we teach one another, of what we refuse to understand about each other.

Thank you gentlemen for those who are left in this generation who speak the truth first, for treating some of us like ladies, we deserve. But for the males who still remain in their puberty mindset allow them hard pipes to rest. Why, because every females cookie is not so restless. And I'm not saying we don't want it  strong armed and bent back. What I'm saying is every woman shields her own diamonds in various places. To be dug up from in between her legs and or that addictive knowledge that keep's that man coming for that buried treasure deep in her head. Now boys to men you should have been taught better to accept or disregard  what is kept on top of your mantle piece. Not placed in  container boxes of thinking. That a bad girl could ever consider settling down with a side chick position. Did I also mention Insecurities and Fears show up in all of types of men and woman; demonic intensions.

Why is it from one statement or word that it changes into a 360 degree debate; of who agreed to what. Every person is not intended to be played with.  Now work on my mind instead of hesitating with; that  sexual fantasy was all about conquering. 

I'm not down playing positions & roles. But let's be real for every move there is an intention in every players initiation. And if were looking for logic in another persons made up mind. Then maybe it's in our HUMAN NATURES of Wild Thoughts that makes us cohabitate in our own natural ways.  






TOUCHE..

 

 

 

CAMEO

Every woman has a soul, and every man knows. In every culture around the globe.

'Woman marry, Men surrender'. Who says so? Until we can answer why not every human being is married, single or lonely. Or what keeps marriages & family; in unity. 

If he or she does not appreciate your LOVE then why can't the next person propose MARRIAGE and SURRENDER to you? And if you are one of those people who don't believe in love; then what are you doing of convenience with the person you're sharing your plans with? And how do they really feel knowing your not planning a life with them?

Now what man is honest enough to admit; doing wrong and crying in the dark while lying wide awake at night with someone else lying by his side? Only he knows the real issues of his heart and what he intentionally hides. Especially to women who settle for excuses and lies. But on the other hand some men do settle down with a woman they love or manage to deal with. And some men enjoy the drama they create in their own lives because they struggle to “grow up from boys into men”. Damn I know that was cold but not a bios statement.

Now what woman will admit to giving a man more than 1 more chance, who continues to show her his boyish arrogance? And what woman can be strong enough to close her legs to his wreckless inhibitions, at his convenience? Because a woman perception is Marriage is for Love, as Men Surrender. But does it mean we always compromise in the right state of minds? If men know what is deeply penetrated in places a woman has already silently surrendered of her heart. Does it change his ways of valuing her?

See men there is not one woman on earth who does not seek companionship with a level of compromise that leaves out her confidence to please your desires as a man. Some women have lowered their standards to have a man. Some women are being played, rejected and left broken. And the Married woman have managed to be found by the man who “surrendered” from playing the mind games. But also take note of how this Married woman knows her role; just in case this man steps out of control. To the other females he will not be as quick to give you all. Of what he has no intentions to do all over again. So from a woman to another woman don't be so quick to cater to another woman's non rehabilitated situation.

Men are simple is what they say. A woman’s ego can be stroked and penetrated slowly. And once we both process we’re not that complicated to figure out. If he provides her needs. Will she then honor his wants for life? In places they both "need more time than space" to GROW, out of what has been acceptable. Only either know. 

And before we assume what my status is; a grown man said to me your talented
in many things. I agree that I am a woman who seeks to constantly grow in areas of myself that have not been explored. So therefore I will not apologize for my experiences in this life. That continue in opening my beautiful eyes.

In a world filled with LOVE & WAR, hell we created our own battlefields. And a quick access between any pair of  legs is the least of our worries in what we Surrender to. Of men & woman who get caught up, in more than one way. Of finding no value of what we seek to escape.

We must be more appreciative of the free will we possess in ourselves. To have access of what we surrender to in a world of; human  intentions. And if this does not apply to you. Then what do we lack of, in teaching one another something positive to do?

Side Piece

We  are hungry for a life we can’t afford to maintain in. Regardless of what we have, because we were never satisfied with what we had to begin with. So what will we do to have more in order to survive the inner war which no longer adds up to logic in common sense of what some of us have become. In this world of mixed generations?

I heard the truth and it said “no one really wants the reality of who I am”.

I heard a lie and it said “give into me, and you will see how we together can walk with our eyes wide shut”

This is a general statement, and whether you process it or reject it, depends on the state of mind you feel up your self-worth with.

Sometimes people believe the truth should not always be revealed to the other person. Maybe it is because it makes their lies the truth to validate what we want but in reality may be hindered to do. Or could it be men and women both settle together “in insecurities and imperfections” to possess “something” to make up one thing “the fear of losing everything”  

Life is always going to happen; no matter who and what happens.  

REBEL

We may fail one another in this life. Is what we say for different reasoning depending on our circumstances, we may not all pray and ask for forgiveness, we may not all believe in God. But we can rest assure time will change our attitudes & minds.

No man or woman can whole heartedly love one another from in between their legs. No man or woman can make common sense of hurting one another through our flesh without self-examining ourselves in our own personal actions of choices.   

I don’t know what time is going to do. I don’t ponder with what people go through. But on this ROCK in which I stand “I know that man was created from perfection” And we as people validate our SELF-perfections through our own reasoning in the flesh; instead of forgiving ourselves first.

I say to those I know if we never connect mentally, embrace physically or cross paths again. In places I have grown to let go, forgive & learn. Please remember this: I LOVE YOU MORE EVERYDAY, even when you don’t pay attention to the time we no longer have because one day I knew time was going to happen.  

THEREFORE YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TO QUESTION HOW I VALUE AND LOVE YOU EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY  LIFE; IN A WORLD OF PEOPLE THAT CHANGE  THEIR MINDS IN EVERYWAY…

 -ANGEL L
A REBEL OF HUMAN FLESH MADE IN THIS IMAGE OF PERFECTION. BUT NOT PERFECT IN THE FLESH, UTILIZED IN LIFE FOR A HIGHER PURPOSE.
  

TAKING ADVANTAGE

You are the most important person in the world to me. Can anyone agree; speaking these words to someone they committed themselves to. Or devoted their lives too. Regardless of the storms we were destined to go through. See grief and heartache are personal feelings at some point we're all sudden to endure. Therefore no one can tell us how to deal or process the both of them. If we ourselves are not prepared to deal with what we live in denial with.

We may never admit this, but we take advantage of each other everyday. Even our children show us in a self entitled way. Our families remind us of why we should feel guilty, in who we become and not remain the same person to be controlled. Our spouses neglect us through time and attention, and know I'm not talking about asking for forgiveness with gifts and roses. Associates & those good ole friends remind us who we can DEPEND ON in good and bad times. Just make sure you don't panic if they don't return a call or pick up the line. And in our personal dating or random sexual relationships we take more than advantage of who we have to chosen to deal with. Just to have a access. But if none of these scenarios are true. Then why are we finding ourselves struggling with the truth. Of what we have yet to accomplish of happiness, control  & riches. Lacking trust, communication & mutual understandings.

We've heard it loud and clear  "2017 this is a new day" and if you're not handling your business with whom you have chosen to be with. Please understand how people are "Happy Feet" to wiggle into your space. Offering what they have worked for of money, compromise and overrated sexual fantasies. Where the presence of DIGNITY & RESPECT will get you checked. For not accepting compromises in what we want in millisecond moment. Eventually you will later figure out what PEOPLE are really about. On the inside, not what you visualize to see of an outside false fantasy.Now close your mouth. It's the questions that exposes the lies. Because time is our best friend that reveal us in places we pretend.

Taking a chance is not people's biggest  fear in this life. We ALL seek the opportunity everyday  to have what we want if not getting straight to what we need. Eventually we learn together or far apart what we want; may not work out. To have what we really need before it's a dollar short, and a day late. Because of our need to work in REPETITION with different people in the same OLD WAY.

NOW LATER

NOW LATER I can make a promise to LOVE and PROTECT you for always. Just remember to every cause there is an effect of how people & situations alter any of our “life expectations”  

If only we knew what this world would turn into. From birth I tried my best with what was given. To protect your innocence in the world we now live in.

If I could know everything thing that would occur; would it still have been enough to change the directions you would take?

Today, I can only pray over you through the FAMINE, HAPPINESS, GREED, and SORROW things must change. Now that many nations of “men & woman” have become of age. To stand on their own in the event of adversity, choices made and decisions to face.  

If I could put love into someone who does not understand it or refuse to feel it in their hearts. Would you see the difference and walk away before it’s too late?

If I could even have given you more courage through every storm in this world of compromise; could you hold on knowing that I’m always there in your heart and by your side?

If I could continue teach you how to manage the sadness in your eyes; could you hold onto your peace of mind?

If I could walk away today; would you treasure the wisdom I gave?

If I was no longer around to validate your rights from wrong; could you be man or woman enough to measure out things you have yet to learn?

If I could let you go in this life; can you move on temporarily to find that one who will never leave your side? But in the meantime FIND the one to be by your side. Throughout these years that humanity can no longer hide our human TEARS and FEARS.

NOW LATER we will see what changed and changes need to occur. In our individual "Life" will sew of seeds in.