If you have noticed the air is thick. People are running around if not into one another for last minute gifts.
Once in a while you can see a sigh of relief with snares, if not the glazed eyes and 40 pounds of decompressed nasal air. In another year of repeat in history. We invest of ourselves waiting for the returns on Jan 1st.
However, we choose our temperature for the ending of this year is approaching. We either left somethings undone, someone or ourselves cold or hot. Due to the challenges this year has brought. No matter what our plans were forecasted to do. Life seems to adjust the dial causing compounded confusion in the world. If not the overload of anxiety because the brain stop receiving any new information.
As we walk away from 2020 into a new year of different journey's. We can either choose to look back and trip over our own footprint of decisions or some one else's frustrations. Or we can choose to keep it moving, accepting or scramble with what did not break us, only prepared us for another new year.
Something old, something new. Its about time to Clean out that old baggage to make room, to receive whatever is new that tomorrow is going to bring for me & you.
Any man can fight it, and any type of woman can dismiss she needs it. But at the end of the day it does not matter whose heart it is. Every heart desires a human touch on the outside of that hard shield we cover up in.
Life has emptied out our cups, but we know in our truths for every argument we later laughed about, for every social media click, or cell phone text. Behind it there is a cup that remains unfilled. And human need wide open to be cuddled, appreciated, body held if not loved.
Now that we’ve established the understanding of who denies love; let’s dive into what we can establish together of figuring out what we both need.
We need one another to figure out our understandings.
We need each other, to figure out who really has our backs; when the rubber meets the road. No matter what color we cohabitate in.
I need, you need, we both need to know; where one is weaker I’ll be your strength.
We need to know that we’re all in those good & bad times. And the day I leave you won't forget our love. But mature and be strong for what we together conquered of storms & learned about ourselves, before we place one more feeling of entitlement. On our children if not another man or woman.
We need to know in hard times, I am confident in my ability to work for more than bread. So we never fight over crumbs that will end this love.
Our shoes will be hard to fill. For some reason love leaves people angry, lonely, spiteful and abandoned instead of peaceful & confident.
But if they appreciated what love lessons taught them, and even by watching us. They could of appreciated Life moves on, and people make final choices. And for every cup that is empty there is the next Someone; who is waiting to sip slooowly from it.
Thank you mama for watching over me, listening carefully, loving my kids, walking with me in those darkest days, and teaching me what is a priority in my own life. I made promises before I left. I know you will end this story on the right melody for me. You always knew "WHY" our feet will stumble over rocks & stones. And I listened & learned how to love me first. Transforming into being my own man, with my children at my end. In a world we've given up on one another. Bartered with limited time, exhausted excessive energy to not change ourselves. While attempting to change each other.
The reality is so many made empty promises to each other. I kept my faith. And watched closely to who sustained loyalty, served our community & lead in our history. But lacked in our own human performances, and patience. Then expected; higher expectations in return. Because of our minimum effort to communicate & first understand more about ourselves. To be open in learning more about each other.
Young ladies; it’s not how you turn it up. It’s what you use to lock him down.
Young men; it’s not how deep you can go. It is what the man demonstrates without being repeatedly; told.
Older woman; it’s what we expose to the young ladies. That they expose to the young men who are choosing them, if not she choosing him.
Older men; it’s what you are saying and demonstrating in the presence of these young boys. Who are emulating the older men and 3 things can happen with a weak influence; these young boys will find a father in one another, or they be daddy’s at younger ages. If not attempting to figure out the crises of what their minds are bodies are experiencing.
Who said a woman can’t raise a man; I raised my son to respect with integrity, knowledge & wisdom. And his daddy taught him not to be confused, about himself. His children taught him how to love and come home at night. His aunts & uncles showed him how to have heart. And granny taught him always; pray. And papa showed him how a man operates. Then life led him on his own journey.
See we get confused about the texture of our skins, our material accomplishments. And who can go down for their own dramatic situations. When the reality is this life was not that complicated; as we in humanity created of the generational curses in every;
Trial it corrected a man, or woman and child of color.
In every relationship or engagement with a woman or man playing mind games; it reminded him why he wears or not wears the pants. It showed her how much she either or not brings to the table.
Betrayal teaches him; not to sleep on the enemy. And accountability earned him the respect at all levels and classes of the masses. In a world we collectively survive one another in. And all these things taught her what to value in this man. And in the event either was not taught over time. This is why the curse has to be broken down the blood line.
FB/Social media chats, exposed the followers and leaders on every chat; we discuss & expose our issues and personal achievements. If not share relevant or tasteless information. And more than a half of times these are not even the people; with any positive influential intentions..
In the End, Time revealed all the racism & hate in all ages; exposed men and woman who were the creation of Adam & Eve. Could not hold it together until they respect if not appreciate one another. Is when the generational cycles; can be broken.
In Memory of Dominique White, 1991-2020 I am one man who can attest; I was blessed to bare good fruit from my mother's womb into my family's bloodline. And for my legacy they are covered with a hedge of protection. No matter the generational curses that remain to be broken.
When will families figure out we got to work openly minded in unity. Because today we are out of time to continue in judgement of other races & people. Until we ourselves have judged our own.
Covid-19, paused us. Not ended us. Until we shut one another down.
Happy Holiday's. And although I am in heaven today, or just waiting for confirmation on the sizing of my wings.
I wanted you all to know while in those trenches are for those people who are the givers and those people waiting to take.
This is a season to celebrate & share the give of life; for a birth that was called by permission. That we may have life, and after his death we may have a second chance. And no one is asking you to believe or follow anyone. Freewill is a choice to finding peace on earth.
So, every week over the years my family and I chose to clean out our closets. Because this family knew the benefits behind the gift of giving. And by looking for a reason to give. And sometimes you will hear the sighs I really don't have too much to share this week. But the reality is on that day we did not know what would be supplied in our situation or hardship of a need. But due to the investment of giving we had already sown the seed; so there would be the blessing in what we did not have left in your closets that week. Now apply this login to your situations.
If you know a giver and you are always the receiver of any kind of gifting including an encouragement in words; you can recognize the blessings on these type of people who work with the intention to give. Even if you don't care for them, they are in need or working to obtain your validation. Because God knew in his master plan who on earth would be the givers and takers. And for the record a giver does not always say "yes", remember they had to work. But this person can always find something at God's timing to share or give.
If you are a scrooge, a person of entitlement. Then you should understand the struggles you circle; back in. And money is not always the stem of the problems.
If we check out attitudes and feelings of entitlement. We can discover we are only allowed to give & receive according to God's timing. No matter how much we think we have accomplished with or without God on our own.
Covid-19, proved it can be shut down. For every season there is a purpose under heaven. And we ask this vaccination is granted permission; to give back if we had not ruin our second chances. Also, you don't have to believer of God to experience life and the challenges we collectively face.
Look around the world, we see it every day; children and poverty.
Status is what we check; it’s in adult attitudes that set
our children back. Rich or poor we have some growing up to do. Because there are good mothers and fathers around the world. Blended families continue to keep those children in sync. So at the end of the day? they won't grow up knowing what they could of been taught in better understanding.
Where there is poverty there is systemic mind set. But
listen, if you see a brother or sister on the street. It does not mean that they are the stem of it.
Where there is a blend in families. And often there is a
single parent household where poverty is stricken the extent of low income and under developed housing. It
does not always mean the family is not supportive of that mother and father who chose to try harder in bettering their situation. If not harbor those children. Children need stability.
When a child is separated from their family, are a parent it affects the
children more than the adults mentally. Now think about that matriarch of a parent whose life is gone.Why, because the child is the one depending on family to teach them values, morals and beliefs. And often we see in this situation of poverty; drugs, alcoholism, prostitution, divorce, and domestic violence in any class of families. It
does not mean this child has to be a statistic of the drama. This child’s life depends on breaking
the generational cycles.
Children are vulnerable when they cannot protect
themselves. And we all love the children. But there is a bridge where some adults
are creating the poverty mentality. Based upon their feelings of angered aggression, spite, abandonment and cheated out of a life they may have hindered of having, themselves. And when the extended family gets
involved, it creates animosity because of the adults who make the personal issues of what they have not yet to deal with in themselves.
The records show, a mother will curse and beat her child.
And love a man who beats on her, or abandons the family and returns with her
open hands. The records show a female will take from a man to feed another man
while he is incarcerated. The records show any status of woman is not exempt from leveraging her children to feed them all no matter who it comes from. But it does not have to be the
biological father or his family who has been rejected. For this was an opportunity to break the generational cycle.
The records show, a man not being the child's are children"s father will commit and raise the child or children with no reservations. And the woman will
allow this another man to interrupt as he pleases. Without boudaries we create circumstances. And some biological fathers are ok; with another man raising his babies.
The records show a man will sign his own name on the birth
certificate; because this child does not need to deal with the choices some woman
make. Consider the sacrifices a man will make. And who will allow that child to believe this is your paternal daddy. Until one day
this child needs to find his bloodline. Is when the truth will break her or his
heart and he r she will resent this mother if she lied.
The records show the man is doing his part; as the biological
father should. But problem is this man has moved on in his life, and both parents
had more kids. But this father was committed to his. He volunteered his name to
ensure his children would be fed. And in the event a parent dies it’s on that
surviving parent to have put together a plan. This is where families grow up
and do it for the kids involved where its takes a village to raise 1 child, what
happens when you factor in more children with the same mindset of adults.
The moral of this passage is; age is not a factor. When you
are grown enough to say these are my children, female or man. You hold full accountability
to all involved. If not do it for those children who will grow up in a world
that could have been better conditions. Rich or poor.
Sometimes our feelings are irrelevant when these children show suffering
behind it. In an every changing world.
What does it mean to be told " I need you to play your roll"?
Is this a statement asked for a roll in a movie scene?
Is this statement asked for a significant roll to play as the recipient of something that will be life changing?
Is this statement asked on behalf of a collective involvement of a movement toward something life conducive?
Or;
Is this statement a human request to ask of another person to lower their standards?
Its obvious opportunity awaits; where there are windows to probe on human vulnerability. But the reality not all people are suffering the same. Some people are even more focused on why things are making sense, and how in reasoning some people struggle to adjust with change in Covid-19.
One upon a time; we viewed one another from near or far away. Now today we live amongst one another in a skeptical society of the unknowing.
If we could change one element in this moment; could we change our minds that maybe we contributed to the skepticism we created in the air. With the covid-19, no one has a reasoning into why. So many people had to leave this life. However, what we can control right now; is how we treat or devalue one another in this time of what we don't know of how much is left.
We all understand there are non believers amongst us; along with the broken, abandoned, mistreated and less fortunate. And the truth is non one owes any human being; anything. Regardless of your relationship or title on this earth.
When you can find a reasoning in a fight; that holds more value to you than anything else on this earth. Will be the moment in which you consider; all people get a turn to suffer. it does not matter how momma and daddy raised you. Who you don't want to listen too; that read you the truth. Life has its own agenda and no man with no wand in hand can change its plan.
If someone is affected by another person; maybe its time you account for your behavior. Where that person has either took in consideration time is no longer on our side. A choice is mandatory right now.
Be safe, and for the small children who may be sustained in adults choices, hold on change is going to force a hand of us all.
In Memory of Dee Dee White. And all those we were summoned by TIME; to release back from this life.
The transition is now in process; the concern is who are the recipients. And of how much in quanity is available for the; first then second, and last.
Think about safety first; therefore the children and elders can hold out, in a world of aggressive behaviors that require detrimental corrections of respecting someone else. Because the entire world is exposed to each others; ill mannered habits or avenues of courtesy. If not confrontational aggressive attitudes for "I choose to not mask up mood". In a pandemic world that is not impressed or shows prejudice towards any age group in gender & race.
-Earnest Hemingway wrote "The world is a fine place, worth fighting for". Some may choose to differ or think nothing. While the remainder may agree with the 2nd. Why, because humanity has shown until we respect each other. Some people will always denie the word respect. Of that same respect that some people refuse to possess in themselves.
Taking time for granted, and fighting ourselves in unpecedent times of a diverse class of personal behaviors; keeps all progress separated & as a people dismantled. If some not all become dehumanized.
If we just could of agreed to ourselves; to mask up, stay 6 feet apart in either direction. And cover our mouths from fluids flying throughout the air. Maybe one day soon we'll figure out what's keeping us apart in time we are loosing our social connections.
Early in the morning around the globe. What is the motivation that rises up the real hustlers.
First, with an aroma that smells of fresh ink, a printer and the artist sitting out in the wide open. To perfect complexity take years to master of a process. Along with a bag of school supplies including ink, paper and printer machine. To process power that lays in the ingredients; of knowing the equal parts to mix in the mind of a scientist.
Second, the belly of the beast never sleeps where prostitution is progressing. And in the area of the epic center little people are forced into human sex trafficking. Keep these children safe from the belly of the real beast.
Third, in every hustle the leader is the brain. The most vicarious piece to a masterminded plan.
Fourth, the war on drugs is at its peek; of a final tsunami.
It's critical to know and weigh how much to place on your plate; if not the entire operation will break. In the designs that are critical to all in presentation; passed around the world to announce a statement. "To make money, To make money". For we have proven behind every wall is the power of money; talks.
Success is part of taking a risk, by touching, hearing the sound of clarity, and smelling the ghost in the background of a finishing texture that the weight is layered on top of ; colored paper.
The Final step; marking the goal to reach the couriers. For the lottery payout will consume the masses of all classes; unto the underground world of madness.
The sad part any crimes against another should be forbidden. No matter what type of cloth you are provided of the blue or white collars. Murder, conspiracy and human trafficking is massively revolving around the product & demand to sought out investors for hired workers; back on the brick in American History is where you will find the footprints of humanity.
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The brain sent a message to the body and said; either you utilize me or figure out that you cannot do anything without me.
The tempter then rose up and said to the brain; you could of reminded me to not get overheated. The brain responded I been patiently awaiting in the same place, the entire time, awaiting for you to consult with me. And if you had of done so you could of avoided; the mental & physical stress you have now exposed of the remainder of this body.
The body then ached with pain overwhelmed with the temper that stressed out the brain, which lead to the domino effect that opened up the “mouth” releasing 40pounds of air. To blurt out all kinds of crazy comments with the “hands” in motion all over the place; expressing what the mouth did not fast enough say. Motivating the noise to flare open and signaling the feet to “keep it moving”. While disturbing the knees to not bend and get some rest. Because the back had something to say as well; every time I turn my back on you there is always a problem affecting the other.
Ask for permission of yourself to search; the conditions of your own hearts. Eventually the brain will say to the body; in unity we function together on one heartbeat. But apart we cause one another problems; internally. And if we continue in disrespecting this body; the heart will find rest without us.
We spend 50% of our lives catering to other people. Raising our children. And providing the best financially for our family.
The other 50% of our lives. We deal with ourselves and the choices and decisions we either accepted to make or not.
Overall; time came about. Somethings changed over the course of time, some people changed over the course of time. Then on Mar. 16, 2020, a pademic progressed. To change our minds in how we have another choice to make a decision and live.
Crime & Hate progressed; and for generations we made a choice to not end slavery, abolish the laws that segregate the gentrification in this generation, end this social injustice in our CJS now the chains we all bare in every of race of men, woman & children in all communities.
Poverty did not find rest in any race of faces. Where in time we took more than what we could of shared, acknowledged who contributed to what makes a country great. In a time we are divided in anger, greed, jealousy and hate; with The Have & Have Nots if this makes any common sense to heal the situation we are in.
Anxiety today is the mental chains. Once worn on human ankles & necks. Chains created by the hands of our past forwarded into this generation.
So when a black man dies; dont assume his intentions were any different than his own black man or any race of stress. We are attempting to fight against the time to survive one another on any given moment; for a peace of mind on any day. That "freedom is crying & yelling in the streets over bloodshed in all races of man", stop pulling the trigger & remove the chains. Because now all children can't breathe.
