Holiday's

As we approach Christmas. And ending of this year, 2022. With gifts, egg nog; sometime spiked. as we listen or sing to music collaborations, laughter, tears and so much peace in sharing another holiday with cheer. Remember to take a moment in silence. To honor our angels who are now resting in peace this Holiday. For their seats will appear to be empty. And our hearts may feel faint. Remember their spirit lives within us and around us; in the living, for eternity. 

As we gather around the Christmas decor, to unwrap those gifts, to plant another kiss under the mistle toe. Also, remember those tables that remain empty, the laughter that no longer echoes of children and youth. In those homes of mom's and dads. In all communities of grandparents uncle's and aunts. To families around the world. Where the sounds of cheer and music is silent; if not softly heard; dimly in the background..

Greatful, greatful! No matter what life"s course. Thankful for it because of life a Savior born; we can sing or say. If not pray; I am grateful for every moment in this life. To have taken the opportunity to appreciate, Time.

The Proposal

The Proposal; could be presented in a multitude of ways. And limiting the quality of it in a box. Limits the quality of how or what it might be or been of a lifetime investment.The question is will you, either myself are even them; accept are deny it?

Knowledge is Power, so why not sit back and listen..Homage to a Queen      -Aretha Franklin.

If magic truly existed; our predictions could of been resolved. In a life we, us are them, count or exclude the possibility or impossibility; out.

If everyone or everything remain the same in this life; it would be fair to assume we or the things is like a tree. It only grows so Tall but eventually it reaches it's individual growing capacity; from the roots, rooted in the ground.

The Proposal still awaits. And the rolls do flip. In Time that has progressed. And why PEOPLE do own accountability for themselves; in changing their minds. With the wind that flows in silence. And it's in the history that's written; from every beginning. To a final ending.

Toxic

Good morning. Word of the day "Toxic". It can occur in anytype of communications, relationships, young or old. In any and all of societies. 

Relationships is two or more people. Often self relationships is another type of one's self care in themselves. So how can societies. agree to disagree. About what is toxic about each other. In relationships are cohabitations of oneself if not two people.  

Some people do maintain healthy ways to cohabitate in this life. Some people are toxic whether with another person, if not within themselves, as it's in our voices & choices that "repeat it out loud". So, the debate is who is this character orchestrating the confusion. When we often justify our  emotions of lonliness; to sustain from each other the companionship in life.

In this life nothing is accomplished without human beings cohabitating.  Families exist because of the birthrights in it. And it's been proven fact that not all families are claim each other blood in line of relatives. according to what is felt emotionally towards each other. Of their our own human life experiences. Either way the conclusion is the extension of questions. Has echoed over history. about the truth of ownerships to "birthrights". will always be found in the genetics of those original bloodlines. 

In every society there is this element that provokes this human reaction. Fear of not knowing, fear of lack, fear of loss, fear of incarceration, fear of separation, fear of abandonment, fear of death, fear of life.  Etc

However, judgment of each other is not always fair. Of what we exchange of toxicity within ourselves. 

If we work harder on ourselves, we might take accountability of how we devalue; somethings if not one another in this life. To get back in love with ourselves more. Whether it's whom we become without or with each other. Are we just figure it out; about ourselves.

1991-2020 ❤️ 

911

911 "What is your emergency", operator there is calamity around the world. And what we are experiencing is a dominoe affect, no one was prepared to witness of what is being exposed of humanity around the entire world. 

Please hurry, it's because it's happening right now. Operator speaks calmly, and says to the caller "I want you to stay on the line, and tell me what you see but remain hidden". I see Chaos in every age, race and gender that has made it's appearance. And it's deeper than mankind's judgement. It appears to be "spiritual warfare".

Operator ask "can you give me more information". The caller say's "If we are not all believers in JC, but believers of our own faiths, values, moral and beliefs. Who possess this power to judge  nations of  all humanity. The line is silenced. Well, the history of mankind was written before the birth of human generations. First, is the Book of Life, and then is The Constitution the forefathers designed. So who again, can judge of these carved names in human images and scrolls of history; that prove humans were needed to write the history of mankind. and if beyond a reasonable doubt. there is law's written for mankind by mankind. Of proven history of human behaviors in life, because of life experiences; we cannot hide are deny. Then what test the real facts that support the case law's in many books, and artifacts that are displayed around this entire world. And without further delay; who of many bury the history of human remains. buried on every land, cemetery plot, and deepest of the oceans of ancestors; some that jumped slave ships, hidden in the crevess of soil. on the same grounds we build new land developments, charged now of in every "due process" of earth's natural resources. And growing memorial sites. now who can judge if not test life; in our own past and present existence on earth. And not be bios to pass judgment of what we created as one; cohabitations of generations in 'bloodlines to birthrights of humanity".

911 Operator, "Help is on the way".

PayGrade

The question asked "would you date are marry a person who makes less than your paygrade"?

Think before you answer; where, age or gender is not factored. Because we are the witnesses to; how we the human race mingle in cohabitations..

And will love be enough, to sustain the challenges that life will occur in anytype of our relationship. That includes; our self-independence, children and human status. 

We're all people. We make up the human race of this word "Society". That is often blamed on society for our behaviors towards each other. And what is being advertised to this society of all ages and races of people; around the entire world. and once we question one another's morals, values and beliefs. We repeat history. Regarding what is being educated to every race of people exposing if not watching; each other or themselves.

If poverty exist since the beginning of mankind, and wealth exist since the beginning of mankind. Then what is the debate about. When the speculation is not whether men cheat, but woman cheat better. If we need one another in this opposite of sex; to procreate children. That is the makeup of all families and bloodlines in identities.

Money, material things, status. but what if love was really valued more than the "lack of, the inheritances and who can flex the power". We individually control what is called our own human Freewill. Where knowledge has no limit. Wisdom does not discriminate. Just what if we place more value in ourselves; first, each other next. Before rationalizing; how much worth is calculated based on what are may fade away; overtime of our egos, status pro quo, net pay vs. gross. If not handled are mishandled generational wealth.

When life makes a call. And we are no longer here on earth. Whether we took inventory of our own lives if not judged of others. The conversation will never change. About who could of, should of are did not change the cycle. 

When we decide to work together. We are destined not to give up on ourselves, lose the value of  investing in each other. To  pay a higher cost; sooner or later on in this life.

If money could be buried in the graveyards, what would it be spent on. And if the living had not figured out what "value," is. Then are we really living at all..

Jealousy

In the beginning was the💋, that ended Judah and Jesus Christ. 

The most powerful nemesis over the history of mankind. The jealousy that whales in silence. And if we are not confident in our own human skin, called this flesh. That will expose it's own conscious without restraints. Of who are if not as humans who we become amongst each other. 

Rage is deep. It manifest inside of this flesh that silently releases emotionally, into jealousy. At any time, any place. In any age of any moment, against anyone of us. And the sad news is; jealousy is silent, patient and wicked. Because jealousy & pride is not considering who gets hurt. For a moment of selfish satisfaction in destroying the life of another person.

Why, do friends grow up with you, not always old with you. And families depend on each other; physically, emotionally and for spiritual guidance. No matter their own inflictions of being human. Even a child depends on the stability and guidance of another human. We're all human beings and time itself will mentally/physically exhaust either of us. 

One day, reflect on yourself. And then ask who is living long healthier lives. who is maturing with are without trials in this life. And if you know a child does not remain an infant. Then how could we not see in ourselves who is growing with or without; instruction and direction. I often think about the children. We live in this mental capacity of a society of immature, irrational behaviors and human practices. However, logic is examined on the basis of everyone yelling out 'I'm the adult. Even small children are trained to think and act like adult's, then chastened for looking and acting like a child. As we watch time; burdens are either passed down, carried if not inevitable to be bared. In every age category that will expose of what we are, if not who we become in  behavior towards ourselves.

Why, do arguments occur, sabotage plots provoked. when disagreements can easily be managed over an amicable form of human communication. You will be surprised what even a child has to say about their own environment. how so, because one day they do physically form into this adult. But mentally it's the thinking; at any age we all  reverse back to acting as if we are a child.

The reality is the path is not alway's clear. Bullying is the act of demanding "I need your attention on me, right now". And jealousy is this emotion and then the action in behavior. I am entitled to who you are and what you possess. without the change I need to accept if not disregard in of my own skin. because the detours in this life ahead are real. We may not know on what day. What to expect from one another. But expect there is not one human that remains the same without being affected by a transition of change. 

always, take a mental moment to reflect in the living; should I of turned left, instead of right. should I have taken a late are early call, or just let it go to voice-mail. should I walk away today. Are should I choose to feel comfortable, oblige are sacrifice and stay. How, could I had known what to feel inside. Did I see all the red signs. The signs that made me question my gut feelings. Are was the space I found myself in; to late, too vacate. These red flags, who really has the empathy, we all need. who is uncomfortable in their own skin. Who is overly protective of me in my own skin. What environment r upbringing did change motivate "challenges". Who really forgave their own internal conflicts. we talk about over-over amongst each; about ourselves. if not in the presence of mixed company.

One generational struggle; exist of why if anyone owes another the accountability for themselves. We don't owe each other; of our own flesh. 

The language barriers we judge of one another. But in the same breathe; we speak on each other. The conspiracies behind every wall of plaster, door numbers, boards and nails. of really who had the motivation to have or chose to have not at all. Who sit amongst celebrations for accomplishments, no matter who achieved. But instead we either, I either wanted you to know in this life; anything is possible. When you were saying I deserve it also, in silence. as we all smiled at each other. In the privacy of our homes, amongst families, zoom calls, social media rants  and friends. In a mental state of compartmentalized, confinement if not open mindedness..

Until one day life manifest; in it's own form. Is when the world of truth was destined to be exposed. Of all who possessed the ole nemesis "jealously", and its own accountability; of every relationship, associations and bloodlines in Kinship. 

Children feel and talk to another. So what do you think the adult's are doing. As society's of people; watch each other. Of all families we are the real fruit of the roots we bare. Of our elder's. They are the history in knowing the secrets and stories of wisdom from their own beginning to share. When families are either growing together if not apart. In a world empathy is desperately needed. Amongst strangers looking in each other; for truth are just end results.

The Gift

What if this universal gift. Is it life. So how is it we can truly believe that giving is also an opportunity to receive..

But what if, every gift is not attached to material things, money and the expectation of receiving. 

If we could expect some gifts on this earth, in this life that is priceless. 

The best gift in the world we often ignore is; the gift with this emotional return..the most precious gift outlives it's own value that last for a lifetime.

Love is the greatest gift in the history of mankind. Without reservation without the thought of it we would surely die. Are could we even exist. When often this emotion of love. Is discredited, abruised, isolated or even dismissed, denied or overlooked. for the lifetime we search in each other or ourselves to claim the real value it has to offer. 

When out looking for this gift. Watch how we can overwhelm ourselves thinking into it. trying to cater to one another is mentally exhausting. On things that often lose value. If not the lack of appreciation for the love we attempted to show each other. Of what is invested of time to find this perfect gift we have searched for a lifetime. And if we limit our human expectations  on each other. And of those gifts that lose value; maybe we could finally see the gift we have searched for is a "peace of mind" for an eternity through time.

3am Ghost Writer 

Blood

Teach our heirships. It's in the bloodline that truth exist. And until you are of age to search for in your own understandings. Searching in each other for our ownership in birthright of identities. It's grasping the  understanding that will lead us all down narrow paths. Why, because of the bones that are buried at rest. It's the truth in the bodies of the living of what is spoken on verses; who is  intentionally hiding the rest.

A song writer wrote, produced and released "One of these ole mornings, when im gone", just wait and watch to hear why everything will soon make sense.

What is generational wealth; wisdom in knowing who and what sacrifices are still being made over a lifetime.

What is love; pending expectations of each other. Of those expectations we struggle within ourselves. But teach of what needs to exist. For if we don't value that agape love starts inside of us. not outside of each other.

Never live in jealousy, are judge with hate; it will ripple effect generations of bloodlines. 

Teach our seeds the betrayal is inevitable it's biblical; now watch how it appears in every role, association and title. 

Ghost Writer 1991-2020 ❤️ 

Takeoff

For only a God of compassion could of planned an exact date and time of our; chosen mother's,  father's and bloodlines. For there would be a process before the birth rights. Through our bodies, then here on earth. 

As a mother and dad anticipated patiently for months, days, minutes over nights for your final arrival date. A mother prepared in protection of her body to ensure you would be safe, loved, nourished and for 9 months a warm place to rest your precious body.  

And then it happened in the blink of an eye. The biological clock said "it's your time". As feet clicked and clattered. This water began to reign from eyes, to places of belly aches. monitored of rapid hands moving on clocks as we ran. And before we could manage controlling our breathe. this rush of anticipation made us break into this 😓. At this moment my body stretched, blood pressure rose, and heart raced. Due to the calamity of contractual pains. To ensure you  were born healthy and finally revealed to a mother and father in this light; called life.

Through the intense moments. Finally you were conceived and immediately given back to me; outside of my body. As your little warm body wiggled. I could hear your first sounds. Is when we would be formally introduced as you were placed on my warm  chest; i immediatelty bonded with your ❤️ beat. It was in that moment of time I still can feel; your tiny heart beat ontop of mine. This feeling yearned for eternity. Even in the living. But now even in death.

They say love is temporary in life. People grow in, if not out of love everyday.  People lose the desire of patience for each other. People forget we are all people of paternal father's, born from a womb of a woman. But a mother's and father's true love.  For any child this mother is either the protector r oppressor. And in every season this female made a final decision to carry of child in her womb. And this male he either intensely plans to be the best father; for this child is the blessing of his bloodline; to finally arrive. and no matter if this was not or is not your story in life; you are the birthright to a bloodline. So lets mature in ourselves and move forward; with time that is not on rewind.  There is a higher interest now involved. Either these arrival dates is anticipated or not. There is a life depending on "real love". And eventually there is this one day, but not right now. In the Book of Life it is recorded for all in humanity that reads; our final resting Takeoff dates. 

We can plan for a life with each other. We can be surprised by the unexpected in our own human participations. But we can also deny God is not of the spirit. Debate that Life is the final existence before claiming death is not or eternal. but where in mankind is the proof; where the spirit resides? In a world we created of "Life". 

Love is the greatest gift of All. No matter how much we give r take. In remembrance of each other"s Arrivals & Takeoff dates"

Love never ends. The truth is destined to surface. If the reality is it's in Faith that live's through the Spirit. 

 1991-2020🌹

Prince of Darkness

If the grid shut down, and there was no light in the entire world. Where could we run to; for the light?

If nothing has not really been done new under the sun by mankind. Why is death; a surprise? Or could the response be. We always knew the impossible is possible in what we are capable; of.

What if it's the associations that exposes not only our truth but how we cohabitate with each other. This desire to attract and retrieve the attention we seek from each other. where in this lifetime; has mandkind witnessed one human being that lived their entire lives with no human connection r emotions on earth.

If our truth is based on a religion, taught if not trained human morals, values and belief. And our rooted connection and identities is evident in the blood of lines through human birth. What separates any of us; from being mortal in a form of human existance..

We see the evil acts, in mankind of good often bad in man r woman. We desire the physical human being that kills another human r animal life. Whether we are trained or animalistic in our human natures, opposites do attract. So what are we lead if not follow of other human beings. We seek of our own birth identity, comfort, compassion and love from another human being.

So why, is God not of man we contest, but satan is this God that is idolized through our human flesh. For if we obtain material things through our own arrogance and vanity. we reign over each other on earth. No one talks about the experience; that occurs after life in death. And the truth research is a freewill. The reality is not one human being has returned from the process after death; to tell where the spirit is living. 

Often, ask WHY. If we all think alike and act alike; would we argue over our own likeness,  kill our likeness or control what we are in of a likeness. And if we see the earth is this round space. How do we navigate each other's thinking; to not see what we collectively see. Then what is the gravity that connects us towards each other; mentally and physically here on earth.

Sin cannot exist without the act of mankind's behavior. Life cannot exist without a mortal female & male. vice versa living creature. Both female and male cobtribute to a type of birth. Death cannot exist after the act in the body of absence from breathing life. However, the spirit lives; but where. This spirit that is truth it exist in life, so who knows what really happens to the spirit after Death. Who is really doing the talking in the living. 

We must figure out if we really want the truth, cuddle a lie r not knowing anything of wisdom to gain the knowledge. It appears "confusion is this key" of what we have to turn platforms of the communications toward this conflict educated in each other. over the course of life. even if we could coordinate the algorithms, systems and manipulative communications to debate the "Process".  Of what we need of each other; to believe. That during the "Process" of death the body is silenced. However, the residence of the spirit is a mystery in questions?

The events prior to my only son's death. There was a "Process", in the physical, as the crossover was occurring". In death the soul vacates this state of life. The  energy surges in a transition from breathing life to death. And if you are inclined in the relationship your sacred spiritual place. Then you can relate to what and how the "manifestation" is revealed in it's own  form of clarity. Seek for your own understandings in this life; you shall find, but also knock and the door shall be answered. Of "Overflowing in Wisdom".

When we can live on earth in denial. We can also respect our individual truths don't need human validation. 

Whoodini

When life grants second chances. It's not on purpose. There is a cause for every affect. Vice versa; there is an affect for every cause. 

Just remember at that place in darkness, of vulnerability if not uncertainty. Of what it was; you asked for in mental silence  Sacrificed for. Fast for. Prayed for. Are bartered with. For in every story of life the stage has been already set. For

Who is going to lead. 

Who is going to follow 

Who is going to fall.

Who is going to be humbled.

What is going to shut down the stage. 

Just shield this fragile heart & sometimes cluttered mind. And know we all have a purpose in our own life. Only No one really can tell another of their's; over time