Dooms Day

 The world news. Has now advised humanity. Of their plans. 

In the event; of an unexpected plot. And twist. To flip the grid. Into a world of darkness.

Which is to be expected. Not unexpected.

How so? The Bible reads there will be no place to run & hide. 

So, in the event. While human beings are just enough. Arranging themselves in life. 

Everyone must now take accountability, for themselves. In the event darkness consumes the grid. And the release efforts are in alignment.

Of who is; accommodated in a life changing moment.

Of a possible; world crises.

Just prepare accordingly. As we watch our of the mouths. Is world leaders. Expressing their; individual personal concerns & plans.

Now, imagine how the world of human beings. Would react. Knowing every detail.

That's not Invested; of humanity. To feel safe & secure. Amongst the not knowing.

And for those bank accounts. It won't matter. Remember every system runs off; a generated system.

And who in all the universe; has the capacity in finances. To invest in back up; generators. And power hand at the end of sending an encrypted message.

Throughout Human history. We have to process. 

The reality. Of why truth, Hurts. 

In knowing What was the investment in valuing; our own Security. And self worth.

If one day life happens; as it always has. And we're all apart. Moving around one world. In our daily; routines.

Don't panic; just prepare the family, elders & children. In case life happens.

And the rescue teams. Are spread apart. Throghout humanity.

In all races of man.

Because of Doomsday. Is already being prepared for. According to our; leader's.

The question that rises; is a hugh concern. In what has the hands of man. Been up to; over generations.

In a world we needed the weaknesses & strength. In one another's physical Bodies, and human intelligence.

There is soul's that physcologically believe; what they have access to feed on. They also because.

As we dare to disrespect there is; Power in God. In Prayer first, fast Daily. And patience. In knowing the difference.

Of what is shifting in the world.

To not repeat; a mental attempt. In panic to; overspend.

If life is going to happen. According to our leaderships.

Then there will be no; alternate routes around it.

In case you have access to private jets. 

Even the sky, is not. Promised anyone is safe to fly.

Because We have lived enough life. Dealing with human affairs in politics. To not acknowledge; how and what happened. In the universe of man.

So, sit back. And watch the sky, consecutively. 

While witnessing here on earth. Mother Nature vs. Mankind in the flesh. 

Of I been busy, over generations. Toddling with Earth's natural resources.

In conducting his & her; own desires. In of fleshly feelings.

If Dooms day, happens. Not many will smirk & Chuckle. No matter how you plan. Ti escape in one route..

Left wide open; for others.

In knowing The way it's mentally geared. In planned for themselves.

Without the approval of God's plans. That is above man's.

Because of his & her; Rebellion. In the world.

The Bill's Are Due

The Bill's are due again. Once the billing is prepared. According to a generated system. That produces notices; around a systemic cycle.

Using the matrix; needing both. The alpha & numeric system. In scheduling both the dates & times. 

So, what to do next?

Pause, Focus & Relax. It's happening all over the world.

The Billing System.

And guess what. We're all scrambling against; each other's thoughts. Wants & needs. Is the time; to accumulate & accommodate.

In accomplishing meeting; our individual. One another's basic needs.

In Education 

In Shelter 

In Transportation 

In Food 

In Clothing 

In Medical 

And human patience & maintenance; is spiraling. In a world. This material stuff is replaceable.

But not one human soul. 

Because of suffering, grief, anxiety, stress & lack in the spirit. Eventually will break the internal walls. Of what is this skin. We struggle in.

As human beings.

And if you are one of those souls. Affixed in. Controlling the outcome. Involving the cycle of life. And money. Rest up. Eventually the nervous system; will collaspe. In a meltdown.

In every race of a human being. We were not meant to endure fog life; struggling.

Therefore, A well overdue; mental evaluation. Is required.

Because in understanding lack. It only means two things;

Either there was never; enough. To cover life unexpected. 

Are the mindset. Of diversion. In dealing with the; state of denial. Life circumstances; happen. In areas we all; must change our thinking.

In areas we use what we have. Methodically to make it; work. Financially.

Until the financial cycle breaks. And the metrics no longer add up.

With the Math; in the juggling. Of the numbers.

Against the systemic algorithm. Man created.

Now, in understanding; abundance. What does it emulate.

We must also come to grips. Throughout the patent design of the systems. It also comes with; high, moderate & low risk.

Because in this frame of mind. It's stuck on. I have All; the power. In being in control.

Over influence & delegated titles & roles. 

Until life sets in. And rearrange what's; about to take place. In those uncharged boundaries; Physcologically.

Is accepting the final reality of Loss. Anytype of losses. Has a tremendous effect.

We witness it. In the world every day.

Because the algorithm was introduced to the world; by the hands of man.

So, if you're feeling beyond knowing what to do next.

We're in one world. Humans decided. 

We needed each other. However, we did not create a concept. 

To address; the entire future. In the design of; the systems.

Used as the physcological engineering; to administer the performance. We're living & perishing. In amongst ourselves.

We came into the world.

As natural & pure. Without the highest in human intelligence.

But throughout the development stages; of our lives. We managed; to comprehend how to live. If not survive.

Billionaire & All Status

In life we communicate in different; physcological patterns. It's mental & physical. Makeup in our human DNA.

In the ways; we as a human race communicate. From day to day.

And in those ways. Is our human differences. In how we process, comprehend and demonstrate; ourselves. In understanding.

One another, and understanding about the world.

Throughout life most of our human history considers; it's needed of both in wealth & poverty.

Then what about the Middle portion?

Now we're talking about; segregated mentality.

Once we consolidate; a difference in people status. 

But in reality we're all; in alignment of bloodlines. Of each other.

It starts way back at the beginning. Of time. 

When mankind was created; of a soul. 

In one body; called Humanity.

And during the process; humans figured out. How to need one another.

For the infrastructure in reengineering the ourselves. In this one world.

In this one world. 

As We as human beings. Daily face this struggle within;  circumstances of life. And in ourselves.

Even if it's not; our own. In status, titles and roles.

Because Human beings; deal with life. Silently in themselves.

So, once we used our own human intelligence.

To organize; ourselves in this one world.

What was figured out. Is how do we use one another. In area's to grow; ourselves. And of course; each other.

In one world.

Now let's clear up the stereotypes. Narratives and Dialogues.

If man was created in one body. At the beginning of time.

There was no titles;

Such as The Poor, The Rich, The Millionaires, The Billionaires, The Blue Bloodlines.

And the state of lack; can be a subtitle in any category. 

No worries, In this skin. We'll all be; physcologically tested. And repeatedly administered.

Because we're all human beings; that contribute to the footprints. In All human history.

Of These titles we're associated with; what humans needed of one another. To establish; a title.

If we're implementing the beginning of time. And the creation of All in mankind.

Then we must start back, in the beginning with God. 

To address; wealth. We must also; implement Knowledge & Wisdom.

Because the truth is this; human beings needed both. From the souls of one another.

To build up; in this one world of status & titles.

Because of by chance; all the world possessions. Diminished before our eyes.

Then what can of any category of status & titles. 

Fix; of a peace of mind, happiness and the security in. 

Of if I loose all the worldly Possessions.

In mankind. Then Who will then 

Be the titles & roles of

Billionaires

Millionaires

Middle Class

Poverty Class

In one world of people. That at the beginning of time. 

Figured out; why they needed.

The thoughts. In each other's minds.

Meltdown

 In these bodies that function in a nervous system.

Eventually the mechanics communicate; internally.

And if you never tasted; a liquid meltdown. No worries.

Eventually in life; we're all going to experience a moment. In time. 

Because the meltdown; does not require an invitation. The meltdown just happens.

When life; has took it's toll. On the human soul.

I talk about a Weary Mind. But don't confuse it. With; it's losing bandwidth. In it.

Regarding this phrase of feeling; weariness. Which is an emotional state. That accumulates; overtime. 

Due to how much; the mind. Has processed. Of what has; been working heavy. On the heart muscle.

And eventually. Is when the entire nervous system. Becomes; over exhausted. And overwhelmed.

Because life happens; everyday. And it affects the entire nervous system.

In different ways.

In reality. In this world. There is an abundance of tense situations; causing the body to work faster & harder. 

And the reality is; nothing is moving faster. Because the body operates at It's own; functional pace.

Think about; what is. Are not happening.

In real time. Not time; anticipated. 

But the time. Connected to the physical. In what is processing. In our thoughts; of the mental. And what is it; we are processing. In telling ourselves.

That the eyes; imagine. Of what may are not; be present.

The outcome.

And often people joke; around. In saying. As long as, you don't answer back to yourself. It's ok. To ramble; on. With yourself. In a one way conversation.

But when the body; is tense. It's sending a message. 

That We're actually; thinking ahead. Of the outcome.

That We're actually Talking; faster. Than normal. 

That We're actually moving quicker; than our average speed. 

Some would say. It sounds like; anxiety.

Other's would say; it's sounds like feeling overwhelmed.

While the body is working harder. 

The mind is processing thoughts. In real time.

The mouth; is mumbling. About what the mind. Is thinking. At a a rate of speed.

The heart is running rapid; because the mind & mouth is conversing. 

While the feet fumble over one another; to find balance.

The hands shake; because of the thoughts. That resume out of the mouth. Irritates the heart rate. While the feet just can't keep up; moving in a fast & slow pace. 

When life has wore you down.

Stop, look, listen & learn.

To what?

The Body. Is alway's trying to tell; us something.

Addictions & Struggles

The reasoning to why?

In writing a journal; about life. Is there is alway's; a new way. In presenting another  story. Seen from a different lense. Because of how we see; ourselves.

Individually; through & in it.

Life. We're all fighting a battles in ourselves.

And We all possess a mindset. In telling our individual versions. But what if we stopped. With; using; the human history. Involving each other.

To start the internal healing; in our own nervous systems.

Because From a different generation? Bridge's were burned. Trust was broken. Loyalty kept; collapsing. And lack & disappointments; eventually broke our human spirits.

So, where did the inheritance of; human addictions surface. 

Throghout humanity.

Abd that includes being addicted to another; human being.

So, humanity continues to be; educated. And taught why time. In investing; in a peace of mind. 

So we stop in feeling the pressure of guilt & obligations. In knowing the importance of; what becomea of our human natures.

To start to pamper; ourselves. First. In the area's the mind & Matters of the heart. Weight the soul down. In this skin that houses the soul. 

Of our deepest mental & physical. bruises & scars.

Now how much of the truth can any human being; first process. About themselves.

Needing healing. In places; they were broken in.

See one reality about death. Is it's; permanent in the body. But not of the spirit.

How so? The spirits return back to God. 

But in the world; we have Become accustomed. To one Another's familiarity. 

Meaning; soul ties. With one another. In this skin. Of which we individually; deal with internal struggles.

Where this Heartache; awaits. To be reminded. For All to set it up, as an internal alarm. 

To remind us in All; humanity. Eventually it may occur again. 

But what about if it doesn't. Because people change their mind; to begin the healing. From pain; overtime.

And don't be surprised; some spirits get upset. Often it's their pain. These individuals refuse; in themselves to deal with.

So, be slow. To invite one anthers spirits into your body, mind & soul.

See, life has been this mentor. Our entire life time. 

To help us; figure out. What causes this heartache. We continue to rig the maintenance. Of bandaging our own pain. Over & over. And over again.

By seeking; refuge in each other's; Struggle. We learn why? We never gave ourselves the time to; individually heal from inside.

Because living life; comes with the good & bad days. And it's our individual accountability to; personally decide change.

Because of time that has recorded; human history. Of All that have lived in humanity.

In these day's. You're going to witness;

People in Human Affairs. And we'll label the; affairs down to; everyone's emotional. In a type; of category.

Insane 

Depressed

Overwhelmed 

Obsessed

Loner

Dramatic. Etc

To sustain; gravity & weight. In not dealing with our own; healing.

Because asking for forgiveness. And saying I'm sorry. Is not enough.

For not one human on earth. 

But what we'll not tell; is the truth about ourselves.

Regarding the pain; we have caused with each other. in this world.

Because we're not Saints. For the record.

That's why, there is the Title Counselors. Also one the Bible; council. 

I replied in Sunday School in regards to Moses in the Bible. In the Boof of Exodus 3. Where Moses was called by God; at the burning bush of fire. By assignment. Given instructions To lead the people. 

To the promise land. Of course Moses attended to advise God. Why he was not fit to lead. 

But told Moses. I'll be with you..

Next,

In the Book of Genesis. As we look at what happened was. Here we go again, the people were rebellious against God. During the time of self worship in their flesh; witt one another. In indulging in the Sin of the world. 

These were the days. And era of Sodom & Gomorrah. In The Book of Genesis: 18:19

So, what's really unbelievable. In the world. Where there is nothing that has not been done. Under tre Sun. Invoking human history.

We're in the present. Working on the future. Of the past; our Bloodlines. In all races of mankind. Already lived; it. 

Because of the human history; that rose & rest. And passed the paton. Of what was done in the flesh. Was all nations. 

Of humanity. Before even our existence, continued Biblical Prophecy here on Earth.

We're human. All on assignment. Through Birthrights.

Of Our first names; before the doctors signed off. On those Birth certificates. In the day's they we're; called forms.

We we're all called; babies. 

The point is this.

No one told us; about how to deal with every internal struggle in this life. 

We only could teach one another. With the best we had; of knowing ourselves.

In that era of time.

Can you imagine what slavery taught people of oppression. And how did those not oppressed process; watching and engaging in the oppression.

Reality is a part of accepting; what in actually happens. No way around it.

Because denial; is admittance. It happened. However, I choose not to remember.

So, if it's time for a life reality Check. In on one another.

Because life; comes with some pressure.To deal with. Alone. 

Now I imagine; life is happening in a world filled with people..

And choices are being made. Before we know the decisions; we ourself. Will be faced with. Of; changes & adjustments.

No matter what the human battle is. 

Understand not one human is perfect & all knowing knowledge. According to God's will; of our individual purpose & assignments.

And I know. 

We all get it. It's not all about God. 

It's about ourselves. And look what happened in this world.

For the wounded; who don't know. 

Why God is a healer. And a comforter. In whatever situations; we're going to walk through.

And just because; you wear a grin are hard frown. 

Believe it are not; there is some people praying for you.

While their also; knee deep. In the trenches of 

Asking God; to even pull them spiritually through.

Because we all fight our personal battles. In a different mindset. 

In The Book of Matthew 5:1-12, it reminds humanity. To seek comfort in the word of God. 

Eventually we'll turn; from one another. 

To search for;  more clarity, truth & direction.

With the one question.

Why prayer? If nothing changes.

Well, it's a Freewill to choose something different. So,why not Pray anyway. Eventually you will; internally change. 

Even if; people remain the same. 

How so? The way you; feel & see. Who was alway's carrying the load. 

In you own pain. 

It's always; yourself. Each other. Are someone else's to blame. 

With are Without; a personal relationship. In knowing God. 

Facing our personal battles; it's just complicated. And the reason why?

We say to one another 'You don't understand'.

 However, it's the same weight. 

That Only man thinks he are she. The entire time; was carrying.

Without the Grace & Mercy, is because of the Love & Forgiveness by God. 

Second chances. If not chance after chance, granted by. The favor of God.

Sunday School

Sunday School is located all over the Globe. And it welcomes All ages, sex and gender. To come. And fellowship. 

Because where there is questions & concerns. Regarding the world. 

The Church is the one building; that provides comfort. To hold. Any capacity; in two types of Soul's.

As a toddler my grandma made sure; I knew the word of God. And throughout my life. I eventually wandered off. And got lost. 

Then immediately; found. In the same; spirit & soul. I remain in standing on; of Holy Ground. In God's Holy Biblical Word.

Because I saw & learned about; service. But not in the way. We personally service one another in; pleasuring. Of this flesh.

I'm talking about the service; provided when no one. Human is watching.

But what God; is documenting. During our daily; life journey.

Which is; everything.

And on This Sunday, to stay in alignment with the lesson. I remember my Grandma's footprint. 

She didn't say much. However; her ability to service; with others 

In Mission class 

In Bible study. 

During Church Worshiping.

As a servant in servicing;

Of community.

Of family. 

Of friends.

Of strangers

Of Widow's 

Of single females; with children 

And Of the; souls & spirits of the lost & found.

My Grandmother's name carried weight. And so did our bloodline in history.

Moving forward;

In the world; children attend Bible Summer Camps. And Sunday School for the children to learn at a pace they are involved, interact & understand. 

Stewardship & Service 

But by story began. With learning engagement with the community. And over the summers I walked on those dirt roads. As a child; to feed. And service the elders.

In Humanity we swear. We have served in Service; over a period of time.

What people in earth; is not military service connected.

Human History will prove; we all have a bloodline. That has served; a country.

To claim; if we've already service. An area in life. Including the church. But what about God. 

But what about; stewardship to God. In Faith, Hope & Love. 

And who said; there is an expiration date. On service & Stewardship in this life. 

Because caregivers; work around the clock. Emotionally & Physically.

In All races & ages.  Of mankind.

Throghout time; is life.

To understand order. One must first; recognize their individual assignments in the world.

In a crowded room. Is purpose.

In a crowded world. Is purpose.

We don't get to choose; each other's Purpose. According to God's plan. For humanity.

So, there will be struggles. In using our commun sense. And Debates with one another. Regarding; our levels in human intelligence.

When it comes down to how; we serve.

In a world of Sin.

Because Life is filled with; quotes, questions, statements & answers.

Which means; truth & lies. Also exist. 

In false doctrine. And religious practices.

In a world of; father time. In how Will we  forever service; work in humanity. Of our individual human; patience & tolerance. 

Because without one. Are the other; nothing gets fully completed. On earth.

Are neither; with each other.

According to God; in alignment with our faith & hope. In Stewardship.

And what All people choose to serve. Regarding their religious beliefs. While practicing their individual lifestyles.

In a world; we're overwhelmed. And worked; out. In trying to reach; Fulfillment.

Of meeting the need. Of who needs; to service each other.

I learned; service is connected. To stewardship. Regarding the Church.

Verses. What We deal with; in performances. To reach the point. In burnout. 

In this skin. Is the entirety of; our human performances. When being lead; in different directions. Of one another.

To figure out. In every age category. What one human are of many. Decided for all; in Services. 

Of How we decide; for ourselves & one another. 

Without the Biblical knowledge. 

To stop; following any type of teaching. Of what we have yet. Invested in of our own; understanding.

To keep going. In this world. Of humanity. Is the soul ties. In All all walks of life's. 

Claiming a religious belief.

The point is this; Sunday School. Is built on ethics of the church foundation. Children activities, allow the children to learn with one another. 

In a fellowship. 

Gathering around; The basics of what they can understand. At a child's level of engagement in the church.

But keep in mind; equally yoked. Is also in the Bible.

And children need time & development. To understand. Who has led; them. Religiously in what Biblical direction.

So, in this world. Of Our faiths. That won't always align. In our spiritual Beliefs.

As we live in a world of children & adults. Including is else's.

Teaching one another; from one generation to the next. 

Were just human beings. Trying to physcologically catch up. In still maturing; spiritually in; a daily transitional world.

So we must tread light. With chastising each other. In what we believe.

Why? We might figure out; what is being Biblically Equally yoked. Are not. 

Next, after children's hour is done. In church. It's normal the children return to; their pick up locations.

As the adults; close out their; Sunday classes. 

The children; are moving around. To locate their; space. To wait. 

And what was in the air. Is children, amongst a child. That was curious. To ask? 

In a cute whisper. 

'What do you All talk about; when you're not talking about God'.

Uhm, tickled my soul. Children are these amazing little people. That makes life worth living. 

And whether we believe are not. We we're all once a child. Of innocence. Clueless. Until beginning aware Adults. 

So, to carefully examine. The curiosity. In the intelligence of this child's; question. 

It Prompt my curiosity. I thought to myself; in my consciousness.

About; what are you thinking about. 

What do you know. 

What have you; been listening to. 

I carefully replied; in a soft voice.  

'All we do here, is talk about God'.

Because God is; US. 

God is; omnipresent.

God is; love. Even in our good & bad days. 

God is all knowing.

God is; knowledge & wisdom.

The other children promptly gathered around; whispering in each other's ears. 

So how did this question come about?

As the children. What are they hearing; in the world. About church. In the presence of; all the Adults. 

Because The Book commentaries questions. Is for group discussions.

For example. Read 'who do you think of, as a forgiving soul'.

And on both sides. Eyes pierced; as we all listened. And watched.

To look, is listening. To further understand the answer & the point.

I then replied; the answer for me is the children. Because they don't process & understand. The endurance of pain & suffering.

All they know. Is it's ok.  

And that is a pure soul. In what God created. In the Children. Of Pureness, love, forgiveness & Innocence.

And as I spoke; to the entire room. The children sat in silence.

As God; listens & sees everything.

So, What does service & stewardship.

Resemble in One World. Of humanity?

Toll Road

 In life. It's the not knowing what's ahead. 

Because in pain. There is only; two lanes.

And we're all in humanity. In a daily race. Crossing one another's paths. 

Of being caught up. In our emotions.

To get caught in; the internal & external. Lanes in it.

Because pain; is not a one way street.

It's this lane; we're alway's attempting to avoid.  Each other.

Of what's piling up; internally.

In what we're witnessing; externally.

Toll Way Alert. 

Every soul; is carrying precious cargo in themselves.

'Milestone', you sent the message in your lyrics. Of this song that announced to the entire world.

We all have our; physical & mental lanes. But  what happens once; we cross & emotionally & physcologically connect. Into one another's. 

In life. I'll ask humanity. One more time. 

Who has yet. To suffer from;

Lack in the spirit. 

Heartache; from disappointments.

Famine; in what this soul. Yearns for.

Grief; because of the pile up. Of losses. 

Love; it's daily work. To stay in it. Because of commitment, growth, maturity and patience required.

Sorrow; it's the cycles of life. Whether we're fighting for it. To save each other. If not; the sanity in ourselves.

Happiness; it's a freewill. To posses it .

& Pain. 

Son, my only child. If I leave you nothing material in this lifetime. I continue to thank God. For showing me the Powe; in giving throughout the universe.

LOVE. That doesn't cost a dime. In attempting to get; ahead. Of one. Of another day. Of commuting. To get; One. To realize why?

We're still behind; another. 

Just in case; we're All caught up. On the Toll Way's; of life. 

While on our; individual journey's.

It cost time. To spend; wandering around.

It's a Freewill; to stay mentally. In our own lanes. Until we figure; it out. 

Which; route.