Waiting Room

The events of life. How did we not know. How we've always been in a mental waiting room.

One lesson life teaches us. Is this. We're always waiting.

But for what?

Waiting for the; final results.

Waiting for one another; to bend, fold are follow.

Waiting; to live are die.

Waiting to; heal internally inside.

Waiting emotionally. For empathy.

Waiting; on attendance.

Waiting on; each other.

Waiting to be; apart of.

Waiting to be; initiated.

Waiting to be: claimed.

Waiting to be; exposed.

Waiting to be; examined 

Waiting to be; seen.

Waiting to; recorded.

Waiting on Time. In another day. Of another morning, noon day and night time.

Waiting on a call.

Waiting to be; next.

Waiting to be; addressed.

Waiting to receive; something.

Waiting to get; paid. 

Waiting to find a; mate.

Waiting to be; saved.

Waiting to be; found.

Waiting to be; released.

Waiting on, told to wait. Some more.

Waiting for one another; to change. The way we; think. And do things in getting the same results.

Waiting, Waiting, Waiting. 

For the real human identities. To reveal; itself.

All we've utilized of time. Is monopolizing of each other's.

From what we have created; in this world. Of waiting.

In line watching Time. Waiting on; another answer.

In mankind. Waiting Around for Another ❓ 

Grandma

During the summertime. Do are can; we recall vacationing with The grandparents. In every race is a set. Around the world.

But before we began. In attendance of the world. Of Another class in human history.

I will sprinkle on top. Of how God has been the Blessing. Throughout the blood in our Bodies.

Is in the bloodlines; of both sides. Of my mother & father.

Including yours & other's. It's how it All started.

The Bloodlines. Of the Grandparents. 

In my story. Their life & legacy. Holds Roots & lived history. Of their time line. From the beginning, in between; 92-99 years of age. In the Dash. Until their precious souls return to God. 

As the information passes down; over generations.

Of what the mind retains.

Of what One day will replay. In reminiscence of thoughts. 

About each other. And what happens Throughout every generation. Of Us in All.

Humanism 

How far, have we really come. In the bloodlines. Of our identity, human natures. And bonds.

The type of Bonds; formed. Through engagements. 

One day Grandma gave me an assignment. And of course working off the land. Everybody put in a hand. 

So, my chore on this hot summer day. Was to go the the other store. And put it on my Tab.

Moving forward in time. I watched how the elders; physical appearances change. And their footsteps; we're shorter. From one summer to the next. 

So much time; we either plan. Are miss.

Taking every opportunity. To learn & cherish. 

The Grandparents.

Until the next visit. My grandma traveled; to check in. Of course on one of her children. Because a parents love is everything. But also is; the granddaughter.

So I don't question life. Are the adversity. On my personal journey I have endured. The full human experience.

And still learning more about; who I am. In this body. God is the gate keeper.

Are neither should you; be to concern. With being too busy.

The Bible reads in 1Timothy 5:14. 'And what they learn, to be Idle'.

Because we all were; already on an assignment. Once we were inside of a females womb. Of Dad's DNA.

Next,

So in our latter years. I'm an adult now. And of course when the grandparents; ask for assistance.

There is no reservation. In What needs to get done.

Grandma said. I need some items. To bake. And on that small piece of paper. I saw lines.

But I smiled at Grandma. Because we knew. Who not only put together the dinner table. But the lesson. Was to learn. How to break bread. Where there is the hungry.

As my grandmother passed me. This green note. I looked down. Patiently and smiled.

Grandma this is only $1 dollar bill.

She replied; God has alway's provided away.

I went on. To complete my Grandma's request. Because I learned about time. And understood one day the young will transform into the old.

I remember the day my son called. And ask. Mom can you see what Granny needs. Because she's getting older. Just be patient. And let me know.

In a world of flaws. Crossing over. Into one another's emotional bridges.

What are we as human beings built in. Will eventually prevail. In how we pay closer attention. To every human detail.

Because even as small babies & children.

We're meant to understood. Ourselves.

To understand each other. In the living on earth.

Therefore it's required to include God's will. To understand who is on; an appointed assignment.

We judge of each other. Then silently question about ourselves.

We Can't Be Friends

Hello, I think it's time. We need to talk. About where we've been. In ourselves; with each other. 

And how much have we invested in one another. Because of time will tell. Where we're going to end up. In life.

Of; Us. If not together. Then apart. 

But first, allow the listeners. To start off.

In recognizing a compilation. By both Deborah Cox & RL. Two amazing human artists. That time brought together. In accomplishing; one mission.

Through their musical lyrics. In song. Of musical rights. Created a visual Landscape. For others to watch.

In what ingredients are necessary. To emotionally understand. There is art; in how. We express;

What is love & it's language.

But not before: we test all the ingredients. Just to see. What mix. 

Is first recognizing. What's on our list. Of; meeting one another's. Human expectations.

Because the ingredients; must blend right.

Where two people; align together. Even during the; process. Time is necessary. For the final; presentation.  

In order to know. What happens After the blending & mixing is done. 

What's next. On the agenda.

For each other. In the next batch.

Do we plan Before and after; the life experience. 

Has been fully sampled. Both mentally, physically & spiritually.

Because the same; recipe should always blend. Like it did at the beginning.

Are did we both; learn something new. About the process. 

In ourselves. While mixing the recipe. Took preparation & patience. With each other. Throughout the process.

The main ingredient; time. Of what we both needed.

Because everyday; time teaches us. Either we figure out the recipe. Between each other. Are whether it's Us. That no longer mix. According to the ingredients.

I remember at the age of 22. It was a time of; learning more about myself. While blending in each other. And where does love align in the ingredients. And After 20 years. Of the same recipe. Out of the blue; the ingredients changed. 

If only I reread. What was written. And eventually I took the heartache & gave it back to God. After that last phone call. 'You need to find someone to love you'. Unfortunately time did not; have a recall on our expired ingredients.

And for all those buckets. Filled with years of tears. I stored up. A type of love. That Only God; needed possession back. To lock & store that key away.

To protect; on earth. What was not properly handled with; patience, attention & love.

In reality time records every detail of our life. 

If only; communication was in bolder print. Because over time. The expiration date. Will be determined. In what was over looked. In each other. 

Where it's filled up; in storage. The heart.

Before the mind. Catches up. To the expiration date. Requiring attention. To what Portion. Is necessary to be disregarded. Of what now Rest; in silence.

The history, we Once shared. In a time; during our human experience.

Laboratory

How far has human rights; transitioned. In transformation. To repeat; in another era of human cycles.

To save; generations. Is every identity of patterns. Attached to our human characters.

The test is loyalty. First in the bloodlines of each other. Of what flows out. Into a world.

We're we're wondering if. Enough is enough. For ourselves. 

While prioritizing one another.

And this is no secret.

Ministry, Religion, guardianships, parenting, teaching & Preaching has been around over generations. In all humanity.

So has this test over generations. Of who has the endurance. To not fail. In educating. Each other.

What has. Are not failed; humanity. Of protection.

Of One another.

Once we challenge. The root of oppression. That poured into generations.

In dealing with. Who are we to disregard; change that affects our biology. On earth.

Knowing the rule. Of what is considered.

What can't implicate; an act. In wrong. It's rationalized.

As acceptance of normal.

Only to be answered. Of yes are no.

Under the Ruling; it's not known.

You can never engage; oneself. With minimum knowledge.

However; we have engaged ourselves. Through systems. Designed from the Laboratory; that has watched generations. Through the birth of each other.

The one act; of conception. 

In every generation. Humanity has watched. The history. In every digital & physical footprints.

How so?

By one another. In a world we know; what about humanity. In predictability.

'Remember don't speak on it'. 

Which would make sense. If bondage, abuse & oppression would of never existed.

Created; a generation. Of physcological history.

Over the lifetime of humanity.

So the Holy Bible; reads spiritual & sacrificial weight. 

Rooted to sacrifices. Of all types.

Remember; physcologically. What remains in the frame of mind. That produces information calculated in the brain.

Every human experience. Starting at the beginning.

Knowing God created mankind. Then who is mankind; mangaged over one another.

During a modern vs. traditional eras. Exist a time line.

People don't like change; of each other. Why not struggle with change. That makes us as human beings; uncomfortable in ourselves.

At this point. We should of figured out. 

The entire laboratory test. 

As we struggle with the internal changes. We argue over. Within ourselves.

In society. A world of people. Bundled up in this skin.

Of mixed; emotions. Regardless what happened over humanity.

Misconduct, SIN And curiosity. 

Inventions; what would eliminate our differences.

Once we're compacted; then by personality type. Categorized by; Characteristics.

To manage the Narrative.

Now here is where it's going to stir; into weird. 

Affixation; combination of two mix words.

If we did not know; how to apply ourselves. To it. Without another.

We could easily presume. We're in a state of delusion.

Knowing delusional; has been treated. And managed. Throughout generations.

The medical science of Anatomy. It's required one must secure a academic degree. And license to practice in civilization. Of humanity.

Of The world is this space. Everyone wants to debate human rights. Logic. Rationality.

But only a few will create a design. For the average; mind. 

Of the select few. Speaking in general.

Since human intelligence; has for generations. Been tested and evaluated.

How so?

The act of judgement. Is centered around Perspective.

The idea. That empowers; ideas from thoughts. Expressed through feeling emotional.

Because not one human is comfortable; in feeling

Invisible. 

As a world of human's exist.

Down here on earth; we search for truth.

To believe in. what presents itself as Powerful. In the flesh.

So now our attitudes & attendance. Is accounted; according to The Bureau of Statistics. Vital included.

How every; there is a ratio. In knowledge and education.

In a world of statistics & Cohabitations.

Throughout the world. Er identify out human side. 

Weird

Unpredictable 

Predictable 

Unhinged

Calm

Resourceful

So how do we deal with; violations.

In reference to managing; one source. Over respect. Because of Acknowledgment. 

Now here is where religion. Is interpreted. Where Everyone desires the understanding.

However not ever human; is loyal  in putting in the sacrifices of work.

Some people call it; holiness.

We're all resourceful people. In humanity. Of one world.

Of many vices. 

So we delegate a Representative; of a human authority.

To manage the right choices.

Of who lives are dies. Over what is handed over. 

Of knowledge. Because of the generations. Being left behind.

Someone has to ensure the strategy; will be monitored.

Im Humanity; of One another.

Of Generational legacies. And this wealth transfer.

Will determine how much; all human history reveals 

The way we're raised. 

The Education; we receive

Who has the capacity to; do math, write & read. 

Ever human act on earth. Implemented is by design.

And every engineering of what mankind has experienced.

Reference; back to eras. Of what humans created. Challenged.

And indoctrinated. Into a design; of the human mind.

However, every human being. Is rooted in blood. 

According to God. Eventually we're all going; to class.

If we have not; yet learned. 

From the beginning God created the heaven - earth.

Watching over the details. Of what Mankind; was busy building.

The Source

Whether it's good are bad. The source is where information is gathered.

See, there is not one source in this world. Of technology & social media, cell phone and encrypted messages.

People includes humanity. Overall have not; educated themselves. 

In the why? Of every season 

Exodus 37:1-14 'We reap, what is sown'.

What? 

The human history. In communication. And the way it has advanced over generations.

So we search; amongst ourselves. Of credibility..

That is, are may not be resourceful.

This is where we divided, separate are form coalitions. 

Between ourselves. Of human rotation in patterns & trend.

Ask God. But then we would admit to ourselves; humanity goes through one proves.

Transition & Transformation 

We find out representation; it's in the math. To how we choose of freewill; in representing ourselves.

So, we thirst for blood in; information on earth. Divided by nations, property lines, borders and regions.

In what is regulated on earth. Including control. Of each other.

Of what the mind; needs time to gather. Of what eventually is produced. Between one another. Of human thoughts. Rooted in intelligence. 

Birth fresh our of a females womb. 

The mind produces; our Ideas, thoughts, perceptions. On the skin of every Human identity.

In the world we need to categorize. 

To consolidate the information. To complete in how there is; the differences. Through reference. Including Information gathering.

Right are wrong. Delusion are fully aware.

Around our individual human reactions. Roots back to a thought process..

So now we deal with; judgement. In the world. Of each other.

Strangers, family's, acquaintances. By attaching ourselves to roles &'titles.

To deal with. Who did what. Out of

Of anger. Because the truth was never a lie. It was just being sheltered. As a secret.

Why do you think; energy. Is a hot community.

It's projected; not just in Humanity. 

It's projected; in usage.

If you think outside the box. Not limited to being expected. To be placed in one. 

Isolated. From familiarity. Is greatest deception in humanity.

Education & educated. What's the real threat.

In The brain, are what it produces. Of awareness.

So once people in a world designed. Of unpredictable. And projections. Of what to predict. Based off patterns. Rooted to emotions.

It's human history.

Life was not but supposed to be; this complicated. Just to live.

So what made it complicated?

Over generations; we hate & love. Ourselves. To live with each other. Created a changing world.

In a world; we judge of what it is; humans created. Together.

In Law; it's broken down. Per area. Of what case law. Is tested.

Of what bright out; human behaviors.

I would know. I studied Law. And sociology.

based on; humans. In every era. We figured out. Life is rooted to finding our own human balance.

So, what is; attitudes. In this skin. We all struggle with ourselves.

To them judge of what happened; in our personal lives. In the same world.

Humans connected.

The moral is. How can we be right about; each other's wrong. Without our wrong in being right?

Knowing we live; the the entire dialogue.

Of who is a friend, family, enemy, OPPs, are foe. If we're all part of the Family & titles. In every role.

Under the Law's of mankind created Systems & The Holy Bible. 

We had to have known. 

What is happening; in Prophecy on earth. Once it all started in procreation. At Birth in the Dash. And one death has it's final word.

Then what is the Law; based on. Of what happens in the world.

Of our own stories in life. From one generation into the next; 

We're still living in the pages of. 

On earth.

Are we the last generation? It's a question.

Then answer why are we fighting each other; with a vengeance to live..

Gestures

In life, one must determine whether the action; is being extended, declined are accepted.

And I will not hold; time long. Because it's not controllable.

Are neither is how. We process interpretation.

Of what is life. Without the form in the physical _ mental. 

In this Blog entry. Is written about the world.

Is of one footprint; of DNA. Exist the breathe of Life. 

In which we can't segregate ourselves. To question why not?

Until we grow our intelligence. In the spirit. We will never understand; what is in the Souls.

That evolves in the dash & death. Around Birth, ages in, maturity. Is development. During the transition & transformation. Throughout bloodlines. Over Time. Is one Universe.

Of generations. Remains 2 gender types. Boy & Girl, Woman & Man.

Under the Heaven down here on Earth. Beneath what remains; Above. In what is beneath the depths of the earths core.

Civilization 

Of what is sown in the ground. That On top; breathes walks, thinks, listens and moves around.

A form of Life 

And of it. Is every expression; that is presented of an; action. Connected to a gesture.

The brain consist of 3 main parts.  

The mind; roots to thoughts, memory & intellect.

Because of the heart. The main muscle that pumps; blood. Throughout the internal walls. Of the 2  genders. God created for earth.

To reproduce; what is multiplied.

In This internal space; that contains memories. Located in the brain.

So when we co-exist in a world. Of human _ creatures & animals of all roles, titles and classifications.

How is it God knew the brain & the heart. would be the most crucial parts of the presentation. Of the body. 

In which we as humans identify one another. In being, the majority & minority. 

If we're planning to evaluate: the level of intelligence. In this world.

We must first evaluate the Power of God. 

Every event that has occured through out life. Are is occuring on Earth.

Starts in the brain. Of what occurs in thoughts, memories & intellect. That eventually reveals.

Time is needed; to respond. In an action.

The point is this. Once we start looking into; physcological characteristics. Of any form of life. 

We're bound to tap into something connected. In the spiritual realm.

Empty Nester's

Throughout our lifetime. We as human beings will spend time. Deciding what is next. Of the time we have of; life on earth, left.

So, to start this Blog Entry. To identify with Time, planning, patience & most importantly observation.

Because the first & second priority at the end of the day. Is not the same priority. We're all in alignment. Of one another's; life. That will adjust who really decided; change.

See the ideas of people patterns. Is predicting & depending on human responses; that keep us comfortable & dependent.

But here is the twist. We are not robots. We are of the flesh. And the; mind & body has expiration dates.

Speaking on the; internal mechanicals. In life are death. We exist of a soul. Through a spirit.

To debate religion.

Next, 

So, let's draw the picture. We can All see. But physcologically not prepared. To make final preparations. To fit into. Life and Time. Once we're at a cross road. Of we can no longer barter with; time.

Knowing it's finally time. To pay; closer attention.

Once life happens. And I mean; the trauma. That will bend are fold; any race & title attached to a living soul.

After these babies are no longer adolescence. But now they are in a mindset of teenagers.

And as human beings; we tread light. In walking on Egg shells; to see the transparency. Once we all become; the age. In what the mind  should reflect of; thinking like adults.

In a world quick to judge. Who should of, could of. But who really had a plan. 

For themselves.

The reality is; time flies. When you're busy. Being an active; adult, parent, elder, Grandparent, role model. Are anyone of a human being. who makes room; to sacrifice, commit are remains consistent.

Of their time. To step in. And jump in line. To contribute are earn. What they put in; of anytype of human laboring.

Even the creatures & animals on earth; labor. In putting in work.

See I heard it before. You're hearing it. Because of whose saying it 

'You doing to much'. 

Are The continuous thank you. For what you do on the back end. Well the good news is. In every village.

There is a chance; to meet the expectations on the front. Behind not having enough. Are finding structure. It's not always; a commodity. Regarding not just meeting the need. That repeatedly; returns outstanding. 

But having the convenience of another human being; built up with consistency.

It's a disrespect understanding the why? 

We work our entire lives. Regardless of who we think has a better; plan, grind are hustle. Than the next person. Who is always; a giver. To a taker.

Because every human on earth; is going through. A season of what is next. To maintaining themselves. 

And emotionally rationalizing. With who administers. Of who. To be identified as first. If someone else is always; labeled second choice. But structured. To showing up. Without earlier notices.

So we're in alignment. Of what's really the situation. We find ourselves in.

Every living being on earth. Will seek some physical are emotional human help.

Whether it's planning for the future.

Managing through the seasons; of unpredictable times.

Are just figuring out; the structure. In their; idea. Of who is initiated. To being categorized. As a recipient. To contribute. Towards; of their support system.

Because every form of life; will need a support system. In alignment.

No matter how planned out. You organize; your life line.

In a time; we don't have time. To be prioritized. By each other's to do list. According to where we're lined up. On one another's; calendar.

To experience; attitudes.

Next,

Retirement, it looks good. At an aging lense. The issue is. Young are old. These bodies Don't move. Are the mind don't think. Like it's expected are use to. And truth be told. 

In this generation.

We're not paying enough attention. For every bill & rationality & responsibility. That remains daily in our personal lives. Of every mouth; is open. Remains to be fed. 

Everybody needs to be; covered. And for every headcount. In Every age category; shelter is crucial and needed. In how it's built up on a solid foundation.

Because a shaky foundation; eventually cracks. And we're figure out. 

Who can contribute; where there is lack.

See more than half of the outstanding obligations. Are not being met. In humanity. Without the struggle.

And a sacrifice.

Based on; our human attitudes. And how we. In who agree to disagree. With what they don't are really need. 

Of; a unit. There is no first are second; options.

Either; we're prepared are not. Regardless whose villages. We prioritize.

See, what happened over generations. Is human's got away with. What each other. Did not address.

Of entitlement & disrespect.

So here we are. Empty Nester's. Thinking time was whatever controlled; of each other's.

To MAFO; time was working with life, it's adversity. Attitudes and I do what I want. 

That ended up; with another price to pay. For each other.

When things don't go; the human way.

On earth. Well find out; not one human. Is really first are second.

It's get's desperate & deeper. To find out. 

Who stands; on their human business. Without permission.

If we're all trying figure out. About each other. In between who is; the main priority.

To be set up. Are on reserve.

Until we get what we want. 

To stand around. And figure out again; the balance in what we still need.

Should of been of respect; first for each other.

It's required to Love God in our valley's. In order got God to trust any of US. On the Mountain Top.