I am an optimistic person which is the reason why, I first took
a deeper look inside before judging the thoughts hidden inside another person’s
mind. Often leaving us to ponder with why "does God allows so many
struggles" to conquer in our lives. Which took some reasoning and time to
realize; how I made it all about me and allowed people with whom I entertained,
endured and allowed to cause me more pain before humbling myself to fall down
on my knees and praying to God "please help me" to "let go"
so that I would not fail my God anymore.
The seasons come in four "winter, spring, summer and
fall" Sometimes it only takes a moment to absorb a situation into our
minds. Sometimes it takes years to process, death. Most of the time we are the
confusion in our own inflicted mess, Sometime we take the time to identify
with; whom and what we refuse to deal with. Sometimes we pray for our own
movement to find a resolution for the people in whom we choose to change. And
in doing so we already know that the problem that exist has been years of
established "comfort patterns". So the question is "why do we
endure" other people whom causes us the most pain. And then “reject” the
people who can see why we need drastic change?
By the age of 2 I obtained my first passport and lived in
another country where men and women were stationed for war. By the age of 9 I
witnessed the changes in my body and mind; by the age of 13 I endured the
levees of adult stress. But found prayer warriors who had my best interest and
this was how I chose not to let the demons rob me blind of my promised life. By
the age of 17 I began courtship. And after graduation I began to make
"mistakes" and “choices” but I immediately recognized the repeated
patterns of my generation line. By my twenties I met a "slick man"
who prepared me for many test. Which led me into people’s ambitions and games
they chose to play with God, only to rise then later fall. Is when I removed my
mind off man and suited up to work in Gods “purpose and plans”?
This is how real life stories began, and how we live in it will
determine our end. Therefore, in order for the next generation to lead it
will require this current generation of today to put away its childish games because
tomorrow is destined to come, where time will not wait for people to get their
affairs up to date.
And
just in case you are one of the many people who arrogantly think; that life has
dealt you the best or worst hands. Please think pardon your attitude and think
again; outside of your own self prioritized plans.
