I saw a
quote the other day. And it set my mind at ease. It read "If you're
missing me it's not because I walked, away. It's because you let me go".
There
were moments in my life when I selfishly thought God could have provided me
with better provision and remove more than a few of selfish people from my
life. In order for me to have changed the choices I made at that time until one
day my heart and mind re-positioned in line. So I humbly decreased more of
myself. In order to accept the struggles God placed ahead of me to only
strengthen me.
One day
through my trials and anxiety God revealed to me my purpose and destiny.
And on that day I began to write from personal places of my and real
people's lives. Why, to share the pain and joy we cause one another in this
life. Then maybe one day when you choose to examine God for yourself and assume
your relationship is rock solid. Keep in mind your past and present behavior
has not been overlooked just because you ask for some forgiveness. Never
be disappointed about certain emotions that and repetitious cycles that will
arise in your life. Where you have managed to move forward from
past decisions with someone else that you can now share the better person
of whom you have become to yourself. And what I mean is until we get it right
"inside" people in life will move around to their next. But God
clearly see's through all of our intentions, motives &
choices. So that we can alter ourselves with internal change and who it
will occur with; is where God has more of a sole purpose.
