Before we begin our
Straight-Gay Talk let's be clear on one topic; when it comes to relating to our
own children "young & old", family, spouses, strangers and
friends. They will exercise the free will in making their own life choices.
Therefore their choices will not always make sense in our reasoning. Timothy I
is a good read. If you're ever in need of change.
Sometimes we would like to believe "it's just a phase"
Eventually they will mature in their own space. Sometimes experimental moments
in our lives transform us for the remainder of our lives. Sometimes people
create a physode to not expose who they really are. Sometimes people work on
vulnerability to test you're strength in sexuality, but weak in your prayer
ability. So we can disagree until infinity. And in some countries gay rights,
live short lives. And the truth of the matter is we all struggle through change
if not transitioning, especially, when stress has max our mental limits. And
it's more common to find people who find comfort in sex. And not judged in
their actions.
Today I will speak in light of our hardships, loss and different choices. And not every person's truth is found written in a book, located behind theories, numbered in a census check or voiced on the couch of a physiatrist. Because people either have their own facts of what is accepted where many people will reject it. If you dare to bring light to their differences so Straight Sex- Gay Talk is humanity in rare form. Of who we are and what made us transform.
I use to wonder what internally makes us sexually different. Is it the way our bodies adjust to change overtime. Is it the outside physical appearance that allures our watching eyes, maybe it’s what we advertise. It is because someone close let us down in our lives. It is stress that motives us to perform sexual acts. It is a burning desire, of our addiction to control one another through sex. Or could it be in our wiring?
I use to wonder how a man could make love to a woman. Then make the same love to a man, but not through all the same entrances but with the same emotional feelings. Or what could have been missing in this man's sexual appetite that mentally stirred him emotionally from left to right. And by no means did I say "every curious man or woman is gay" this is a new generations reality from the old testament of Genesis.
I see what men hear. I hear what women and men say. I've witnessed what people do. And the sad news is we're always negotiating on material things with a high "interest" in what we don't necessarily need or use. Upon the negotiation of our bodies to maintain those temporary man made things.
Women and men meet and greet. They exchange their views on different topics and how relationships should work; prior to dating, waiting or straight proceeding to having sex with or without safety and a commitment. So we’re not always prepared when life happens, with children because one day came faster than what we had expected or not planned leaving our children to mature faster in and around hardships that came with valuable lessons where we will be held accountable for what we “did or not say” to stir them in the right way. So we can relate to this saying “one day my child layed upon my heart, but tomorrow came, and now they run through my thoughts".
I see women hug, and grab one another’s derriere. I hear woman accommodate one another sexually because they understand one another emotionally. I once visualized a woman grabbing my thighs and looking intensely into my eyes. Until I looked back and all I could see was lust, low self-esteem and loneliness. We pay to fix on the outside what's broken on the inside, after people have played with our hearts & minds. We are aware when people make choices in attempting to cure their sexual appetites or deal with the issues in their lives. But there was something still missing from their lives; someone to appreciate what they could not penetrate.
I use to wonder when life grew overwhelming. And the pressure became too much to bare. I knew God would always be there. But sometimes we are guilty of moving ahead of Gods plan to write our own Revelations. And before we obeyed our flesh the mind was wrecked & flustered with frustration. Things started to mature in formation. Is when anxiety caused exasperation, and people changed their sexual preferences; children were more of a temptation. Same sex became a habit, television allured, sexual gratification. People no longer enjoyed one another the same, it became a sex game. The company we once invited in to our homes started to change, into sex parties. Women were more revealing. Men and boys were deranged and wide open. Comic books characters are the new voluptuous figurines for sale on a retail shelf. In a world of sex and test that has adjusted our wiring. And I will never insinuate people with a preference of living gay, deserve to be mistreated or harmed in anyway. Because we all make choices that are not others hate. In love and sex we also demonstrate.
One day someone screamed "rape". My baby will never be the same. One day our children were sold into sex slavery, by someone we called neighborly. One day there was a world of sexual transmitted diseases, people only grew more aggressive. One day single people were no longer alone. They now share a common interest in a married couple’s home. One day sex changed the world of little boys and little girls. And the entire time Satan was on stand bye. Watching the weary grow weak as they walked away from God's grace, but there is still grace where God will wait. Until we return unto mercy.
Today I will speak in light of our hardships, loss and different choices. And not every person's truth is found written in a book, located behind theories, numbered in a census check or voiced on the couch of a physiatrist. Because people either have their own facts of what is accepted where many people will reject it. If you dare to bring light to their differences so Straight Sex- Gay Talk is humanity in rare form. Of who we are and what made us transform.
I use to wonder what internally makes us sexually different. Is it the way our bodies adjust to change overtime. Is it the outside physical appearance that allures our watching eyes, maybe it’s what we advertise. It is because someone close let us down in our lives. It is stress that motives us to perform sexual acts. It is a burning desire, of our addiction to control one another through sex. Or could it be in our wiring?
I use to wonder how a man could make love to a woman. Then make the same love to a man, but not through all the same entrances but with the same emotional feelings. Or what could have been missing in this man's sexual appetite that mentally stirred him emotionally from left to right. And by no means did I say "every curious man or woman is gay" this is a new generations reality from the old testament of Genesis.
I see what men hear. I hear what women and men say. I've witnessed what people do. And the sad news is we're always negotiating on material things with a high "interest" in what we don't necessarily need or use. Upon the negotiation of our bodies to maintain those temporary man made things.
Women and men meet and greet. They exchange their views on different topics and how relationships should work; prior to dating, waiting or straight proceeding to having sex with or without safety and a commitment. So we’re not always prepared when life happens, with children because one day came faster than what we had expected or not planned leaving our children to mature faster in and around hardships that came with valuable lessons where we will be held accountable for what we “did or not say” to stir them in the right way. So we can relate to this saying “one day my child layed upon my heart, but tomorrow came, and now they run through my thoughts".
I see women hug, and grab one another’s derriere. I hear woman accommodate one another sexually because they understand one another emotionally. I once visualized a woman grabbing my thighs and looking intensely into my eyes. Until I looked back and all I could see was lust, low self-esteem and loneliness. We pay to fix on the outside what's broken on the inside, after people have played with our hearts & minds. We are aware when people make choices in attempting to cure their sexual appetites or deal with the issues in their lives. But there was something still missing from their lives; someone to appreciate what they could not penetrate.
I use to wonder when life grew overwhelming. And the pressure became too much to bare. I knew God would always be there. But sometimes we are guilty of moving ahead of Gods plan to write our own Revelations. And before we obeyed our flesh the mind was wrecked & flustered with frustration. Things started to mature in formation. Is when anxiety caused exasperation, and people changed their sexual preferences; children were more of a temptation. Same sex became a habit, television allured, sexual gratification. People no longer enjoyed one another the same, it became a sex game. The company we once invited in to our homes started to change, into sex parties. Women were more revealing. Men and boys were deranged and wide open. Comic books characters are the new voluptuous figurines for sale on a retail shelf. In a world of sex and test that has adjusted our wiring. And I will never insinuate people with a preference of living gay, deserve to be mistreated or harmed in anyway. Because we all make choices that are not others hate. In love and sex we also demonstrate.
One day someone screamed "rape". My baby will never be the same. One day our children were sold into sex slavery, by someone we called neighborly. One day there was a world of sexual transmitted diseases, people only grew more aggressive. One day single people were no longer alone. They now share a common interest in a married couple’s home. One day sex changed the world of little boys and little girls. And the entire time Satan was on stand bye. Watching the weary grow weak as they walked away from God's grace, but there is still grace where God will wait. Until we return unto mercy.
I could be wrong but in having sex or practicing abstinence we do
have a choice. And Gay is a lifestyle. Transgender is a transition. And what we
don't identify with of our individual choices will only continue to drive us in
opposite directions. And the sad news is; humanity is most likely to find sex
as a solution. Before admitting to one another and God "we do have
internal issues" that either hinder us or change who we are to simply,
find love.
