This
morning I was awaken by a gentle caress against my back. And the funny part is
there was no one lying next to me in my bed. Immediately I open my eyes
and gave thanks to God for being alive. So I will never neglect how love
touched me in a special way as I slept through the night, hoping to see another
day.
Love
calls us all in different ways regardless if we require the human touch to make
it feel “real” to us. Because love has no set limitations on how much it gives.
Those limitations are set by the people in whom we invest our time and hearts
in. Exchange for the reciprocation of what they promise but may not give.
I fell in love many times before. I’ve made several mistakes and
put my soul in harm’s way. I eventually got it right and a lot of people left
my side. But it’s ok they were not meant to remain with me on my journey. Then
one day love matured me in demanding appreciation of my time, mind, body and
soul that was created for love, to be caressed and appreciated. Love found the
key to open my eyes and expose to me “motives and intentions, someone’s
infatuations and knowing when the word "options" is involved
identifying whether it is a necessary requirement, a plan with me involved in
it or one hit and run mission.
I am
love calling you but for some reason you can’t find your way back to me. If
only you were not afraid of being lonely I could teach you how to love
unselfishly. Allow me to touch you without entering into your womb but through
your mind and overtime your every desire will not be forgotten in time. Allow
me to show boys and men how to make love without the use of your hands, allow
me to shower girls and women with my rays of sunlight and by night they will
never ponder with who will hold them tight. Allow me to make you happy just by
embracing you with every opportunity not to miss a chance to share
encouragement. Allow me to walk with you even when you’re not aware I’m
present. Allow me the chance to see the woman or man behind the face you
display with a fake smile and sigh of relief. Allow me the time to make our
dreams a reality. Allow me to show you that hard times are really good times
for me and you. Let’s set a date to make time for me to re-enter back into your
heart and mind, but first you must release the resentment, hate and jealousy
for the person who did not for fill his or her vows, the person who left you
alone when you missed them the most, the person who walked down the aisle
without you on their side and the promises made but broken a million times.
Allow me that one chance to assist in healing your wounds from that person who
disappointed you.
