Absorption

I am an optimistic person which is the reason why, I first took a deeper look inside before judging the thoughts hidden inside another person’s mind. Often leaving us to ponder with why "does God allows so many struggles" to conquer in our lives. Which took some reasoning and time to realize; how I made it all about me and allowed people with whom I entertained, endured and allowed to cause me more pain before humbling myself to fall down on my knees and praying to God "please help me" to "let go" so that I would not fail my God anymore.

The seasons come in four "winter, spring, summer and fall" Sometimes it only takes a moment to absorb a situation into our minds. Sometimes it takes years to process, death. Most of the time we are the confusion in our own inflicted mess, Sometime we take the time to identify with; whom and what we refuse to deal with. Sometimes we pray for our own movement to find a resolution for the people in whom we choose to change. And in doing so we already know that the problem that exist has been years of established "comfort patterns". So the question is "why do we endure" other people whom causes us the most pain. And then “reject” the people who can see why we need drastic change?  

By the age of 2 I obtained my first passport and lived in another country where men and women were stationed for war. By the age of 9 I witnessed the changes in my body and mind; by the age of 13 I endured the levees of adult stress. But found prayer warriors who had my best interest and this was how I chose not to let the demons rob me blind of my promised life. By the age of 17 I began courtship. And after graduation I began to make "mistakes" and “choices” but I immediately recognized the repeated patterns of my generation line. By my twenties I met a "slick man" who prepared me for many test. Which led me into people’s ambitions and games they chose to play with God, only to rise then later fall. Is when I removed my mind off man and suited up to work in Gods “purpose and plans”?

This is how real life stories began, and how we live in it will determine our end. Therefore, in order for the next generation to lead it will require this current generation of today to put away its childish games because tomorrow is destined to come, where time will not wait for people to get their affairs up to date. 

And just in case you are one of the many people who arrogantly think; that life has dealt you the best or worst hands. Please think pardon your attitude and think again; outside of your own self prioritized plans.  

Human Nature

Once you decide to implement change in your life. You will lose friends, disconnect with family and figure out; what those relationships are really about. Why, because change requires a commitment of your time and it’s a lonelier place at the top once people figure out “you desire to work harder at having more, than they want to change of having less in their lives”. Have you ever wondered why people or politicians always down play the person who is proactive in implementing change; instead of making their own point of views clear? They naturally smoke screen the real intention hid; which is a plot to take that other persons IDEA.

I read a bloggers post on the internet that said “believer’s do exactly what the bible says”. I opened my eyes and closed my mouth to observe how demonic spirits move about the earth, and communicate throughout humanity. By influencing people to believe that God does not exist. So instead some of humanity find themselves under the submission of men, women, lies, ideas and images.

 I listened to

1.       Widow women who could not find happiness, only companionship.

2.      Married women who swore to remain alone once their husbands passed on.

3.      Single women who fell in love over and over again. Until a changed man took her hand and kids, committed to this relationship. Then proceeded to plan a date with a wedding band.

4.      Dating women who never unpacked their bags. Allowed people into their space like a revolving door. Why, because there was no real man to commit in taking her hand.

5.      Divorced women marry once for love. Twice for security and three times to not grow old alone then die. So remember this women are nurturers by birth and love in depth. But when the trust is broken; pray before you go looking.

I listened to

6.      Widow men who missed their companion. But moved on cautiously to not be alone, internally.

7.      Married men that valued the family, some were candidly sexually searching, and some where always making promises; to divorce the wife and abandon the kids.

8.     Single men snooping around the world for a decent girl, a wife to mother his kids or a model chick to forever sleep around with. And one day they promise to give up the pass code, black book and options.

9.      Dating men who were looking for a commitment. Once they figured out the amount of kids, career status, debt and your baggage.

1.    Divorced men just be cautious of falling in love with who they were. Because a man scared is different than a woman scorn. So remember to pay closer attention to what he promises but fails to commit. And if he is confident about moving on the second or third time around there will be assurance in his presentation, instead of delayed promises to do what he has already done in the first marriage. 

Naturally we operate emotionally. And it’s in our Nature that we respond accordingly.