Our past is asleep, why not allow it to rest? Unless we're still trying to find unanswered questions in it.
To all my viewers I have one request. Which is please do not take this passage personal. This is not being sarcastic in a world filled with jokes. Where people forget to laugh and instead grow colder and lose hope. Before searching in each other to understand our own struggles.
I'm approaching the end of this chapter in life. And throughout it I remain at a lost for words even in my own emotions. Because we as a people swear we don't understand how we went wrong. So tomorrow I'll pick up another story in another day in time. To check back into the memoirs of our not so perfect self's. As we progress to figure our own self's out. Then hopefully one day we will either discover; the contributions we make and the seeds we plant into one another.
One confession that has proven it's truth is how pain brings out of us the best stories to share with one another. Our laughter softens the hardest hearts. And only time will spot light on who we have become.
But before we change for anything in this life in our understanding is where we have to get it right. Or else when we shut down in our own pivitol thinking. We have to be more cautious of whom we choose to close a door 🚪 too. And It does matter who they are.
I told my son If I leave behind nothing else besides love, wisdom and laughter in this life for you. I pray over your sane state of mind. But never confuse the love I have for you to find right in your wrong. Because life will deal you with some hands. Through people and for unknown reasons in every season. And this I would share with any daughter or son. Because I was blessed to be a parent of one.
So;
If you believe in love; be prepared to face challenges. Not everyone is prepared to experience something different.
If you have to let, let go. Trust has to be earned. Not to be buried through for the real TRUTH.
If you have to move, move on. Time will not allow us to push rewind.
If you know you were not wrong, be prepared to live with it. Don't waste to much time trying to fix what remains as it is.
If your heart is hardened, and you see no sense to change in it. Be prepared to remain in a small capsule of insanity.
If you're a giver; sometime prepare to be taken.
If you're a taker; prepare to be a giver. It's impossible to rob your way through life. Without paying a price.
If you don't believe; suit up for reality.
If you are a liar; be prepared to face your truth.
If you are a changed person; be careful of what or whom could contribute to what you convert back into.
BUT,
If you are a Silly Person is this life; be prepared to be judged by people who don't take a long enough look back into the mirror at another SILLY PERSON dressed up in our best. For what is ahead of us in many TEST. Now that the ELEPHANT has entered the real world we can no longer remain little boys and little girls.
Did those people who had time to know me; not appreciate the friend who would answer in the midnight hour. The friend who never had a lot of money to give; but saw a need and stepped right in to share. The friend who had her own disappointments and flaws; but always that friend who would made time to listen and help. The friend you took advantage of; thinking GOD would not always take care of.
