Tuesday, August 28, 2018

-Angela's Heart



 The heart relies on love and trust; regardless if it comes from him or her. The body said "I'll remind them both about time they are running on; but behind.  

A habit is doing things the same way; and taking it personal is what will break the both of them.

The road is smooth and often paved with gravel; so often we believe we are doing it alone if not together. Until life happens in unraveling our focus.

Understanding one another woman or a man more than often creates chaotic confusion. Where we ourselves have not figured out the reason why our fears shut us down. 

I talk about waking away from, walking into, letting go and holding on. All because of those word’s we communicate to one another with; until we find ourselves broken because of them.

Those tears came from fears, those words were yelled out of confusion; instead of some form of patience & communication.

So once the wedding cake and friends are silent, those old high school relationships are not picked up as you fantasied of them to rekindle again, that variety of men and woman are more tiresome than the chase, and dating random people no longer make sense. The heart will never allow us to forget; if you continue to repeat the same routine, I can't heal what remains broken. 

Some people are not meant to be tossed away so easily, sometime moments are what we need to grow in silence. And even in lie’s we can no longer keep up with; eventually shines the light on why we can't find internal happiness.

The heart said never again, the mind said it’s too much confusion, the feet said to the hands; let it go and walk away. Then life said wake up and let’s try this all over again today; if you will allow yourself to remove out of our way.

A conversation is not hard to start, commitments will be tested through the fire, and the heart will always say “I refuse to give up on you, no matter what we put ourselves through.

S.O.L

Who said such a relationship can't work; as long as we're paying more attention to who really has the benefits to offer; of worth having if not entertaining.

Life is simple to live, if we remove our ass-ss & arrognace out of the way in it..

So let's keep it real before we mess around; and find out what we really need is what were caught up in; of the real or wrong feelings in. Truth is there is no alternate route around not getting "disappointed & hurt" people play everyday; to get what they want temporarily. And later realize what they are missing in reality; holds the real control in the dynamics of their "investments" when the new is not always the old, and the old is nothing wrong. Depending on the risk & mindset we're playing around with.

Of course every human being has some type of investments with or without someone else who contributes a or non return back. So what is complicated about the math  or years that does not "add up in the choices we make. Of our unfilled appetites.

Lucky you this may not be the case for you, confidence even showed up a FOOL. And humbleness placed that person back in check. What I'm saying is this "manage to stabilize your situation & person, before adding unnecessary ingredients. To fix a temporary addiction. Or either decide if this  new recipe works in the presence of your old or new investment. Reality is any opportunity we seek to embark in old or new will keep us forever searching. Or either

SOL, is where we will always find ourselves; among a world of human confusion.


Play Write


Black love is not shy or does not exist; it’s just not advertised in places people can observe and identify how beautiful it is.

A Black man’s tale; is that he and his woman have been sold throughout time in this white man's world, but the truth is “not a one person” throughout this entire world is free.  So when does the correction begin, and “dysfunction” end? Peace is easy to possess. Change is what we refuse to demonstrate, in reaching that Peaceful state.   

Black beauty is more than Black mandego men and Black woman with big booties; sit down and make time to have a mature soul conversation with either one of them. There are answers to why they are so outspoken in this life.  

Black love starts before our eyes open; with warm morning kisses sweet as honey melon.

Black love ends at night; with enthusiasm & freedom to express in them beyond human judgment.

Black love understands who they are, and what they have been taught to think they are not capable of. Now even those who did not know have heard the real truth, it's on you to grow.

Black love disagreements are not confrontational; just small hurdles to conquer with a conversation.

Black love is more than struggles; it’s more than people place of judgement on what they don’t want to understand.

Black love created together; worldwide inventions, conquered criticism even when they made historic contributions, and replenished the earth with their most wanted; of black children with their athletic abilities, scientific discoveries, dance moves, theatrical plays, musical creativity and mathematical visions where they continue to expand beyond walls built around them.  

Black love is kind and forgiving; it reshapes the colorism in our diversity of segregated behaviors. As long as we respect "black" and not what we leverage out of them to respond back.  

Black love may have their differences among one another, but please never misinterpret it's not a mystery how the power in black love; bonds them back together.

Black love is not imprisoned; prisons & manipulation was intended to confine the black love in every generation. Therefore a Black choice requires more conscious levels of thinking; regarding the elements that open up the doors for assumption to separate them.

Black love has its flaws; but black love is no different than any other color. Black love has a conscious to what we need from one another to heal our families back together.

Shine your light "Black souls", freedom is a state of mind, allow your growth to expand; despite the clear interruptions.

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