Whatever you are growing in; always remember not everyone one is growing w you to understand; your appointed journey is not their final destination.
Whatever is your pain; stop seeking validation to hurt. Allow that pain to breakdown. So you are now capable to rebuild your own strength and identify your worth.
Whenever you make a choice that turns out a mistake; allow yourself a second chance to breathe & do it different.
If you feel something is not right about your life; look in the mirror & be honest with yourself; first. Before looking for answers in someone are somethings that will either share the truth are misguide you..
One thing I learned about myself is that; I will never disappoint myself. I will always circle back to face myself.. I can share my thoughts w/o looking for company to sit in misery. And in my suffering is not anything I had to be doing of wrong; when I know I have sacrificed, been used and lied to when I showed more than compassion to people who were takers more than givers. But I always ask; lord at one point when I was in the world I left unfinished business. However, I returned respecting loyalty & accountablility starts in my own decision making..
So I can find rest on every page. In 2020 life tested my patience & faith. Trials knocked at my door to me for no reasoning. I looked over my life. I chose to change & grew. To know how to behave in the image of the virtuous woman. A grounded mother, a committed grandparent, and a loyal friend. But what we fail to accept is its not always about us. God has the real master plan, with US built in it.
This Blog was created in 2013. I started from scratch w "The Burdens of A Heavy Heart" on Kindle by Angel L.
So as Paul wrote the book of Psalms while in prison. I write the joys & sorrows of every storyline including my own. Of journey's that is going to happen; on different dates and destined times for all of mankind.
Again, I write who has not lived then demised w/o experience. In the Alpha" beginning" of this life; joy, famine heartache & pain. Before the Omega "ending", back into the only masters hands?
In Memory of my only son Dominique D. White. Until u have experienced agape love. You will struggle to appreciate love in this entire life. I was once young as well, then I matured from thinking like a child.
