John 1:11
There is no time limit on grief. There is no pain worse than the loss of a human being. Included is a mother, father and child. Death leaves a hole in our hearts. The pain of a loss in life. Of a child. almost takes a lifetime to heal. But daily time is more respectful; to those in the living. Living while healing from A broken heart.
And just by chance you did not get the opportunity to cherish a little person that emulates you; from the crown of your head to the bottom of your feet. Try imagining someone else who has the heart to share themselves.
So many days I wonder if life never existed. How would we know agape love is so Powerful. Knowing Purposely disrespecting of love; brings us to a place of unsalvageable.
There is not one moment I grasp my breathe. Just to hear my son's voice again. There is not 1 night I cease in prayer; that God watches over his precious children, cousins and entire families. In mending the hole in their human hearts. I pray if you have suffered any type of loss in death; whether by wars, spite, jealousy, hate are greed. Are maybe the gentle souls of mom & dad, grandparents & children, uncles & aunts, siblings and even a genuine friend or friends.
One day in humanity, it was not a surprise. But accepted where life grew to weary for some. And in others overtime their bodies desired; to rest. Is when God said "Enough" my child & children. Now I will end your shifts. And command that you rest; your weary heads upon my breast.
Pain is part of the process. But struggling for the obvious of unnecessary. When you initiate yourself. For the sacrifice of someone else. To find relief; in your own created insanity. Or maybe just maybe; the pressure of life. Became to much to bare. Because 1 day and time we will all leave this place called; life. Hopefully you are them will not bury a child before the parent. Bury a mother without her children. Bury a father before he can say goodbye to his family. And race is not a factor.
If the love of money can destroy each other. And we can justify hell on earth; with a smirk, attitudes & smiles. Then why ask of who lives in a mindset with broken hearts. And never really understand why love hurts so much; once it's gone? Why, because reality is this. Some people are just not replaceable. In the type of Loved; they once shared.
Philippians 4:10
