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The most powerful nemesis over the history of mankind. The jealousy that whales in silence. And if we are not confident in our own human skin, called this flesh. That will expose it's own conscious without restraints. Of who are if not as humans who we become amongst each other.
Rage is deep. It manifest inside of this flesh that silently releases emotionally, into jealousy. At any time, any place. In any age of any moment, against anyone of us. And the sad news is; jealousy is silent, patient and wicked. Because jealousy & pride is not considering who gets hurt. For a moment of selfish satisfaction in destroying the life of another person.
Why, do friends grow up with you, not always old with you. And families depend on each other; physically, emotionally and for spiritual guidance. No matter their own inflictions of being human. Even a child depends on the stability and guidance of another human. We're all human beings and time itself will mentally/physically exhaust either of us.
One day, reflect on yourself. And then ask who is living long healthier lives. who is maturing with are without trials in this life. And if you know a child does not remain an infant. Then how could we not see in ourselves who is growing with or without; instruction and direction. I often think about the children. We live in this mental capacity of a society of immature, irrational behaviors and human practices. However, logic is examined on the basis of everyone yelling out 'I'm the adult. Even small children are trained to think and act like adult's, then chastened for looking and acting like a child. As we watch time; burdens are either passed down, carried if not inevitable to be bared. In every age category that will expose of what we are, if not who we become in behavior towards ourselves.
Why, do arguments occur, sabotage plots provoked. when disagreements can easily be managed over an amicable form of human communication. You will be surprised what even a child has to say about their own environment. how so, because one day they do physically form into this adult. But mentally it's the thinking; at any age we all reverse back to acting as if we are a child.
The reality is the path is not alway's clear. Bullying is the act of demanding "I need your attention on me, right now". And jealousy is this emotion and then the action in behavior. I am entitled to who you are and what you possess. without the change I need to accept if not disregard in of my own skin. because the detours in this life ahead are real. We may not know on what day. What to expect from one another. But expect there is not one human that remains the same without being affected by a transition of change.
always, take a mental moment to reflect in the living; should I of turned left, instead of right. should I have taken a late are early call, or just let it go to voice-mail. should I walk away today. Are should I choose to feel comfortable, oblige are sacrifice and stay. How, could I had known what to feel inside. Did I see all the red signs. The signs that made me question my gut feelings. Are was the space I found myself in; to late, too vacate. These red flags, who really has the empathy, we all need. who is uncomfortable in their own skin. Who is overly protective of me in my own skin. What environment r upbringing did change motivate "challenges". Who really forgave their own internal conflicts. we talk about over-over amongst each; about ourselves. if not in the presence of mixed company.
One generational struggle; exist of why if anyone owes another the accountability for themselves. We don't owe each other; of our own flesh.
The language barriers we judge of one another. But in the same breathe; we speak on each other. The conspiracies behind every wall of plaster, door numbers, boards and nails. of really who had the motivation to have or chose to have not at all. Who sit amongst celebrations for accomplishments, no matter who achieved. But instead we either, I either wanted you to know in this life; anything is possible. When you were saying I deserve it also, in silence. as we all smiled at each other. In the privacy of our homes, amongst families, zoom calls, social media rants and friends. In a mental state of compartmentalized, confinement if not open mindedness..
Until one day life manifest; in it's own form. Is when the world of truth was destined to be exposed. Of all who possessed the ole nemesis "jealously", and its own accountability; of every relationship, associations and bloodlines in Kinship.
Children feel and talk to another. So what do you think the adult's are doing. As society's of people; watch each other. Of all families we are the real fruit of the roots we bare. Of our elder's. They are the history in knowing the secrets and stories of wisdom from their own beginning to share. When families are either growing together if not apart. In a world empathy is desperately needed. Amongst strangers looking in each other; for truth are just end results.
