When in doubt; breathe, sit and figure it out. By taking inventory of those last steps, moving forward.
It's just inevitable to predict what the future will reveal. However, what is within our individual control is; prayer, plan in meditation. If not it's being impatience, and over confident arrogance to making quick moves.
Things to investigate Is how much, if not how less. And when do or they will make a next step. Depending on the circumstance and facts. Again this is life. People's perception is we're all competing guest. Playing in a gaming mindset of checkers, chess if not russian roulette. And no title of a human being is the exception of exemption. Why, in this life, humans act as if there is still something NEW to be done, under the "SUN, observed by the "SON".
Alway's remember to understand self-care is to love on oneself. Are this journey will appear to not be; clear of what is seen, heard & heart felt.
On this journey I listened to a voice speak 'ma People got issues with themselves'. I eventually resignated with the speaker's main point. Is because of this "pain" we are destined to feel in humanity. As we attempt To identify if and when is the "what's next" from each other. Because in humanity each person is humanly accountable for oneself if not blaming someone else. Even in places we deny ourselves to be healed. Of what is broken inside. That reveals the WHY. We fault one another. For being broken by the actions of each other.
Once life has taken it's toll on our human hearts. The filter pours out in our human thoughts. Of what should be based on; of how we see of each other; if not ourselves. Without thinking twice. Into what we've managed to do as humans in this life; that affects & has affected one another overtime.
If we could only tell the truth about the secrets in these human hearts. Eventually healing could start. In places money can't buy; accountability, appreciation, respect & agape love.