What about feeling alone, At the Top. Really is saying from one's own self examination. Once I have accomplished meeting a level of personal goals. I feel is of my achievement; not yours. I never expected. To look by my side; and the people I held close in my heart. Would physically & mentally be standing so far off.
If only those repeated prayers in the dark valley's. Were really about; how we would make it through together. In the real storms of life.
One day you'll look up. From a place your head was hung; low. Standing in a crowded world; of familiar & stranger people. But the anxiety will humble whatever is in these human hearts.
To process why without the people that we're expected to remain in our lives. We where not in alignment. Of a mindset in celebrating; the US. In how far we have set came; together. If tested in the fire. And faded apart. Because of our personal growth. We were to never leave out the genuine love & emotional support. To protect of each other.
Because life is going to happen. To All in humanity. Even if our accomplishments are not the same. It's what emotionally for each other; will force us into change. No matter who succeeds in what. A dream is inspired in All humans. It's the reality of reaching the dreams. And figuring out. Who endured the real struggles with each other. The real personal struggles in life.
Time is a journey every human will take. Some people will relapse, some people will make a tight come back. Some people will whine & plot their way through life. Consuming every emotional; attachment. With draining interactions. Of persuasion of another human. To believe of manipulation.
No matter what is give of oneself. It will never, just never be consumed of enough is enough. And Son, I see the disappointment in your eyes. But understand we're just People. It will never be enough between People & our human expectations.
Why? silent regrets. And it takes an entire mindset to not give up on; oneself. And where envy & jealousy rents residence in these human minds & hearts. Any human can feel hurt. And cause internal damage; each other. And themselves. And for the record. There is not one human title. That is exempt, not a one.
But GOD forgives the SINNER, and judges the SIN. Therefore the exhausted in the spirit. Shall respect the power in repentance.
But for our story. To see the better version in you is of me; my seed. Even if we don't alway's as human beings.
To Agree are Disagree. In this human judgement we as humans cast on one to another. Is a freedom. Of our own freewill To express ourselves. Is to emotionally feel. And You my child figured your life out; and it was on earth. You my son my only child. found your soul inner purpose through faith. And praying to GOD.
Remember every human emotionally hurts. And humans heal or hurt by the actions of US All in being humans. Even if we deny what is Received of a Gift out of love. And whether People of any race believe in a higher power; is GOD are not.
Son, everyday I will make it my personal mission. To Keep a planted seed in your mindset; to keep praying and talking to GOD. For every human birth was given an assignment on earth.
Because of this gift of Life. Human beings will figure out. What to value first in; oneself.
If not every human will feel; the state of being devalued & smite. In of life; and cast their judgement on one another. In the Blink of An Eye.
We live in the dash. And perish. In this one world. Called Life.
The day started off; I spoke with a woman of diverse color. She sat with her small children. In a time of a new generation. I replied allow the child to sat near you. I understand the why, they move around with happy feet in the world. Until one day I experienced a shift in Life. my only child; was gone from earth. In the Blink of An Eye. Is when I recalled the gift left in this world. One day you will also see from a different eye lense. Your tiny children will eventually blend in the world. She replied how so. One day they will grow in size of these tiny feet. And eventually birth a new generation. Of an even better version of the generations before them. is of you & me. Her eyes grew wide & she smiled.
Then replied 'I never looked at life through that lense'. I said we're all children to our Mother's & Father's. But one day this life is destined to show humanity; it's favor. Eventually we will all see as human beings. What version of US remains in All the children. Did we produce in the mental & physical; genders. Of boys & girls, men & woman. Male & Female. And it will reflect in these human hearts. Of this present; small version. We're still; growing up. Around a world; of each other.
Eventually our human feet. Will cross paths; again. And more seeds will be sown in this entire world.
Whether we grow, together, apart. Are not together; moving forward. Growing & Maturing is natural part of the human breathing process.
It's lovely at the Top. Only if we we're told. It started at Birth.
