LOST

There is a sinner who would like to believe, there is a non believer who takes pride in his or her ways, there is a saved individual who reads to understand. And either of these choose to worship with God or Man. On their journey of lies verses the truth and how we seek in finding the difference of the two; will stretch us in different ways, of having some or no faith. So when the mind takes control and the heart strays in a different direction from what you seek of the truth or a lie. Just remember God is not a creator of confusion but allows us to demonstrate our good, holy or questionable ways. Every single day is when I decide not to cease in prayer, or give up on faith, but instead for my sins "I pray desperately" that God would hear a sinners prayer everywhere.     
As I exit angellit1.blogspot.com "Life's Diary I, The Burdens of A Heavy Heart" and enter into angellit2 "Life's Diary II,  Breaking The Yolk". Read to identify how the stories relate to you and I. In a different space, same time as we direct the soldiers we breed to survive not die; through our generation of bloodlines.

Federal Reserve Announcement "2015"

The Feds have decided to raise mortgage interest rates. So if you have not initiated a short or long term plan, trust and believe that someone else already has.

In life each character has a specific role in modern society. And if your not wise enough to see the idea in an organized plan there is a chance you will struggle in a situation. That will test your strength, and vulnerability bringing on pressure that will make you feel WEAK. Why, because a mission has limited time and space with 1 opportunity to rearrange some things. While people ponder or think strategically about why faith, hate and religion blend in society. So if you are a movement by your self today; please understand there are 4 elements moving in time, with gravitated space, waiting and watching to see how you will maintain.

The following alphabet should spark some interest to all generations of financial wit, negligence or unawareness.
Cash
Capacity
Collateral and the BIGGEST "C" is Credit. Because a good "choice" or bad "mistake" could easily put you at risk. Of a planned movement.  

2 Pennies

Inside Edition

Once upon a time in March of 2015 a tiny angel decided she wanted a treat. So while the adults were busy thinking this angel was asleep late that night. This tiny little angel slid on her coat, and tiny shoes, then snuck out of the front door. To make a move.  As she proceeded to cross the dim parking lot this angel was unaware of the dangers that creep on those empty streets. So grace and mercy watched over her tiny feet and did not allow one car to disturb her journey. Eventually she would make it to her destiny with those two pennies too purchase her treat. Laid her candy on the counter. Then immediately she was greeted by an angel Mr. Mohamad Bazzi.

A nickel for your thoughts. But who would have ever known how two pennies would steal our hearts. By an angel who decided to take a late night walk.

FRIENDSHIP/LOYALTY

When a friend initiates the time to acknowledge the little things in your life. There is statement that has taken place; beyond what any words could possibly say.

One day our faith will take a path down the right-of-way or a dead-end. And know one really knows what part they will play in how life’s story will go. So just be prepared to take notes of how people will either hold on, or strategically let go, of the people they all of a sudden don’t have  a need for anymore.

This passage has relevance to every person in  every chapter of their lives. Why, the answer is simple “we need one another to survive” while some friends will try to complicate a conversation by turning it into a situation. Which could be easily avoided with open communication by sharing this phrase “do you still care for me” before we depart our separate ways.

Unfortunately someone will say “that does not apply to me”. And sadly to say, it does because somewhere in life "disappointment and trust" crossed your path which sparked a decision to be made; of whether to hold on or let go of that person, or people who finally revealed the truth of what you would have never expected them to do.

Friendship grows with time, loyalty is an investment we choose to make. And people with alternate plans will always, silently, reveal their hand.  

Sunday

God is NOT impressed with success or who is best or the worst. God is impressed when people trust in the holy word and how people treat one another with love. God has several commands but it's your choice to follow them. God is not of man but the holy words have been adjusted by man's physical hands. We all share different beliefs of what a God should be. So on this Sunday choose for yourself or your family a final destiny. Because God would not allow any mistakes without an escape; in the choices people decide to make or either change. And for my house that is good enough to keep holding onto FAITH, just in case one or any person does not feel the same.

Happy Sunday
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Happy Birthday

So today I celebrate another milestone in my life. A woman of many titles is the structure that has made me more humble in life. And in those past times where people that I showered with love chose not to love me back; finally today they have learned how to act. Why, because of time that has moved things  around. Such as relationships and understanding why making choices in this life comes with some regrets over time. But I held on through this rocky road called life and that is the symbolic symbol of beauty I posses. When people made their selfish choices "I had no real regrets" of sharing my best.

This year on your Birthday remember to celebrate life and not be discouraged about physical changes, gifts, financial obligations and people who made a choice to enter in or exit out of your life. Because those people choices were made without the idea of you being a necessary part of their plan. In a place where time would remind us all; how to pray, forgive and love beyond the faults. What could of, what would of and should have  been of a past now future relationship.

On this b-day celebrate "You". So  when life alters your plan just remind yourself; there are many paths I could of chosen to take, but instead I chose to live life more abundantly.

Single People & Marriage

I received some calming news today. People are really getting engaged but not to the other people they entertain; temporarily. And the reasoning is simple to see; how a person can lead another by playing on their trust and vulnerability if not lust. So on this journey to finding a soulmate remember this person will either decide to make you their husband or wife. Or this person will show warning signs; hesitation and procrastination not wedding preparations.

I fell in lust one day. I learned what to share in a moment of time. I learned to respect over time "how trust and loyalty to some people, don't mean one thing" is when I  took the quality time to love myself. After foolishly attempting to love everyone else. Then immediately I snatched my heart away from people who made me the example of how "love is just another word spoken everyday" until you express it genuinely.

I witnessed how people either choose young to avoid growing old, or missing out on that baby boy to hold. Or you either marry old to avoid being alone. Or people marry to make a statement. But sometimes people really do take the time to find their soulmates and live a fruitful life.

Everyday I treasure this compliment; why has your heart not been stolen yet". I chuckle and cordially say; over my entire life I made a few mistakes but God had a plan and so did I. By managing to infinitely love so many people at one time. So I was not aware when there was not enough love extended for myself. As I enjoyed loving and pampering everyone else.

A former married man shared with me everyone will not agree of this writing. I responded with this statement "when has man and woman ever equally agreed on all things". Therefore a written life experience can either be someone else's truth because man and woman or destined to decide if they are equally yolked or not in this life.

So before I say yes the first time. I will clarify; that I am destined to be someone's soulmate and not just another wife.

In The Mist of It All

When you are facing emotional moments in your life whether happy or sad. It's ok to take some time to deal with what is on your heart and mind. And in those moments when the world will seem dark and cold; it's only because people and their compassion grow old. Is when you will figure out why religious beliefs is a  personal choice not an immeditae repair. And what this statement says is that; somewhere in our individual live's we must find our own "BALANCE" to survive. Because the truth of the matter is; we live in a world of blended personalities where the heart is not always seeking to spread joy and peace.


I heard a radio personality say "we should be happy just because life chose to give us another day" but the sad part about that statement is; somewhere in humanity we either choose to absorb one anothers infirmities or benefit from our own unhappiness in adjusting unnecessary things. Such as calculating ways to bring one another more sorrow and pain.


In The Mist of It All; find your peaceful space to endure life, happiness and some pain.

Weather Alert

The weather is cold and streets are slick but businesses are still opening for employees and consumers money "Please drive safe" in case the road conditions will not allow the wheels of your vehicle to remain in 1 lane. And for the experienced drivers around the globe; only mother nature really controls how this story goes, so please disregard taking for granted the warning signs and oblige the bill collectors to wait in line. Because life does not allow real people to make arrangement calls.

The weather report sometimes  contradict what is actually going to take place. But heed the message anyway to plan a safer trip accordingly.

One gloomy day people slid into work to commit themselves to other people, working shifts or attempting to pay a debt. But on this particular day the weather man provided an exact forecast; unfortunately several employees did defeat mother natures destiny.

This young lady worked as a temp so being employed was vitally important. Unfortunately there was a delay on her journey when another vehicle stirred into her lane. Immediately red lights arrived at the scene, but this young lady refused to be seen. Because she could not afford to be late for her "first day". She presented a smile but deep inside things were not right. And before the end of the day this lady took a restroom break but never to exit where she went in. Why, because "she died" inside.

The system is calculated so you will pay between the 15th and 30th day; regardless if it's once a month or bi-weekly. Use your mind, time and PTO wisely.

The company message on the website reads for inclement weather conditions please "use your best judgment, but drive safely" slightly conflicting. Ages ago people took pride in working a portion of their lives. Because companies valued their employees lives "back then" not just the company bottom lines. And this scenario will point in one direction of our current times;

If you are not struggling financially; it's a beautiful space to be. But not everyone is exempt from their individual reality, so respect the fact real people do make a significant difference.

Drive cautiously and plan ahead in case of life's emergencies.

Slim Pickings

Remember hearing the 1st impression it is either the best or could be the last? Which is often determined by society and the other is non judgmental attitudes. Who care less about determining whether you fit into the social scene, posses good energy or signs of negativity. My advice would be; stay prepared for everything. Because life is destined to change; where attitudes will either adjust or remain the same.

My big day came and I was prepared to deal with a few things, rationally think through challenging situations, heal from disappointments and walk away from toxic relationships to get better acquainted with myself. And  properly communicate in the corporate world of foreign faces;  Indonesia, Malaysia Philippines, Cairo, China, and Mexico. Were countries that would have only remained a dream. Until I discovered how to brand my contagious personality. That brings me to this theory:

We the people being of the same physical components and senses; collectively if not individually are predestined to be propositioned in this life. And the characteristics we posses will be challenged by other people who exist with their wired  characteristics. And you don't need a college degree to make sense out of a statement that people will either believe, see or disagree.

Therefore never limit your self in faith. To be Slim Pickens on someone elses plate.

Court fees

Outlawed in the U.S.A over 200 years ago. Is when the U.S. Supreme Court expressed "Judges cannot send people to jail, because of their disposition to financially pay court fines". Pay attention closely to how money targets land to implement a term plan.

In the case of Bearden vs. Georgia, which held; that a judge must  consider 1st; if there exist the "ability to pay, but refusal to pay a court debt that exist". It would behoove you to understand legal formation rendered from the judges hand but written in our Constitution. So the format of "willfully" not pay does mean one thing. That people are destined to serve time behind court fines if money is not exchanged, to zero out what remains.
The amount of time spent online should be more productive or else people sabotage their own lives.

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