Peek a Boo

Let’s sit and chat today with an open mind and un-chiseled face. So that we may describe the problem we as humanity face in ourselves and within our families. Then maybe we could break the chains that struggle to link because of what we would like to think is just a lack in understanding. But the reality is we live walking on egg shells due to accepting the exasperated spirits of the people we struggle with, or manage to deal with, simply because we do “love” them. 

I’ll say it again “you cannot self-medicate the issues that exist in your head” and most people think they need some form of money or companionship in places that remain "dead". So therefore in the darkness their minds are misled to not see their existing blessings such as; life itself, family and kids. 

We can all clearly see what is going on in society. And so what if we seem unbalanced some days. The problem is some of us choose not to change our views in it. Some of us are guilty while others see how children are left behind and some say it’s due to the choices adults continue to make in their made up minds. Some of us have been acquainted as third party entertainment in marriages and pride ourselves in doing it. And just because we feel liberated and promiscuous why not possess some morals to live with. Now who said money can fix everything. But if not it will adjust a few things, just not the main frame of people's fragile brains where in some cases people are adjusting to change while watching others who are withering away. And in the public eyes we can identify with false seeds that are planted in images and into people that either humbly guide or mislead other people to self-destruct or meditate on any and everything. 

One day you will wake up to see what directly affects your faith in finding inner peace. Is when you will either resist or decide to change; your boxed thinking.

We can no longer kudos the tears and justify undisciplined actions in anyone’s ways. We must get to the stem of the internal problems, today! Or else we will watch people unwind and go insane. 

SIP-N-CHAT

No matter what today did or not bring tomorrow still hope for everything. No matter who did not come through for you; continue to be patient in whomever and whatever you choose to do. No matter if you feel you're not at full capacity more than a few of these days. Just be more grateful that tomorrow brings new opportunities. Don't look behind with all regrets for some of those hurts was to fulfill a life filled with lessons; for what should have or did not happen. Therefore you did not miss out on any person or thing of what tomorrow will still bring of new people and amazing things.

In Jeremiah: 29:11 it reminded me not to always place my plans in place of God’s directions. And sometimes we are guilty of having relationships with people who do not truly believe. So never attempt to change a person from who you think they should be. It’s quicker in prayer to God to deliver them from their wayward ways. And once they have changed it might not be the same person in whom you waited on to change. Why, because this person see things differently and what once was a fit has outgrown the connection.

Sometimes life gets funny that way. Where it will get you down and feeling disappointed, sometimes the people you place high or the ones that will direct you into a nose dive. Sometimes the people you turn away find what other people lead a stray. Again, in order for us to appreciate the things we take for granted we must experience a life filled with lessons. Then one day we will realize; exactly what and whom we need to survive.

One day the story of JEREMIAH proved to me "BELIEVE" THAT ONE DAY THERE WILL BE STORIES IN OUR LIFE OF ENDURED LAUGHTER, HARDSHIPS AND PAIN. WRITTEN THROUGH “ANGEL L” AROUND THE WORLD

Preminiscion

Do you really understand the reasoning to why people miss out on chances at happiness? And the answer is not because they never find it. The truth is they fail to enjoy it, while they have it. 

In humanity you will find that some people have experienced a failure to launch while others will casually pick-a part.

The stories I share are not found in any book on this earth. The stories I write are from a place and people I never took for granted, while loving here on earth. And the good news is we’re all worthy of doing some “good” in the midst of all the “bad” we create and experience.

No human being can clearly justify who is right or wrong in the actions we portray in humanity. Why, because we’re all guilty of some choices and conscious of the decisions we make at any given moment on any given day.  

A husband, wife and child were out enjoying one another’s company on a Saturday. And out of the blue the wife said with confidence “I been meaning to ask have you ever noticed how much you’re admired” by other woman. The husband said “I never really paid it any attention”.  But what I have been meaning to say is “I do notice how men admire your beauty, while you’re with me”.  The wife said I did not pay it any attention. And the reasoning to why this man and wife did not fuss or fight over who was watching or caught in doing wrong or right in the piercing of  wondering eyes; is because they figured out what they both needed to survive which was“ communication and commitment to one another’s life”.

The Pastor made a point to say “tithing replenishes God’s temple we worship in”. As I watched the buckets and silver trays rotate. I could see people worshiping, some were healed with hands as others kept watch of their clocks. And meanwhile while on the other side there were different stories to why a world of children and adults who chose not to worship at church but on their own. And even some remain LOST.   

This modern day of technology has made it more of a convenience to click, slide, tap and text what we want or need, next. And the good news is you just made it easier to be kept up with by increasing another interest of profits because of your comfortable spirits of sharing personal information.

Growing old is not a bad thing it means there is growth for maturity. Being young is fun and exciting. The problem is when people can no longer figure out the difference.

Living off the grid is not every human beings secret mission to hide finances from the government. It can either mean one or two things. One reasonable explanation is to detach your families from the rat race. Where society is struggling with economics and change, so seeking an opportunity to invest in their education and growth will allow you to prosper in what will eventually be leveraged into a deed or new policy. And the second reasoning is to expand your thinking where English is a primary language not to escape any country or foreign land of troubled or stable system of government.  

Legalized weed did not profit or affect everyone. Whether you’re a parent or nonparent around the 50 states just glimpse at other countries and how innocent people die every day. So the concern is what kind of example is made from a “PROFIT” that generates from bodies over 21 in age sold increments of a product that is known to be a threat, regardless if it's sold in small or large dosages? All a human needs is access.  

The phrases Private and Public sectors have informative meanings. Private owned or family operated company’s ceased retirement and pensions for 401k plans, Germany offers free college tuition, Canada has insurance for their residences and on any given day people around the world struggle with college tuition and mortgages. If not trying to find lower rent in high crime developments.  And for the filthy rich and rich they have their own demons to deal with if they have not figured out; who to answer to referencing what they are allowed to have access too.

Some people are quick to believe in conspiracies because man decided to execute his or threat. It happens on any given day, in any place. Some people are eager to see the length of red tape that manages to extend from generations to generations. Religion is a choice, change is challenge and living with acceptance will divide the “strong will in mind” and the ‘Weak at heart, over time”

Time is not the enemy. Time allows us to progress within humanities change and decision making. Therefore time is the only chance we have to make the difference.  So Just when you had no more hope at all, no human being to call, no prayers to pray or strength to fight. Re-evaluate the writing on the wall. Now find your purpose in it all. 

Bipolar/ Post Pardon Depression/Rebellious Spirits

The symptoms are sometimes obvious. But most of the time people require a diagnosis, or sometime the problem exist where most people conceal or attempt to manage it. And the sadness begins when you observe how people struggle with more than they can cope with. And what I mean is if you're not "chemically imbalanced" but in a relationship seeking your change from another human being, if you're in denial of your actions but seek instant gratification through self-medication of alcohol, sex and drug abuse, are maybe you’re that person who preys on people to always encourage your "excuses". Then you have a situation on your hands that requires an immediate self-examination.

There is reasoning to which we become in our "fragile mind bodies and age" while undergoing life's thrills, sudden emergencies and change. Where the "mind" no longer processes what was once transmitted normally, and the body changes drastically in weight are in lingering pain. Which could happen to any human being, ranging in any age? But most people fear to ask for help because of what other people will judge and say. Or simply to deny them, HELP so they remain the same. And I know many of you have dealt with life challenges; a death, birth of a child, job loss, unhealthy relationships and the burden of carrying extra responsibilities, over worked and stressed exposing our bodies to unhealthy conditions.

I spoke with a mother today who look wore down but did not complain. She said God is going to forever bless me "knowing" in her heart that people use her up. I simply said although we are obligated to "forgive one another" and "help our sister or brother in distress". God would not approve of people taking other people for "granted". And one day when you're gone what will those kinds of people do "on their own"? 

Breaking the Cycle:

It's a situation in all cultural families. But sometimes people refuse to deal with the things in themselves that require a "drastic change". And I know some of you were warned to walk away, some of you will burden yourself down trying to figure out another person’s internal change, or some of you will humbly assist the best you can, before releasing the strongholds from your weary hands.

Take some advice if trials turn you away from praising his holy name. If people make you lose hope, and family members break the barriers of your mind, friends leave you questioning your commitment over their disloyalty, and when the love for money has robbed your identity. It's time you change or continue in living with the generational curses. So plan ahead beyond what you see to be prepared for anything. And allow God full control, of everything you can't handle.

Broken Pieces

There are things in us that need to be broken; self-pride, rebellion & disobedience, selfishness and arrogance. So that God can repair it for Promises, Dreams & Wedding Vows, Healed Hearts & Trust, Families & Homes, and Friendships that should not be broken.

You can break a woman down temporarily but only God can recreate a "Masterpiece". Because it’s Gods purpose to use these pieces for a powerful purpose.

You can deny a man, imprison him, and remove him from his family. But Gods love and grace will eventually unite them back for an eternity.

In the chapters of Matthew: Mark, Luke and John it speaks about broken pieces until God revealed to them their real purpose.

Today is Valentine’s Day but it is written you find your own place & purpose every day. Let us not be broken in heart from being wounded by weary men & women, let us not wonder around in one another's prideful plans. Now groom your children, pray for the family, get your mind prepared to change the things you can, courage to accept what you can't control and pray for more wisdom and direction to identify the difference. You can make it no matter if you're at the peak of perfection in this life, broken or think you're without purpose. Keep on through the storms of life, eventually there will be light. Now let’s keep it moving because we're running short on time.

Human Error

One day it was bound to happen. A conflict of “understanding would occur, due to our non-verbal communication in the air”.   So what I’m saying is at “any time” or at “any given moment” of the day any person’s attitude could “explode” in every way.

Animated people don’t need to make a sound, because there body language “speaks out loud “too draw in a crowd.

Instigators are sometimes intelligent people with “too much” time on their hands. While some instigators “hunger” for attention.

Shy people tend to seem as if they are easily intimidated. But the reality is they may just like their own space to figure out your true face.  

Silent people demand respect and communicate once related with. But cross the line and you will deal with what is lingering on their mind.

Verbal communicators are people who don’t require direction or enormous attention. Why, because people identify with two options; “selective hearing” of what they have to say or either take the opportunity to “debate” on whatever topic they can create.

Social butterflies as myself, are not seeking validation to identify ourselves. We embellish open opportunities to unite people of every ethnicity in communicating "freely" referencing everything, so that we may respect one another's space because we're mature enough to understand “opposites of opinions" and reasoning.

This question was asked of me today; why did Jesus favor the woman at the well and not the Pharisees. My only response could be one or two things. This woman could have immediately exposed who she was.  Meaning she revealed all her faults where the Pharisees chose to judge, and only shared what they were not ashamed of.  Therefore they arrogantly required little forgiveness from God in their sins as if God was not “familiar with” the way we “live”. Similar to the world we live in today. Somehow we make believe in our own made up faith that we were not created the same where our only differences is; in how we demonstrate our characteristic ways.

I’m destined to go places in this life. I’m destined to portray a particular character in my attitude. I’m destined to make choices and mistakes, along the way. I’m destined to recognize my internal change.  I’m not concerned with other angry and sneaky people in this life. Although I am prayerful that Humanity gets it right. I am destined to continuously work on me in getting things right for the remainder of this life. And the main reasoning to why; I am destined to live with love & laughter in my life.

Finances/Budgets

Finances/Budgets 

People often portray mixed emotions when referencing the word “money”. And what we as a generation have yet to discipline and learn is; once dollars and cents are “debited” it must be immediately “credited”. Because what you “want” today may not accommodate what your children and family will need of access to the envied “green, money”. So this scenario may not apply to you today “financially” but let’s not forget how we depend on voted in “candidates” to manage our “financial banking” system.

In today’s society we have grown profusely into the new “sandwich generation”.  And what that means is the budgeting elders can no longer rely on their “nest eggs” to live out the remainder of their lives. Why, because the next generation prioritized their “emotional wants in fluctuating credit lines”. And how dare you say to a nation of people young and old who either “understand or refuse to except” learning the difference between credit, capital, interest and liquid assets. 

I’ll share a short story with you if you’re willing to listen of how we identify ourselves daily with the world of “numerical systems”. Instead of researching our own business we settle for suited up answers. 

One day I realized how “financial hardships” could destroy a generation of families over time. This was the day I decided to see with my own eyes how decisions can screw up your life through “titled people attached to business” or “personal relationships” that appear to be honest but work in one  “module pyramid”. Which is find the weakness and seek a return on it.  

 “Credit card utilization is based upon how much you spend on a monthly basis of that approved credit limit now this is what you would call the “metric” where credit is calculated by algorithms” now you can see why our children understand the math of what will keep them in financial debt. Personal loans can occur in two ways “business or personal relationships” with a promise to payback “Money which is printed information on a colored bill that carries a lot of “respect & weight” but most of us will find ourselves in financial debt and broken relationships; because of our “ego’s and pride” to think money will last with our “attitudes and choices” over a lifetime. 

Today evaluate what you “want or value” what you have invested in for a “return”. And many of the working people will say “I owe this for the next 10-30 years” but at least my bills are monthly paid. Then adjust the credit extended to us multiplied by the IRS unpaid taxes- personal and business obligations we attempt to financially balance. And if struggling to manage in a structured system is a civil crime. Then we as a nation are guilty of not serving our individual time. 

Humanity cannot be afraid to respond accordingly in regards to what people or business would like of our financial interest. You have to decide if you have the financial strategy and strength to carry 1 more of what is less of another” personal or business” financial burdens.      

       

Absorption

I am an optimistic person which is the reason why, I first took a deeper look inside before judging the thoughts hidden inside another person’s mind. Often leaving us to ponder with why "does God allows so many struggles" to conquer in our lives. Which took some reasoning and time to realize; how I made it all about me and allowed people with whom I entertained, endured and allowed to cause me more pain before humbling myself to fall down on my knees and praying to God "please help me" to "let go" so that I would not fail my God anymore.

The seasons come in four "winter, spring, summer and fall" Sometimes it only takes a moment to absorb a situation into our minds. Sometimes it takes years to process, death. Most of the time we are the confusion in our own inflicted mess, Sometime we take the time to identify with; whom and what we refuse to deal with. Sometimes we pray for our own movement to find a resolution for the people in whom we choose to change. And in doing so we already know that the problem that exist has been years of established "comfort patterns". So the question is "why do we endure" other people whom causes us the most pain. And then “reject” the people who can see why we need drastic change?  

By the age of 2 I obtained my first passport and lived in another country where men and women were stationed for war. By the age of 9 I witnessed the changes in my body and mind; by the age of 13 I endured the levees of adult stress. But found prayer warriors who had my best interest and this was how I chose not to let the demons rob me blind of my promised life. By the age of 17 I began courtship. And after graduation I began to make "mistakes" and “choices” but I immediately recognized the repeated patterns of my generation line. By my twenties I met a "slick man" who prepared me for many test. Which led me into people’s ambitions and games they chose to play with God, only to rise then later fall. Is when I removed my mind off man and suited up to work in Gods “purpose and plans”?

This is how real life stories began, and how we live in it will determine our end. Therefore, in order for the next generation to lead it will require this current generation of today to put away its childish games because tomorrow is destined to come, where time will not wait for people to get their affairs up to date. 

And just in case you are one of the many people who arrogantly think; that life has dealt you the best or worst hands. Please think pardon your attitude and think again; outside of your own self prioritized plans.  

Human Nature

Once you decide to implement change in your life. You will lose friends, disconnect with family and figure out; what those relationships are really about. Why, because change requires a commitment of your time and it’s a lonelier place at the top once people figure out “you desire to work harder at having more, than they want to change of having less in their lives”. Have you ever wondered why people or politicians always down play the person who is proactive in implementing change; instead of making their own point of views clear? They naturally smoke screen the real intention hid; which is a plot to take that other persons IDEA.

I read a bloggers post on the internet that said “believer’s do exactly what the bible says”. I opened my eyes and closed my mouth to observe how demonic spirits move about the earth, and communicate throughout humanity. By influencing people to believe that God does not exist. So instead some of humanity find themselves under the submission of men, women, lies, ideas and images.

 I listened to

1.       Widow women who could not find happiness, only companionship.

2.      Married women who swore to remain alone once their husbands passed on.

3.      Single women who fell in love over and over again. Until a changed man took her hand and kids, committed to this relationship. Then proceeded to plan a date with a wedding band.

4.      Dating women who never unpacked their bags. Allowed people into their space like a revolving door. Why, because there was no real man to commit in taking her hand.

5.      Divorced women marry once for love. Twice for security and three times to not grow old alone then die. So remember this women are nurturers by birth and love in depth. But when the trust is broken; pray before you go looking.

I listened to

6.      Widow men who missed their companion. But moved on cautiously to not be alone, internally.

7.      Married men that valued the family, some were candidly sexually searching, and some where always making promises; to divorce the wife and abandon the kids.

8.     Single men snooping around the world for a decent girl, a wife to mother his kids or a model chick to forever sleep around with. And one day they promise to give up the pass code, black book and options.

9.      Dating men who were looking for a commitment. Once they figured out the amount of kids, career status, debt and your baggage.

1.    Divorced men just be cautious of falling in love with who they were. Because a man scared is different than a woman scorn. So remember to pay closer attention to what he promises but fails to commit. And if he is confident about moving on the second or third time around there will be assurance in his presentation, instead of delayed promises to do what he has already done in the first marriage. 

Naturally we operate emotionally. And it’s in our Nature that we respond accordingly. 

Carrying the Load

Before assuming you understand how any human being manages to “carry the load” you must first understand how “your and their” story goes, where nonverbal communication is universal.

A man of foreign decent stood beside me today with a sigh of relief. Before asking immediately why do we as a people do “things repetitiously”? I responded with this “it just depends on a person’s response and action” in a real life situation. The gentleman said what is it about “life and change” that have people in fear to remain in doing the same “old things” in the same “old ways’? I responded again and said “life did not change its idea and image of what it is” but it is up to us to decide how we choose in improving our “views” and  "attitudes" in “living” life. The man said thank you for the clarity in showing me it does not matter what culture we claim. It’s how we look at life and view our ways.
   

Do we really understand the question when being asked “what are your strengths and weaknesses”? And the reasoning behind this is; we can’t understand life until we understand our “strengths and weaknesses” and what makes us move in them.  

I firmly believe we all have the strength to conquer a few if not many things. I have a weakness in dealing lightly with revolving in what is a “choice” or “mistake” when operating in repetition, and expecting perfection.   

Time will not allow people to manage it. Time will only allow people to utilize it.  

Love Calls

This morning I was awaken by a gentle caress against my back. And the funny part is there was no one lying next to me in my bed.  Immediately I open my eyes and gave thanks to God for being alive. So I will never neglect how love touched me in a special way as I slept through the night, hoping to see another day.

Love calls us all in different ways regardless if we require the human touch to make it feel “real” to us. Because love has no set limitations on how much it gives. Those limitations are set by the people in whom we invest our time and hearts in. Exchange for the reciprocation of what they promise but may not give.  

I fell in love many times before. I’ve made several mistakes and put my soul in harm’s way. I eventually got it right and a lot of people left my side. But it’s ok they were not meant to remain with me on my journey. Then one day love matured me in demanding appreciation of my time, mind, body and soul that was created for love, to be caressed and appreciated. Love found the key to open my eyes and expose to me “motives and intentions, someone’s infatuations and knowing when the word "options" is involved identifying whether it is a necessary requirement, a plan with me involved in it or one hit and run mission.

I am love calling you but for some reason you can’t find your way back to me. If only you were not afraid of being lonely I could teach you how to love unselfishly. Allow me to touch you without entering into your womb but through your mind and overtime your every desire will not be forgotten in time. Allow me to show boys and men how to make love without the use of your hands, allow me to shower girls and women with my rays of sunlight and by night they will never ponder with who will hold them tight. Allow me to make you happy just by embracing you with every opportunity not to miss a chance to share encouragement. Allow me to walk with you even when you’re not aware I’m present. Allow me the chance to see the woman or man behind the face you display with a fake smile and sigh of relief. Allow me the time to make our dreams a reality. Allow me to show you that hard times are really good times for me and you. Let’s set a date to make time for me to re-enter back into your heart and mind, but first you must release the resentment, hate and jealousy for the person who did not for fill his or her vows, the person who left you alone when you missed them the most, the person who walked down the aisle without you on their side and the promises made but broken a million times. Allow me that one chance to assist in healing your wounds from that person who disappointed you.