Knock Knock!

Is anyone home? Love stop bye with a telegram. But only if you’re prepared to sign for it.

Some people claim LOVE no longer exists, while others refuse to live and not have it. So if you are NOT SUPPOSE TO CARE ANYMORE, THEN ASK YOURSELF “WHAT AM I STILL RUNNING FROM”? 

And when a person says they know how to for fill a need. We’re not going to assume their talking about everything; such as being touched in those fragile un-kissed places. So what do I mean is this some people have been burnt if not heart broken, abandoned, and rejected if not blind sided? Unfortunately life has its own directions for all of us to experience.

A mother can love her child their entire life. Daddy can mentor and protect for his allotted permission in time. And once the both of them are no longer around; a time will come for babies and children to mature, think and stand as grown women and men on their own.

I have no regrets in being positive in the negative. Caring with tenderness and affection at times with a person who rejected it. I have no doubt time will change any human feelings. And just because life takes 1 turn for the BETTER OR WORSE. It does not mean we have to wait for permission to be HAPPY, again.

• I’m not saying we’re all going to reciprocate and appreciate the same feelings regarding being loved by one another in this life. What I’m saying is we will all learn having what we want; is not having what we need in the END.  

Double standards contribute to more than an abundance of heartaches in men and woman in this world. And people will bring out the real you; giving LOVE a purpose in slowly changing the things you claim to never do. 

-Angel L.

Knock Knock, 2017

Cocoa Butter

If you are going to wear it. Wear it naturally with etiquette and beauty.

Whatever color you wear. Be flawless and confident in the skin you represent. Remember we were not created to be beautifully perfect; we were created for a flawless purpose. So when our young girls struggle to feel uncomfortable in their own skin; there should be a reminder that she can identify with; in her own natural skin.

If make-up never existed; would nakedness deter us from presenting who we are in the natural skin tone? And if we are not prepared to answer back; who would teach us beauty is what we carry in ourselves. In knowing all products are optional for the record.  

One day I decided to look in the mirror; I removed all the makeup and preserved the natural with softer highlights and cocoa butter with baby oil. I did not aim for perfection in  beauty. I aimed to preserve the beauty I discovered in myself. And what I share with the queens in my life is this; today you are maturing at a speed of lightening, due to the exposure in this world. And as little girls your bodies are expanding into the skin you will grow-up in. And overtime this body will endure pressure; remember to respect it. 

The eyes will grow weary once they are tired; allow your lids to rest, and always remember to love on your pallet, rest your head on a soft pillow case. And allow your little minds to cast away. For Time will come unexpectedly. And one day u will look into the mirror and either adjust what you see. Are accept; your natural skin is beauty.

YOU

Before any male understands himself; there is always a female working inwards to learn herself. And in the learning process both will be the example of either’s boyish or girlish behavior. And once a female identifies her worth in being a woman that is not appreciated by a type of male; opportunity is waiting for an established man to enter into her presence. And recognize her value, and she appreciating his manhood. From a short or long distance. Now, guess what? Race is not a factor, where a man finds a woman. And they both respect one another in value.

A Boss move; before making love in the physical, allow us first to practice in the mental. Because if life experiences does not educate us; people will mature us, vice versa.

How is this relevant; in a Pandemic only so much is going to happen. That turns a frown, into smiles for multiple reasonings to loose ourselves. 

                                                                          "Angel L."

                                       

Danger

✊ 

Confessions dont come easy. To many fights turn into battles. And communications are easy at the beginning of something new. Until someone is broken if not blind sided by Love. To understanding love is expressed in a multitude of facets. Its people that play mind games in it. Depending on who is demonstrating the real act. Or speaking out its love language.

 

Love is priceless. And repercussions occur when this love is mishandled and betrayed; it becomes a very Dangerous Game we are all guilty in playing. But no one every really wins. If we choose to stay knowing there were so many tears shed; to walk away. Before it was to late and s1 stayed..

Some people just know; what forever is. And some people know its better to Have than to Have Not.

How can this 4 letter word; carry such a tumultuous sound. And controls  the heart that fights the mind; to stay in Love. Are finally walk away; this final time.

If it were not so about Love; then why are so many lonely hearts seeking online if not  around the world? As some people look into each others eyes; trying to figure out if we are  still in Love.

My son once said "mom? I want you to find someone". I said I already have by having you. Ill know when he is a King and ready to love me and your babies. And On Jan. 15, 2020 the love I was faithful to in this life was Written In The Book  of Life. For me to  be prepared for the day I was called to return back my Prince to our first love; God. 

Cheers to Love💖

Harmony

I saw a vision this morning; and the word of the day read; Harmony to share.

What is hard to accept; regarding if somethings are nothing about humanity changes. Life is still going to happen.

If we own up to accountability. We can move towards establishing our own if not for All; stability in the compartmentalized comfort zones. In which many are complaining on pause.

We are not the brightest of beautiful, brilliant, bold if not an average mind in the universe. And even the smartest, most Influential, Independent, Interesting, and Intelligent people in the world; make bad choices, create positive solutions and posess  weaknesses & strengths.

Like my acclimations? Our children will need them.

We are just ordinary people; at the end of everday of confusion, bills, material things and problems. Until we confront theses "Action items", in communications. Are with the  acceptance in our own human behaviors. Struggles are going to exist no matter the sex, race or origin; when we as human beings continue to pacify on  toxic behaviors and denial in taking accountability of the choices we make. 

If not better prepare ourselves in a Life that is just going to happen; without permission. Look at the hand Covid-19 dealed in the time of uncertain leadership, crises and family disconnects. We must reassemble our focus; on a more mindful desire to live.

Harmony for my "grandchildren, and their dad who resides in his Master's hands", and peace and prosperity in the healing for All. In a land that awaits the future of these children and our tomorrow. 

Masculinity

Boys need strong men role models in their lives to teach them manly things and instill in them of how to take care of themselves; and girls need woman to teach them the value in strength, love and how surving in a world of diverse classes of people; teaches you the importance of valuing  yourself. And yes, there is a possibility where families values, morals and beliefs are unstructured. So this boy becomes acclimated in this environment of figuring out his own man. He will display some resentment & rebellion because of the absence of a biological father if not misguided role model. He will challenge the replacement of a role male model. Simply because he needs the truth of who he belonged or still belongs to, and what he needs to learn to become this man. The reality all boys belong to a bloodline in which they are a fathers blood heir. The reasoning to why some boys strive in  the quality of their life; is because they sense they have 1. According to what the guardians are establishing of knowledge and of stability. Even if a mixture of family or friends are involved in the support or temporary care of performing as role models in the presence of a boy. This applies to girls, as well. The the role models must play a significant  & stronger mature role. For this girl or boy to process his or her own change into men/woman in their own skin.

At 20 years of age, a single mother I gave birth to my only son. Unfortunately his life was taken at 28years of age. Most people say "its sad, the young die to soon".  I respond Gods plans are not ours. And God did allow our son to leave love in tiny footprints. And the trusting hearts of the women that are left to mold his children. I taught my boy how to identity with love; and acknowledgment of understanding his own body and feelings. I taught Dominique  to identify his strengths by surrounding him in circles of men in empowerment. I taught him to use his physical body to perform endurance and to use his mind to think for himself but mold it; as your most powerful weapon. And do not allow anyone to gain inappropriate access, or use manipulation to possession it. 

A bandaid on a wound only covers the surface; underneath that wound may or not be healing. Look around young men struggle. And woman seek strong men to help raise these boys. Even If she struggles to do it herself this woman has to be more careful; of who she alows in her house.

Our boys are the kings we birth; for every princess a prince is being molded for her. In a world of wars, emperors,generals, kernals, commanders and chiefs. What we should be in fear of is whether theese boys are growing up without; the teachings of strong men that have been educated with life experience.

A woman can groom children  to love. Her girl she needs to emulate her and the son needs to be molded to protect them both. And at the end of the day this boy should understand what is the makeup of him growing into a man. So that he is not misguided in his own male skin. And dominated by any type of woman because of the love his mother taught him; by challenging his masculinity; based on how his daddy was around or not. And the next man who steps In if not step-Up.

"9"

It's intriguing Humanity is educated in reciting Old History. In a New Generation of Historic debates over accountabilities. And one day ALL children of color will read for their own understandings; to discover of what we labored in of this generation. 

Can we conclude "The North Star" was a direction told to the slaves to find freedom; follow the North Star, and was there really freedom at the end of the direction in which they were appointed; to freedom? The right answer lives in the memoirs of our current human concerns; of what has been written and provided to us in historic literature, if not movie lines of actors & actresses directed in of  “this is a better environment, than where we had to flee for our lives. In order to live as free black men, woman and children”.

We speak about police brutality; and the world screams in aggravation after "I can't breathe". We tap on black on black crime and the world tip toes on egg shells. We are well aware of the systemic profiling in racism; as our black people drive & walk home in their own neighborhoods. Until one day they are stopped and ask "what is your name, where are you going, and let me see your ID". And no every stop made is a reasonable justifiable cause. Although we do appreciate the public services in All neighborhoods; however a dress does not cover-up inequalities through intimidation is the real world world. As ALL children face a struggle in hardships with education & virtual schooling.

In a COVID-19 pandemic world. Which returns us ALL back to the pages of our past history. We continue in a struggle to accept the denial if not another generation of distress

 “The Little Rock Nine was a group of nine African American students enrolled in Little Rock Central High School in 1957. Their enrollment was followed by the Little Rock Crisis, in which the students were initially prevented from entering the racially segregated school by Orval Faubus, the Governor of Arkansas”.

We acknowledge the educators who sacrifice; from 4 text books per class of 29 children. Has it really been over 70 years since outlawed. And how is it possible in this generation that still faces; Equity Gaps in Housing segregation, Income In Equity, Mental & Health services are just a few in inequalities of our next generation of these children that will face it. If we don't deal with the domino affect of Racism/Systematic Prejudices.  

When I address who will lead our children; it applies to what we ourselves lack, choose not to educate & share, if not deny the Truth's of a conversation to speak on Equity in Education. That will determine their history moving forward of what we have accomplished in this generation. 

In Memory & Honor of all our colored children to equal education. 

The Ellen Show

If any custodial parents or grandparents including myself of a deceased father who was my only son; is guilty or judged for petty things. When it comes to investing time to instill encouragement & confidence in a child's; hair or physical appearance & knowledge. I will make a custodial judgment in the best interest and protection of this child or children. To be recorded in history for no child should feel insecure of themselves. Thanks to Ellen who exposed in a real world of what an extraordinary,  beautiful 3yr old; was taught to learn in her skin of herself confidence. 

Children are a masterpiece God created in a plan. And parents/grandparents if not the family who all support these children are the extension of who this child becomes; in their own skin and recognition of themselves, according to the exposure in these environments. 

Development in mental stages, physical appearance and social skills is crucial in a child's youngest years; from the womb until these children mature into adulthood. Self confidence is a condition even adults struggle with in themselves; at latter years.  

Accolades to the Social Workers who are knee deep in these trenches across the world. To save a few is many to these children; of a few who know they feel loved, but even low moral & lack in confidence  as we have experienced in humanity is a challenge; now apply this to a small child. For we all have experienced life's adversity. But what about in the smallest of children & youth; who are overlooked if not acclimated to the environment where change could of occurred in moral; first.  

 

Hoodie Hoo Day!

On February 20th, residence of the Northern Hemisphere grew tireless of the winter; and stepped out at 12noon, and so did I. To raise our hands over the head & yell "Hoodie Hoo Day"! If you don't believe on PEOPLE.com, this is the source I was motivated on.

Now apply your Whoody Whoo to life, and FLOW with how this passage will GLOW; Where a few possess the money, others touch tone to manage the Power. Where a few execute a plan, others will  Expose of it. And where you watch of a few chasing 1million, living in 1 mansion. Other's are investing in building millions on acreage. 

I read the Good Trouble Phrase "If you see it, You got to Speak on it". And Until you are free to believe in it; the conversation will not be respected because of the representative is missing from speaking on   

"Become a racial Equity Broker"

"Vote Always"

"Never to Young to make a difference"

"Speak truth to Power"

"Never Give up", a leader position to follow an average minded thinker. 

The hour is here, as few sit in it, others are creating beats in it. 

In Honor to All our soldiers, active or non. Work is what a soldiers gets done. 

Ghost Writer -Dominique D. White, Jan.15, 2020 

Beautiful

 

A glance into the mirror; and I ask of this reflection "are you the confidence inside this natural brown skin I wear. And if not is this brown skin; a blanket for me to love on of who I am underneath it. 

The reason for this topic is that society has tarnished the definition of natural beauty. And the race is to find in one’s self value in the skin they question. Not limited to being a female or male we both wear the make-up to natural beauty. That starts in appreciating the skin you already wear. And when life happens of disappointments, and when people bruise the skin we wear; remember to look into the mirror and remind yourself to be appreciated it starts with the person in the mirror; first.

Once we honor ourselves we can teach our children; as well. Whether female or male a self-check evaluation is required to remind us confidence is our own worth. And it’s not rare some people don’t value themselves; first.

In a moment of silence there is Weakness even in the most confident person in the mirror, and when you are faced with adversity in this life; look back into the mirror and allow yourself; a second chance.

In a world of life breaking events you will question your purpose and focus in the skin you are in; of domestic violence those bruises leave a mental scar; until you allow your heart time to heal. In that beautiful skin you owe a; second chance.

In a timeless place of a child abused story; it will break a beautiful mind, and hurt a tender heart. But the way to heal is to love on those wounds; first.  

In relationships that you feel on the moon if not you exist in them feeling lonely; start with sincerely allowing the respect of a 2-way conversation to exist. As one speaks the other person remains in silence.

While searching for the author or speaker to address in a world of heated topics & debates we find ourselves layered in this skin we wear. Seeking validation that ends up a bruise in our egos and its inevitable people are going to do the utmost; because of the broadcasted attention sought out through social media and news released of extreme public information. So we find ourselves exposed and uncomfortable in the natural skin we wear. As we stretch into a comfortable place to physically fit into our own self-identify, abroad a diverse culture of make-up and vanity trying to adjust; by finding the secret to ageless youth and timeless beauty. As the music lyrics & explicit videos expose physical images desired, by all. Now every young girl and boy is fantasizing to be acknowledged abroad. 

On a platform that we cannot deny of ourselves of what is advertised to the world. Of exploited behaviors as we renovate our own identifies; in the presence of the masses. While judgment is casted in ourselves and debated in skin we question of someone else; with an opinion and idea of whom beauty is. As we continue to search for answers to timeless questions in mirrors around the world; to figure out what is this confrontation about in me, as I search for confidence in the skin I wear if not someone else. Or am I wearing the skin and looking for someone of confidence to wear it.    

 “You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, and how you can still come out of it”. Mayou Angelou

                                                                      - Angel L "Beauty" 

                                                                 

Community

Most of the real news will not be broadcasted on mainstream from a directed pointed lens. Towards the diagonal views of locations in the real statistics. That don't always reflect the demographics of all cultures that make up the reasoning in why we are not all categorized; by the black life expectations. Whether it be healthcare, economics, famine, poverty if not STD's.

So I'll be brief on this special topic. Because every situation in the Black Community is not always covered with the images of Violence. That remains a systematic equation. If only half the formula is implemented to reference the entire problem.

When a young black man is killed by his own "day 1 brothers, or brother"; it is not always drugs. Although drugs are apart of the American culture. From production to demand, medical drug use and government taxed on legal amounts to allow in one's possession. Black people did not own the ships they were imported on. However ships and planes marginalized in meeting a profitable demand. And throughout the oppressions of the Black History; blacks were manuevered on these ships. So how is their life expectancy lesser than any other race? Based off their past oppressions of their poverty that was an extension of barriers created to deny the black equal wealth; in which history continues to address through prophesy of what has been for generations an impact of inability to economically prosper the black communities based off the condition of their existance; advertised in statistics a forseen generation of the blacks to be the first in; extinction. 

Once the black man is removed from the makeup of his family; the foundation is disturbed to prosper & grow on his own village. So these black woman and children are now exposed to the systems that were structured in place for all races in the event of disparity circumstances. These are laws established for All people a supplemental allocation to fill all human needs for survival basics. 

The statistics has determined the black communities basic needs are at a higher demand; of the same basics in needs to meet a volume challened with poverty for ALL races who face a poverty situation. And the question was it ever establised equivally to be allocated in equality from the beginnings of mankind starting with; a generation of human slavery?

A plan for structured healthcare verses medicaid coverage. Differentiates in services rendered and facilitated equipment provided in the recipient's circumstances. It is healthcare that determines our life expectancy. And money will determine a privilege vs. underprivileged in the human diagnosis by accessibility. The statistics do not make up for All people suffering due to this unexpected Covid-19, human beings need to survive in uncertain times.

When the CDC and Human resources detect the climb in sexually transmitted diseases. Why is the black community starting in Oak Cliff the main focus of statistics, around the homicides & violence. And stationed on cornered blocks if not empty fields is whites, blacks and brown people of all ages; that lay if not stand homeless in this pandemic. It is not a laughing matter, very concerning we address a culture without addressing a humanitarian solution. As Dr. Fauci referenced on the global media in the event Covid-19, may continue to be around for an uncertain period of time. At least until we vaccinate the majority of society. With the upcoming second/third stems. There will appear to be a limitation in outbreaks for ALL races in humanity. And so we surface back to the Herpes and addressing the lower developed communities, of  also a dormant disease. And outbreaks could occur over time. Now explain how a culture of all races live in cohabitation. But not presented in The Black Statistics. 

If we don't educate ourselves & at least not be frightened to raise a hand. To inquire why is immunity so crucial of a topic to limit the existence on the African Americans by Statistics. If not tied to a cycle of systemic violence in American History. Of what no one accepts equal  accountability to figure out a solution for why is it a minority; that is projected to struggles. If there was never implemented an equal minded approach to establishing an equitable system to All people of colors. 

We may fight one another like all people disagree, but we also can come together in unity. Where black people in unity have been counted out for generations. As a people we can never win; in our arguments & statistics regarding each other. And who will genocide first. Once we accept in this process that is going to happen; communication &  knowledge is the key to keeping All mankind at arms peace. For  accountability has come full circle in All humanity.