Charges

The next time you are out, take a moment to grab those necessary receipts and essentials. And don't forget to follow-up on those pending charges.

Around January of every new year. There is excitement, tension if not anxiety in the air. Why, it's income tax time. And either we're expected to; cutback on our luxuries, payback our debtors. If not just, call it even.

It's not uncommon we're in a hurry, to get to the next destination in life. The reality is , who does not have an agenda & priorities. Honestly, it's the small details we honestly, if not moving sporadically "miss". That will set us back. All due to not being alert, focus and aware.

Timestamps, dates, collaborations, routes and locations. ask this question 'if I took a moment to breathe, exhale and recount' those final footsteps.

Personal experience teaches many lessons. If you're willing to learn. And it's unfortunate there is these 'human attitudes, that separate us, whomever if not them'. for in every business opportunity, decisions to be  attendance, work or class, if not slacking to do a home project. Are for whatever life has instore for 'us, you and them'. Did you know we can train each other to function in a 'lazy state of mindset'.

Age is factored. Where Time is either our greatest commodity. If not our greatest nemesis. In repeating the "repetition".

Fluids

The gift of life is a blessing; thank goodness for the children. And why, is love essential. In our human emotions is this universal love language's; we shift. Of this magnet of Human vs. Human in attractions. 

So, why is this statement significant. Well, let's do the math. Children were conceived where the two of opposites that attract. And one day we will all travel a path; on a journey exploring each other, sometimes before even exploring ourselves. 

I heard a child speak to another "everybody, has a mother and father". And in observation of their communication in interactions and physical expressions. We can learn from a child, as an adult. Of what we are communicating to them; of ourselves.

There is an old cliché  "grandchildren is a blessing, not a responsibility". Well, it depends on our love language and communication. And what is passed down to the children. To later be expected; of a human expectation(accountability, and knowledge that stems from life experiences & guidance). 

Relationship experts, establish platforms for people in search of "companionship", marry couple's its not rare they seek counseling outside of their matrimonial vows. And in cohabitations are  established relationships, even single; people do struggle with finding balance in real life. could it be safe to say "progression really means, work in our individual selves". Until we communicate how to express our language's to working with each other.

For generations males have  expressed their love language through romantic gestures and conversations. Vice versa the female has allured the male with physical attributes & toned conversations. 

Who has not experienced an explosive emotion of human attraction? It's inevitable, the law of natural existence in this body we call skin. Again, what does this statement reference? Without each other's love language and contributions of our physical interactions & emotions. In the preservation of life we would search to find in each other, outside of our own human natures; the "acceptance", the "affection" if not the "validation". We need one another to survive..

Emotions, we all possess the human ability to see,touch, taste and hear. Then what is self love, self preservation. If we have not experienced enough in ourselves. To bond in love language's; with someone else?

Protocol

The "Process", whether we agree to disagree are not. The description reads for all people "subsidized relief to supplement a "temporary" economic relief. If the debate is ongoing about who of us are them is configuring this a 'legacy plan" for our children's future generations. For many  food through foodstamps. Is used to cover this basic human need in anytype of financial hardship are physical impaired disabilities. And let's be clear about the credentials to meet the fine print of from the requestor. "low income families, is not exempt in any race of person's seeking humanitarian aid. But if we were to historically reference the poverty lines. For every statistic; real people is the evidence reported of all people. In all nations of man. Cleary there is history over mankind of hardships. War's that create catastrophic environments. Incarceration is not rehabilitation for any state of well being. But neither is homicides that destroys families, future growth in economics for the restoration in those communities of recorded and witnessed of rethorical violence. where the argument is the state and conditions of "indigenous population", but if we research around the world, the sea saw is flipping upside down. there is also a history of "economic wealth". so how can people grow economically where there is a history of division between indigenous, incarceration, education and wealth, around politics & accessibility to economic growth. 

Whether people eat are starve. Children is the outcome of what turns the conversation towards any platform with "outrage, cries if not a long term resolution about this word. Behind this word "indigenous". Is real people of all colors not discriminatory, just categorized. So it's entertained to blow the flame towards to who chose a political vote. If not the state of the condition of  in every culture. 

In sociology it teaches diversity in economic statuses, environment, society and groups. And in psychology  it teaches behaviors. Again, knowledge is a state of understanding that is not discriminatory on who elevates are progresses at any pace.

These "systems were systematically designed by our forefathers. In it's own algorithm for the people by the people". However, society has the acknowledgement in determining "how the system benefits them". The flip side is  "the system is rhetorical information of recorded history of whomever utilizes it". Even in other countries people makeup mankind. So now the question is "who holds accountability" of the real statistics; around the world. 

People are human beings. And wether we are ,"projected to perform, exempt if not exempt. We are the human race on record in the systems", the reality is for every birth on earth. A system was created by the people, for the people". Of projections, rational's and statistics. 

Basic needs is for human survival, so how can a human justify what another human can lack, of a human need. To fully survive. Without acknowledging what is accessible are not to cure or meet the "temporary", assistance.

Money is raw tender. Assets can be converted into raw tender. Land deeds is ownership in history recordings, earth is not recorded as a surveyed property. Life is this space of; the inevitable. Around circumstances that result into a state of human existence. So  taking inventory, is reasoning to question; of what we are "approved of. If not denied", by whom is going to later judge; accross the boarders and fine printed lines.

Holiday's

As we approach Christmas. And ending of this year, 2022. With gifts, egg nog; sometime spiked. as we listen or sing to music collaborations, laughter, tears and so much peace in sharing another holiday with cheer. Remember to take a moment in silence. To honor our angels who are now resting in peace this Holiday. For their seats will appear to be empty. And our hearts may feel faint. Remember their spirit lives within us and around us; in the living, for eternity. 

As we gather around the Christmas decor, to unwrap those gifts, to plant another kiss under the mistle toe. Also, remember those tables that remain empty, the laughter that no longer echoes of children and youth. In those homes of mom's and dads. In all communities of grandparents uncle's and aunts. To families around the world. Where the sounds of cheer and music is silent; if not softly heard; dimly in the background..

Greatful, greatful! No matter what life"s course. Thankful for it because of life a Savior born; we can sing or say. If not pray; I am grateful for every moment in this life. To have taken the opportunity to appreciate, Time.

The Proposal

The Proposal; could be presented in a multitude of ways. And limiting the quality of it in a box. Limits the quality of how or what it might be or been of a lifetime investment.The question is will you, either myself are even them; accept are deny it?

Knowledge is Power, so why not sit back and listen..Homage to a Queen      -Aretha Franklin.

If magic truly existed; our predictions could of been resolved. In a life we, us are them, count or exclude the possibility or impossibility; out.

If everyone or everything remain the same in this life; it would be fair to assume we or the things is like a tree. It only grows so Tall but eventually it reaches it's individual growing capacity; from the roots, rooted in the ground.

The Proposal still awaits. And the rolls do flip. In Time that has progressed. And why PEOPLE do own accountability for themselves; in changing their minds. With the wind that flows in silence. And it's in the history that's written; from every beginning. To a final ending.

Toxic

Good morning. Word of the day "Toxic". It can occur in anytype of communications, relationships, young or old. In any and all of societies. 

Relationships is two or more people. Often self relationships is another type of one's self care in themselves. So how can societies. agree to disagree. About what is toxic about each other. In relationships are cohabitations of oneself if not two people.  

Some people do maintain healthy ways to cohabitate in this life. Some people are toxic whether with another person, if not within themselves, as it's in our voices & choices that "repeat it out loud". So, the debate is who is this character orchestrating the confusion. When we often justify our  emotions of lonliness; to sustain from each other the companionship in life.

In this life nothing is accomplished without human beings cohabitating.  Families exist because of the birthrights in it. And it's been proven fact that not all families are claim each other blood in line of relatives. according to what is felt emotionally towards each other. Of their our own human life experiences. Either way the conclusion is the extension of questions. Has echoed over history. about the truth of ownerships to "birthrights". will always be found in the genetics of those original bloodlines. 

In every society there is this element that provokes this human reaction. Fear of not knowing, fear of lack, fear of loss, fear of incarceration, fear of separation, fear of abandonment, fear of death, fear of life.  Etc

However, judgment of each other is not always fair. Of what we exchange of toxicity within ourselves. 

If we work harder on ourselves, we might take accountability of how we devalue; somethings if not one another in this life. To get back in love with ourselves more. Whether it's whom we become without or with each other. Are we just figure it out; about ourselves.

1991-2020 ❤️ 

911

911 "What is your emergency", operator there is calamity around the world. And what we are experiencing is a dominoe affect, no one was prepared to witness of what is being exposed of humanity around the entire world. 

Please hurry, it's because it's happening right now. Operator speaks calmly, and says to the caller "I want you to stay on the line, and tell me what you see but remain hidden". I see Chaos in every age, race and gender that has made it's appearance. And it's deeper than mankind's judgement. It appears to be "spiritual warfare".

Operator ask "can you give me more information". The caller say's "If we are not all believers in JC, but believers of our own faiths, values, moral and beliefs. Who possess this power to judge  nations of  all humanity. The line is silenced. Well, the history of mankind was written before the birth of human generations. First, is the Book of Life, and then is The Constitution the forefathers designed. So who again, can judge of these carved names in human images and scrolls of history; that prove humans were needed to write the history of mankind. and if beyond a reasonable doubt. there is law's written for mankind by mankind. Of proven history of human behaviors in life, because of life experiences; we cannot hide are deny. Then what test the real facts that support the case law's in many books, and artifacts that are displayed around this entire world. And without further delay; who of many bury the history of human remains. buried on every land, cemetery plot, and deepest of the oceans of ancestors; some that jumped slave ships, hidden in the crevess of soil. on the same grounds we build new land developments, charged now of in every "due process" of earth's natural resources. And growing memorial sites. now who can judge if not test life; in our own past and present existence on earth. And not be bios to pass judgment of what we created as one; cohabitations of generations in 'bloodlines to birthrights of humanity".

911 Operator, "Help is on the way".

PayGrade

The question asked "would you date are marry a person who makes less than your paygrade"?

Think before you answer; where, age or gender is not factored. Because we are the witnesses to; how we the human race mingle in cohabitations..

And will love be enough, to sustain the challenges that life will occur in anytype of our relationship. That includes; our self-independence, children and human status. 

We're all people. We make up the human race of this word "Society". That is often blamed on society for our behaviors towards each other. And what is being advertised to this society of all ages and races of people; around the entire world. and once we question one another's morals, values and beliefs. We repeat history. Regarding what is being educated to every race of people exposing if not watching; each other or themselves.

If poverty exist since the beginning of mankind, and wealth exist since the beginning of mankind. Then what is the debate about. When the speculation is not whether men cheat, but woman cheat better. If we need one another in this opposite of sex; to procreate children. That is the makeup of all families and bloodlines in identities.

Money, material things, status. but what if love was really valued more than the "lack of, the inheritances and who can flex the power". We individually control what is called our own human Freewill. Where knowledge has no limit. Wisdom does not discriminate. Just what if we place more value in ourselves; first, each other next. Before rationalizing; how much worth is calculated based on what are may fade away; overtime of our egos, status pro quo, net pay vs. gross. If not handled are mishandled generational wealth.

When life makes a call. And we are no longer here on earth. Whether we took inventory of our own lives if not judged of others. The conversation will never change. About who could of, should of are did not change the cycle. 

When we decide to work together. We are destined not to give up on ourselves, lose the value of  investing in each other. To  pay a higher cost; sooner or later on in this life.

If money could be buried in the graveyards, what would it be spent on. And if the living had not figured out what "value," is. Then are we really living at all..

Jealousy

In the beginning was the💋, that ended Judah and Jesus Christ. 

The most powerful nemesis over the history of mankind. The jealousy that whales in silence. And if we are not confident in our own human skin, called this flesh. That will expose it's own conscious without restraints. Of who are if not as humans who we become amongst each other. 

Rage is deep. It manifest inside of this flesh that silently releases emotionally, into jealousy. At any time, any place. In any age of any moment, against anyone of us. And the sad news is; jealousy is silent, patient and wicked. Because jealousy & pride is not considering who gets hurt. For a moment of selfish satisfaction in destroying the life of another person.

Why, do friends grow up with you, not always old with you. And families depend on each other; physically, emotionally and for spiritual guidance. No matter their own inflictions of being human. Even a child depends on the stability and guidance of another human. We're all human beings and time itself will mentally/physically exhaust either of us. 

One day, reflect on yourself. And then ask who is living long healthier lives. who is maturing with are without trials in this life. And if you know a child does not remain an infant. Then how could we not see in ourselves who is growing with or without; instruction and direction. I often think about the children. We live in this mental capacity of a society of immature, irrational behaviors and human practices. However, logic is examined on the basis of everyone yelling out 'I'm the adult. Even small children are trained to think and act like adult's, then chastened for looking and acting like a child. As we watch time; burdens are either passed down, carried if not inevitable to be bared. In every age category that will expose of what we are, if not who we become in  behavior towards ourselves.

Why, do arguments occur, sabotage plots provoked. when disagreements can easily be managed over an amicable form of human communication. You will be surprised what even a child has to say about their own environment. how so, because one day they do physically form into this adult. But mentally it's the thinking; at any age we all  reverse back to acting as if we are a child.

The reality is the path is not alway's clear. Bullying is the act of demanding "I need your attention on me, right now". And jealousy is this emotion and then the action in behavior. I am entitled to who you are and what you possess. without the change I need to accept if not disregard in of my own skin. because the detours in this life ahead are real. We may not know on what day. What to expect from one another. But expect there is not one human that remains the same without being affected by a transition of change. 

always, take a mental moment to reflect in the living; should I of turned left, instead of right. should I have taken a late are early call, or just let it go to voice-mail. should I walk away today. Are should I choose to feel comfortable, oblige are sacrifice and stay. How, could I had known what to feel inside. Did I see all the red signs. The signs that made me question my gut feelings. Are was the space I found myself in; to late, too vacate. These red flags, who really has the empathy, we all need. who is uncomfortable in their own skin. Who is overly protective of me in my own skin. What environment r upbringing did change motivate "challenges". Who really forgave their own internal conflicts. we talk about over-over amongst each; about ourselves. if not in the presence of mixed company.

One generational struggle; exist of why if anyone owes another the accountability for themselves. We don't owe each other; of our own flesh. 

The language barriers we judge of one another. But in the same breathe; we speak on each other. The conspiracies behind every wall of plaster, door numbers, boards and nails. of really who had the motivation to have or chose to have not at all. Who sit amongst celebrations for accomplishments, no matter who achieved. But instead we either, I either wanted you to know in this life; anything is possible. When you were saying I deserve it also, in silence. as we all smiled at each other. In the privacy of our homes, amongst families, zoom calls, social media rants  and friends. In a mental state of compartmentalized, confinement if not open mindedness..

Until one day life manifest; in it's own form. Is when the world of truth was destined to be exposed. Of all who possessed the ole nemesis "jealously", and its own accountability; of every relationship, associations and bloodlines in Kinship. 

Children feel and talk to another. So what do you think the adult's are doing. As society's of people; watch each other. Of all families we are the real fruit of the roots we bare. Of our elder's. They are the history in knowing the secrets and stories of wisdom from their own beginning to share. When families are either growing together if not apart. In a world empathy is desperately needed. Amongst strangers looking in each other; for truth are just end results.

The Gift

What if this universal gift. Is it life. So how is it we can truly believe that giving is also an opportunity to receive..

But what if, every gift is not attached to material things, money and the expectation of receiving. 

If we could expect some gifts on this earth, in this life that is priceless. 

The best gift in the world we often ignore is; the gift with this emotional return..the most precious gift outlives it's own value that last for a lifetime.

Love is the greatest gift in the history of mankind. Without reservation without the thought of it we would surely die. Are could we even exist. When often this emotion of love. Is discredited, abruised, isolated or even dismissed, denied or overlooked. for the lifetime we search in each other or ourselves to claim the real value it has to offer. 

When out looking for this gift. Watch how we can overwhelm ourselves thinking into it. trying to cater to one another is mentally exhausting. On things that often lose value. If not the lack of appreciation for the love we attempted to show each other. Of what is invested of time to find this perfect gift we have searched for a lifetime. And if we limit our human expectations  on each other. And of those gifts that lose value; maybe we could finally see the gift we have searched for is a "peace of mind" for an eternity through time.

3am Ghost Writer 

Blood

Teach our heirships. It's in the bloodline that truth exist. And until you are of age to search for in your own understandings. Searching in each other for our ownership in birthright of identities. It's grasping the  understanding that will lead us all down narrow paths. Why, because of the bones that are buried at rest. It's the truth in the bodies of the living of what is spoken on verses; who is  intentionally hiding the rest.

A song writer wrote, produced and released "One of these ole mornings, when im gone", just wait and watch to hear why everything will soon make sense.

What is generational wealth; wisdom in knowing who and what sacrifices are still being made over a lifetime.

What is love; pending expectations of each other. Of those expectations we struggle within ourselves. But teach of what needs to exist. For if we don't value that agape love starts inside of us. not outside of each other.

Never live in jealousy, are judge with hate; it will ripple effect generations of bloodlines. 

Teach our seeds the betrayal is inevitable it's biblical; now watch how it appears in every role, association and title. 

Ghost Writer 1991-2020 ❤️