AWOL

The definition is to be in a state of abscence or leave without notice.

In the military a leave of absence is granted for specific personal according to their situation. The time allows coverage for this solidier to return; after their acknowledged in appearance of an absence.

In the streets of every hood; its ocurring to happen right now. Wherever hands are extended and time is non valued. And fear is the greatest factor; during the immediate exit. 

In Wars the soldier does not retaliate immediately. Soldiers plan and are lead in appearances by leadership. To perform under pressure in order to survive the enemies plotted plans. And exit out to freedom.

Under every suit or dress; an effort is being put in motion. By the human being wearing it presented with a presentation. Prior to an exit; but not before  a conversation.

In this life to validate an effective form of communication; we must respect it is a 2 way setting. And in the event a confrontation occurs for a non-effective form of communication; be prepared or remain in a state of denial.  Of what we created around the  atmosphere; resulting in a conversation of AWOL in another setting. 

Small Children

Before there was the birth of babies; there was two types of human beings on earth. The Holy Bible described them at their births; by their names of Adam & Eve. In humanity our eyes relate to these types as male & female or man & woman.

In the beginning there was God & Angels including Satan. And under a tree stood this Adam & Eve. Until a stranger approached and deceived them both. By using Eve to lower this man to eat a piece of that forbidden fruit. Adam was already warned; the apple was filled with poison.

In the beginning there was no children. Until God called a fetus into this females womb. And no science throughout the history of man can prove in truth of how the creation of the internal organs came about into this female or male. However, before man was created there was the provision of commandments written in words to live bye in this world. These two male & female would be given instructions with a sense of knowledge to read them. And no man in history can prove where this understanding in knowledge was created. 

One day babies were conceived with the help of this male & female. Are how else can we explain or prove how these tiny human beings made it into the world. Science states studies based on synopsis and facts. But in reality who can show us in truth of how the world was created by the hands of man? 

If the life span of a male or woman is not for life. Then how can we debate or deny there is no God? Then who brought humanity into this world?

Our entire lives we have debated in heated discussions  the possibility & the limitations of mans hands and direction in leadership. Then whose hands could of performed the shape and images that fill the pattern of this designed world we live in. Knowing man or woman, male or female did not create themselves.

When I carried my son Dom in my womb. Science told me his birth gender. Inside my body this tiny human took form. Until one day Dom could not fit into my body any more. Overtime I talked with my baby & watched him stretch; into the size of an Adam.

One day our Adams mated with an Eve and concecrated. Then birth unto this earth their seeds planted inside of this woman.

One day life happened. And man & woman deceived one another. This time its was not under that Tree of Life that began with the creation of Adam & Eve. It was the story of that stranger whom appeared &  planted a conversation with cruel intentions. And if this really happened who can prove this stranger never existed. And why did Adam & Eve figure out they were both exposed; in their nakedness of the world.

I mention Small children; as we were once children ourselves born into a world innocent as sheep; guided by our Adams & Eves. Until one day a stranger appeared & deceived our entire families. 

When my sons life was taken. The truth was revealed about the craftsmanship of the evil works for the investment of over 14 years. The children were divided throughtout the story on both sides. During a transition of passing through Revelations; amongst chaos, rebellion, spite & silence. So as in the days of the stories of Rebekah, Sampson & Delilah, and in Kings 3:16 when both woman fought there will be 1 out of spite and the other who shows love, as Sodom & Ghommorah rebelled against God. And in the End Times of these Covid-19 Days it will be because of that betrayal between Judah & Jesus. Who exposed everything & ALL involved. So humanity will see there was a reasoning in the division of Adam & Eve a birth to this entire generation of their legacy.

We dont have to believe in one another. We dont owe each other anything. However, we owe ourselves the truth in all the lies we have covered up over generations; of whom we will serve if not in God "For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light" even in the midst of Satans betrayal and Mans denials. 

Ghost Writer-Dominique White, 1991-Jan.15.2020.

Friendship

The enduring legacy of The Fatal Friendship by Malcom X. throughout the history of our blood brothers & sisters read it. And if you decide to take a moment to read the pages of  The Choron; walk away with an open state of mind. And If you have not read the KJV or the NIV in the Holy Bible walk away with a non chisled heart; then apply it to the real life we are living in.

We speak of brotherhood around the world and in our communities amongst our own; but in our bosom we hide the guilt if not lies in arrogance of the shedding of our own brothers blood. 

The brother Malcom X knew the adversity that was growing against him. Malcom X spoke to the world about the troubles that impacted our freedoms to bond us up in a generation of struggles. Malcom exposed the truths through groomed knowledge. However; in knowing this knowledge remains unacceptable in the presence of the principes of those Powers & Controls. Malcom continued to speak outloud in the presence of all the world. Until his life was assassinated. Malcom X did not allow the faces that surrounded him before his death; to defeat a vision filled with purpose. To lead the following of those worn to weary; unto a place of knowledge, courage, strength & understandings.

Our stories are not different; our stories are threatened by the act in threats to silence our bodies. Until these stories rise up over generations; as humanity travels the same journey. We find ourselves  fighting battles with one another. Instead of preparing for the Wars coming against our own. Of freedoms, inequality & unfair justices.

We are bound by division for the lack in our human understanding resulting in actions. To resist arranging  these conversations to hold a mature meeting of the minds. If not with our own other brothers & sisters; addressing the accountability & obligations.

To Respecting the Religion; is also to respect the believer who chooses; his own journey & knowledge in understanding to walk away. It's not a disrespect. It's a human choice for the sake of sanity.

To not hate on your own brothers Rise if You are Falling off. It was yelled throughout history "I am my brothers keeper". If so then who, why and where is my brothers blood shedding. From his keepers hands?

To face up to a Legacy of A Friendship; comes with a gripping grief. Because of the Greatest Regrets was the behavior demonstrated in the betrayal; of one brother or sister to another in this life.

If I cannot share with my brothers & sisters new knowledge. Then how can my own brother or sister educate me on how to follow? In the direction of his or her own knowledge.

In memory of 1991-Jan. 15, 2020.

Justice

An act of favor or punishment. 

In times of despair; we ask for restoration.

In times of good fortunes; we seek more of favor.

But in times of hardships & violence; we grow weary, worn and angry. And the punishment for questioning the  accountability in behaviors; either in others are in ourselves. We punish one another in areas of our vulnerability.

If nothing ever changes in our real life situations; then nothing will ever grow. Is this an injustice we inflict of pain in ourselves? And if knowing to stop growth could mean dying; then why deny another person the option to live where they are trying. 

One day we woke up to decisions to make for our children, families or either ourselves. And in those decisions & choices we either chose to live with a purpose. Or die in our own silence. 

And you will find that living for some people is like; misery. Where death is company. To escape favor which only required time & opportunity to change. So now what if justice never serves us enough of favor. Or what if the punishment is our final justice; for ignoring our own opportunities to taking time; to writing our wrongs to rights?

Roles

We were not created to perform 1 task. We were carefully molded to perform multiple roles in this life.

A man was not created to just perform one role. This man has a multitude of titles to fufill. 

As a father is the hero & role model. He is the provider and protector. This man of the house ensures it bears good fruit & bread. In order that his his family continues in being fed. 

The man is a best friend to his spouse and children, first. And to his mother he is her first love. Because dad is both their Knight and shining armor. 

The mothers roles requires different hats; as well as skillz. And often some Queens must be reminded of the heavy load they tend to carry all by themselves; Can be shared with that King who never hesitates to offer his Time and Hands just to be in her presence.

The children even contribute a significant role, they are the glue that bonds the entirety of a family; to love in unity. 

See we did not choose our family. Because God knew the plans for our lives not to just turn us up side down; but to turn us right side up. 

And in the event your life encountered a different story; maybe its time to unpack that old baggage & renew your mind. To fill back up a new bag with a new perspective. 

Black History Month

We honor our Black History for life. And in the month of February for 28 Days American History shares the stories of the first famous black; leaders, poets, actors & actresses, trail blazers, educators, innovators and pioneers. That graciously superseded in their successes beyond the years of tyranny, social injustices, hardships & oppressions. 

The Black History of these ancestors; open doors that were not meant to be opened for generations. Contested unconstitutional favoritism against them. And for our generations it was because of our ancestors sacrifices & gracious talented works. Black History remains the makeup of our African Kings & Queens who continue in their footprints to leave our legacies; that breathe throughout this American History.

We honor: 

Emmitt Till; his life was cut short; taken and beaten severely in the midnight hours. For being a young black man at the right place in the presence of hate in black history. In memory of all our black boys & girls; who impacted every area of our struggle.

 "In memory of Dominique White Jul. 1991-Jan.15, 2020" the day they plotted on your body; was the date they also recorded your story in History. For your legacy & the world would one day read.

MLK; for allowing our voices to be heard as those dogs were headed our way. If a man has not found something he is willing to die for; he is not fit to live. 

Madam C. J. Walker; first self made millionaire. A boss of elegance and style. Walker represented by exposing natural & pure black beauty through America History. 

Rosa Parks; allowing us to take a seat at the front; no longer the back of that bus. To allow our black people to rest their worn feet that labored throughout Black History.  

WEB Dubois; teaches us knowledge is a lethal weapon.

Sarah Baartman; sold as a young girl around the world. Her story is unique it was her voluptuous beauty that gain the attention; of those who betrayed her in vanity. Then sold her beauty in a jar; in a museum for viewing around the world.

Malcom X; his courage, and quest to challenge himself. And not fear the challenges he would soon be forced to face. By standing in the mist of betrayal, adversity and silent fights to end; a vision he shared with the fearful for life. 

Mandela; I hear you been looking for me. And even if you confine my body behind these jail bars. My mind remains free; of the chains set in place to bound me & my black people.

Harriet; broke the chains around our mental thinking in Black History. And ran for her life to return back in slavery to set us free; to breathe in American History.

Angela Davis; I refuse to allow you to drag my body through the streets of  our bloody history. And even if you imprison my King. I will continue to speak as a free Black Queen. 

TIME

During this pandemic has really been a setback in more than 1 area of our lives. Its seems like  everything & time is out of whack. But still we must remember to smile & laugh. 

Before March the 16, 2020 our lives were filled with; joy, trials contentment, and more plans. Until life interrupted us without a single warning. 

Again another lesson has been learned. Pay closer attention to continue in planning for tomorrow. As if we were going to be around for that 2 to 5 year plan. And just incase some strange circumstances occur; be prepared for what life is about to expose of the time we no longer have. Of being our best friend are greatest enemy here on earth.

An analogy does not always have to be presented in a long winded sentence. Sometimes its the reality in life that relates back to the analogy. 

One day we said to one another goodnight; the next morning our entire world changed. 

Yesterday our plans were sought out; and today those plans required an adjustment.

The Domino Affect

Whether you, us or them is the player, watcher are opponent; remember the game in any house is either stacked are spread out. With rules attached to abide by. It's up to us, we or them to respect the plays that are about to be made. And it does not matter who gets eliminated in the games being played. The games will still continue as of yesterday, and today. And in the event tomorrow is promised by God, another hand will be dealt and played; once again.

I signed my son up for chess. The purpose for it; was to ensure he was thinking. Not so much as what was around him. But first focus on the player against him. 

In life if we do not seek knowledge for ourselves with more depth of understanding; it will be provided to us in an unnatural course. If not rationed in portions. There is no such thing "you can think to much", unless it benefits someone or something else.   

On this journey you will gain & loose. Now what is the value in it; that is determined by you. Not every fight deserves acknowledgement, not every immature act deserves any attention. And not every human being is entitled to your time. However, we should respect one another in our presentations to avoid negative energy. Where our feet will stumble over rocks & stones, and our hands will rise-up if not calmly fold. 

We have reached a heightened point in this Covid-19 pandemic, to figure out what is affective or non-productive; as we bunch up together on a tight journey seeking unity where there is a spreading of division. And until we realize how People will always notice the change in our Attitude towards them. But they will never notice it's their Behaviors that made us Change. In the mist of life's current circumstances. You, us or them did not see coming  

Love & Hugs to my gc. Follow my footprints. 

Money

We were created for a purpose. And pressure was stitched in the plan, if it were not so how are we still standing in the midst of circumstances.

The pressure will break some. Where the endurance will show up in many. We must determine for ourselves if this pressure we are under this moment is a part of lifes process; are is the pressure many if not a few created and placed on themselves.

 It was not meant we endure sorrows for all seasons. And for the love of money is the root of all sources of evils. 

It is not fair we labor by the sweat of our brows; and for man to steal & kill for what he or she has not labored, sacrificed or harvested for. 

It was not meant for food to be created as we eat with arrogant minds; to share with our brothers & sisters left over crumbs..

It was this world created by 1 for all; to grow up in, and multiply our families. While nurturing the land to continue in resourcing our basic needs for human supplies. In order that all people may be equal to survive.

It is unhuman to be enslaved to another human being. It is not natural children are being raised in misguidance on purpose. If not used for pervertedness and financial channels to establish a vanity lifestyle. With no plan to manage it.

It is sad we love are choose how we treat one another; when its comes to this bag of money. Some will beg, borrow and lend. Others will work, sacrifice and invest. While those who will over-spend, gamble and plot. In the name of more or some. If not I want your money; as well. 

If these few things exist in the world of households we live in today; how can money be the issue in those hands of those minds that use the money for selfish pleasures & sinful intentions.

The reality is no matter how hard we work for it; our needs & wants will supercede the math.

The reality is no matter who we are; enough money will never be enough. And no matter who has labored or inherited this money. Its the behaviors and idea intentions we either use against one another, to help each other or just take over whatever. Even to the place of  stealing just to end up; cursing ourselves.

The reality is; with or without money. Change will challenge us to survive or live. The situations are going to happen; ready or not. The trials we are facing today will occur in every household of race. Therefore our attitudes will be adjusted to change. Or else the reality is this, the plan we are awaiting to be redirected in for this generation is going to cost us more to find out a peace of mind is priceless. Where we could of just changed & matured in our knowledge with time. And realigned with the life we dreamed of luxury; for the day it would cost all a bigger price tag.

In memory of Dominique  White, 1991-Jan.15.2020            In order to help one another, we must be in a transition of change to save ourselves; first. 

Relationship Status

In our youth we were advised; to finish high school, attend college or the military. And approaching our twenties we were encouraged to take a trade or start our own business. Why, college is not neant for everybody..

As young women we were mentored or directed in our lives by inspiring people around us. Some mentors advised to not bare children until we are married. Some mentors advised us to obtain our own wealth if not find a good career or established man. Some mentors advised us to make long term investments. Some mentors left behind family wealth that we had or no knowledge of how to manage. While some of our guidance was misdirected and down the line our children grew up in the dysfunctional environment.  Mistaking love & affection for physical altercations and negative verbal communication.

As young men some were taught by the mentors to use their hands in laboring. Some mentors taught to watch the stock market, Some mentors taught to use your skillz to establish a community business, or obtain access to a fortune 500 company. More than enough mentors warned young men to think with your top head, first. The second head will cause you a life of situations. Some mentors saw the future and advised whatever journey you take, establish yourself before making a female your wife. And before you make children are obligate yourself to another mans children in his absence who chooses selected visitations. Prepare to accept not all females are wife material. Therefore if you are not prepared to take on a responsibility of another person that hides the truth regarding their situation. There is a possibility someone is going to be disappointed. Because time was lost on a good intention because of the lack of honesty and effective communication. 

Looking for a mate, partner, husband or wife; until we learn ourselves how can we commit to making promises to someone else? And in doing so who says we cant get it right. Whether you are chosen or not. As a people we must figure out; what is required of growth & change in ourselves. In a life & on social media everyone is seeking to be loved if not accepted for who they are. While placing high expectations on someone else to change. So many hearts young & old are hurting. When time allowed us both to heal if not witness the red flags of issues. 

We are not obligated to one another for our wants & desires. However making a commitment is determined by what we as an individual has searched of in ourselves. To be willing to make of a sacrifice for another in an investment with someone else. And no, not every sacrifice will be appreciated. 

The reality of a promise is this; promises can be broken. We all need room to grow as a people. Where we can make one another happy. But in reality it is impossible to say we will not make more than 1 bad choice or 2 mistakes. Sometimes we waste time in knowing the truth. Regarding how much we allow ourselves, to either settle for one another, attempt to fix of the internal brokenness because of the fear & time it is required of in healing. Are we either try to make-up for; in what we or someone else is missing in our lives of peace  & joy.

Eviction Moratorium

The eviction Moratorium is expected to last until the end of March; thus far 10millions of consumers are affected with rents & late fees, foreclosures and mortgages. So the quesion is crucially being sought of what happens after March. Once the algorithms flow; is no longer working at the leverage for generations it performed.

So the question is the government solving; we, us & them of the peoples real problems? If truth be accepted today over a lie or blinded denial; no one has a real answer above or below in any community around the globe. However plans are underway if not extension dates and pardons to buy more time. Around an algorithm that has finally shifted from being leveraged; throughout generations.

Throughout my blogs; the stories and passages are mature in language written on a platform of people speaking on  topics discussed. That will either impact or improve our life choices. Regardless of race, status and ages in the  interpretation of our collaboration. Of what next is going to happen. Unless we figure out our purpose, perspective and next of plans. Before the forseen forces our hands to move around. In areas we  are not if prepared to be acclimated in; while waiting to be told which way to move or go. 

We challenge ourselves in questioning knowledge & wisdom; by destroying its physical existence. And then we wander & wonder why; common sense is dissolving in the midst around us. In this life every move played, has not been a well thought out plan. When Life has been our greatest mentor the entire time. It has been taken for granted. By a few if not many; by humanity in behaviors  has proven for every cause there is an affect. Now how prepared are we to take a course of action; in the event both vaccination distributions slow- down. In a world of peace makers, disobedience & arrogance. As another surge is slowly onboarding.

The anxiety rises to reopen establishments during a time that is not allowing the process or 2nd doses to catch up. To cure all, and restore life back as we knew of it; to normal. 

Ghost Writer-Dominique White, my son shared an idea. The same steps were his body was shot. He said one day I will purchase this apartment building. Rebuild these splintered doors and bloddy steps & restore a home for  many who seek change. I said to my child; never share your dreams with even a few average minded thinkers around you. And no matter where your feet land. Its what u shared of your plans & vision to grow; a garden that only needed water.