First, breath. Refocus on your own boundaries. Second, weigh your options and third it's time to make a formal & final personal decision. Lives are counting on it.
First, for generations we have debated life r death. In religion, cohabitation, debated scenarios, science, politics & economics. But never in humanity has monkey pox, small poxs, polio, covid-19, himalaya fevers & STDs taken such a grave turn in humanity.
Second, scientists r studying global climate control, disease and the existence of life here on earth. But never in humanity has science not come up with open ended answers. This time the stress is even weighing in. Because the scientist is overwhelmed because of the massive data & unanswerable progression.
Third, humanity has cohabitated for generations in DNA of races, cultures, poverty & wealth. But never in humanity at the level of Help, the government officials r not communicating at an adult level. Breathe, never in humanity are All children of all races and ages suffering a spike; in suicides, depression, drugs and homosexuality, and homicides. Never in the history of mankind has crime & famine elevated accross regions and nations of man at 1 time. Including stalking & human trafficking.
Finally, once we collect our human rational thoughts. It's time to invest in the time we have left.